When the Needle Is More Powerful than the Pen and Sword though Sometimes You Need Both!

WATER IS LIFE, FOR MILLIONS OF WOMEN LACK OF WATER IS LEADING CAUSE OF DEATH

2012-02-01T10:44:00.000-08:00

CHARITY WATER, FOR 20.00 YOU CAN GIVE WATER TO A WOMAN, IN NEED

CHARITY WATER CHECKS OUT, BTW,

SEE http://www.charitywater.org/

ANDREA FORNELLA ABBOTT YOU ARE MY HEROINE, FINALLY, SOMEBODY WITH THE 'GUTS' TO SAY NO YOU WON'T RAPE-MOLEST OUR DAUGHTERS TSA!!!!

2011-07-13T12:24:00.000-07:00

HEROINE

MAY WE FEMALES FED UP WITH PEDOPHILE TSA AND RAPIST TSA THUGS AND THE RAPING CULTURE PORN JERKS OF OUR GOVERNMENT

HAVE THE 'GUTS' TO STAND UP TO THEM LIKE SHE DID

GOOD FOR YOU ANDREA,

YOU ARE AN INSPIRATION TO US ALL AND A

REAL FEMINIST [UNLIKE THAT WITCH WHO SOLD OUR DAUGHTERS AND CHILDREN TO THE TSA SS GOONS]

GIVE US AN ADDRESS--SO WE CAN SEND 'BAIL' MONEY, COURT COSTS, ANYTHING

[I'LL BE LOOKING ON HOW TO SUPPORT]

IT'S ABOUT DAMN TIME--THANK YOU ANDREA

FOR GIVING ME AND MANY WOMEN, MANY OF US RAPE SURVIVORS, A

REASON

TO BE A 'TINY' BIT PROUD TO STILL HAVE TO LIVE IN THIS COUNTRY THAT THUGS ARE TURNING INTO

PORN-RAPE FESTS

[PEDO WANK HEAVEN, B.C. ERA STYLE FOR THEIR gods OF violence THAT THEY WORSHIP]

Andrea Fornella Abbott

TSA FIRST TIME 'INTIMATE' EXPERIENCE FOR OUR DAUGHTERS THAT IS GROPING AND RAPE ORIENTED, FORGET FIRST LOVE, COURTESY OF USA GOV TSA PERVERTS AND PEDOPHILES [MOST LIKELY WITH RECORD]

OR PORN PHOTOS FOR TSA PERVS TO JACK OFF TOO, AND THEN SENT TO GOV FOR THEIR PEDOS TO JACK OFF TOO

COST: $$$$ NEVER ENDING NEED FOR LIFE TIME THERAPY, TENS OF THOUSANDS OF DOLLARS DEPENDING ON AGE OF 'RAPE-MOLEST VICTIM'

AND AIRLINES.....COST OF TICKET

TSA 'REMINDER EXPERIENCE' OF SURVIVING RAPE OR CHILD SEX ABUSE TRAUMA --TO REMIND US WOMEN THAT 'RAPE' AND 'MOLESTING' OF CHILDREN IS NOT 'ILLEGAL' BUT AN ACCEPTABLE FORM OF EXPRESSIVE LOVE OR LUST ' COURTESY OF USA GOV TSA PERVERTS AND PEDOPHILES AND RAPING THUGS WHO MUST GROPE AND PENETRATE/FINGER RAPE WITH IMPUNITY, [MOST LIKELY WITH RECORD]

COST: $$$$$ NEVER ENDING NEED FOR LIFE TIME THERAPY, [TO UNDO THE DAMAGE AND REPAIR WHAT THERAPY ONE HAS ALREADY HAD TO GO THROUGH FROM 'LAST' TIME RAPED OR MOLESTED] TENS OF THOUSANDS OF DOLLARS DEPENDING ON AGE OF 'RAPE-MOLEST VICTIM'

AND AIRLINES.....COST OF TICKET

TSA FIRST TIME 'TRUE AMERICAN' LIBERTY SPIRIT OF THOMAS JEFFERSON TELLING THE NAZI'S TO GO FUCK THEMSELVES--A BRAVE WOMAN IN FACT

PRICELESS

cost actually, JAIL TIME--BUT PRICELESS, IN THAT IT SPEAKS LOUD

NO TSA, IT IS NOT ALRIGHT FOR YOU TO RE-RAPE US, TO RE-MOLEST US, TO RAPE OUR DAUGHTERS AND SONS, YOU SORRY PIECES OF CIVIL RIGHTS ABUSING TERRORIST

SHIT

http://www.tennessean.com/article/20110713/NEWS01/307130115/Police-charge-mother-Nashville-airport-altercation

BEAUTIFUL ORCHARDS AND GARDENS BUT DO NOT LET BEAUTIFUL FEMALES BREATH, THE JEALOUS 'MALE'

2011-07-10T12:18:00.000-07:00

PEAR ORCHARD, IRAN

one of many beautiful orchards in our world, surprisingly some of the most beautiful gardens and orchards are in nations where butchering of females and sanctioned rape - child rape

are occurring

IS MISOGYNY REALLY A MANIFESTATION OF

JEALOUSY

MALES JEALOUS OF FEMALE BEAUTY, GRACE AND STRENGTH?

It appears obvious that MALES [and religions] aka PATRIARCHY demand total control over beauty, wanting to 'take credit' for things in nature that THEY DO NOT CREATE THEMSELVES

and then on top of that, PATRIARCHY COMMODIFIES BEAUTY FOR 'PROFIT'

MANY OF THE HONOR KILLINGS ARE RELATED TO THE LOSS OF PROFIT, FROM SALES OF DAUGHTERS, THE OTHERS ARE MALES WHO TERRORIZE AND KILL THOSE WHO WANT TO ESCAPE THEM OR MALES AND THEIR 'FEMALE COUNTERPARTS' WHO TERRORIZE/MURDER FEMALES--ALL IN ALL THEY HATE FEMALES, BUT I FIND IT AMAZING AT THE 'ATTITUDE' OF MISOGYNISTS AND THEIR 'ENTITLEMENT MENTALITY' TO 'OWN FEMALES AS ORCHARD PROPERTY'

AND THEN CULL THEM WHEN THEY DESIRE TOO

for other photos of Iran, see http://www.uib.no/People/raz041/My%20beautiful.htm

then we have this:

http://atlasshrugs2000.typepad.com/honor_killings/ [entire bio with photos, because THESE CRIMES AGAINST HUMANITY, FEMALES

NEEDS TO END, AND NEEDS TO END 'NOW'

NO MORE TOLERANCE FOR THE SANCTIONED AND RELATIVIST 'EXCUSE' KILLINGS OF FEMALES

NO MORE

ABRAHAMIC RELIGONS, RELIGIONS AND THEIR 'gods' HATE AND MURDER OF WOMEN--PROVES THEY ARE MALEVOLENT 'FRAUDS'

2011-07-06T11:06:00.000-07:00

"And there we saw the giants, the sons of Anak, which come out of the giants: and we were in our own sight as grasshoppers and so we were in their sight." Numbers 13:33.

ANCIENT RELICS OF 'SUMERIAN? gods OR ALIENS,

http://www.alieninfluence.com/sumerians.html

Before I begin, let me just STATE FOR THE RECORD, I do not worship [nor will I ever] Aliens or gods or goddesses. Nor do I search for UFO or Alien beings, as some 'cult' follower.

As for how I began to question the legitimacy of Christianity, Religion, BIBLE especially and the Benevolence of God, it started over the issue of WOMEN. Too many years of cognitive dissonance over the BLATANT HATRED OF WOMEN, THE 'SANCTIONING OF RAPE' in BIBLE AS WELL AS KORAN AND TALMUD--even the ORDERS TO RAPE AND KILL CHILDREN AND WOMEN

could not longer be shelved onto some 'well God works in mysterious ways bullshit excuse'.

Then there was the facts of my OWN life, dealing with the trauma and experiences of Ritual Abuse, Occultism and that Occultism being masked in none other than CHRISTIAN RELIGION.

So, on my own, questioning, DECONSTRUCTING AND READING THE BIBLE WITH A 'CRITICAL THINKING' MIND RATHER THAN A BRAINWASHED ONE,

along with putting the pieces together from my own life and family's background [which was not good] there was NO WAY, I COULD ANY LONGER, DENY WHAT I KNEW AND SUSPECTED.

This doesn't mean that I don't believe there isn't a Good force or God out there, but the ones of Religion, are anything But good. They are master unethical beings of some kind who Obviously either CREATED OR

COLONIZED HUMANITY, FOR A SLAVE RACE--TO MINE JEWELS AND MINERALS.

and I'm not the only one to believe this. Evidence of this lies in the Bible, actually, and the FACTUAL history of mining, mass misogyny and BUTCHERING OF WOMEN, which we know

military's use rape as a tool for TERRORISM--TO CONTROL AND COLONIZE NATIONS SO THEY CAN 'ENSLAVE THEM',

if you can COLONIZE THE MINDS/BODIES OF FEMALES, YOU OWN THE WHOLE SOCIETY OR CAN DESTROY THE WHOLE SOCIETY....AND HAVE PERFECT 'SLAVES'.

Ancient history, relics, all give evidence OF THIS FACT, from Mayans to Egypt to Sumer.

But more so, the Bible, and it's in this, that it is proof evident at the BRAINWASHING OF CHRISTIAN MINDS--literally, same with Islam. THE SAME TACTICS OF 'CULTS' AND 'OCCULT' ARE USED IN RELIGION

BECAUSE THEY ARE ONE AND THE SAME--JUST OPPOSING SIDES OR VARIOUS SIDES OF A CONFLICT.

I no longer CARE about the conflict of 'gods' or angels and demons and what have you...What I see, is the horror manipulation and soul death, of countless billions, ESPECIALLY CHILDREN,

and it was through my research, in helping myself to heal and recovery or at least, to UNDERSTAND the RA in my own life--that saw the horror of occult and religious abuse of children, and accounts of Alien abductions, as being more similar and identical in methods and 'outcomes'.

Then I knew--we had been manipulated and lied too...for what purpose, don't know, due to my family's involvement with the Occult and Mafia and Government and Religion--and their 'deals with Jewels'

I knew, from researching the history of MINING--MINERALS AND JEWELS, that something didn't add up. Even in Revelations, Heaven [for MEN only] is described as one giant JEWELRY BOX. Jewels are also used heavily in sorcery....

in the Congo today, MILLIONS OF WOMEN HAVE BEEN MASS RAPED, TORTURED, FOR

JEWELS AND MINERALS FOR CELL PHONES. and other technology

the thing about Jewels, GOLD in particular [second page of Gene-SIS, Egypt Isis?, mentions GOLD]

is that they are used in SPACE TECHNOLOGY.

that means, spaceships or Space stars...

or planets????

Who knows, on that, I don't care--what I do care about, is victims being FREE from the LIES OF OCCULTS AND RELIGIONS THAT HAVE ENSLAVED THEM--ABUSED THEM HORRIBLY, AND DESTROYED THEM.

and being since I stumbled onto this, working through finding answers to Child Abuse/RA [ritual abuse] and human right abuses to women [and the hypocrisy in religion there], I thought it even MORE INTERESTING

how many Others, have also stumbled onto the same theories--based not on searching for UFOs or aliens, but searching for answers/causes to WAR...and other atrocities.

So I'm not the only one...the thing that kicked me to DUMP CHRISTIANITY WAS THE BLATANT AND ONGOING 'EXCUSES' TO BE INDIFFERENT TO

MISOGYNY AND SUFFERING AS WELL AS PRIVILEGE. more and more I saw that Christianity was nothing more than the ROMAN PANTHEON RELIGIONS UNDER 'ONE NAME'. There is no difference--

especially in Pauline Gospel, it's just SUGAR COATED, that's all. Same with OT, however there the Ritual abuses and genocides and mass rapes, are always Excused under a form of vengeance

NEVER MIND--THAT THE TREE, CAUSING DEATH--WAS NOT GUARDED BY TWO SWORDS--BUT THE TREE OF LIFE AFTER ADAM AND EVE TOOK OF, WAS THEN GUARDED

this shows DELIBERATE WILLFUL INSTILLING INTO HUMANS, SLAVES OBVIOUSLY [AND WAS EVE A CLONE? I BELIEVE SO] A VIRUS OR INIQUITY POISON THAT THROUGH GENERATIONAL DECLINE/VIA DNA--CREATES DEATH,

for what purpose, hard to say, were they clay soldiers to kill to AMUSE THE 'GODS'?

or were they slaves who rebelled, who were told some story to MASS TERRORIZE AND THEN CONTROL UNTIL ALL RESOURCES WERE DEPLETED THEN HUMANITY NO LONGER NEEDED?

NOTE: I HAVE PONDERED THE POSSIBILITY, THAT THE 'TRUE' CHRISTIANS, WHO WERE ALL 'BUTCHERED BY THE ROMAN-EARLY CHURCH PRIOR TO THE 'BYE BULL' BEING WRITTEN BY CONSTANTINE IN HIS PURPLE ROBE AND THE JEWEL EXPLOITS AND BUTCHERING OF OTHER STATES--TO LATER ISABELLA THE VAMPIRE AND INQUISITION, ETC., TO THE PROTEST-ANTS AND THEIR GOLD GUILDS AND THEIR 'GENOCIDE' OF NATIVE INDIANS--

DID KNOW THE 'TRUE' JESUS, WHO WAS IN FACT--WARNING US ABOUT THE LIES OF 'THE RELIGIONS', AND I'VE SEEN SIMILAR LEANINGS TO THESE WARNINGS IN OT TOO, WERE THE ANCIENT 'JEWS' ACTUAL RESISTERS TO THE EMPIRES OF SLAVEDOM OF EGYPT-SUMER-AND AFRICA--let us not forget, the Bible, Jewish texts, were written mostly POST-BABYLON and not only that--there is NO HISTORICAL BACKING OF BIBLE--THE HISTORY DOESN'T EVEN ADD UP--ASSYRIA WAS THE POWER HOUSE, NOT 'SOLOMON', THAT'S BEEN PROVEN,

and the contradictions of the Bible, may reveal more than we know--I personally believe, the NT was a HIJACKING--OF TRUTHS, BY POWERS OF CORRUPTION WHO WANTED TO 'SAVE' THE HELLENIST EMPIRE, AND THEY TOOK FROM 'EGYPT' AND MADE THE PANTHEONS, HIJACKING THE RESISTANCE OF JEWISH SLAVES/EARLY CHRISTIANS--INTO ONE 'NEW RELIGION'. But this is my theory--and I came to this, over the scriptures about submission and chaste and pure--FACT, NON-ROMAN WOMEN WERE 'SEX SLAVES' IN THAT ERA--FACT, it would be Insulting to tell a SEX SLAVE to be chaste and pure as she's being raped daily, ANOTHER FACT, IS THAT, IT WAS ILLEGAL, FOR SEX SLAVES, ALL NON-ROMAN WOMEN TO WEAR 'VEILS',

there is just Way too much, written by the LIARS OF 300 A.D. THAT DON'T ADD UP TO ACTUAL 'FACTUAL' HISTORY OF THE LIFE AND TIMES OF ANCIENT ROME--same with the OT, the laws of Assyria [that we Do have on record] shed more light on the FACTUAL LIVES OF WOMEN--WHO WERE 'FUCK TOILETS' AND MASS MURDERED, EVEN FOR CRIMES OF 'MEN' WHO WERE SLAVES--ON A

DAILY BASIS--THEY WERE TREATED LIKE SHIT FODDER, BY ALL THE NATIONS OF THAT TIME. The first laws enslaving women, CAME FROM SUMER--the images of torture of women in Mayan, is just as deplorable--That and the 'stone work', are just Too non-human, to remain willfully ignorant of FACTS, hanging onto fairy tales, and to some Illusion of kind gods, when images and factual laws, show us THE EXACT OPPOSITE. I do believe there is a GOOD AND HOLY GOD, just not the one we've been 'told' about--either that, or MAN LIED, which wouldn't be surprising either, see history of Gilgamesh, and Sargon and Nimrod. [which many of the stories of Moses, have obviously, been COPIED FROM].

[see also photos here, Ancient Inca, 10 Ruins to See other than Machu Picchu, http://www.abovetopsecret.com/forum/thread724755/pg1

many theories one could go with this...but let me share some other theories here, that I believe shed a lot of weight, and are very TRUE.

Penalty of an Ancient Fraud-- http://www.serendipity.li/eden/penalty_of_an_ancient_fraud.htm

and THE GODS OF EDEN http://www.serendipity.li/eden.html

in my opinion, what was and is done to women, the half of humanity, is UNFORGIVABLE...

and unethical. For any being, to have claims on Holiness, perfect knowledge, and then to Set up a human female first as sex slave [who had no consent, btw] and then to 'set up ENTRAPMENT' to then DEMONIZE HER AS EXCUSE FOR

WOMEN HUMANITY TO BE NO MORE THAN 'MAN'S FUCK-TOILETS'

is in fact, yes, UNETHICAL...at worst

down right EVIL.

AND THE BIBLE--BACKS THIS UP, Genesis, where it says, THE LORD GOD, NOW THEY [ADAM AND EVE] KNOW GOOD AND EVIL LIKE 'US'

meaning, the EVIL was what the PLURAL 'LET US MAKE' gods DID TO EVE.....

and to ALL HER DAUGHTERS, FEMALES from then on out. Then to top if off, the Bible, states in Rev, only the SONS OF GOD go to Heaven--[typical of the Greek and Roman hatred of women in their pantheons, where women goddesses are either whores or demons, typical misogyny] and of course

RELIGION HAS BEEN A TREE OF MISOGYNIST FRUIT FROM THE GET GO...and the BLOOD OF WOMEN AND GIRL CHILDREN

HAS NEVER BEEN AVENGED. [and I doubt it will Ever be]

So, somethings just simply don't add up anymore--I can no longer be around those who continue to worship a god or beings who hate and demonize them...

especially without question.

It's no different, than WORSHIPING 'HITLER' Anyway, things unseen can't be proven, but things SEEN, should be enough, to warrant questioning, especially when there is a CONSISTENT PATTERN OF ILL MALEVOLENT BEHAVIOR

and religion has been, MALEVOLENT 'GOD' BEHAVIOR

I will close with an excerpt from Gods of Eden

Bramley points out that organized (a.k.a. institutional) religion was the creation of the Brotherhood. Its purpose is to restrict thinking, to make slaves of men and to act as a cause of war, the better to keep mankind in bondage to fear and material distress. To counter the aims of the Brotherhood do not succumb to the solaces of organized religion.

Boycott your churches. Snub your synagogues. Ignore your mosques. Until those preachers come out foursquare for peace and justice, refuse to accept their pitiful propaganda. ... Besides, that's not God who resides in most houses of worship anyway. It's Moloch! It's Baal. It's Marduk. It's definitely Mammon. The Evil One, posing as your deity, teaching you how to pretend to be good rather than actually teaching you how to be good.
Tell your pastor you have a higher standard of morality than he is able to reach, as long as he keeps preaching that Old Testament bigotry and stays silent about America's mass murder of innocents for reasons that are provable lies. What kind of morality is silence about that? Ask him. Tell him. Stand up for what's right. ... The only thing God really cares about is how you treat others. — John Kaminski, Penalty of an Ancient Fraud

I concur, more on this to come, Jane

HOW 'SUBMISSION' INJURY IN RELIGION IS CAUSING BRAIN DAMAGE TO 'WOMEN', WAS THIS A DELIBERATE USE OF TORTURE BY EARLY RELIGIOUS MEN?

2011-06-28T11:29:00.000-07:00

http://www.tbiguide.com/howbrainworks.html

read through all that first, how our brains work, it's very easy to understand,

now, remember, emotional controls, in frontal lobe, if those emotions are [with left side of brain receiving information, that is contrary to the reality the right side sees] being controlled through verbal abuse and PHYSICAL ABUSE which causes BRAIN INJURY, then....

is it safe to say then, that RELIGION, IS REALLY JUST A FORM OF 'SLOW LOBOTOMY AND BRAIN INJURY? Especially in how religions have DAMAGED WOMEN'S BRAINS.

Not only that--how I came about this today, was reading about Women, Strokes, and how those strokes are often on the left side of the brain, the side that guess what,

processes information--WHAT IF,

THE COGNITIVE DISSONANCE OF RECEIVING INFORMATION TO 'DO AND OR ALLOW HARM AND RAPE TO ONESELF TO 'OBEY' MEN, GOD, ETC.',

eventually FRIES THE CIRCUITS OF THE BRAIN AND THE BRAIN CRASHES, KIND OF LIKE A COMPUTER DOES--

THEN, WE CAN SAY,

SUBMISSION TEACHINGS IN RELIGION, IS OCCULT, AND IS 'MURDERING WOMEN'

it's worth investigating...ON VERBAL ABUSE/EMOTIONAL ABUSE-MIND CONTROL AND

BRAIN DAMAGE--SEE http://www.suite101.com/content/mind-control-is-a-form-of-emotional-abuse-a124456

if this is true, then word curses, spoken by men, religions, could very well be LIES, LIES THAT HAVE THROUGH THE YEARS,

BEEN DOING 'BRAIN DAMAGE'

AND MAYBE THIS IS WHY, OUR BRAINS HAVE BEEN FIGHTING BACK--WHAT IS KNOWN AS

COGNITIVE DISSONANCE.

women who are SUBMISSIVE--ARE THEY SIMPLY JUST BRAIN DAMAGED TO POINT OF

SLOW LOBOTOMY?

I THINK YES, AND I THINK--IT DESERVES NOT ONLY INVESTIGATION, BUT IF THEY FIND THESE THINGS TO BE TRUE

IT BEGS, FOR MASSIVE CLASS ACTION LAW SUITS AND REPARATIONS TO MILLIONS OF WOMEN AND CHILDREN IN OUR WORLD.

not only that, bit of research here shows, I'M NOT THE ONLY ONE WHO HAS CONNECTED THE DOTS, SO TO SPEAK

HERE YA GO...http://www.thefeministwire.com/2011/02/02/does-traumatic-brain-injury-have-a-gender/

what IS INTERESTING ABOUT THIS, IS HOW WAR-FOOTBALL, AND RELIGION, HAVE ONE THING IN COMMON

ROME--ANCIENT MESOPOTAMIA, AND

MISOGYNY. [ESP MALE VIOLENCE AND RAPE OF WOMEN]

MORE ON THIS SERIES--BTW, came to this today, guess you could say, me and my brain, are working on healing, the horrible effects of RITUAL SATANIC-CHRISTIAN ABUSE,

that was and has historical bases in MASONS, SECRET SOCIETIES, CATHOLIC CHURCH, KNIGHTS TEMPLARS, ISLAM, BAPTIST CHURCHES, SATANISM, AND GAMBLING...WITH PROSTITUTION AND GOVERNMENT.

and I will add, possibly ALIENS, or fallen angels, or negative electric forces in magnetic fields [I'LL INCLUDE ALL THREE SINCE WE CAN'T 'SEE' THEM NOR CAN PROVE THEM]

but this I do know--we as a society are So brain damaged in ways WE aren't even aware of, our entire economy system is based on LIES...

when you peel the onion layer, it's something out of a TALES OF CRYPT HORROR SHOW.

that is covered up by a CARNIVAL OF MIRRORS AND GLEEFUL FUN...and it's all been controlled and mass manipulated by

NONE OTHER THAN 'RELIGIONS' AND GOVERNMENT SINCE THE BEGINNING.

OH, AND MILITARY-

so, what can we take from brain damage and how brain works, and discover, what is

REAL TRUTH?

series to follow, oh and SCIENTIFIC STUDY, HOW RELIGION 'SHRINKS' THE BRAIN

GEE, GIVES 'HEAD SHRINK' A WHOLE NEW MEANING DOESN'T IT?

NOW, JUST ADD THIS TO THE 'SELF HATE' AND 'DEMONIZATION' OF FEMALES RELIGION DOES

AND JUST THINK--WHAT HAS BEEN 'STOLEN' AND 'ASSASSINATED' FROM

FEMALE SOULS

HORRIBLE--THIS MAY EXPLAIN WHY TOO, PATRIARCHY, FOUNDED IN ANCIENT 'RELIGIONS' CAN'T BE DONE AWAY WITH SIMPLY BY 'RIDDING OF RELIGION'

BECAUSE THERE IS PERMANENT 'BRAIN DAMAGE' IN MEN [MY THEORY?]

http://www.scientificamerican.com/article.cfm?id=religious-experiences-shrink-part-of-brain

SOME INTERESTING COMMENTS THERE TOO, ESPECIALLY HOW

CRIMINALS AND ALCOHOLICS/DRUG ADDICTS ARE OVERWHELMINGLY ATTRACTED TO RELIGION [OR THE PERSECUTED DOWNTRODDEN IN OTHER COUNTRIES]

CAN ONE HAVE FAITH-BE SPIRITUAL WITHOUT BEING RELIGIOUS BRAIN MIND CONTROLLED THROUGH THE USE OF MAN'S WORDS, AKA SORCERY? IF SO, HOW IF OUR BRAINS LEARN [RIGHT SIDE] THROUGH IMAGES

AND LEFT SIDE, THROUGH 'WORDS' AND IF THOSE WORDS ARE LIES

HOW MUCH DOES OUR BRAIN--HANG ONTO 'LIES' EVEN IN RELIGION?

SCARY STUFF

Jane

TRUTH IN HERSTORY--RATHER THAN PATRIARCHAL 'FABLES' AND LIES, FIERCE FEMALE WARRIORS

2011-06-26T17:49:00.000-07:00

QUEEN TAMAR OF GEORGIA [RUSSIA] WHO DEFEATED 'MUSLIM' ARMIES, JUST ONE OF TEN FIERCE FEMALE WARRIORS

SEE THE OTHERS: http://listverse.com/2008/03/17/top-10-badass-female-warriors/

THINK IT'S TIME WE WOMEN--BEGIN TO ACT, DIPLOMACY HAS FAILED

on another note, BRILLIANT REVEALING OF MISOGYNY AND BUDDHISM--FROM TWISTY'S BLOG

SO NEEDED TO READ THIS, THANK YOU TWISTY

http://blog.iblamethepatriarchy.com/2011/06/26/buddhism-sounds-familiar/

ALSO, ERRORS [PROVEN] IN BIBLE, UH, SOME INTERESTING FACTS HERE...ESPECIALLY REGARDING THE 'NO MENTIONING ANYWHERE IN HISTORY' OF ESTHER--AND THAT'S ONE HISTORY THEY DO HAVE RECORDS OF...SO THE STORY IS A FABLE,

SO IF THAT ONE IS FABLE, HOW MANY MORE ARE 'FABLES'? BEGS TO BE EXAMINED

http://www.americanhumanist.org/who_we_are/about_humanism/Some_Reasons_Why_Humanists_Reject_the_Bible

AND THEN, GOOD DISCOURSE ON THIS VERY ISSUE

http://www.abovetopsecret.com/forum/thread304553/pg1

I CAN'T HELP BUT THINK, THE BLATANT IGNORANCE OF HISTORY AND ABILITY TO 'REASON CRITICALLY' BY MOST CHRISTIAN RESPONDERS HERE, HAS MORE TO DO WITH

CLASS AND EDUCATION LEVELS, NOW CONSIDERING THAT IN DAYS OF OLD, ONLY THE 'ELITES' WERE ALLOWED TO READ/LEARN, AND THE MASSES WERE FORCED TO BE SLAVES/SEX SLAVES AND FODDER FOR THE WAR MACHINE--AND FORCED TO BE ILLITERATE [LIKE WOMEN GLOBALLY TODAY IN THEOCRATIC COUNTRIES],

IT BEGS FOR SERIOUS INQUIRY.

IT'S ALMOST AS IF--MYTHS 'MY T H OR MY T h WHICH IS KIND OF LIKE, MY T h as in h looks like a THRONE--

were forced down the throats of common slaves by the powers to be, of course, those POWERS TO BE,

ALL FORCED THOSE SLAVES TO MINE FOR JEWELS,

JEWELS BELIEVED THEN [AND STILL TODAY] TO BE POWERS OF SORCERY...OR GOD LIKENESS OR WHAT HAVE YOU...JEWELS LINED IN THE CROWNS OF KINGS

WORLD OVER

even in Revelations, HEAVEN IS A PLACE OF 'JEWELS' WHERE 'SONS' MEANING 'MEN' RULE/LIVE [no mention of women Anywhere in this jewel heaven, gee go figure, look at the mining and butchering of empires by ROME FOR GUESS WHAT--

JEWELS

AND EGYPT WAS THEIR FOOD SOURCE--TRADE

interesting history there...

things that make INQUIRING MINDS, WHO WANT 'TRUTH' AND NOT FABLES THAT HAVE BUTCHERED WOMEN THROUGH OUT TIME, WANT TO KNOW

dare we ask?

dirty gold--still strong today, lined up in banks and btw, USED IN SPACE TECHNOLOGY.

coincidence?

forget follow the money trail, how about FOLLOW THE JEWEL TRAIL [BTW DID YA KNOW RUBIES, ARE MINED WITH BLOOD--FORCED SEX SLAVES FOR RUBIES TODAY AND HAS BEEN--OH YEA, THAT AIN'T THE FULL OF IT EITHER]

YEP, FOLLOW THE JEWEL TRAIL, IT'S INTERESTING, THAT ONE--FOR MINING [ALSO MINERALS]

AND IN EVERY CASE--SLAVES AND MASS RAPES, IN EACH CASE

AND SEX SLAVERY

YEP, FOR DE 'powers who hold the jewels'

Jane

JANE

CHRISTIAN WOMEN, WHY I DUMPED THE SUBMISSION DEBATE, TO SUBMIT OR NOT TO SUBMIT, ROUND AND ROUND AND ROUND WE GO

2011-06-23T17:10:00.000-07:00

OVER AND OVER AND OVER AND OVER AND OVER AND OVER AND OVER AND OVER

DO THE MENZ LISTEN? HAVE THEY CHANGED? DO YA THINK MAYBE IT'S DA RELIGION ITSELF?

HERE YA GO.....THE 'SUBMISSION DEBATES' [COMP VS EGALS EGALS, WHICH IS NICER PATRIARCHY BUT YOU STILL GOTTA FUCK OLE NIGEL, BIBLICAL MAN 'APE' HOOD AND GIRL VIRGIN FOREVER HOOD, YA KNOW, 'THE PLEASE RAPE ME PLEASE DADDY HUSBAND' WITTLE HOUSE ON PRAIRIE--THE 'SOFTER PRAIRIE SIDE TO BDSM'] I KNOW, TRUTH SUCKS EH,

THE DEBATES CONTINUE, ON AND ON AND ON AND ON AND ON AND ON

Pssst, LITTLE SECRET FOR YA, MIGHT GIVE YOU A CLUE--THE CATHOLICS, WELL THE 'ROMANS' AND THE ANCIENTS CALLED THIS, 'BREAKING HER MIND ON DE RACK OR WHEEL', WHICH OF COURSE, THE INQUISITION CALLED IT

HELL FOR DEVIL WOMEN, YA KNOW CUZZ SHE SCREWED THE DEVIL AT NIGHT AND RODE ON THAT OLE BROOMSTICK--[psst, clue, she didn't like being raped via 'submission' to that ole master brute husband who she was probably SOLD TO LIKE A PROSTITUTE goods, and so ole priests of de day, well what am I talking about, preachers and priests today, and well they used 'witch hunts' as their means of rape with impunity, of course, it was all Holy and all, yetch but oh well, this is the SHIT WOMEN STILL SERVE TODAY]

YA KNOW, I HAVE TRIED, TO CHANT AND MAKE MY BROOMSTICK 'CLEAN' MY HOUSE MAGICALLY--

IT AIN'T A WORKING

HMMMMMMM....

so much FOR DE WHOLE 'WITCH' THING---ONLY 'DEVILS' I SEE ARE

MENZ IN DE CHURCHES and PORN BROTHEL HELLS

meanwhile, BACK AT DE RANCH OF DE WORLD

MILLIONS ARE DYING WITH NO WATER, NO FOOD, NO ACCESS TO SANITATION

GOOD GRIEF

AND IT'S THE oh my gawd RADICAL FEMINISTS, 'HUMANIST' AND 'MARXISTS' WHO ARE DOING THE RELIEF WORK, CARE WORK AND HUMAN RIGHTS ANTI-PORN ANTI-TRAFFICKING WORK TODAY, ETC.,

GO FIGURE

AND YET STILL

THE INSANITY CONTINUES, IT'S INSANITY WHEN YA KEEP ON A ROLLING WHEN NOTHING CHANGES,

DUH

JANE I've been on this rack myself plenty of times--OCD we know what this shit is, so not to CONDEMN here, but DAMN

THINK SISTERS. oh, another 'clue' for ya, that ole round and round rack, same thing called a TOP, yea that the sorcery types used, hmmmmm the pantheon gods and goddesses of ancient Rome, had those sorcery types that used the tops, dogs, etc., oh yea those dogs and dog 'spike' crowns and chains, ya know, the kind ya see in BDSM, yea, GUESS WHO THE BIGGEST SELLER OF BDSM CHRISTIAN PORN IS?

KOREA-ASIA, WHERE ALSO THE MOST MEGA CHURCHES ARE

GEE, WAKE UP, SERIOUSLY--CONNECT DE DOTS...

CAN WE SAY, BABYLON BROTHEL CHURCH

now how's That, for mind boggling.

GET OFF THE WHEEL AND RACK--IT'S A TRAP, ALL IT IS, ONE BIG MIND GAME TRAP.

expose and demystify the BEAST FOR B + east. dum dee dum dum dum

DE HAREM, LA DE DA DE DA DA

JUST SUBMIT AND BEND OVER, YEA RIGHT

F OFF NIGEL, YOU'VE BEEN BUSTED--MARS HILL OR MARS FOR MARS OF ROME AND ATLANTIS AND OH

HIGH HILLS, OR IS THAT, HIGH HELL

THAT'S JUST ONE EXAMPLE, PIPER, YEA, CHARM THAT SNAKE OUT OF DE BASKET WITH THAT PIPE PIPER

PEARL...YEA PEARL FOR 'APHRODITE',

COME ON--GET OFF DAT RACK, AND DO SOME READING, SOMETHING, BUT WHY THE HELL

ARE YOU STILL IN THAT ADULTEROUS 'FORNICATING' CHURCH???? IT'S ROME PANTHEON WORSHIP, TYRE, ALL OF IT,

MIGHT AS WELL JUST SIGN UP WITH PLAYBOY, SERIOUSLY.

IT AINT' NO DIFFERENT NOT AT ALL,

JUST NASTY OLE MEN WITH ONE TRACK [RACK] MINDS

TIME TO GET FREE--DUMP IT ALL.

FEMINISTS, IT'S TIME FOR US TO GET OVER IT HERE TOO....[to rad fems, fun fem traitors need not apply]

2011-06-22T20:16:00.001-07:00

http://www.globalfundforwomen.org/what-we-do/media-center/point-of-view/1906

notice, while researching water and women, I noticed one odd, well maybe not odd thing,

one global [big gov] organizations promising grants to NGOs working with women/water and fighting violence,

and a horrible thought I had, knowing the U N POLICIES and BETRAYALS TO WOMEN, and IMF, etc.,

what is possibility they are 'polling' NGOS working with the poorest of poor, women, through the utility of promising 'grants' in which they all apply [and many of these NGOs already at threat by their own misogynist gov] and then,

whoala, THEY NOW HAVE A GLOBAL DATABANK, of all the women/ngos working to FIGHT oppression, making it very easy to

exterminate them.

I don't trust governments [and esp the UN] promising to 'help' when they've been the force BEHIND THE GENOCIDE AGAINST WOMEN, esp in poor nations.

Something just 'off' there, ya know,

it's like, a husband who beats the shit out of you and rapes you for YEARS AND YEARS doing a complete switch a roo and promising you AID TO GO TO SCHOOL while he gets the 'promo shots' of PR with his FRAT BROTHERS,

and you are to BELIEVE he is only NOW out to save you, etc.

it just, don't make sense...and not only does he promise you aid,

he wants the data numbers of ALL YOUR FELLOW SISTERS WHO ARE ALSO, FIGHTING ABUSE OR LIVING UNDER HORRID ABUSE.

I smell a rat...

just saying

Jane

DID YOU KNOW HAVING A VAGINA IN OUR WORLD MEANS DENIAL OF DRINKING WATER? WATER CONTROLLED BY MEN AS TOOL OF 'GENDERCIDE' [AND RELIGION SUPPORTS FOR THOSE EVIL MEN] WATER SERIES INTRO

2011-06-21T14:38:00.000-07:00

AMERICAN, EUROPEAN AND ARAB 'WHITE' PRIVILEGE, WOMEN AND WATER

COMPARED TO

BILLIONS OF WOMEN AROUND THE WORLD

MANY FORCED TO 'TOLERATE RAPE' JUST TO ACCESS DRINKING WATER ON DAILY BASIS

YES, THEY NOT ONLY RISK THEIR SAFETY FOR WATER, THERE ARE ACTUAL 'WATER SLAVES' WHO DO NOTHING BUT CARRY WATER...INCLUDING MANY OF THEM

CHILDREN

AND IN AMERICA, THE AVERAGE 'CHRISTIAN' HOME FOR WOMEN, AS WELL AS RIGHT WING WOMEN AND LEFT WING WOMEN [MINUS THE POOR, SINGLE MOTHERS, INNER CITY WOMEN AND ELDERLY FEMALE POOR]

OUR 'HEAVENLY' PRIVILEGE

OUR 'HEAVENLY' PRIVILEDGE

DO WE EVEN REALIZE, DO WE EVEN THINK, HOW MUCH WATER WE 'WASTE' JUST TO LOOK

FUCKABLE, FOR MEN, PATRIARCHY, DE 'CHURCH' AND DE FASHION INDUSTRY

WHERE DOES THIS STEM FROM, WHAT DOES IT REMIND ME OF

ROME

Kind of gives a whole new 'understanding' of what HELL is and WHY JESUS [OR THOSE IN THAT ERA, THE SLAVES AND OPPRESSED] spoke so much about HELL AND LACK OF WATER.

And before I go on, let me say, I'm just AS GUILTY, and this has been an issue that has been on my mind for several months, that and FOOD WASTE, but that I'll leave for another series. Anyway...while we confront misogyny on so many levels, I feel that we in the PRIVILEGED WEST, PARTICULARLY 'WHITE WOMEN' neglect to realize, that for BILLIONS OF WOMEN around the world, the FIRST INDICATOR OF OPPRESSIVE MISOGYNY IS IN FACT,

THE LACK OF WATER AND THE BARRIERS TO THAT WATER, BY RELIGIONS, POLITICAL SYSTEMS, MEN, WAR, AND ENVIRONMENTAL DAMAGE CAUSED BY RESOURCE AND ECONOMIC 'LAND MISUSE' WHICH IS 'DELIBERATE' AND HOW,

THAT ALL OF THESE ARE IN FACT, HAVE BEEN, WILLFUL AND DELIBERATELY 'CONTRIBUTED' BY NONE OTHER THAN THE IMPERIALIST RELIGIOUS [INCLUDING ISLAM] WEST AND MIDDLE EAST [AND BY ELITES IN ASIA/ELSEWHERE], ALL IN ALL, IT APPEARS, TO BE QUITE EVIDENT

WHITE PEOPLE HAVE ACCESS TO WATER

WHICH INCLUDES 'WOMEN'

WHERE AS, WOMEN OF COLOR, NOT ONLY DO NOT HAVE ACCESS, THEIR ACCESS TO CLEAN DRINKING WATER [MUCH LESS BATHING] IS DELIBERATELY

DENIED TO THEM.

and sad to say, though it's truth, THE NUMBER ONE BARRIER TO THESE WOMEN AND CHILDREN TO WATER IS THE MEN THEMSELVES, THE MISOGYNIST BRUTAL SYSTEMS OF MALE SUPERIORITY AND HOW CHRISTIAN WEST AND ISLAMIC AS WELL AS JUDAIC RELIGIONS [AND HINDU] HAVE AIDED AND SUPPORTED AND MAINTAINED THESE SYSTEMS OF

WATER OPPRESSION

AND IN DOING SO, HAVE AIDED IN THE 'MURDER' OF MILLIONS OF WOMEN AND CHILDREN.

WE, AS WOMEN, CAN NO LONGER IGNORE THE 'GAP' BETWEEN HAVES AND HAVE NOT'S WHERE WATER IS CONCERNED. AND WE SURE AS HELL CANNOT DO IT,

AND CALL OUR SELVES

FEMINISTS.

HUMANS DIE WITHOUT WATER IN THREE DAYS....IT IS VITAL TO LIFE.

When I began to ponder on the use of water that I use, in baths, which are hate to say, are only one to three times a week [as I have cut them way down] so yea, I probably am a tad 'dirty' compared to American standards...and I am now pondering ways to recycle grey water from those baths, to Save more Water, but I began to ponder the Water issue, one day while soaking, which I do due to my back injury. I cannot take showers, well I can but due to the nerve damage I resorted to therapeutic baths couple of years ago and well anyway, it got me to thinking, about how Precious water really is and What I would do, if I was in an area where I had no access to water [or heat] because of my back injury. I live daily with a heating pad, to be able to sit or walk, I cannot afford surgery [which won't help anyway due to type of nerve damage to spine] I'd be screwed, literally, and I do mean that...

and you know when you Depend on water and heat for medical reasons, you really see just how quick, the preciousness of water AS A NECESSARY RESOURCE is, and you begin to think,

so, think I did, and I began to ponder the scriptures about what Jesus said about hell, lack of water, and you know I take the Bible as metaphors, don't believe it to be 100% accurate and I do believe it's been hijacked by power mongers and war mongers [Rome in that day] but nethertheless, they Took the metaphors of the slaves and oppressed OF that era, and used them so you can still get a pretty good idea [if you read history of Roman slavery] of what the meanings were and why--it Helps to have an historical AND geographical-geological UNDERSTANDING of that region of the world and it's history, to see just how precious and rare clean water was.

In the deserts, water often is UNDERGROUND, saw this on Duel Survival, where they followed coyote tracks for mounds in which they dig in arid deserts to find water, THESE ARE WHAT THEY TERM AS 'WELLS', they are not wells seen above ground in these abundant MYTHICAL pools of heavenly bliss,

they had to find them, and dig them, and camp around them while fighting the elements. Water for irrigation for farming, by the ELITES was sadly diverted and taken from rivers, kept from the poor, and one thing my ex husband told me, and I never forgot it, is one of the TACTICS OF WARFARE IN AFRICA/AND MIDDLE EAST BY MEN WHO HATE, is they would throw dirt into water wells to pollute them, to keep their 'enemies' from having drinking water. These genocidal tactics go back to B.C. times--that and the stalking water wells, men that is, who attack and rape women. There is story in OT about how Moses fought men who were raping women at the water wells--

so taking those historical metaphors, we can see that these traditions of what I'll term WATER MISOGYNY [which if you think about it, is also in bdsm porn, oh yes, water used as a weapon of torture and rape].

WOMEN UTILIZE WATER TO GIVE 'LIFE' TO COMMUNITIES, CHILDREN, WOMEN WHO BIRTH 'MEN'

AND IN RETURN, THEIR THANKS

THEY GET TO FIGHT BARRIERS, MALE VIOLENCE AND POLLUTION TO THOSE WATERS BY THE VERY 'MEN'

AND THE SYSTEMS THAT SUPPORT THOSE 'MEN'

WHO UTILIZE WATER AS A WEAPON OF DEATH AND TERROR.

These water barriers, including WATER WASTE, are in my opi9nion, deliberate acts of genocide, and they are MOST OBVIOUSLY

RACIST AS EVER.

And THIS, is what Western women, who claim feminism, and don't EVEN get me started with those who claim 'JESUS AND GAWD AND SANCTIMONIOUS CHRISTIANDOM PURITY VIRGIN DOLLS FOR GAWD' and their COMPLETE INDIFFERENCE [though to be fair, there ARE exceptions to this rule but I'm speaking about INDIFFERENT CULTURE here] to the plight of women of color globally and especially to the indifference towards the lack of WATER for billions.

In all fairness however, because I was one of those women, even though I was and still am low income, the blame goes to our EDUCATION AND CULTURE AND ESPECIALLY OUR 'MEDIA BRAINWASHING CULTURE'. Which of course, IS PATRIARCHAL, Roman and Greek patriarchal I might add. [the basis that is]

So the obvious thing is, is to bring AWARENESS to this huge WATER GAP and not only bring awareness to that gap,

but bring awareness, of how WE, OURSELVES, CONTRIBUTE TO THAT GAP, not only that,

but in doing so, finding REAL SOLUTIONS, THAT WE, AS 'WOMEN', AS 'RADICAL FEMINISTS' can do to RESOLVE THESE PROBLEMS WHILE DECONSTRUCTING THE

ENTITLEMENT BELIEFS TO YES, OUR USE OF 'WATER'.

Because when we deconstruct those entitlement beliefs, we find not only a better understanding of the processes that it takes, for the EARTH TO CREATE DRINKING WATER and the years SHE, MOTHER EARTH takes in caring for that water--but we arrive at a new GRATEFULNESS FOR NOT ONLY

WATER BUT OUR MOTHER EARTH AS WELL.

And truly, gratefulness is at the heart of the matter--ENTITLEMENT = UNGRATEFUL, because the entitled belief soon forgets just how PRECIOUS LIFE RESOURCES, SUCH AS WATER ARE,

AND THAT, WE HAVE A DUTY, NOT JUST AN OPTION, BUT A DUTY, TO YES, BE GOOD AND 'FAIR' USERS OF WATER.

But now, HOW to do this...for past months, off and on I've been looking at Water projects. There are many of them, in fact, I questioned, with ALL the water projects and development there IS, then why is there still a major lack of water in these same areas????? Something's up,

especially when these projects collect MONIES, so then, WHERE DOES THESE MONIES GO? They obviously are not ALL going into water projects AND if they are,

then WHO IS STILL CREATING THE BARRIERS TO THESE WATERS?

MEN, men who are supported by RELIGION [THAT'S NUMBER ONE] and WAR. Misogyny IS the number one reason why WOMEN ARE REFUSED WATER, WORLDWIDE, and MISOGYNY IS THE KIN OF 'RACISM' AND 'NATIONALISM'.

One of the CAMPAIGNS I am beginning here, is called the

'DEDUCT WATER USE FOR DONATION TO WATER PROJECTS', and I am working on this...how to go about it,

but it will go something like this, a PROMISE to deduct water use, to keep a JOURNAL [or blog] of water use, via showers or baths, and the time cut down on both, and THAT MONEY SAVED, THE PERCENTAGE THAT WOULD GO INTO WATER BILL

WOULD GO TO ONE OF THE WATER PROJECTS THAT WORK WITH WOMEN...such as,

http://blueplanetnetwork.org/water/facts

I will be contacting them and a few others, while also posting ON them--here, and I will be doing a separate blog or sister blog [which I'll put to the top] here of MY DEDUCTIONS AND CONTRIBUTIONS to the water project. I don't have a name for it yet...this is just something I'VE firmly CONCLUDED to do today, though it's been in the mental works for some time now.

And I want to take a moment to say, I got part of the idea FROM 'CONSUMPTION REBELLION'S BLOG' on her taking a food cut for HUNGER, she's in Australia, and so I'll be contacting her about this--her blog [on the side bar] is one of the better ones for WOMEN INVOLVED IN CHANGING OUR PLANET. I really learn a lot from reading her blog--

and so, this will be, actually the First real campaign here--that will INCLUDE 'DIRECT ACTION'

[and not just bitchin] if ya know what I mean...

I've attempted to put forth other campaigns here regarding sewing, textiles and cutting down or changing CONSUMPTION where fashion is concerned, also some on FAIR TRADE,

I have to say, other than ONE PERSON, ONE CHRISTIAN WOMEN, I have not gotten ONE, NOT A ONE, comment from any Christian showing any interest, in doing ANYTHING, ABOUT CHANGING

LIFESTYLES--TO HELP THE GLOBAL POOR.

and I'm going to say it, this had a lot to do, with WHY I stayed with many of my former political and leftist [socialist anarchist or communist anarchist] views, as well as Environmentalism. [oh, btw, our lovely Mormon run mobile home park, doesn't seem to care for our Green garden and Recycling, so now we are having to take that and grow VEGIES as contraband--yea, I hate right wingers, sorry but I do--I can't stand capitalists and Egyptian pyramid slave loving economies. Which of course probably has a lot to do with WHY I left religion as a whole, spiritual I still am, but I DUMPED THE RELIGION].

but in all fairness, this isn't just a religious problem, no, it's a WESTERN ENTITLEMENT problem, in our culture, but ON that same record,

it's ALSO, the attitudes of ENTITLEMENT TO PYRAMIDS AND TO OPPRESS IN YES, AFRICA, MIDDLE EAST AND ASIA AND SOUTH AMERICA--can't just blame these problems on the West,

the MEN and their misogynist systems in THOSE COUNTRIES have their part to blame--CORRUPTION IS EVERYWHERE,

and the only way, it will ever change, is if we all do our part, BE VERY VOCAL and stop contributing to the attitudes that ASSIST THE STATUS QUO OF OPPRESSION AND OPPRESSIVE SYSTEMS.

In India, developers have assured that MEN have cell phones [cell phones that use minerals mined in Congo that are directly responsible for the HOLOCAUST AND MASS RAPES of females there, fact] yet,

women there still do not have access to CLEAN DRINKING WATER.

This shows a blatant disregard to the global poor, the global women since majority of poor ARE WOMEN and CHILDREN, and a blatant disregard for the earth and her resources.

And this, is where WE WOMEN, ALSO CONTRIBUTE...the beauty industry, with the bath oils and shampoos, etc., Also contribute to water pollution and rape of resources, I will write about that in one of the series,

AND, our laws, against recycling grey water, our misuse of water in swimming pools and fountains, especially in cities. Our global use of banned pesticides, that pollute water,

and last but not least, the JEWELRY industry, especially GOLD, DIRTY GOLD,

gold mining pollutes water, making it undrinkable for MANY COMMUNITIES WORLDWIDE.

Another part of the series I'll be doing--and also WATER DIVERSION, which is damming water [India, many controversies on this] that prevents downstream flow.

And this is where I'll close, the 'idea' that WE, AS WOMEN, ARE ENTITLED TO DAILY BATHS, SHOWERS, TONS OF LAUNDRY [WHICH DO WE REALLY NEED SO MANY GARMENTS?] AND NOT TO MENTION

THE WATER WASTE THAT GOES INTO 'COTTON FARMING' FOR UNDERWEAR [YEA, VICTORIA SECRETS, YOU SUCK]

that's just one example, in other words,

WOMEN--MUCH OF WHAT WE DO, IS DIRECTLY, KILLING

OTHER WOMEN.

So, we cannot claim feminism, if we do not begin, to not only confront these issues, but we must, MUST,

BEGIN TO WORK--TO CHANGE,

OUR LIFESTYLES, TO END THE EASE, OF MEN AND SYSTEMS, PUTTING UP BARRIERS,

TO BILLIONS OF WOMEN AND CHILDREN, AROUND THE WORLD

TO THEIR ACCESS TO

WATER

WATER = LIFE.

more on this series to come,

Jane

IT'S ABOUT TIME, THE 'UGLINESS' OF CHRISTIANITY'S TREATMENT OF WOMEN IN FILM--BUT IS THAT ALL?

2011-06-19T12:02:00.000-07:00

While the movie depicts the brutal VIOLENCE OF FUNDAMENTALIST MEN TOWARDS 'WIVES' [their Biblical approved PROPERTY] and opens up dialogue as well as WELL DESERVED CRITICISM OF CHRISTIANITY'S MALE HONORED VIOLENCE TO FEMALES [the entire belief is BASED ON DEMONIZING WOMEN THROUGH EVE]

I had to comment [whether they allow it, doubt it, as I am not pro-atheist, but rather Radical Emancipation from PATRIARCHAL feminist which includes ALL FORMS OF PATRIARCHAL 'RULE' and hierarchies that are Authoritarian, Totalitarian and Abusive, particularly those that Refuse women's autonomy AS HUMAN BEINGS with their OWN AGENCY FREE FROM ALL MALE DEMANDS AND CONTROLS]

http://new.exchristian.net/2011/06/ledge-moves-focus-on-religious-violence.html

[see the clips on the ex christian--this movie Will be controversial]

my comment too, what concerns me, though I SUPPORT THIS MOVIE 100%, BECAUSE I HAVE LIVED IT--AND I AM THRILLED THAT THEY ARE SHOWING THE 'CRUELTY' OF CHRISTIAN AND JUDAIC [AND ISLAMIC] SANCTIONED 'RAPE IN MARRIAGE'.

my comment:

While I think this movie is awesome...I as a feminist have one huge concern, you see I work advocating against the horrors of abuses to women IN religion [as well as against porn culture, RAPE culture, misogyny]

and the one concern I have is how the adultery scene [though obvious she is driven to it via husband's abuse] will be instead used as AMMO by already horrible BDSM Christian pulpit pimps such as Marc Driscoll, Piper and many others, as means to FURTHER

CLAMP DOWN ON WOMEN,

many of whom are under the ground so to speak being ministered to by LIBERAL Christian women [many of whom still believe but do not go to any church] and those who have left the faith altogether, in empowerment so they CAN ESCAPE the clutches of horrid abuse.

This film can backfire and cause many MORE WOMEN TO DIE, sad to say, and the LEGAL SYSTEM will not help these women because patriarchy is not JUST IN RELIGION, IT'S IN OUR SYSTEM, ALL AROUND,

there have been far too many cases of women and female children/teens IN COURT trying to get relief from ABUSE IN RELIGION,

and our COURTS HAVE BEEN FAILING THEM--SECULAR COURTS, in fact several courts in the USA have ruled to allow even SHARIA LAW so not to offend Muslims, against WOMEN.

I can see already how the adultery scene, in just this trailer, will be jumped on by the DOMINION CULTS, MEGA CHURCHES, as an all out attack on MENZ AND THEIR 'GOD DIVINE' RIGHT TO CONTROL AND SUBJUGATE THEIR WIVES, they ALREADY

are forcing women into subjugation to Christian BDSM/inquisition style [no kidding here, want proof I can give it] under the guise of Christian Discipline, these tactics are being used on YOUNG CHILDREN, GIRLS, as well. Child rape, in the PROTESTANT, NOT JUST CATHOLIC churches is an EPIDEMIC, not just an occasional case,

one just recently, and the entire community was supportive of the man. It's not just religion, it's the culture of patriarchy and NATIONALISM [huge in dominion cult/Rich Warren, who btw has been supported by Obama, along with Sharia toting men and women] and ANTI-WESTERN sentiments, and I will say it,

the Porn culture has done more to ASSIST the RELIGIOUS RIGHT WING IN SUBJUGATING WOMEN INTO RAPUNZEL SLAVERY as well as the biological determinist excuses many in the evolution psychology use,

guess who relies on those idealism's to perpetuate RELIGIOUS ABUSES? Religious men...that's who. And countless women today are TRAPPED,

there is a counter war going on IN the religious community, of women FIGHTING tooth and nail to NOT BE ROLLED BACK INTO THE DARK AGES against the

SWEEPING AND I DO MEAN SWEEPING, DOCTRINES OF 'BIBLICAL MALEHOOD AND FEMALEHOOD' that are increasing ground, NOT only are they increasing ground

they are doing so, with the aid of DOCTRINAL CHILD ABUSE [fact, the PEARLS] with the support of STATE AND LEGAL INSTITUTIONS.

I guarantee you, they'll use the adultery scenes, as ammo, to crack down harder, and the HORROR of this all is,

is the SS TYPE of brainwashing, that these cults have been using, using PARROT WOMEN--TOKENS, such as Mary Kassian, who have mega influences over the minds of already IMPRISONED WOMEN,

while granted, religion has repressed women and sexuality, abused, etc., the OTHER EXTREME has also subjugated women into CONFORMING into passive acceptance of ANY debasing sexuality, [fun feminism] that is also VIOLENCE, therefore increasing the ammunition that the Religious use, under the guise of PROTECTIONISM for women against an increasing male violent porn culture.

While the film may expose the 'religious controls' and the fanaticm [sic] of the husband, it will do little to HONESTLY ADDRESS, THE LACK OF 'TRUE' FREE FROM ALL MALE PRESSURE, FEMALE AUTONOMY over sexuality,

and therefore, only will serve, I'm afraid, the increasing of the controls these pulpit pimps have.

Dedicated to my daughter, Natalie, whom I lost, to an Abusive husband whom I yes left and had an affair--an abusive husband who ONLY married me for a GREEN CARD, whom the courts supported as well as the Christian KKK MASON RUN TOWN, a man whom I rarely ever slept with--for seven whole years, who abandoned me ON OUR HONEYMOON [WHICH WAS A JOKE]

and I was told BY THE CHURCH, TO SUBMIT TO HIS ABUSE, NEGLECT, AND OUT RIGHT INDIFFERENCE--

never again, I won't forget, he joined the Jehovah Witness's [whom he had been in contact with since the beginning, his brother is one of the high ups] and married ANOTHER [I was his second wife, the first ALSO LEFT HIM AND MARRIED HIS BEST FRIEND--THEY ARE STILL HAPPILY MARRIED, WHY, BECAUSE MY EX CHOSE TO WORK OVERSEAS AND LEAVE HER ALONE, EVEN WHEN SHE MISCARRIED, HE REFUSED TO COMFORT HER, A REAL PIECE OF WORK HE WAS],

anyway he married another woman, a SUBMISSIVE JW from Columbia, oh yes, a Culture already notorious for SUBJUGATION OF WOMEN AND CHILDREN,

and I haven't seen my daughter Since, she was taken captive, and only God knows what she's been put through.

I WON'T FORGET,

and I AM DAMN GLAD THIS MOVIE IS COMING OUT

I AM SICK, TO DEATH, OF THE ABUSES 'RELIGION' CELEBRATES AND GIVES 'MENZ' IMPUNITY TO DO

TO WOMEN AND CHILDREN.

if they RID THE WORLD OF THESE EVIL MISOGYNIST RELIGIONS--MORE POWER TO THEM.

NOT ONCE, DID MY EX, EVER, TAKE ANY RESPONSIBILITY FOR HIS ACTIONS, BEHAVIOR, OR HIS CONTRIBUTION TO THE DESTRUCTION OF OUR 'FRAUD' MARRIAGE AND HIS DESTRUCTION OF MY LIFE FOR SEVEN LONG YEARS...

BUT HE GOT AWAY, WITH A FUCKING GREEN CARD, ALL COURTESY, OF AMERICAN

CHRISTIANITY.--HE, WAS A BRITISH IMPERIALIST 'HALLIBURTON' EMPLOYED MISOGYNIST RACIST SNOB--and the MASON CHRISTIAN TOWN, LOVED HIM, of course, the American Capitalist Right Wing [and porn culture left wing] they love IMPERIALIST WOMEN HATERS of all RELIGIONS, IF IT MEANS THEY CAN

ABUSE AND RAPE AND PEDO-WANK WITH IMPUNITY! ALL WITH THE BLESSINGS OF 'GAWDS'

I WILL NEVER FORGET IT...EVER BUT I WILL SAY, THIS MOVIE, GIVES ME JUST A BIT OF SMUG SATISFACTION, SOME JUSTICE,

FINALLY, AFTER 27 LONG YEARS, FINALLY SOMEONE UNDERSTANDS WHAT IT'S LIKE,

MY EX DESTROYED MY YOUTH ADULT YEARS--DESTROYED THEM, WITH THE HELP,

OF X-IANITY. YEARS I WON'T GET BACK

AND A DAUGHTER, I HAVEN'T SEEN SINCE SHE WAS 'SIX' YEARS OLD. Because as a Christian submissive CO-DEPENDENT ECONOMIC wife with HIM having ALL THE CONTROLS,

I had no say so in court, NONE, it was Scarlett Letter, and he walked away as if he was PRINCE CHARMING, the smug bastard.

CHRISTIAN AND OTHER 'RELIGIOUS' MARRIAGES IS NOTHING MORE THAN 'SEX SLAVERY' and/or UNPAID 'MAID' SLAVERY AND YES I WANT MY SEVEN YEARS OF 'UNPAID LABOR PAID', MAIDS GET PAID--MARRIED WOMEN DO NOT, THEY DON'T EVEN GET VACATION TIME...THEY ARE SIMPLY 'INSTITUTIONS OF OPPRESSION AND SLAVERY OF WOMEN AS PROPERTY FOR MENZ--NOTHING MORE, AND THEY ARE ABUSIVE AS HELL, THEY ARE PRISONS OF HELL, minus a 'few' LUCKY exceptions. AND THE RELIGIOUS TEXTS ARE WHAT 'BACK THEM UP, SANCTION THEM, AND ENFORCE THESE CRUELTIES, TEXTS FROM THE B.C. PRIMITIVE BRONZE AGE--so why the Hell do we Still support them? Even tolerate them? THEY CANNOT BE REFORMED,

I REPEAT, THEY CANNOT BE REFORMED, THE BASIS FOR ABUSE IS IN THE VERY SCRIPTURES THEMSELVES.

so, WAY TO GO, ATHEIST'S, FOR HAVING THE COURAGE, TO DO THIS FILM. WE NEED MORE OF THEM--

EXPOSE THE TRUTHS, EVEN IF THEY MAKE MANY UNCOMFORTABLE. on the OTHER HAND,

WOMEN, MENZ [ATHEIST AND EVO PSYCH PRO-PORN, PRO-RAPE AND PRO PEDO-WANKERS] SHOULD NOT BE ALLOWED TO FORGE AHEAD WHILE SILENCING WOMEN

IN DOING SO [AND YES, THEY AS ALWAYS DID NOT ALLOW MY NOT KISSING THE PENIS ASS OF EVO PSYCHE MEN AND THEIR FUN FEMINIST SUPPORTERS COMMENT THROUGH, THEY NEVER DO] BUT IN DOING SO,

IF WOMEN LET 'MENZ' DO ALL THE SPEAKING

WE SIMPLY, ARE JUST ALLOWING THEM TO REPLACE ONE 'GAWD' WITH THEIR 'GAWD'

ONE PENIS FOR ANOTHER

I, FOR ONE, REFUSE TO BOW TO 'ANYMORE' PENIS'S PERIOD...AND I WILL ADD

ATHEIST, IF YOU WON'T CONFRONT YOUR 'OWN DAMN RAPE SUPPORTING SHIT, THEN STOP RIDING 'OUR BACKS' FOR YOUR AGENDA'S...BECAUSE AS FAR AS I'M CONCERNED,

YOUR RAPING SUPPORTING CRAP IS THE SAME AS BIBLE GAWDS AND RELIGIOUS GAWDS SANCTIONS OF RAPE AND ABUSE...

IT'S ALL, CONTROLLED, WRITTEN AND OWNED BY

MEN. ALWAYS WAS, AND THAT WAS THE PROBLEM IN THE 'BEGINNING'. WE DON'T WANT YOUR PATERNALIST 'SAVIOR' OF OUR SEXUALITY JUST SO YOU CAN PASS US AROUND ON YOUR 'BROTHERHOOD' OFFERING PLATE--WE LEFT THAT,

WHY THE FUCK DO YOU THINK WE WANT TO NOW, SERVE

YOU?

JUST KEEP THAT IN MIND....MEN and the main reason I include the Also critique of Atheist men taking on the Male Savior Paternalist role of our repressed sexuality via Christiandom agenda, is that,

many of the front liners for the male atheist movement are either heavy porn culture supporters [who will bitch about the bible gawd and rape but hey it's ok if it's Hustler or Kink portraying women tortured, raped and even killed, THAT'S PROGRESSIVE cuzz ya see they doing it, you see, HYPOCRISY] and

because many of the front liners, are in fact, Communist's and whats Strange about This twist, is that,

while they oppose Christianidom, they all WET IN DE PANTS FOR ISLAM, because in ISLAM THEY CAN RAPE GIRLS AND PEDO-WANK WITH APPLAUSE

so, this is why it's really DANGEROUS for WOMEN--to just sit back, be the DAMSEL IN RELIGIOUS OR OTHER 'DISTRESS' AND WAIT FOR

MALE SAVIORS TO SAVE AND RESCUE THEM

be it from religion or other forms of male violence,

because it's like a MALE PRISON COMPLEX YOU SEE, WITH FEMALES IN IT--YOU GET SAVED BY ONE FROM THE OTHERS, YOU EXPECTED TO 'BLOW' AND BEND AND BARK ON YOUR KNEES

NEVER FORGET THAT-MALE SAVIORS, DON'T SAVE YOU FOR FREE SISTER

BETTER OFF, DOING YOUR OWN DAMN

RESCUING.

just saying

Jane

CHRISTIAN WOMEN WHO STILL BUY INTO THAT 'BIOLOGICAL DETERMINISM LIE' NEED TO HEAR THIS

2011-06-17T16:07:00.000-07:00

THE 'CHRISTIAN' SO CALLED BIBLICAL MACHISMO ROLES SO MANY ARE WORKING TO ENFORCE ON ALL MENZ AND THEIR 'PARROT WOMEN' WHO ARE ALSO WORKING TO FORCE 'WOMAN' INTO UG UG 'WILL SCREW ANY THING OR ANY WAY IF DE APE MAN SAYS TO' CUZZ THEIR 'GAWD' SAID IT WAS THIS WAY,

EXCEPT, OOPS, THEIR 'GAWD' LEFT OUT THE REST, OF PRIMITIVISM, CONSUMPTION OF IDOLS STILL O.K., NO NEED FOR REAL APE MEN TO LEARN HOW TO MAKE FIRES FROM STONE, NO NEED FOR MEN TO 'HUNT' NO MORE CUZZ THEY SEND 'APE CHILD BRIDE WIFE' TO DE STORE

OF COURSE, NEVER MIND THE ENVIRONMENTAL DESTRUCTION CUZZ YA KNOW

WE CAN ALL ONE DAY DRINK 'OIL'

YEP--

APE BRAIN CRAZY, DNA FRAGMENTING INTO TINY BITS OF INSANITY

CHECK YOUR LOCAL UG UG CHURCHES, AND OTHER UG UG THEOCRATIC PLACES IN THIS WORLD

WHERE THEIR RIVERS ARE DRYING UP TO SAND [notice, STATISTICAL EMPIRICAL FACT, NOT OPINION, IN EVERY REGION OF WORLD WHERE MEN ARE SANCTIONED BY RELIGIOUS LAW TO TREAT WOMEN LIKE 'FECES', THE LAND IS DESOLATE, THE WATERS ARE DRYING UP, AND THEY HAVE CONSTANT 'FAMINES'

KILL WOMEN, YOU KILL 'LIFE'
MISOGYNIST MORONS

[EUPHRATES RIVER IS DRYING TO NOTHING, AS IS JORDAN RIVER--GEE, UH DUH, OTHERS INCLUDING LAKES, DRYING UP, MASCULINITY HYPERDOM IS KILLING LIFE, BECAUSE GUESS WHAT APE BOY,

YOUR EJACULATION DON'T MAKE YOU A 'GAWD']

AND REMEMBER, DE UG UG APE MAN AND HIS APE BROS, THEY HAVE DOMINION NOW AND WANT TO KEEP THAT DOMINION

LOL

APES, PROVEN, CAN BE TAUGHT HOW TO LEARN, EVEN HOW TO 'TALK'

SO OK MENZ, YOUR 'IT'S OUR BIOLOGY TO BE IN CHARGE, TO RAPE, TO PLUNDER AND WOMEN'S BIOLOGY TO BE 'SUBMISSIVE, PASSIVE AND FUCKABLE AT ALL TIMES, EVEN WHEN SEXUALLY MUTILATED, I.E. FGM,S, CASTRATIONS OF FEMALE ANATOMY, TO MAKE FEMALE BODY MADE DEAD--I.E., EGYPT, YOUR EXCUSES ARE BULL BULL KAKA'

USED WITH 'PRIMITIVE BRONZE AGE UG UG' TEACHINGS, TO CRUSH WOMEN

PROVES, YOU ARE THE LESSER SPECIES THAN 'APES'

WAY TO GO BRO

CHECK OUT HOW SMARTER THESE 'APES' ARE THAN THE UG UG APE BROTHERS RULING US IN UG UG 'RELIGION'

http://lesbonaut.wordpress.com/2011/06/16/notice-to-men/#comments

from Joy's blog, one of several blogs that PULL ME OUT OF THE PIT, THANK YOU JOY, YOU ARE AN INSPIRATION TO ALL OF US, KEEP THEM COMING

THE DELIBERATE PLANNED 'HOLOCAUST' AGAINST WOMEN AND THE CHURCH IS A PART OF IT, SERIES PART I

2011-06-16T13:50:00.000-07:00

NAZI Prisoner brothel, presumably spring 1943 http://www.theverylongview.com/WATH/essays/sexual.htm

I am disclosing what I have connected from the nightmares of my childhood, and the knowledge I have gained through life, to WARN WOMEN,

what they do with it, is up to them. This is a discussion I have had on the blog, RAGE AT THE MANMACHINE, I am posting it here.

oh, and to the bdsm 'slave' who told me to shut up, DON'T THINK SO--I WON'T BE SILENCED, AND YOUR COMMENT, PROVES TO ME, WHAT I AM SAYING, THE LORDS DON'T WANT WOMEN TO HEAR, THANK YOU FOR THAT--JUST PROVES, I'M TELLING TRUTH.

the blog is [if you want to follow the discourses, http://rageagainstthemanchine.com/2011/04/30/if-your-kindergarteners-ass-isnt-hot-enough-skechers-can-help/#comment-18912

and follow the bdsm post too, http://rageagainstthemanchine.com/2009/02/07/please-somebody-come-and-defend-kinkcom/#comment-18909

I include that because the justifications USED for the Jesuit [former, think inquisition and witchhunts, huge in porn today btw] are IDENTICAL TO THE TEACHINGS IN MOST CHURCHES TODAY, ESP THE FUNDIE CHURCHES, and,

btw, the BDSM CHRISTIAN CHURCH CULT, using SCRIPTURES TO FORCE BDSM PORN ON CHRISTIAN WOMEN/WIVES -SLAVES, is being pushed, out of Asia, looks like Korea or China, but there are huge mega churches in Korea who are all in bed with the political right wing [think KKK, NORDIC CHRISTIANITY, NAZI'S, ETC]

women really need to wake up, and GET OUT OF THE CHURCHES, THEY ARE DEATH CAMPS WAITING TO HAPPEN. AS IS THE FUN FEMINIST CAMP AND PORN--ALL OF IT,

they are the SAME DAMN COIN--JUST TWO FACES.

more on this, later, sorry it's not well articulated, in middle of research.

Jane June 16, 2011 at 2:35 PM #

ISME, currently researching the political mergers of early religion [Rome] and then Islam, Mohammad, also is the revival of HAMMURABI LAWS of ancient, these were political laws, and some interesting findings, keys in believe it or not, Diego Rivera’s art/murals…Die go River A, names have meanings, actually that go back to ancients, anyway…some Really interesting things in his murals, HE knew, as did Kahlo, as did Modotti, and the mural at DIA airport, Denver speaks volumes as well, also the one at the UN.

But you have to have some extensive knowledge of the political framework/merges between powers to be, it helps to study WARFARE, has a lot to do with it. Warfare and resources, which leads me to this next point,

you mention genetics, just yesterday I was reading through numerous Genetic scientists who yes, are working to form a global record data of everyone’s genetics. The indigenous peoples are against this, i.e. HOPI Indians, etc. The ‘argument’ being used to justify thus data is that they are looking for the MIGRATION patterns of humans, to see where we or who we evolved from,

that’s on the SURFACE. But when you DIG a bit deeper, it becomes a bit more sinister. And this is where it ets to look like some futuristic ‘clone’ nightmare, clone of perfect slaves [in which, Diego painted similar revelations of such but portrayals of the ancients, which ODDLY, look somewhat identical to many SUMER paintings or etchings stored in museums, mostly in , Britain. Anyway there are some interesting similarities,reason I mention this, Hitler was obsessed with the East, AS WAS STALIN, [Stalin had experts study the still unexplained area of Siberia, possibly meteor] but anyway, the Eugenics tree, what I’ve read thus far, sounds eerily familiar to the arguments made by many Genetic scientists today.

The mural, at DIA, shows three women, in coffins, there are a couple of murals, but the symbolism of HARVESTED WOMBS is right dead there, one would have to be BLIND to not see it, and then the mural depiction of global ‘genocide’. The mural at UN is [Security Council] is creepy enough as well. And let’s not forget, the statute at DIA, Anubis [Greek name for god of death or funerals-Egypt] and the Bronco horse, the Bronze horse, refers to the horse rode by Mohammed. The symbolism of the Masonry at the DIA airport WHICH has underground tunnels and chambers btw, one of them is for the alchemist symbol of gold-silver, which of course, gold is mined, DIRTY GOLD, big business, poisons waters world wide and in EVERY SINGLE PLACE WHERE GOLD IS MINED, THERE IS BRUTAL SLAVERY AND FORCED PROSTITUTION OF WOMEN. Including in Denver, history of…gold mining/mountains, they trafficked Asian women to Denver, who were raped with impunity. FACT

What I didn’t know however, is that the first ‘jewel’ to be mined, was Turquoise and this was in Egypt, not just in South America, . of course the continents were at one time not separated. But I bring this up, because ancient depictions show female sex slaves and slaves, mining or farming for the ‘gods or elites’.

And the sacrifices…which were brutal. Now, taking leave of the spiritual ‘maybe’s’ here, just looking at it in a political lens [let's say, they deified the rulers of old after they died to instill fear in the slaves] the belief then was that they [elite] would go to the other side with the jewels they collected,

those same jewels, are in museums and in KING’S CROWNS worldwide. Those same jewels, are BLOOD JEWELS, of thousands upon thousands, of innocents. Rubies, I found, are mined in Burma, the human right abuses and rapes of Burmese women/sex slaves is HORRENDOUS for these jewels. Jewels are also huge in witchcraft and SORCERY, which of course, is what the occult/secret societies are all about. Whether one BELIEVES in the spiritual or aliens or just the matter world, the facts remain evidently strong today, the HARVESTING AND DELIBERATE ENSLAVING AND RAPE OF THE FEMALE SEX FOR THE JEWEL POWER HOUSES AND GAMBLING-GOVERNEMTN HOUSES OF THE WORLD AND HISTORY, is eugenics and misogyny on such a level that makes Tales of the Crypt seem tame.

These terror porgrams were DELIBERATE HOLOCAUSTS AGAINST THE FEMALE SEX and those whom they deemed worthy of their [the rulers] of their punishments, and this goes way back, but here’s the gist of it,

these weren’t just Accidents or just bad behaviors, oh no, the research I’ve done shows a consistent pattern of DELIBERATE, GENOCIDE AND GENDERCIDE AGAINST WOMEN, for the purpose of creating a master race-kingdom. A ‘KING’ that rules the whole world or next world, who knows…but what was done to women, by DELIBERATE PLANNING, CONSTRUCTION AND PLANNED BUTCHERING, is not just some new tactic of recent time, oh no, the rulers are simply copying the ancients. They’ve just gotten far more clever at it,

and the target is always the poorest, weakest and marginalized woman first. The invisible. Anyway, what I FIND Interesting too, is that the men of old Did in fact, use eugenics, through RAPE and ESPECIALLY ‘TEMPLE RAPES’ under the ‘goddesses’ and those babies were killed, probably as an act of resistance, ok, of the women repeatedly raped–now when Constantine took power, that was THE LAW [actually prior to] they passed, concerning women, babies born by [we know--rape] COULD no longer be done away with. Either way, she was screwed [no pun intended], the witch hunts too, were not started by the Popes, oh no, but by the Romans under Herod, FACT. Those had to do actually with women, using herbs to abort, unwanted pregnancies by rape, rape in the temples [they were sex slaves, that whole goddess shit is just that, shit, lies] and rapes as slaves in Roman households,

the early ‘church’ was really, just Rome hijacking the RESISTANCE [martyrdom] because DEAD SLAVES COST THE EMPIRE MONEY, so they had to come up with something to transfer the gods/goddess beliefs of pantheon [because it's MONIES PAID TO THE TEMPLES TO RAPE/ETC] and dead slaves, slaves who opted to die in acts of resistance rather than live in HELL, were costing the empire money, weakening them [and making them vulnerable to other empires who were just AS hideous, Vandels, etc], then that transfer, sure enough, went to the later Popes and their ‘concubines’ [fact] and their rape victims [fact] and well, the Roman Empire didn’t die,

it just changed FACE. Rome and Greece in fact, the split between East and West [later would be Capitalism and Communism], and then of course, Mohammed [old Hammurabi] in the middle,

then there is the other ancients, Mayan, Olmec, Incas, Aztecs all in which had similar porgrams, especially slavery and pedophilia…the ‘myth’ that women were empowered, is just that, myth,

it was ONLY the ‘ELITES’ women who had rights, the masses, slaves were fodder. NOW, what is interesting, in these similarities, is how they are joining forces today, especially in the field of genetics and space research–France is tied into this as well, and I’m talking the elite scientists here, who of course, are paid for, by the governments….

as for the space program, from what I’ve been able to gather, this has to do with the THREAT OF RENEWABLE RESOURCES AND THE POPULATION today, we are running out, especially WATER.

If you look at the Zero Population porgram of UN, it’s policies against women, especially women of color in the poorest of poor nations [with the permission of Islamic men I might add] has been brutal, and same goes for indigenous peoples [the slaves] and WOMEN have been raped in the thousands and bodies dumped in trashcans, fields, tortured, experimented upon, experiments on children [poor] and forced sterilizations and womb harvesting–those studies of young women, surrogates, in colleges, ARE CONNECTED, somehow but I’m not sure how yet,

and the vaccines they have used on WOMEN.

When Mary Daly talked of Nazi doctors abusing women she only touched the surface, because the MENTAL EXPERIMENTS they have done on women is just as horrid,

think Frannie Farmer. [lobotomies and they are STILL DOING THESE, except today they also do it under lithium, and other pharma drugs [pharma is also SORCERY].

And they are targeting young women, teens and pre teens.

There is simply too much, COINCIDENCE, to not see it, and to close this, I’ll just put this link, one I stumbled on, in my research–

I strongly believe, the next holocaust against women IS going to be in America, I strongly believe this. And they can do it–they [the powers to be] have been expertising their techniques in South America for eons…it’s coming, and Porn is huge part of, which BTW, the term PORN comes from the early POPES, and JESUITS, but the use of PORN goes back to the images of Ishtar, those temples they forced girls, young girls, to be sex slaves to the men of war. FACT [those images of the little girls in windows on stone look IDENTICAL to the sex slaves, trafficked to HOLLAND who sit in those windows all day]

what happens to them when they are no longer useful? Funny we don’t hear about them do we? BECAUSE THEY FOR MOST PART, ARE ‘MURDERED’ that’s why,

and who knows WHAT ELSE.

ok that account has been taken down, it was called FINRAGE, they were disclosing the genetics nightmare porgrams on women in poor nations, let me see what I can find and I’ll post it.

oh, and FEMA camps, fema as in ‘female’, think it can’t happen here, what they did in Nazi Germany, when they forced young virgins to be raped by German men to create ‘perfect Aryan’

think again, but now, we’re talking, CLONING, genetics mutations and who knows what else, GET into the Science future discussions, you’ll see them, and EVO PSYCH MEN ARE ALL OVER IT,

women seriously need to STOP THINKING–IT CAN’T HAPPEN. The mega churches/dominion cults, are ALREADY BRAINWASHING CHRISTIAN WOMEN TO ACCEPT BDSM AND TORTURE AND RAPE, AND FORCED FERTILITY, it’s happening,

and they are HEAVILY TIED INTO POLITICAL AND EVEN ONE, CLOSE TIES TO OBAMA. think about it.

we’re nothing more than penis ashtrays and cum dump wombs for them–never forget that, and the porgrams, yes are deliberate and planned.

Jane

WHY I AM 'QUITTING' CHRISTIANITY , RELIGION PERIOD-- [NO LONGER LOVING THE LIE]

2011-06-12T13:49:00.000-07:00

You know what? Misogyny wrapped in religion is still misogyny.

I've gone from Deconstructing to complete De-conversion. This has been extremely painful, facing TRUTH... about the EVILS of CHRISTIANDOM, and in which I truly believe, is a flat out LIE, if anything, it reflects more of the CHARACTER OF THE

ANTI-CHRIST

than of any LOVING GOD OR BEING.

I have not given up on the possibility that there Was a Jesus, but I DO IN NO WAY BELIEVE, THE BIBLE JESUS IS THE TRUE ONE, in fact, I am more of the belief that the Bible, is nothing more, than men's lies, with a SMALL GRAIN OF TRUTH in it to CONFUSE THE READER OR HEARER into actually embracing perputation of cruelty and evil and that the 'god' of the Bible is really no more

than the god being MAN'S POLLUTED LUSTFUL BLOOD THIRSTY WOMAN HATING CHILD RAPING 'MIND'. the MALE HUMAN MIND = GOD.

Physics wise this isn't impossible, words are energy, in the form of spoken thought. One revelation I had is that 'ISMS' are really GODS, in that they are Ideals, once several concur on them AND ESPECIALLY IF BLOOD IS SHED FOR THEM

THOSE 'IDEALS' THEN BECOME

LIVING ORGANISMS.

They become an physics energy force with power to either transform lives for the better or destroy lives. The TRUTH OF THE MATTER IS

THE BIBLE'S OWN 'MAN'S' WORDS--INDITES THEM

'by their fruits ye shall know them, Jesus supposedly said [though we know it's an author 100+ YEARS LATER--ALSO TRANSLATED 300+ YEARS LATER BY ANOTHER MAN] so who knows what Jesus or the Several Jesus [Jews, who resisted ROME--FACT, THERE WERE SEVERAL OF THEM AND THEY 'ARE' RECORDED IN HISTORY] and interestingly, they all said several things that WERE LUMPED TOGETHER AND PUT INTO THE 'BIBLE JESUS' of course, that Jesus was PRO-ROME--

CAN WE SAY, 'CONSTANTINE' PEOPLE? AND HIS 'MAFIA THUGS'?

This doesn't mean there Wasn't a real Jesus--but in my strong opinion, so much as been skewered along with great atrocities and evils done in the name of with full backing of SCRIPTURE [literal or otherwise] that ONE HAS TO BE COMPLETELY

INDIFFERENT TO EVIL--TO NOT QUESTION, CHALLENGE, OR RE-THINK the entire belief.

So, I decided to take the good, from all of it, and dump the rest, not only that, I no longer believe, that Gene-SIS [which is EGYPTIAN btw as well as Sumer], is the original creation--NATURE, HERSELF, THE GEOLOGICAL FACTS OF THE EARTH--

ARE INDEED--FEMALE, they are not male.

There is something I believe of the early ancient Goddess beliefs [prior to Sumer/Egypt] that ring true, we know by historical archeological findings, the statue of Venus [not the whore version ole Rome made] was in fact, worshiped in ancient Europe/Balkans way prior to Moses. We know this--the statute has been dated--of course she is a large, pregnant female, not this thinned down 'consort to the patriarchal gods' version, or porn version, we see in other forms of ancient times. I will not claim that this proves there was originally a goddess as Creator, but it sure begs to be investigated and seriously considered. OR it simply was a symbolism of how ancient peoples prior to Patriarchal Misogynist WARRIOR societies viewed Creation, Life and Earth. This isn't hard to believe, several Native Indian tribes and other indigenous tribes believed similar beliefs. And ironically--none of them were misogynist or war obsessed, rape obsessed, nor were they DOMINION of earth obsessed.

Personally I believe this had something to do with the geological environment ancient people lived in--and how they got their perceptions of spiritual deities, etc.

I'm still contemplating many of these things but one thing is for sure--Christianity, as a Religion, as a Social System,

IS A COMPLETE MISOGYNIST WAR HUNGRY GENOCIDAL INSANE 'FAILURE'. IT IS THE TWIN OF 'ISLAM', not the competitor, but the TWIN. And JUDAISM ISN'T ANY BETTER--I'D SAY,

THEY ARE THREE TWINS.

Three very power driven, woman hating, pedophile lusting warrior brothers who want Dominion over the planet and then total destruction of, because that is ALL THEY HAVE EVER DONE. ALL
THREE

OF

THEM.

To say, claim, one is for LIFE, here or eternal, and GRASP, WORSHIP, HOLD ON TO, EXCUSE, THE DEATH CULTS-TORTURE LOVE-RAPING CULTS of these three religions,

is an oxymoron if there ever was one--Anyhow, I do believe there are numerous grains of truth, metaphors in the Bible, however, it's no longer the Book I will cleave to, as go-spell truth. [go-spell as in casting Spells]

I just think it's false--for one, why would God, same YESTERDAY, TODAY, FOREVER, on one day say so much against idolatry and cutting down of trees [Tyre which represents Lucifer] and then the next--advocate CUTTING DOWN THOUSANDS OF TREES TO PRINT UP IN BLACK AND WHITE--LAWS, with hidden meanings and laws that have been the catalyst for

1. colonization-to pillaging for gold, land, with genocide, there WAS no concern for souls, period.
2. mass rape and ethnic cleansing using rape--since Day one of Constantine
3. Crusades, witch hunts which were nothing more than rape-torture bdsm fests for GOLD WORSHIPERS AND VAMPIRE RULERS who were more obsessed with SORCERY-SATANISM, in fact where Satanist get the majority of their material--the Catholic Church, black mass, that sort of thing
4. slavery with mass pillaging and destruction of earth, from sugar, tea, chocolate [yea, funny thing is, the Catholics concerned MAYANS for sacrifices yet took-borrowed from and used themselves all over the globe THEN marketed their Cocoa beans--set up plantations--this wasn't about God or Holiness, this was about flat out

imperialism, colonization and GREED...nothing more.

5. IMPERIALISM, IMPERIALISM, IMPERIALISM--and RAPE OF EARTH, WOMEN, CHILDREN, THEN DESTRUCTION

and that's not even the third of it, not only that, they INFLUENCED OTHER RELIGIONS--TO DO THE SAME....

it's CORRUPT, any one who can't see that, who makes Excuses for it--is in serious Denial. Hitler killed 6 million JEWS, 100,000+ thousand Gypsies, thousands more of disinters, socialist, communists, disabled, CHILDREN, all in the name of CHRISTIANITY AND CHRISTIAN-OCCULTISM.

I MEAN, come on...there just comes a time, when one cannot Deny, the horrors that this religion spawns. As well as it's child, ISLAM. [Islam was mix of Christianity and OT Judaism plus ancient religions mixed] And of course, historically, that region of the world was in Competition for power, land expansion due to the Spice trade and other forms of Trade, everyone wanted in on the 'booty' so to speak. THIS IS HISTORICAL FACT.

Religion is nothing more than MILITARY POLITICAL POWER FOR RESOURCES AND SLAVES.

that is all it is--and it's misogyny lies at the root--

TRUTH--PAGANS, SHOW MORE 'CHRISTIAN' JESUS LIKE FRUIT, than all the DENOMINATIONS TOGETHER COMBINED THROUGH OUT HISTORY.

FACTS DON'T LIE

men do.

I will follow FACTS, no more will I follow men's lies. While the Earth yes can be violent, SHE is not violent in the way that Men and male gods are violent, not only that--

WOMEN ARE THE ONLY ANIMAL, CREATION, FEMALE, THAT HAVE BEEN STRIPPED OF ANY DEFENSE MECHANISM--ONLY ANIMAL THAT WILL TOLERATE HER CHILDREN/OFFSPRING BEING HARMED BY MALES--OF HER OWN TRIBE-KIN-MATE,

AND NO WHERE, IN ANIMAL KINGDOMS, UNLESS THERE IS SHORTAGE OF FOOD--AND SPECIES IS AT THREAT OF EXTINCTION DUE TO POLLUTION, ETC., DO ANIMAL MALES JUST SADISTICALLY RAPE AND KILL THEIR 'OWN' JUST FOR 'FUN',

no, only RELIGIOUS MALES concoct this shit.

Some animal kingdoms, yes males will rape, but it appears to be in response to changes in environment--though misogynist like to omit this fact since it justifies male abhorrent behavior, but the animals that Do partake in corrupt behavior, in every case, from bottle nose dolphins to ducks, they are HUNTED, TRAPPED [tuna], AND THEIR MAGNETIC BALANCE IS THROWN OFF--DUE TO MALE VIOLENCE, interruptions caused by HUMAN BEHAVIOR, so we don't really know what is truly NATURAL and what is REACTION caused by disruptions by humans and human destruction of the planet. Ducks and Geese, do remember, in migration patterns, where MEN who loved to hunt for sport, shoot and kill at will--so it doesn't surprise me, that Geese and or ducks will rape, to further the species as to prevent EXTINCTION...

this however is not the same, as planned, premeditated, sadist rape, cruelty and willful destruction of one's own female mother, sister, daughter, mate and child. That, is' man's specialty, which is backed by ALL THREE ABRAHAMIC RELIGIONS as well as by Hinduism [it too is misogynist] and other deity worship--ancients to current beliefs, such as alien worship, many of them are extremely misogynist.

RELIGION IS MAN'S USE OF WORDS, TO CREATE ORGANISMS OF POLITICAL POWER TO TERRORIZE THE WEAKER INTO SUBMISSION FOR THE PURPOSE OF RULE AND GREED.

And I believe women have resisted that rule, from day one--obviously they did, which would explain the brutal severity and VIOLENCE used to enforce not only submission but self-annihilation, in EVERY RELIGION--MEN DID THIS SHIT TO WOMEN. IN EVERY SINGLE ONE...[minus indigenous, Aztecs and Mayans not included here--they were extremely misogynist as well--their own images of women with tongues tortured, is evidence--they were also big on pedophilia, of course, men want young girls, to rape, they are EASIER TO CONTROL, old women were labeled as witches and crones, because THEY COULD NOT BE SO EASILY CONTROLLED and of course, all women are whores, it don't take a genius to figure it out, it just takes, STEPPING OUT OF 'DENIAL']

Christianity kills compassion--I am closing with this, from EX-CHRISTIAN, because I believe it speaks truth.

http://new.exchristian.net/2011/06/religion-erodes-compassion.html

IF there was A JESUS, and I DO STILL BELIEVE THERE WAS, but I CAN TELL YOU THIS,

IT'S NOT THE ROMAN BIBLE JESUS--that one is false, while there may be many things I yes still believe, spiritually, I DO NOT BELIEVE the Bible is without error, in fact I believe it is crammed full of errors. This is my belief,

it's a book of hatred, violence, and terrorism.

IT'S similar to the Koran and Hadiths...if THAT GOD is same, yesterday today and forever,

HEAVEN WOULD BE HELL. ESPECIALLY FOR WOMEN.

something WRONG WITH THAT--

and any THINKING PERSON, WHO HASN'T DIED TO COMPASSION, CAN SEE THIS,

those who don't, ARE NOT ANY DIFFERENT, FROM THOSE WHO SAID, ABOUT 'HITLER'

'WE ARE JUST OBEYING ORDERS'

yea, right.

I, REFUSE, TO OBEY ORDERS. SCREW YOU HITLER TYPES, AND SCREW YOUR KIND OF 'gods'...including the Christian MAN-MADE BY CONSTANTINE ONE....

whoever created this Earth, THEIR CHARACTER SHOWS, ALL OVER NATURE, and IT IN NO WAY, IS EVEN CLOSELY, SIMILAR, TO THE BULLSHIT LIES, SPEWED BY PRIMITIVE AND NOT SO PRIMITIVE WOMAN HATING MEN...NOT EVEN,

and NATURE IS CONSISTENT--religion has NEVER, BEEN CONSISTENT, EXCEPT FOR

LOVE OF RAPE, LOVE OF KILLING GIRLS AND FEMALE SOULS, VAMPIRE LIKE SUCKING OUT FEMALE LIFE, TOTAL DESTRUCTION OF MOTHER EARTH, POISONING OF WATERS, GREED, HATE OF TREES AND LOVE FOR MONEY, POWER, WAR, WAR, WAR, WAR WAR

AND OF COURSE, THEIR TRUE 'GOD'

THEIR

DICK.

That's about the sum of it--big pharaoh or king dick with little pharaoh or king or emperor or cleric dick--that's what Religion is.

ALL IT EVER WAS, ALL IT EVER WILL BE--DEATH WORSHIP.

AND OBVIOUSLY THEIR RELIGIONS ARE LIES, BECAUSE WOMEN, NURTURE AND BIRTH LIFE, NINE MONTHS, A 'TRUE' GOD WOULD GRASP THIS

WHY THEN, DOES 'MAN'S GOD' ONLY KNOW HOW TO RAPE-KILL WOMBS,

WITH NO UNDERSTANDING, OF THE TIME, CARE, NURTURE, IT TAKES TO BRING LIFE INTO EXISTENCE? EJACULATION DON'T COUNT--ANY MORON CAN SQUIRT, IT TAKES WOMEN

TO CREATE LIFE--misogyny, hate of women, is OPPOSITE OF LIFE, PERIOD

THEREFORE, RELIGION IS THE BIGGEST FUCKING LIE, EVER CREATED. BY

MEN. AND ONLY MEN.

and it's in the nurture and birthing, that PROVES JUST HOW PATHETIC THEIR 'LIES' ARE, THEIR god, WAS NOTHING MORE, THAN THEIR DESIRE TO FUCK AT WILL, TAKE AT WILL, DESTROY AT WILL

and they have THOUSANDS OF YEARS--OF FRUIT, TO SHOW THIS VERY TRUTH. so then,

why are we women, still following, MEN'S LIES?

Jane

REPRESSED HERSTORIES--DEDICATIONS TO THE WOMEN RELIGIONS, PATRIARCHAL MISOGYNIST 'MEN AND POWER RESOURCE PILLAGING'TRIED TO BURY

2011-06-09T22:54:00.000-07:00

WHY I CAN'T BELIEVE IN THE 'LIE' OF RELIGION ANYMORE--ESPECIALLY THEIR CREATION OF THE 'WHORE' AND THEREFORE THEIR LEGITIMACY TO 'MURDER WOMEN AND WOMB'

2011-06-07T15:01:00.000-07:00

The ONLY thing I ever got from Religion, including CHRISTIANITY, was that I, AS WOMAN

was only a VIRGIN OR A WHORE.

There is nothing else, there is no Sister, Friend, Aunt, Niece, Daughter [except if married to the patriarch's and ONLY if she has a SON--and even then she is classified as either virgin or whore], OR, except when she, the harlot or whore, is USED as a TOKEN SYMBOLISM to make a MAN OR SAVIOR OR SOME OTHER 'MALE' LOOK GOOD, BECAUSE HE'S MERCIFUL TO HER WHORE ASS, never mind that MEN MAKE WHORES, WOMEN AREN'T BORN WHORES, WHORES ARE DICK RAPING CREATIONS--PERIOD.

THIS INCLUDES 'RAPE BY FRAUD, DECEPTION, ECONOMIC COERCION INCLUDING FEMALES AS PROPERTY OF MALES TO BE BOUGHT, SOLD, TRADED AND BARTERED, CURSES, SORCERY, FAMILY ABUSE AND GENERATIONAL MOTHER TO DAUGHTER ABUSE CAUSED BY PATRIARCHY, RELIGION AND THEIR MISOGYNY, RAPE BY MANipulation, COLONIZING OF FEMALE SOULS-MINDS, USING TERRORISM [ESP FEAR TACTICS, HELL TORTURE THOUGHTS, ETC], all which are TACTICS OF SOUL AND SPIRITUAL 'RAPE' AND 'COLONIZATION AND ASSASSINATION OF FEMALE SOULS' [and I believe for genetic MANipulation]

IF the concubine [which is a private patriarch owned 'whore' that yes was raped and tortured and abused and tossed at his whim, the romantic image of her is a flat out patriarchal male lie], if she rebelled or ran away from her SEX SLAVERY she was punished, by gang rape even--she isn't given a NAME, because it's only in the WAR OVER THE LOSS OF PROPERTY TO MEN that matters [story in Judges], not HER AS HUMAN, the prize btw of the men after the war--A GROUP OF VIRGIN GIRLS TO BE TAKEN BY FORCE, which is rape, their CONSENT matters not, they are PRIZES, FOR DE MEN,

nothing more. The only reference to women outside of whore, is madonna, mother, and from a MALE LENS, from a perpestive of PENIS, the nursing woman--child at breast, ANY OTHER NURTURE, LIFE GIVING, RESOURCE BY WOMEN, MOTHERS IS NEVER MENTIONED, WHY?

BECAUSE HE, MALE HAD NO IDEA--LIFE TO HIM, WAS SIMPLY EJACULATION, RAPE AND WAR,

HE HAD/HAS NO IDEA OR INKLING TO THE SACRIFICE, CARE, TIME, EFFORT, SLEEPLESS NIGHTS, SACRIFICE, BY BLOOD EVEN, THAT WOMB, WOMAN, MOTHER GIVES TO CHILD, SO THAT CHILD

LIVES

that TRUE TREE OF LIFE--which of course, gave birth to those girls those MEN TURNED INTO WHORES....

oh, there is WIDOW....but only WIDOW'S OF PATRIARCHS WHO HAVE 'SONS' COUNT

the rest--off ya go, to de burning trash bin.

The whore of course--along the lines of religion, is a whore because she is by heart a fornicator--unfaithful, evil, demon, etc., This of course legitimized the SON'S OF GOD and gods {in MALE WRITING-LITERATURE in every religion, philosophy, to PORN, because it's the same thing, men praising men, especially for their prowess to rule, rule with terror, torture and rape and confine female souls to their private or public hells--MEN WROTE IT, I'M JUST QUOTING WHAT MEN FROM B.C. TO TODAY WRITE, SAY AND BRAG ABOUT, TO THE ACADEMICS TO THE PULPIT] TO

RAPE, MASS RAPE, MASS RAPE IN WAR, RAPE HARLOTS/WHORES, RAPE UGLY WOMEN, UGLY GIRLS, ENEMY GIRLS, ENEMY WOMEN, WOMEN WHO QUESTIONED, WOMEN WHO DARED TO SAY

WOMEN WHO THOUGHT

AND WOMEN WHO DID NOT WALK THE 'BARBIE DOLL STEPFORD ZOMBIE WALK'

WOMEN WHO DARED TO OWN THEIR OWN 'SOUL' OR TO EVEN HAVE ONE OF HER OWN, much less a Room

those women, were WHORES

VIRGINS HOWEVER--WERE ANY FEMALE THAT HADN'T BEEN BLED BY A PENIS, MAN, AND WHO WERE FAIR GAME FOR THE

HUNT

after she was bled--SHE THEN, IS A 'WHORE'

now there are classes of whores, there are good whores, whores that IF they in their humbled, shamed, raped state, worship their rapists and aid them--and smile through the pain--they get a token button, a mention, of course This is so that the MEN LOOK GOOD--FOR THEIR 'HONOR', of course on her raped, bloody womb, back, body.

The other whores--are of course, all those young girls who said to mummy, 'mummy, I want to be evil and be a whore when I grow up [usually age of 10 or first menstrual] and entice men with spices and cinnamon and woo them into sin and then into hell--DON'T YA KNOW, THAT'S WHAT EVERY LITTLE GIRL DREAMS OF

now those GOOD 'GODLY' GIRLS, you know, they can't take any credit for their purity and virgin worth, OH NO--THE ANCIENT SAGES, MADE SURE--TO LET THE WORLD KNOW--THOSE WITCH WHORES--ARE ALWAYS WANTING TO 'HUMP' TENT PEGS [Sirach, Catholic Bible, for example, Ben Sira],

they were always wet and wanting to jump on every PENIS out there, and you know, those penis's just can't help themselves, and so that whore--you see, is really the devil's daughter. The man whose penis get's hard at the Sight of a virgin, baby infant girl, impoverished starving woman, woman who is ill, sick, disabled, poverty stricken, beaten by a man, etc,., well you see, it's not HIS FAULT for his INABILITY TO CONTROL HIS URGES

and so, he is not to blame for RAPING THE WHORE, or for PORN or any other HUMAN RIGHT ABUSE OF 'SHE'

especially since you know, SHE'S A WHORE--only Virgins carried penalty, because VIRGINS WERE THOSE 'PUSSY'S' NOT YET SOLD AND THEREFORE TO 'DEFILE' ONE SELF WITH HER, WAS TO ROB THE 'MAN' [PATRIARCHAL FATHER] OF HIS INCOME

don't delude yourself, it had NOTHING to do with concern for HER WELFARE, NONE WHATSOEVER

it was LOSS OF INCOME--WHORE INCOME

see, the LIE is that the virgin wife isn't too a whore, but you see she is, the proof is in the mass rapes of women and then brutal torture's and deaths in war time, both ancient and modern, but the saving of virgins for seed--because ONE CAN MAKE MONEY OFF OF THEM

ESPECIALLY IF THEY ARE PUT INTO BROTHELS, AKA

RAPE CONCENTRATION CAMPS

the WHORE CAMPS

BE FUCKED, RAPED, TORTURED FOR YOUR FREEDOM WHORE--FREEDOM = DEATH

you see This way, men could spare men of their savagry and take out their HATE on the FEMALE BODY--but they needed a way to do this without having to LOOK AT THEIR OWN 'EVIL CORE SELF' IN THE

MIRROR

DEMONIZE HER, AND LABEL HER A 'WHORE'

Even the desire to fornicate, with other gods, idols, is called BABYLON WHORE, not BABYLON MALE RAPING CAN'T BE LOYAL CAN'T LOVE BECAUSE POWER IS ALL HE IS AND CARES ABOUT--THE DESIRE TO BE WORSHIPED, ESPECIALLY BY THOSE CREATED WHORES AT HIS PENIS

SHE didn't make the Babylon whore or any other whore, for that fact

HE DID

he and his Rods and his hate of her--is the creation of Whore--so then, who is the REAL WHORE?

sorry mushrooms, no offense to the fungi family--but I do find it interesting, how it's Fungi mushrooms that grow on or around TREES...hmmmmmmm

but anyway, this is a MUST READ--I will come back to this post later, for now,

she says it Very well, in this post here, THE NULLIFICATION OF WOMEN-DWORKIN,

any THINKING CHRISTIAN or RELIGIOUS [including ISLAM] WOMAN, SHOULD READ, AND REALLY

THINK

http://cherryblossomlife.com/2011/05/27/the-nullification-of-women-dworkin/

Jane

THE DRAGON, BEL, OCCULT AND PATRIARCHY IN DE 'CHURCH' WOMAN, YOU'VE BEEN ENCHANTED

2011-05-30T11:52:00.000-07:00

Queen Mary's Doll House--dolls, also dolls as in 'idols', I Dolls, =

OCCULT

READ CHRISTIAN and FUN FEMINIST BARBIE--TIME TO WAKE UP barbie-barb--barb as in BARBED WIRE, prison

http://pseudoccultmedia.blogspot.com/2008/10/tripping-while-stripping-in-dollhouse.html

controlling-mind COLONIZING HUMAN WOMEN, from early childhood--not just with Dolls, but dolls in houses= prisons, houses filled with PRODUCTS--BLOOD PRODUCTS,

products made with elements-minerals from RAPES, MASS SLAVERY, BUTCHERING

blood goods--we are ENCHANTED from young age in GENDER ROLES taught by RELIGIONS

to partake in OCCULT--whether we know it or not--

been away for a while, going back through the RA and my family ancestry…religion-ancients, including a bit about Egypt
here’s some links to the Chain, Sorcery [mind control] chain, that well–here ya go
why women’s or better, HOW women’s minds are COLONIZED
and in the ‘spider web of sorcery’ she is always caught in the spiritual ‘net’ of subjugation, a term btw, used in ancient Rome–which means, to ‘subjugate or force prisoners/slaves under the sword-or roof, etc., which that is the sorcery of DEMONS…this is where the religious word in Greek-Roman Christianese-Islam [Islam means submission] comes from, the Romans would [ancient Greeks and all ancient misogynist-raping societies under gods of war-goddesses of temple prostitutes for the gods-elites, think CHESS], force slaves to crouch down and walk while beaten, carrying loads, etc., to humiliate them and to force their minds into demonic oppression–break their souls in other words
words are also powers they use–language, etc., subjugation RITUALS are a form of rape, rape to shame, and strip of self soul and will, to make into a PRISONER, in the mind–to do this you demonize them into believing they deserve this, etc., by focusing on their ‘sins’ [which we all do]
how these ‘crafts’ are done on Women, are done in many subtle ways we don’t notice, like the ‘idols meaning ‘dolls’ that we are molded into, the image of,
be they clay, marble [the split woman--no mother in those so called goddess cultures, they were whore images--whore-warrior but always focus on SEX--fertility was ONLY TO PRODUCE THE IMAGES OF BRONZE-WAR FOR BLOOD,]
gold, etc., photography–mirror images MIRROR
take mirror–into PLASTIC, you have Barbie, the perfect Aryan
now most feminists know this part–but there is more
the DOLL IN THE ‘DOLL HOUSE’
which is her subjugated PRISON, net, walls
what we are taught and learn through play [and SIMS TODAY is huge sorcery] as children, is a form of mind control
take that and add that to the MARKETING, MAR-KETING–MAR, GOD OF WAR, ARIES, MARS [one of many examples]
She, idol, doll, is the doll in the house full of PRODUCTS, that she buys, consumes, products made by SLAVES, FORCED BY BRONZE MEN OF WAR [GODS OF WAR], rape, pillaging, etc., therefore when she doll consumes
she has BLOOD ON HER HANDS TOO
then you throw in the house of RA in there, there ya go
it’s all a big mind trap–we are manipulated at birth–the choices our ancestors make, by making ‘deals’ is passed down
GUESS WHO THE SACRIFICIAL VICTIMS ARE–TO PAY FOR THE CRIMES-DEALS WITH THE DEVILS ARE?
WOMEN
and children
this is all one big game–and we are the bait [to bait men] as well as the baited,
question now is, WHO IS THE HOUSE/DEALER?
gambling–confessionals/religion–government and media [holly-wood, on the hill--city of angels, figure it out]
GOES ALL THE WAY BACK
dolls, image dolls, in houses [stage sets], porn [sets], and loaded with BLOOD GOODS
come buy, the spider said to the fly
more on this to come
we are SNARED, and you are right Grace, they use our innocence against us.
Jane

ONE WOMAN PERSON FOR ONE WOMAN PERSON PER DAY--HELP FOR THE 'MARGINALIZED' POOR [MOST OF WHOM WILL BE WOMEN] RECENT TORNADO OUTBREAK

2011-05-28T18:11:00.000-07:00

GETTING 'AID' TO THE SAD TO SAY, FORGOTTEN ABOUT 'POOR, MARGINALIZED' OF SOCIETY IN CRISIS

I had been scrolling through the 'aid and relief' sites online to see what one can do to help the survivors of the TORNADO outbreaks in several states, and I couldn't help but think, when I looked through the sites, how many of the marginalized, poor, which are WOMEN, ELDERLY, COMMUNITIES THAT ARE NON-WHITE, etc., actually GET HELP.....and I had to fight down the cynicism, and pray, asking, WHERE does this resistance come from?

I thought of all the prostituted women [sex slaves] who are forgotten by society, I thought of all the homeless who are neglected by society, EXCEPT when their misery can be utilized for PUBLIC RELATIONS promos...and so forth, and I couldn't help but wonder--knowing what I know PERSONALLY having LIVED IT, the blatant 'ignoring' of the marginalized in society and indifference to, just Because one is poor--what difference is there when there is a catastrophe caused by nature's storms? By the looks of sites, there is this outpouring of help--but I can't help the surge of anger I feel, and so, I decided to probe into this anger a bit more, to see if there was a rational basis for it or if it was just my own prejudices...

this Must have been God's leading, because Sure enough--I was correct. So, here it is

the Reality, of Relief Aid going into areas, and these are some of the top Aid Relief agencies--and how the POOR AND MARGINALIZED--ARE NOT ABLE TO ACCESS OR ARE EVEN CONSIDERED, IN RELIEF EFFORTS,

there is host of reasons for this, one thing this excerpt in which I am about to post [including link to entire thing because the whole thing should be read] speaks about how many of the media depictions, of disasters, are areas [the photos you see] that are affluent, meaning, white--upper to middle class. Those outside of these areas, are sadly, either forgotten, discarded even--and This is what we as a society need to address--because it's in these marginalized communities, that are heavily populated by single mothers, disabled, poor women in general. Not just women--but a large percentage are--

excerpt;

EMERGENCY RESPONSE

The post-impact, emergency response stage of a disaster is characterized as the immediate aftermath of a disaster, typically including the ﬁrst hours or days, perhaps up to one week, depending on the event. The emergency response stage of a disaster provides a unique opportunity to observe social patterns, roles, processes,and behaviors. Socioeconomic factors appear to be signiﬁcant in some ways during the immediate post-impact stage.In a study of disaster relief ofﬁcials from a variety of organizations in the United States, one of the major conclusions was that the poor are one of the groups most likely to “fall through the cracks” during emergency relief operations (Colorado State University, 1985). Rubin and Popkin (1990) studied response problems to Hurricane Hugo. They discovered that many of the victims had special needs because of extreme poverty, high illiteracy rates, physical isolation in rural communities, fear and distrust of government ofﬁcials, and lack of electronic media for weeks following the storm. These issues resulted in members of service agencies reporting that providing assistance to the rural poor following the hurricane was unusually difﬁcult and time consuming. Indeed, Miller and Simile (1992), in their investigation of the effect of Hurricane Hugo on poor residents of South Carolina,found that being poor was a signiﬁcant factor in the response phase. Due to the total lack of pre-storm interface with the rural poor, emergency programs were not reaching these people. Many of the poor in the area studied were “invisible” until the hurricane hit, living in unmarked homes, on unmapped roads, or hidden behind large estates. One rescue worker reported that he had never heard of the dirt road
POVERTY AND DISASTERS
97where people lived and were in need of assistance. Emergency response workers commented that until the storm, they had no idea of the extent of the poverty in their own neighborhoods. One remarked that “...there was poverty here all of the time, but after the storm I saw what I’ve been living around for 34 years” (p. 11).
4
Subervi-Velez
et al.
(1992) reported that following the Loma Prieta earthquake,community-based organizations invited the Red Cross to work with them to do outreach in low-income and non-English speaking communities, but the Red Cross declined.

READ REST BELOW

LINK TO FULL SOCIOLOGICAL STUDY http://www.scribd.com/doc/54547800/Poverty-and-Disasters-in-the-United-States-A-Review-of-Recent-Sociological-Findings

So THEN, I decided to begin to research small relief orgs. that actually Do get into the marginalized areas--and I have found one--it is a church, but the man goes personally into these areas--I will post more as I find them--this one sounded good however,

they are not a huge relief organization but IF you are interested in helping those who won't have access to aid--this may be a good choice, the links are below...MORE TO COME ON THIS ISSUE.

http://www.epicenter.org/article/update-st-lukes-austin-seeks-funds-for-tornado-victims/

http://www.stlukesonthelake.org/article289662c4522651.htm

Jane

MAY 21--RAPTURE? HOW ABOUT, ONE WOMAN- PERSON FOR ONE WOMAN - PERSON PER DAY? MY NEW LIFE MOTTO-SERIES INTRO

2011-05-21T22:48:00.000-07:00

Atacama, Chile The most Barren Desert in the World

When I started this blog, it was Supposed to be about fair trade, coops-unions for women, eco-ethics, etc., and along the way, well that kind of changed. Well,

sort of,

Spiritually I changed [actually a Beginning of change] a couple of years ago...when I began to question My role and self in relation to the world, that was for starters...that and facing the truth and horrors about the depth of patriarchal misogyny and it's effects, not just on my life, but on my core self and soul. And through this journey, if one wants to call it that, I've taken many self-reflective and questioning paths, confronting numerous life events and behaviors of others as well as my own--so I've tended to switch back and forth between the religious, feminism, my own life/dealing with RA, and the political. Then there is the post-trauma of living in poverty and homelessness--that life, one doesn't leave behind I am finding...it becomes YOU, not just a part of you. Hard to explain and I don't really want to get into it at this time--but that Change you see,

numerous changes, left me in fragments, or rather, with a Prism Lens, that makes it very difficult for me to settle for one view or one group think. That's it--I don't do the whole group think, in fact not at all. It's bad enough that I have had to find lost remnants of my very self--a self that was damaged and erased from the Beginning [from birth], and that having been done Deliberately by sick and dysfunctional people--supported by none other than RELIGION AND OCCULT AND POWER HOUSES.

Anyhow, without going into long boo hoo diatribe about my life [because well--hey, it begin to BORE me too], to sum it up--one begins to ponder on a lot--especially when looking or questioning, Who really is God? I got to the point where I simply couldn't handle Christianese of Any sort--that includes the egals and liberal kind...it's not that I have any complaint against them, it's just that, I'm simply not in that frame of mind and in agreement with them--it's NOT my world,

and you know, maybe it wasn't ever supposed to be. And I'm OK with that...and I'm getting to the place where I am at peace with the fact that we don't operate in a box...God's planet is Extremely diverse--botany is not a one theme pattern nor is Ecology. However everything IS CONNECTED--INTERDEPENDENT, yet each with it's own function, gift, and life receiving and life giving relationships. And I'm at peace now with my choice in indigenous beliefs or Native Indian--though I am finding my own path--however God leads me, this isn't easy because it requires stepping out on Faith--and by that I mean, Faith that isn't being programmed by doctrine of the indoctrinators. Some call it mysticism, not sure if I would call it that, because it doesn't seem to fit into this mystic or gnostic puzzle, that might have something to do with the feminist lens that I do see through and various other influences, don't care to analyze it anymore. At least not in the usual OCD way that I do...

anyway--so this whole rapture business comes up, and at first I didn't know what it was because I stopped watching the news a while back--stopped depending on internet news and well, sort of just jumped off the world grid so to speak, to Some degree, I did of course keep in connection to issues effecting women, but everything else I just lost interest. I have learned a couple of things over this past year, being in the Wilderness so to speak,

one of them is, I can't do a damn thing about the world--in like, changing how the world operates as a whole, because I am N.O.T. 'GOD'. And while it sucks because as a Woman--who is aware of the increasing holocaust against women, I know...I can only do so much, I do not have the powers of some super hero that can change the minds of millions who Choose to walk in hate and misogyny--and Come to think of it, this is what kind of turned me off to those who Still are adamant about hanging onto a cultist church, even though child abuse and woman hate is rampant, with this idea that if they Just hang in there--one day, a miracle will happen and Poof--hard hearts will change. What they don't get--is that it's not just about Women--the church has been CORRUPT

SINCE THE DAY OF IT'S ROMAN INCEPTION--300 YEARS AFTER THE DEATH OF CHRIST.

But even more so--was and is the FACT--that the American Church--as a CULTURE, was founded on none other than

BLATANT ROBBERY, THEFT, LYING, AND GENOCIDE.

And they've been COLONIZING THE POOR EVER SINCE--so this SHOCK that hey, all of a sudden WHITE women are feeling the WRATH of the WHITE MALE CHRISTIAN OPPRESSOR,

is just I don't know--it SHOULDN'T BE, SURPRISING...none in the least. Now I am aware that we are Conditioned to believe a certain way--sure I get that, I'm just as guilty [if not more so] of being deceived as many are today, I get that. We live in a very deceptive profit driven/power driven culture. Always have--but there IS enough INFORMATION out there, that WE as A GOVERNMENT don't really have any EXCUSE...so to blatantly deny and choose NOT TO SEE because hey if we did, then we have to Look in the mirror and see how WE--INDIVIDUALS--HAVE CONTRIBUTED OR BENEFITED even if in small way, from the colonizing, corruption, racketeering and blood letting/being in bed with other government terrors and then you see, then there is the QUESTION

DO WE CONTINUE TO SUPPORT-----------OR DO WE CHANGE?

I believe Marx termed it as 'becoming Conscious'. And so by consciousness--what I have been seeing, is how that my little actions, good and bad, have impact on other's all the other side of the world. Because this is how ECOLOGY WORKS, this is how LIFE ENERGY WORKS.

So, anyway...so I am doing something and on our t.v., the small one my daughter sometimes watches [though I do watch the Office, admit I am an addict of that one show], and on the news they are talking about this May 21 thing--which you know, with my RA background triggers in huge way--Blackjack, number 21, talk about running numbers and Bookie work, oh yea--triggered big time, and FEAR,

oh my gosh, fear. And then that FEAR [because it reminds me of the RA] triggers this rage that is just Boom--eating away, so the OCD hamster wheel gets a rolling and back and forth, love God hate God, it's just a nightmare and when I get into that frame of mind I begin to deconstruct and question and not always in a nice way either....which that later leaves me with Guilt. And so I find myself having to disconnect even more from all of it [blogs, t.v., electricity, modern things and get quiet, in meditation and prayer] and then of course, THEN all the 'bad things' I've done, begin to grow up, in visions, before me, and I've done some really awful things,

I've lied, a lot, I've stolen [that includes not paying debts], and yea even though I was dirt poor, true, that doesn't justify my evil actions, you know--because it's the SAME DANG FORCE people--

one lie, breaks trust, that brokenness causes another to lie, breaks more trust, and more brokenness and then before you know it, the Connection and life force between us is all shattered like hell and that is what Iniquity is, it's Cancer, it attacks healthy cells and invades and then one day, it has taken over the entire body. And then, that body

dies.

So--I've been going through these deconstructs-reconstructs daily with God this past year [and past prior years to that] and seeing more, not just about the world but about myself, how the abuse destroyed me but NOT JUST THAT--how that abuse in destroying me, took me captive and I then was a tool, but also not just a tool, but by nature, began to destroy others. All it takes is a chipping away, with the power of Words. But not just that,

for years I screamed about the injustices of politics, power, men...but God would show me things you see, like,

how much Food I have wasted. Now that might not seem like a big crime--but you know, when you see the life force in ECOLOGY and see how many in our world do STARVE on a daily basis--then YES, it goes beyond just being ungrateful--it is part of that evil life taking vampire force, because it's a force that works and gets it's power out of

BROKENNESS.

So I find myself becoming conscious of these tiny things...things that built up. And then, the meaning of Love began to pester me more and more--what Did Jesus mean by so much of what He said [or that other's said He said through the passing of folklore.] Many claim that folklore has no truth or merit, no scientific backing,

I beg to differ, folklore is the learned by experience Wisdom from the elders, the sages, the prophets. To me, it IS a science. Because those before us--LIVED. They breathed the air, felt the pain, saw good and saw evil, some more than others and they told us, through words, some words were hidden on purpose by power mongers but it always seeps out, like herbs [what modern man calls weeds] through the cement cracks on a sidewalk--eventually truth seeps out.

You can't kill it, and interestingly, it was WOMEN, who passed down much of the folklore, just so you know. The clay vessels that carry the water, the water taken from the wells--water that has carried generation after generation through trial and tribulations. KILL WOMAN AND YOU KILL WATER--it's that simple folks. And it's SCIENCE, it's ECONOMICS, it's LIFE.

NO WATER = SOUL THAT LOOKS LIKE THIS

Atacama, Chile The most Barren Desert in the World

So this whole rapture thing, got me to thinking...about What really IS important. I do believe that one day, the Lord is coming, but I don't believe it's in the literal sense of the terms that have been proclaimed. And I believe it has Far more to do with each of us, in the individual HEART and SOUL, than as groups and nations. And I find myself questioning, do I change [repent] because of the 'if you don't This horror will happen' and if That is the reason then--how is that Love? Most of all, how in the world is that heart TRUTH?

It isn't...it's Coercion and eventually it will fall flat, fall away, because there is NO LIFE IN IT. And you know, that in of itself, is HELL, because it's that brokenness that causes hell on earth,

hell caused by FEAR, LOATHING, CRITICISM, CYNICISM, INDIFFERENCE, APATHY

now Not saying, one walks around in a bubble land fairy PRIVILEGE world either, that isn't LIFE either, that is VAMPIRISM...because it Takes energy to Give LIFE. That energy has to come from somewhere or SOMEONE...therefore indifference is just the other pole to the whole hell equation.

And religion falls into those poles...why there is no life in it, no water and lots of hate of woman.

Anyway--so I'm thinking on all these things, even on the question of Eternal Life--would I really want to spend an eternity being lifeless, cynical, and most of all--with others who are the same or worse? That isn't life--that's just another form of hell--if I can't stand the church culture today I darn sure don't want to spend eternity with them--Question is though,

Why? And really, if you probe deeper into this, IN TRUTH, when our hearts are broken we don't want to spend eternity with our SELF either. Broken by loss of CONNECTION.

AND YOU KNOW SOMETHING--THAT IS WHAT I TRULY THINK, HELL REALLY IS, AN ETERNITY WITH 'SELF', A SELF THAT IS DISCONNECTED WITH OTHERS BECAUSE SELF REFUSED TO

LOVE.

It don't matter how much 'Jesus-knowledge' one knows, if there isn't LOVE inside, that is Hell. And I don't mean love by pretense, you know that whole religious fake ass thing, nor love by hedonism--yea fucking and orgies don't count men, for 'love', romance doesn't count for love either, it falls into the me, me me category and hedonism [that includes the ole marriage under Gawd as man as head puke and woman as sex slave puke]

and culture don't count for love either, or any other 'ism' for that fact.

So what is love? I think the answer, is right in front of us...in NATURE. The eco systems we depend on, each system has a message--if we only took the time to listen, we are CONNECTED, in some way, to the entire Cosmos. Our actions, choices, have an IMPACT,

not just on each other, but on the entire ECO SYSTEM. That system that gives humanity

clothes for the naked
water for the thirsty
food for the hungry
healing/balm for the sick, afflicted
rebuke [bee stings, etc] to correct or teach wisdom
justice--what goes around comes around but this is measured also with MERCY to those who are MERCIFUL
etc etc etc etc

so in every thing we do, we have an impact, now there is always evil, what I mean is, what is 'good' for us can be 'evil' to someone else, and vice versa, I'M not talking here about Deliberately doing evil, but about life itself, such as,

let's say, damming or diverting water to farm and downstream that causes another to not have water...there are just some things that I don't think we can prevent, that's probably not a good example but it was one on top of my head here---but you see there is a Huge difference between natural cause and effect,

and then, deliberate cause and effect through INDIFFERENCE, APATHY, RACISM, CLASSISM, SEXISM, ETC.,

and I mention this because I don't think we ever arrive at utopia [not in this world] but we can still become Conscious of our self and our self's relationship to others and to this world and to God and the earth. This is what the Native Indian and other Indigenous people believed, and still do,

and I think they are absolutely right. In fact, I believe that IS THE TRUE MESSAGE OF GOD...this is what I believe. So, I'm thinking on Afghanistan and the world and the horrors and my life and failures and what I've learned--and the end, etc., and how so many were making a mockery of the whole end of world thing [that's the other side of the Evil coin btw, shows a complete arrogance and indifference to our place in the cosmos] and the lack of love due to iniquity and how I, like a tree, could see this rotted corpse,

and then it all began to make sense, and then, in this dark abyss, I asked self, What now? Do I just continue to go on or do I choose--to choose love? I do believe one has to make a willful choice, it's not like God comes down and puts a 'spell' on you and you just become some magical fairy being, no,

it becomes a willful choice, you CHOOSE, what to be. No matter how dark this world is, you CHOOSE, now God helps you, and transforms you once you make that choice, God is Love, but the change, comes on the INSIDE OF YOU, OF ME,

and that seed grows. You don't just exist, live, you begin to Want to give LIFE to others--because that is what REAL LIFE IS,

giving LIFE, not just consuming life. And it's not just in works--it's in all we are, do, become, and what I find interesting, is that I've seen people actually living this out, and they aren't always Christians, in fact most of them are not, they are Spiritual, but they are not Christians, in terms of 'labels' and so forth--but they LIVE what CHRIST TAUGHT,

and That, to me, is what the Spirit is. And so--this series, rather than focus on the ills of the world, I want to focus on life givers, and life giving projects, and not just campaigns but life changes--that have positive LIFE GIVING impact to others, that save lives, show LOVE IN ACTION--and if we were do Do, one small change, daily, as Women, we Do work towards LIFE GIVING

TO OTHER WOMEN ELSEWHERE,

one woman--per day.

IT may not seem like much--but the more Connected we become, healing those broken connections, the more we see or become conscious of that life-love force, but not just become aware of it,

we become a Part of it, and it becomes a Part of us.

And that's what I think the Tree of Life truly is--it does take a death, a death to the old nature, self, corrupt tree, that whole poison and lens, because it becomes other centered [giving life, not objectifying, big difference there] rather than

self centered.

Jesus says..if you've done it to the least of these, you've done it UNTO

ME....

one woman, per day--one small barely hanging on, grass in a barren cold loveless land--desert,

one act = [multiplied, that breaking bread] =

Atacama Desert, Chile

next in series--Food, the $2.00 a day project, one woman shares on her blog--and the first accusation/tempting and causing Mistrust/Disconnect, with Woman [the serpent attacks her in garden over FOOD, and has been doing this to Woman ever since--what I am learning, and how it's connected to life elsewhere.

Jane

RAPTURE TOMORROW, HELL LATER--UH--DID YA MISS THAT THERE IS HELL NOW--SPONSERED BY U.S.A. 'CHRISTIANS, ET.AL., AND OTHER RIGHT WING GREED BARONS?

2011-05-20T19:33:00.000-07:00

FIGHTER FOR 'WOMEN' HUMAN RIGHTS--AGAINST 'WAR LORDS'

AGAINST GANG RAPES OF GIRLS, FORCED SLAVE LABOR OF CHILDREN, AGAINST HELL AGAINST INNOCENT VICTIMS

DENIED 'ENTRY OF VISA' BY NONE OTHER THAN U.S.A. OBAMA REGIME

AND THIS ISN'T ALL....

WHY ISN'T THERE 'HELP' TO THESE WOMEN? HOW COME I ONLY FIND 'ONE' ORGANIZATION OTHER THAN RAWA--THAT IS DOING SOMETHING

AND THAT ORGANIZATION IS UN AND BANKS--OF COURSE,

ODD ISN'T IT--THEY CLAIM HELP

ON PHOTOS ON RAWA--THERE IS NOTHING BUT DYING, STARVING, RAPED AND BUTCHERED WOMEN AND CHILDREN

AND WAR LORDS

GETTING

RICH

AND RICH

AND RICH

ON ALL SIDES--WHO IS BENEFITING FROM?

CHILDREN FORCED TO WALK MILES TO GET WATER--NO SCHOOLS,

WHERE'S ALL THIS SO CALLED 'MONIES' FOR SCHOOLS, ETC., GOING?

OPIUM FIELDS???????

I DEMAND ANSWERS

MORE SUICIDES, IMMOLATION [GIRLS TORCHING THEMSELVES TO DEATH], EVEN ON

INTERNATIONAL WOMEN'S DAY THIS PAST...YEAR

WHAT THE HELL IS GOING ON?

CHRISTIANS--FORGET 'RAPTURE'

WE SHOULD BE IN SACKCLOTH AND ASHES--REPENTING--AS A NATION

NO MORE--SUPPORTING THE HOUNDS OF HELL

NO

MORE

GET OUT OF AFGHANISTAN AMERICA--EITHER SUPPORT

HUMAN RIGHTS OF THESE WOMEN AND CHILDREN, BY ACTION

RELIEF CENTERS NOW--ON THE GROUND--NOT IN GOLD LINED BANKS

OR SHUT UP

AND GET THE FUCK OUT

NOW. and OH

AS A SO CALLED 'CHRISTIAN' UNDER GOD NATION

MAYBE--WE SHOULD POSTPONE RAPTURE

AND START PAYING BACK--ALL THE WEALTH AND MONEY WE ALL, AS CITIZENS, HAVE STOLEN

FROM THE POOR AROUND THE WORLD--MOSTLY WOMEN AND CHILDREN

AFRICA, ASIA, AND SOUTH AMERICA

MINERALS, CASH CROPS, MILITARIZATION AND THE FORCED SEX SLAVERY FOR DE BOYS HOOD CLUB

OUR SUPPORT OF 'THUGS' AND 'RAPING BABY KILLERS'

AS A NATION--WE ARE PATHETIC

WHAT HAPPENED TO HUMAN RIGHTS, FREEDOM, LIBERTY?

OR IS THAT ONLY FOR

WHITE PEOPLE
RICH PEOPLE
WESTERN PEOPLE
SLAVE OWNERS [THAT INCLUDES MUSLIM SHARIA TOTIN SLAVE OWNERS--ROME'S BEST FRIEND FOLKS]

HOW MANY WOMEN HAVE TO DIE?

I'M SICK OF IT

NO LONGER, WILL I BE SILENT ON THIS,

HELL NEEDS TO END--ON THIS EARTH,

THE REASON NO ONE BELIEVES IN 'GOD'

IS THAT, THOSE OF US WHO DO--DON'T ACT LIKE THAT [ME INCLUDED]

AND WOMEN KILLERS, BABY RAPIST, PEDOPHILES DO

NOT

REPRESENT GOD

PERIOD.

Jane

ROME-GREECE 'CH-UR-CH' RIGHT WING POLI CARNIVAL OF MIRRORS 'SERIES PART I'--MORE LUDICROUS 'HIPSTER-HYPOCRISY' MIXED WINE--ANIMAL RIGHTS WITH PORN DUMB DOWN 'BETTY BOOB' PIN UP GIRLS

2011-05-16T11:43:00.000-07:00

AND WHY THIS IS RELEVANT....

Because like with Ch-'UR'-CH Chris-t-ianese Women who on one hand protest their 'discrimination' under the rule of BLATANT MISOGYNISTS--yet still support the MYSTICISM of the NIMROD-ISHTAR OR ASHTORETH-BAAL TEMPLE PROSTITUTE INFRASTRUCTURE--and Wonder,

gee--DUH--why they are treated and MOLDED into Child like Sexual Bondage MANNEQUIN'S FOR DE 'MENZ' TO PLAY WITH IN CONQUEST-RAPE SESSIONS, under the VEIL of so called HAREM MARRIAGE [one or four--SHE is still expected TO perform to the call of concubine for de man slave to the EMPIRE, lest he be RESTLESS AND REBELS AGAINST THE LABOR DEMANDS OF THE PHARAOH'S AND KINGS...CORPORATE BOSSES, ETC.,

AND BESIDES, DARE SHE NOT PRODUCE ANY 'SEED' FOR DE

NATION! OF DE FRATERNAL ORDER OF 'BRUTHERHOOD' [HOOD IS RIGHT--HOODS AS IN DARK WARLOCK-SORCERY PRIESTS]

now we see [and it's actually BEEN this way since it's conception, just like most Libtard so called 'menz oh we so ANTI-FRATERNAL BUT HEY, COME SUCK MY DICK BABY' BOY'S CLUB POLI AGENDA'S....

because ya know, THOSE DARK SORCERY BOYS HAVE THAT MORE

SENSITIVE SIDE--THEY'LL UNDERSTAND AND WIPE YOUR TEARS AFTER DEY 'RAPE YOU' AND TELL YOU,

BABY YOU'RE SO EMPOWERED WHEN YOU WRITHE IN PAIN LIKE THAT, CURSE ME SOME MORE, and remember--the PROTEST this week--btw, can you deliver these zines to the boys--because we SO in solidarity with ya feminist sista...

yep--the Animal Right's movement, is one I've stayed away from JUST for this reason...like the AMBITION MALE WHORES OF THE ANTI-SWEATSHOP--PORNBOT RAPIST OF CHILDREN....these PORN BOT supporters in the Animal Rights--

are just as ludicrous as the right wing religious zealot [or socialist Islamist zealot--same thing, Fourth Reich, they just like to switch from browns to blacks now and then]...

Betty Boob Dumb Down girl, poster child for Peta, there are way more where this one comes from, because ya know, PORN PORTRAYALS OF GODDESS'S CONSORTS TO PATRIARCHAL 'gods' [THOSE TEMPLE PROSTITUTE GLORIFICATION--OF COURSE, REMEMBER, THE RICH DON'T HAVE TO BE 'GANG RAPED, SEXUALLY TORTURED IN THESE TEMPLES--THAT'S WHAT THE SLAVES GET TO DO---HOW NICE] ARE ALL ABOUT

SAVING ANIMALS,

Gee, kind of a mixed message ya know....especially with those high heels, when I read, about Crush Videos...oh yea, our LOVELY Supreme Court [gods who support child rape/rape/animal cruelty]

AGAIN...protected Free Speech [ha], that includes, the right to CRUSH ANIMALS, LIKE

KITTENS, PUPPIES, ETC., WITH 'HIGH HEEL' SHOES

Tuesday's high court ruling also threw out the conviction of a Virginia man sentenced to three years in prison under the law for selling dogfighting videos. Robert Stevens of Pittsville, Virginia, appealed his conviction, saying it violated his right of free speech. The U.S Court of Appeals for the Third Circuit in Philadelphia tossed out Stevens' conviction and ruled the 1999 law was unconstitutional.

The Department of Justice later appealed that decision to the Supreme Court.

The 11-year-old law at the center of this debate -- the Depiction of Animal Cruelty Act -- banned the interstate sale of videos depicting illegal and extreme acts of animal cruelty, including dog fighting and "crush videos

." Those are "sexual gratification" videos in which puppies, kittens, and other small animals are crushed, smothered, and pierced to death -- often by women wearing high-heeled shoes. excerpt from http://blog.greenconsciousness.org/ [scroll down to Animal Abuse, April 28 post]

I normally don't write on Animal Rights, it's not my area of focus...I include bits here and there, but it's not what I normally write about. But reading this--I simply could not say sit and remain silent,

first I cried...I just couldn't Believe it...I thought it was Horrid enough, reading recently about the cutting off of Bear 'claws' for 'claw soup' and how they let these Bears slowly die...on 'Living Honestly's' blog...That was horrid enough--

but This!^^%&#$^%$%*^^(*^$%^#^$^(*&*&(*^*%

FUCKING PORN SHITS FILTH FUCKERS

but here's what really just peeves me to no end...the High Heels part,

the Fetish--of women [obviously BDSM PORN STYLE] wearing HIGH HEELS AND THEN--CRUSHING, PIERCING LITTLE KITTENS, ANIMALS TO

DEATH...

WHAT THE FUCK?????

BABY IT THIS ISN'T 'ROME' AND IF YOU DON'T SEE HOW THIS IS THE GLADIATOR TEMPLE OF SEX SLAVE 'ROME'

THEN YOU ARE FUCKING BLIND

AND IF YOU DON'T SEE--HOW THE 'CH-UR'CH' [the RE-LEGION, legion as in DEMONS]

IS THE FOUNDATION OF THIS SHIT--

YOU ARE NOT JUST BLIND

YOU'RE PURE FUCKING EVIL.

And we can add PETA to that list of EVIL'S in my strong opinion when they utilize and use PORN PIN UP GIRLS WITH HIGH HEELS to advocate for,

animal rights????????

Or does the symbolism of high heel BDSM BONDAGE 'PLEATHER' and the horror of BDSM PORN STYLE HIGH HEEL CRUSHING OF KITTENS

get lost on these MALE MENZ [WHO BITCH ABOUT INJUSTICE JUST DON'T TAKE AWAY THEIR RIGHT TO 'RAPE' AND 'PORNIFY' WOMEN EVEN WHEN THAT PORN IS THEIR ENEMY] OF

PETA?

And other Similar groups...

but what's worse,

HOW FUCKING STUPID--HAVE WOMEN, BECOME????? MAY I ASK THAT?????

This is 'FUN FEMINISM' for ya, in a nutshell--

DUMB DOWN, porn bot cogs....who don't even have the COMMON SENSE--to think, how PORN AND MALE VIOLENCE

ARE RELATED, YES TO OTHER PATRIARCHAL CRUELTY--

SUCH AS

ANIMAL ABUSE.

HERE'S A CLUE FOLKS

ANCIENT ASSYRIA KILLING LIONS FOR 'SPORT'

TAMING THEM = TORTURING THEM, USING THEM TO 'EAT' SLAVES, INCLUDING CHILDREN AFTER THEY PENNED THEM IN AND STARVED THEM--LATER THE ROMANS WOULD ALSO DO THE SAME--IT WAS LONG TIME PRACTICE OF ANIMAL CRUELTY...ALONGSIDE

THIS

THOSE ARE LIONS OR LION-MONKEY DEMON THINGS...HARD TO TELL IN SOME OF THESE...THIS IS SUPPOSED TO BE 'ISHTAR'...AND TEMPLES, SEX SLAVES, OF COURSE WERE USED--MONIES PAID [OR GOLD, WHAT HAVE YOU] OF COURSE, WERE PAID TO THE PRIESTS, ETC.....

NOT A LOT CHANGED IN CATHOLIC ROME

AND NOT A LOT HAS CHANGED IN PROTESTANT [THE CHILD] TODAY--

CONFESSIONALS--RAPING SEX SLAVES--GAMBLING HOUSES--AND OF COURSE

KILLING FOR SPORT

COCK FIGHTING, DOG RACES, CRUSHING KITTENS

KIND OF LIKE--WE NEVER LEFT

SUMER, ASSYRIA

AND LET'S NOT FORGET--THEY ALSO HAD THE LOVELY CUSTOM OF

SAWING SLAVES IN HALF, PULLING OFF THEIR LIMBS SLOWLY--AND OF COURSE--RAPE, THEY LOVED RAPE

gee--Rome, Greece, America [Genocide of Native Indians, Slavery of Africans [bought from Arabs who uh...ancient Assyria, Sumer, folks, same people and same Customs], Asians [including many girls brought over to be GANG RAPED IN HELL BROTHELS FOR MEN WHO WORKED IN DE MINES FOR GUESS WHAT VIRGINIA--GOLD], and Mexicans....

has anything changed?

HELL NO

WE just--now CARVE up our IMAGES OF 'GODDESS'S AND GODS' on ELECTRO-WAVES--RATHER THAN STONE

Victoria Secrets ANGEL model--Adriana something or other...of course--modeling for none other than LINGERIE--PORN STYLE,

sweatshop made, Wouldn't DOUBT IT....

One of many portraits of 'goddess' with Wings, this one, Ancient Egypt--of course, remember

COTTON THEN WAS FARMED BY COTTON SLAVES..kind of like how

COTTON FARMED BY CHILD SLAVES TODAY IN UBEKISTAN--BUT HEY,

GOT TO BE CUTE, PASSIVE AND FUCKABLE--THAT'S WHAT THOSE 'ANGELS' OF SECRETS TELL US--JUST AS QUEEN VICTORIA [consorts anyone]

LET'S NOT FORGET THOSE LOVELY 'FOX' HUNTS OF DE DAY OH LOVELY QUEEN--YOUR MAJESTY...FORGIVE ME PEASANT HERE--PLEASE DON'T TAKE MY DAUGHTER, WHO IS 9, TO DE DEBT PROSTITUTE HOUSE--

and of course--HERE'S ANOTHER ONE OF ISHTAR--WITH RINGS IN HAND, OH, THOSE RINGS, ARE LEASHES--TO HOLD THOSE MONKEY/S AND ANIMALS IN TOE--CASE THEY GET OUT OF LINE--in Britain, the Museum--they have several of these ancient stone IMAGES and you see the whips with these ring things she is holding--WHIPS TO BEAT THOSE

ANIMALS AND SLAVES BABY

TODAY THEY JUST

CRUSH THEM WITH HIGH HEELS

connect the dots folks

it don't take a GENIUS

TO FIGURE IT OUT.

STILL SACRIFICING AND TORTURING

ANIMALS, CHILDREN, AND WOMEN

RAPING, PILLAGING AND DESTROYING THE MOTHER EARTH

SINCE

B.C.

BY THEIR 'FRUIT'S' YE SHALL KNOW THEM

PIERCING KITTENS, WITH HIGH HEEL SHOES--SCREAMS

ROTTED SHIT FRUIT TO ME

SCREAMS IT-

illuminati--you are a head like a hole.
black as your soul.
i'd rather die than give you control.

god money i'll do anything for you.
god money just tell me what you want me to.
god money nail me up against the wall.
god money don't want everything he wants it all.
no you can't take it
no you can't take it
no you can't take that away from me
no you can't take it
no you can't take it
no you can't take that away from me
head like a hole.
black as your soul.
i'd rather die than give you control.
head like a hole.
black as your soul.
i'd rather die than give you control.
bow down before the one you serve.
you're going to get what you deserve.
bow down before the one you serve.
you're going to get what you deserve.
god money's not looking for the cure.
god money's not concerned with the sick among the pure.
god money let's go dancing on the backs of the bruised.
god money's not one to choose
no you can't take it
no you can't take it
no you can't take that away from me
no you can't take it
no you can't take it
no you can't take that away from me

Don't normally do a lot of NIN video's either...however I've used this one [and yes, it's also that twist--because not sure whether he glorifies bdsm culture or is portraying it with the links to religion, not That INTO music as far as following artists, videos, their life, I don't even go to concerts---but Lyrics I do use--and this song, says it perfectly--god of money--and that's what it is, the worship of money--power, sacrificing others for that--and that includes, women sacrificing other women, children and animals--it's Evil,

we all live under the system--all are guilty yes--but ONCE WE KNOW--THEN WE HAVE A DUTY--TO CHANGE IT AND OURSELVES

to continue to bow down to it, serve it, not CARING OF THE BLOOD IT SHEDS

then--THAT'S, A DIFFERENT BALLGAME--AND IT' ONE, I WANT NO DAMN PART OF.

like the Indigo Girl's Say, I don't feel the romance--and I will not be a pawn for the Prince of Darkness any longer...

Jane

MYSTIFYING GOD AS 'MALE' = GLORIFICATION OF RAPING AND ABUSING CHILDREN, ESP FEMALE CHILDREN

2011-05-15T14:29:00.000-07:00

will be adding more to this, in the Series on Occult-mind control and male violence to women...

but for now,

http://www.feministpeacenetwork.org/2010/04/12/carol-p-christ-mystifying-male-power-as-domination-theological-roots-of-child-sex-abuse/

ON THE WHOLE 'SLUTWALK' THING

I THINK IT'S TYPICAL PRIVILEGE BULLSHIT,

and I like what this woman says--in fact I like it SO MUCH

I am going to use this as a header on this blog [with her name and link to site] of course

she says...

""Also, if feminist action harms the most vulnerable groups of women, it is not feminist. No feminism that ignores the prostituted class is feminist."'
Comment by Laurelin | May 13, 2011

LAURELIN--BEAUTIFULLY SAID!!!

http://rmott62.wordpress.com/2011/05/10/the-ultimate-slut/#comments

To RMott, You Inspire Me

2011-05-08T04:31:00.000-07:00

This post is dedicated to RMott, for all the hard work she has done, for being voice for all those who are silenced OR that so many simply choose NOT to hear--the voices of the sex slaves, slaves in the sex industry, slaves in the fields, in dungeons, in basements...

She speaks through her own pain, picking up the pieces of her fragments, but not just for herself, but for every woman in the hell of sex slavery. R you are Heroine to me, your strength, your honesty, has so often, been the comfort, that God used, to pull me out of the pit, just thinking about you....about your testimony, bravely shared, in a very hostile world. When I think of you, yes I see God, I see a light, in darkness, and YOU, have inspired me, that no matter how dark the hell, how painful, we CAN OVERCOME,

because YOU ARE, OVERCOMING.

That, to me, is PROOF EVIDENT, THAT YES, GOD EXISTS.

And not only does HE-SHE exist, but HE-SHE exists as LOVE. LOVE AS IN POWER, A POWER THAT EVEN THE GRAVE, CAN'T HOLD DOWN. All the demons of hell, cannot hold down, the POWER, OF LOVE.

I SEE THAT IN YOU, when I have plunged, to the pit of despair, when I have ONLY seen the demons, hell, my mind spitting, images I cannot seem to get out of my head, God has often brought you to me in my visions, where I reach out, take your hand, and we together pull up out of the grave...so to speak [allegory/visual] and we get all the others, and then slowly, I realize that I am not alone in my pain [from the RA, etc] and that it's not just me here in this world...that though our experiences are different, on so many levels, on so many more they are not. What reality is, is that the only thing that separates the levels of brutality and violence on women, is a very thin door, the Illusion is, that there is safety. In this world, no, there is not safety, not safety by guarantee.

The lie is that the separation between Woman, wife, mother, etc., and Woman, prostitute, sex slave, is a huge divide--and that there is safety from the terrorism of the 'butchering of women hell' when in Reality, there is no real safety--Woman, Sisters, MARY, as mother, sister, wife and prostitute in Bible, were all named Mary--not to 'erase' her but to show, to tear apart the lie, the illusion, that hierarchy on the pyramid did all to portray, the illusion of the good woman/bad woman, to lay blame on HER, on MARY, rather than on where it belonged, on the SYSTEMS OF MEN, PATRIARCHY, POWER, GREED, EMPIRE, God saw Mary as All WOMEN...AS ...... HUMAN BEINGS.

it only takes a war, an economic crisis, a sickness [medical bills, child sick, etc], a rape, a gang rape, fighting in war, homelessness, incest/rape, pornography [same as rape], a slow tearing away at the self core of woman by abusive men,

for the safety mirage to be shattered and a woman to find herself, in sex slavery.

The illusion is perpetuated by the lies of religion, patriarchy, systems, institutions, psychology, MEDIA [the largest one along side religion] that Only if women act good, do good, obey the rules, that good girls don't wind up in slavery,

and women, in all levels of the patriarchal and economic/race hierarchy on a Global scale, benefit from these MIRAGES, of ILLUSIONS, but ONLY to a small degree because that thin door, to the other dimension, is just that,

thin.

Today is Mother's Day, and I thought of you...normally R I do a post on mother's day, of which I yes still believe we should honor, because the hatred of the woman-womb is actually in my opinion the foundation of the hatred of women, because it was the basis of her com modification, SHE was 'threat', to the Powers that wanted Power, because she carried the Power of Life nurture in side of her--the Power GOD gave her, like the same power of the Earth--it IS a POWER, and I'm not just talking here about having children 'biologically', oh no, though that is a big part of it...but the POWER to Nurture LIFE in many forms, Spiritual Life, not just 'plant' life, but nurture that life, water that life, into a whole new generation...THAT IS POWER,

power that the power mongers, those who FEARED HER, did not like--so they set out to Destroy her, to Destroy her Seed. Now there is all kinds of spiritual beliefs around this, as we well know, and I don't just want to focus on those, nor on the biological part of it, because you see, Mother's, WOMB--WOMAN, gives BIRTH TO

NEW LIFE--AS IN IDEALS...

that are Just as Powerful, that when nurtured bring about CHANGE. I believe that many of the 'good' things we know and have are Actually the result of a Woman's, a Womb's, Ideal, her Vision, her Love, her Inspiration,

her Sacrifice, her Martyrdom [yes WOMEN HAVE BEEN MARTYRS FOR HUMAN RIGHTS SINCE BEGINNING OF TIME, FOR LIFE and it's NOT to be taken lightly because in my opinion, SHE IN HER DEATH, HAS BROUGHT LIFE TO MILLIONS, the African woman slave who died trying to save her children and the Christian/Jewish and Pagan Slave women who Died, CRUCIFIED, by Rome, for daring to stand up, against hate and brutality...the Mother's of the Disappeared who risked their own lives, many of them Dying, to save the Future generations from complete erasure...I could write a BOOK, of the COUNTLESS MARTYRS, WOMEN, who in their death gave LIFE--

THOSE, ARE MOTHERS....

whether they had children biological or not--does NOT define Mother.

GOD AS MOTHER--IN EARTH--GIVES LIFE, THE 'TREE OF LIFE', the Side of Jesus, blood and water, is the symbolism, of several things...one yes Women by thousands were horribly crucified by the Roman Empire, women slaves, sex slaves, who dared to run away, dared to fight back, to resist, to love--paid with their lives, and yes I believe the crucifixion of Jesus is in many ways symbolic OF that very fact...the Romans crucified women, facing the cross, being naked, raped on a tree--to TERRORIZE women, but more so, to TERRORIZE ALL THEIR CHILDREN, meaning--children not yet born, children born into slavery, children born by the rapes of Roman masters...there were many, many were killed at birth, why Rome eventually changed family laws, one act of resistance was in fact, killing the children caused by Rape, because slaves were 'Money' to the Romans--this act of resistance would be seen Again, during Mussolini's regime--the forced pregnancies, Italian Women's Resistance. They did not do so out of some morbid enjoyment, no, but they did so, to SAVE THE ENTIRE WORLD, from a brutal empire, that was hell bent on complete annihilation of many ethnic groups and people of beliefs...

THOSE ARE MOTHERS,

and yes, THEY INSPIRE ME.

They inspire me, that in Hell, though we cannot escape Evil, we can't really escape sometimes having to Choose the 'lessor of two evils' though Western 'religiosity' likes to hold ON to that mirage to protect the LIE OF PRIVILEGE, we cannot escape the Trauma of Evil, especially on our bodies and minds,

and yes, our Souls.

But for thousands and thousands of women, girls, and yes boys, children, around the world, they live with this reality of Evil every day...some don't even Have good memories to pull strength from, especially those who are sex slaves from young ages. Hell has them trapped--

and I don't believe, we can lay claim on LOVE, if we do NOT do all in our power, to not just think of them, but to End, the Normalizing of prostitution, sex slavery, the sex industry and consumption Based on slavery [because the two go hand in hand], and End the glamourizing of totalitarianism, militarization and nationalism bent on destroying others, including religious-ideology nationalism, and cultural relativism...that Allows for such, and most of all, ending the glamourization and Lies of patriarchy--Nuclear patriarchy especially.

But it's not enough to just lay blame on patriarchy alone--whether women are the oppressed or not--the FACT of TRUTH remains...women are Also, on the PYRAMIDS of oppression AS oppressors, to EACH OTHER, and to OTHER WOMEN--JUST BY THE THINGS WE BUY--we feed into the whole labyrinth of HELL...

WE MUST ALSO, FACE OUR SELVES, IN THE MIRROR, AS INDIVIDUALS.

And choose, to Overcome Evil--with Good--

not by Becoming overcome, by Evil.

That is the difficult part, much easier said than done, and a Personal Choice we all must make, no one can make it for us....HOW we react, is Just as important, as what is done To us...this does not mean we do not react with anger, or rage, or that we don't Defend ourselves...

what it Does mean however, is that we don't allow the Darkness, to poison us to the point where we can only see through the lens of darkness, to a point where we ourselves, inside, become a black hole--that point, is in fact, the complete destruction of our soul. I'm talking here about taking on the spirit of revenge and hate...hate by blind hate, not hate of evil, there IS a difference. LOVE HATES, WHAT KILLS LOVE,

love does NOT rejoice in Iniquity, but rejoices in Truth.

But Love does not become overcome by evil, in such a way that it loses sight of love--and Forgiveness.

This is hard to swallow because pain and evil, against us, because we are Woman, Womb, is a force of Power, on Occult levels, that defy explanation, reason...excuse. So we are faced, with Confronting, as well as working towards change--but we are also faced, with fighting that force in that it doesn't Consume us, and create us in Evil's mirror image. This is one thing I learned during my days [years] in Revolutionary Politics...I started to become transformed by the hate I felt towards the injustices...

and the evil yes, did come inside through bitterness and did work it's poison, it's Only by a miracle, that I came out, not totally consumed by--I do believe, it was the research I did on numerous Women, resisting Evil, in wars, the Holocaust, genocides, that yes, saved my life, my soul--because the seeds were planted, LIFE, that LIFE itself is a cycle of day and night. But LIFE doesn't end at night--not entirely,

because Love resurrects, and LIFE begins again. RMott has LIVED through HELL that is hard to imagine, even for those who know trauma...yes Here is this woman, her body broken, mind fragmented but holding on, feeling still the pain from years of sexual torture...and yet, SHE is speaking against the powers of hell on earth, a PILLAR OF STRENGTH,

and yes, R, to me, YOU ARE A MOTHER...

a Mother giving LIFE TO MILLIONS, OF GIRLS AND WOMEN WHO SO NEED YOUR VOICE--YOUR LOVE, YOUR COMPASSION, YOUR STRENGTH,

through PAIN you LABOR....

and I stand with you R, keep breathing, because ONE DAY--THAT LIFE, WILL COME,

there WILL BE CHANGE,

because LOVE, NEVER FAILS.

yes R, YOU INSPIRE ME...

to work through the pain, to hang on, to SEE that in a world of billions, Someone, is crying, Someone needs me, you, all of us,

I see the word Crying, and I think, Christ, Jes-US CRIES, T , T as in Cross

could also mean Jews US CRIES, if you think of the numbers of slave crucified and horribly butchered, raped, eyes gouged out, hands cut off...heads branded so that if they ran away they would be returned to the masters, they were treated worse than dogs, if you look in history during that epoch, yes that was the reality--Rome was not kind, it was a HELLISH EMPIRE, as we the numerous others prior to that epoch--

nothing has changed today--Don't kid yourself, we may mask [that good mask over evil] with plastics and technology and cute clothes and shiny cars--but the Cries are still cried, in Agony, in Despair, without any hope--yes HELL still is reality,

and it is getting worse. But in that hell, there are lights, lights of inspiration and POWER, and many of them, are yes, indeed,

MOTHERS--WOMBS, BARREN WOMBS the Bible says...it's not talking about just physical, but spiritual, meaning, barren as in those who have had nothing but Evil done to them, who have little to nothing more to give, who have been through the chambers of hell, who are barely breathing...That is what barren means, what Desolation means,

both Womb of Woman and Womb of Mother Earth, is said to be barren in the last days before the judgment and transformation [or re=birth and there are numerous and various beliefs as to what this is, from Mayan to Bible to Hopi, etc], and I BELIEVE that refers to the horrors, of MISOGYNY, AND SEX SLAVERY AND DEATH CAMPS,

to women, in these days...but the Bible also says [as does other prophecies] that IT'S THE

BARREN WOMB--THAT WILL GIVE BIRTH AND HAVE MANY CHILDREN,

that doesn't mean physical birth though that symbolism is used, it means, HER WORK, HER LABOR, HER EFFORTS, HER SWEAT, BLOOD, TEARS,

are NOT IN VAIN--

SHE WILL SEE HER CHILDREN--GOD, LOVE, WILL BRING THEM FORTH.

So yes, RMott, you inspire me...I CHOSE to draw you a picture, I'm not a good painter, but the child in me, that YOUR courage, has helped to heal, recover and move on in Spite of the pain, wanted to send this to you on Mother's Day. I thought that it might also cause pain--but then, decided, that I cannot choose to love because it comes with pain--I know your story,

because often times, yes love seeds come with pain, because they remind us of what's been taken, lost, stolen from us--WE cannot escape that, we just can't, there isn't a day I don't grieve, GRIEVE, over all that was stolen from me, from the RA/Abuse, from my own Soul, not just life...

but Restoration, is often painful...LOVE isn't without Risks. I also thought, WHAT IF, it was me...this is why I chose to also do this here, rather than private, because private is hidden...and I did not want to give this in hiding, as if there was something to be ashamed of, because there isn't,

HELL tortured you in private, LOVE HONORS YOU, IN PUBLIC.

Because LOVE IS POWER---HELL IS COWARDICE.

Though we've never met face to face, and I only know you through reading your blog, I just wanted you to know, on This Mother's Day, that YOU INSPIRE ME,

and I LOVE YOU FOR THIS...FOR BEING YOU, FOR BEING STRONG, COURAGEOUS, AND DILIGENT...

GOD BLESS YOU RMOTT, YOU REALLY ARE, A HEROINE...

http://rmott62.wordpress.com/

LOVE,

JANE

THE GLADIATORS OF THE 'ROME' TEXAS DEMANDED GIRL TO CHEER HER 'RAPIST' FOR SPORTS--NOW SHE MUST PAY FINE, UNBELIEVABLE

2011-05-04T13:09:00.000-07:00

""A teenage girl who was dropped from her high school's cheerleading squad after refusing to chant the name of a basketball player who had sexually assaulted her must pay compensation of $45,000 (£27,300) after losing a legal challenge against the decision.""

http://www.independent.co.uk/news/world/americas/cheerleader-must-compensate-school-that-told-her-to-clap-rapist-2278522.html

YEP, 'CHRISTIAN 'ROME-GREEK' TEXAS, DE CH'UR'CH--WOMAN--APPLAUD YOUR RAPIST

OR ELSE

what next, STATUTES OF JUPITER?

the JEWS WERE RIGHT--NO WONDER THE WORLD WANTS TO KILL THEM OFF.

Jane

WHAT WOMEN NEED TO GRASP, THE 'CULT' OF BABYLON ISHTAR WORSHIP

2011-05-03T19:32:00.000-07:00

OR BETTER TERMED AS,

THE

'WHORE' OF BABYLON--AKA ILLUMINATI STYLE'

MARK OF THE BEAST--THINK IT'S NOT REAL, THINK AGAIN

[read post below, it relates to this, I will be following up on this with an Entire Series] So, let's begin, by my saying, that I had debated whether or not, weeks ago, to write what I suspected, and Because of the huge triggers, I chose NOT TOO, but I cannot any longer justify my silence. I find it AMAZING,

ABSOLUTELY FUCKING AMAZING, THAT A WOMAN, WHO ISN'T EVEN 'RELIGIOUS' THAT I KNOW OF OR CHRISTIAN, CAN SEE, ACTUALLY 'SEE' WITH HER OWN EYES AND MIND, THE OCCULT THAT IS TAKING HOLD OF WOMEN'S MINDS,

WHILE FUN FEMINISTS [BUNNY GIRLS, OH YEA, BUNNIES, SEXUAL 'SACRIFICES' FOR THE CULT OF ISHTAR--AND OTHER OCCULTS, PAY ATTENTION FOLKS], AND WORSE,

WESTERN [NOT SO MUCH EASTERN BUT WESTERN WOMEN IN CH'UR'CH ARE JUST PLAIN DAMN DUPED] CHRISTIAN WOMEN--NOT ONLY

DO NOT SEE IT--HELL, MANY OF THEM ARE PROPPING IT UP THEMSELVES...

LEAVEN OF HEROD, LEAVEN OF PHARISEE

this goes back to the ancients, Sumer, Babylon, Egypt and IT IS

HERE

as we speak. Ball Buster, wrote a post on 'Stop Calling Women Girls', I READ IT, now days ago she wrote a post on a new ILLUMINATI [whether she Knows the mind control occultism in this video I do not know, she didn't mention it, but I saw it, I knew it, it triggered me So bad I had to leave the internet for days--in fact, I had NIGHTMARES over this video with Katy Perry--I knew what it meant--sort of, knew but did not want to see, this gut feeling, what Ball didn't point out, not sure if she noticed it, but IN the video, it SPELLS OUT REVELATIONS TO THE 'LETTER', not only that, but as Katy is in the space air floating around in sexual ecstasy or what have you...SHE then looks like HIM, oh yea...it's not her, it's HIM, the gown, the Crown on the head, the Egyptian yoke on the neck--the mark in the end of video, that symbolism, is similar to PHOENICIAN CULTS, back in Ancient days, Anyhow--won't get into all the details of that here, but

this is PURE 100% OCCULT RITUAL MIND CONTROL. In these videos, the symbolism's, all have Occult meaning, and I'm talking heavy duty here. The end of the video, the deer feet, half deer, half woman or Perry, is the golden calf statute around the tree--Baal or Bael, which ever,

now, my point here is not to argue the merits of these beliefs...or to really delve into them--people can do their own research there and come to their own conclusions, but I do believe women Should be aware of the symbolism's and how these symbolism's through LOGICAL DEDUCTION, and DECONSTRUCTION, using these two methods, how these symbolism's

are BRAINWASHING WOMEN, VIA MIND CONTROL/ELECTRICAL RAY, NO JOKE HERE, THROUGH THE USE OF IMPLANTED IMAGES AND MESSAGES, INTO ACCEPTING OCCULT RITUALS SUCH AS,

BDSM

PROSTITUTION AND FORCING DAUGHTER'S OR TRAINING DAUGHTER'S INTO LIFE OF PROSTITUTION [AND SONS, OH YES, THE TEMPLES HAD BOY PROSTITUTES AND SACRIFICES'

AND SACRIFICING CHILDREN, AS THAT 'IS' THE ULTIMATE GOAL.

The one thing, the ONE THING, WOMEN NEED TO HEAR, IS THAT IN THE GODDESS BELIEFS, THERE ISN'T ONE, NOT ONE, GODDESS 'CONSORT' TO DE GODS, MEANING 'TEMPLE PROSTITUTES/SEX SLAVERY AS THAT IS THEIR GOAL--FOR THE PAYMENT FOR 'GOLD' TO THE TEMPLES/POWERS TO BE' [profit is truly the aim here folks, profit and power for de House]

there isn't One thing, that EMBRACES IN ANY PANTHEON, THE STRENGTH, OF THE

WOMAN AS

MOTHER.

NOT A ONE...

now the Virgin Mary, it's been Said, that she was simply a replacement for the Eastern cult of Ishtar, and in part that may be true...she Mary, that is, IS however, glorified for her being a Mother, mother of Christ, and yes the focus is on her virginity [same with the story of Ishtar, and others btw, which IS interesting] but, nethertheless, Mary is not glorified for promiscuity, or working/or luring women to work in Sex Slavery for some divine power, etc., In EVERY single Fornication Cult, and btw That is what Fornication was, it was the Raping/PAYING TO RAPE SEX SLAVES IN TEMPLES, FOR DE GODDESS--TO PAY TRIBUTE TO THE POWERS TO BE, ETC., Contrary to the Myths of the Horny bullshit raping artists out there [horny from horns, those Bulls] there was NOTHING ROMANTIC OR EMPOWERING FOR WOMEN AND GIRLS WHO WERE TAKEN CAPTIVE, GANG RAPED, FORCED TO FUCK IN TEMPLES, FORCED TO ENDURE SEX TORTURE AND RAPES--TO HUNDREDS OF MEN--MEN WHO PAID GOLD AND TRIBUTE TO THE 'KINGS' TO HAVE THE PRIVILEGE OF RAPING VIRGINS AND GIRLS/WOMEN--SO THESE MENZ WOULD BE LOYAL, EVEN DIE FOR THE KINGDOMS...

THESE WOMEN SLAVES WERE

DESTROYED,

THEIR SOULS, THEIR BODIES, THEIR LIVES...AND FOR THEM, THERE WAS NO

FUCKING RESURRECTION.

THOSE ARE MYTHS, THOSE ARE LIES--AND THE BABIES THESE POOR WOMEN HAD, WERE DUMPED IN HEAPS, UNDER THESE TEMPLES, SUFFOCATED, MURDERED, OR TORTURED, SACRIFICED, SOLD INTO SLAVERY,

FROM ANCIENT BABYLON, TO EGYPT [THEY HAVE FOUND GRAVES] TO ROME [VENUS] TO ROMANIA [UNDER CUMMUNISM] TO AFRICA DAY--CHILDREN IN THE THOUSANDS SOLD INTO SLAVERY, FOR LESS THAN $30.00 US DOLLARS,

YEP, THAT' THE 'CULT' OF ISHTAR, VENUS, FUN FEMINISM, CH'UR'CH AND POWERS TO BE, MOON CULTS--AT WORK TODAY,

COURTESY OF YOUR MUSICAL OPERA 'WHORE' PORTRAYAL...

oh how Sweet it is,

those tortured sex slave children, MONARCHS--

when Secular women, can See this, maybe they don't See the totality of it but they See it, then I know, I KNOW, WHAT I AM SEEING, WHAT I KNOW, IS NOT JUST MY

IMAGINATION--

BUT THAT IT'S REAL--and I believe, God works [the True God, Truth, not the re-RE LEGION, legion as in Demonic, bullshit out there] in mysterious ways...and is Confirming, what Oddly was the Warnings of the Judaic God, to Jeremiah, back in the OLD TESTAMENT--GOD DESTROYED ISRAEL AND HANDED THEM OVER TO BABYLON FOR THE WORSHIP OF ISHTAR--TAMMUZ,

BECAUSE THEY SACRIFICED THEIR CHILDREN, TO MOLECH...[that's part of it too] but a lot of it is due to the Forced sex slavery, prostitution, for PROFIT...mixed wine, the Book says, profit and religious leaders, in Bed together, with POLITICS

CORRUPTION

BOTTOM LINE, THE WORSHIP OF SATAN

now, to me, Satan is also, symbolic or allegorical, maybe a spiritual being...Revelations says so, could be both--my point here is not to debate one or the other, to me, it's more about the condition of humanity, the human heart, society,

the Issue with the Lust of Sexual Power and EXPLOITATION is that it's all about SLAVERY, BLOOD BATH/BLOOD LETTING, RAPE/TORTURE OF CHILDREN, BY THE THOUSANDS...AND THE DESTRUCTION OF ENTIRE SOCIETIES AND THE 'EARTH' DUE TO GREED, RACISM/OR ELITISM, HATRED OF LIFE = HATRED OF WOMB/WOMAN, WAR MONGERING--FOR THE

FEASTING OF INNOCENT BLOOD.

THE LOVE OF POWER WORSHIP, really,

is what it is...power of the Powers of the Elites, AT THE EXPENSE OF THE WEAK POWERLESS MASSES, THE MOST

VULNERABLE OF SOCIETY.

When Ball posted this, I about shit--I had written three posts on this, decided not to post them--due to the triggers, and then she did--not touching on many of the religious aspects but She nailed it--when those OUTSIDE THE CHURCH can see what is up,

http://ballbuster4ever.wordpress.com/2011/04/30/stop-calling-women-girls/#comment-789

READ IT

WE HAD BETTER PAY ATTENTION, because what All this is leading UP TO--KID YOURSELF NOT--it is All about the Cloning of women, the raping of women in Rape Camps for Genetics, HOLOCAUST AGAINST WOMEN, POOR, INDIGENOUS PEOPLES ESPECIALLY FOR LAND/MINERALS, RARE MINERALS, GOLD--FOR ELECTRONICS AND SPACE STATIONS/ETC., why that is? Many theories on this...nothing would surprise me, NOTHING

THE GLOBALIZED CORRUPT POWER ELITE DO, SURPRISES ME, ABSOLUTELY NOTHING

and they WANT CHILDREN--WHY, BECAUSE LITTLE VIRGIN GIRLS ARE MORE EASILY CONTROLLED, BRAINWASHED [BOYS TOO], TO BE

WILLING SACRIFICES. We're talking in the Thousands, children, raped, tortured and sacrificed, PASSED THROUGH THE 'FIRE' , entire Generation, that will yes,

take the MARK--WORSHIP, THE POWERS OR POWER TO BE, AND KILL ANY WHO DO NOT

AS WAS WARNED, YEARS AGO...

mind control, Render them INCAPABLE OF DECISION, RENDER THEM INCAPABLE OF 'CRITICAL THOUGHT', RENDER THEM INCAPABLE OF FACING UP TO FEAR AND TYRANNY--RENDER THEM SLAVES, SLAVES THAT WILL SIGN OVER THEIR OWN

SOULS...

without even truly knowing what they are doing...why? Because their Lusts will be pacified, PLEASURE, PLEASE, TO PLEASE

and sexual lust--Rape, is a huge one--because it PAYS BIG PROFIT..FOR THE WAR MONGERS, THE BLOOD LETTING, THE POWER MONGERS

what better means, then Willing rape victims, mind controlled, sexual slaves, to some form of 'gods' or 'alien beings' or what have you...IF not that--then whole Societies, that will NOT even Wince, at the NORMALIZING OF

RAPING AND HOLDING BONDAGE SEX SLAVES BY THE THOUSANDS...ESPECIALLY THOSE WHO ARE NON-ELITE OR 'DEMONIZED'

CULTS

on a global scale or one Giant Cult--either way, it matters not,

what matters to me, is that Thousands of young girls, are being MANIPULATED, INTO THESE BELIEFS, THOUSANDS WHO ARE BEING

GROOMED, TO BE WILLING SEX SLAVES, TO BDSM RITUALIST ABUSE

and it's in the Secular as well as in Churches--

the Cult of Babylon, is alive and well--

there is Nothing Empowering, about being Raped, Tortured, Passed around like cum dump meat--there is NOTHING EMPOWERING about being de-humanized, corralled like Cattle, for the Slaughter, there is NOTHING EMPOWERING about women being MOLDED INTO BARBIE 'IDOLS' FOR MEN TO RAPE--

WHILE THOUSANDS OF CHILDREN, ARE TOSSED IN

LANDFILLS, GARBAGE PILES, HEAPS OF GRAVES, MASS GRAVES--TRAFFICKED INTO WAR AND SEX SLAVERY AND SLAVERY

there is NOTHING EMPOWERING, ABOUT 'GODDESSES' THAT ARE ALL ABOUT FERTILITY AND SEXUALITY--BUT NOT ONE--ABOUT 'THE POWER OF THE LIFE FORCE OF MOTHER OUTSIDE OF 'FUCKING'---NOT A ONE--NOTHING, NOT A ONE, ABOUT MOTHER'S WITH

POLITICAL FORCE WHO INFLUENCE CHILDREN

RAISING CHILDREN FROM INFANCY TO TEENS, WHICH IS AN INDUSTRY OF 'LABOR' OF ITSELF THAT IS OF 'VALUE',

RAISING AND TRAINING OR EDUCATION OF CHILDREN--ENTIRE SOCIETIES, TO BE CARING, LOVING, AND RESPONSIBLE INDIVIDUALS TO THE HIVE--SO TO SPEAK

THERE ISN'T ONE 'SEX' GODDESS THAT IS ABOUT THIS, NOT A ONE

NOT ONE, THAT DEPICTS

HONOR THY MOTHER--AND IN DOING SO--HONORING ALL WOMEN, FEMALES

whether they Have children or not, is not the issue here--the Fact is, when we Dishonor MOTHERS, we dishonor ALL WOMEN--FEMALES, WOMBS,

and then the focus is ONLY ON, THE 'VIRGIN' OR THE 'WHORE'

the HUMAN--IS LEFT OUT, OF THE EQUATION...

then, humanity, is ENSLAVED.

more on this later...here is the blog post Ball did on the video--WOMEN NEED TO PAY CLOSE ATTENTION,

I WILL FURTHER ELABORATE ON THE MEANING OF THESE VIDEOS, INCLUDING KERLI'S, LATER POST--BOTH ARE EXTREME--OCCULT, ILLUMINATI, MIND CONTROL...

warning, Trigger Warning HEAVY for RITUAL ABUSE SURVIVER's

http://ballbuster4ever.wordpress.com/2011/04/10/period-red-cthulhu/#more-552

Jane

WHAT 'CHRISTIAN' WOMEN REALLY NEED TO GRASP--UPHOLDING GENDER WILL NEVER FREE YOU AND ONLY WORKS TO AID THE PIPER'S AND DRISCOLL'S OF THE WORLD

2011-05-03T11:50:00.000-07:00

WHY IS IT THAT IN 2011, CHRISTIAN WOMEN ARE STILL ATTEMPTING TO EMANCIPATE FROM HORRID SEXUAL DISCRIMINATION 'IN CHURCH, UR AS IN LAND OF 'UR' CHALDEAN/BABYLON' WITH ARGUING WITH 'PIMP RAPING PORN MENZ PRIEST'S AND PREACHER'S' WHO OBVIOUSLY--

TO ANYONE WHO CAN UH, DUH DUH 'THINK'

THINKING THAT BEING MOLDED INTO 'BARBIE FOR JESUS' IS ANY DIFFERENT THAN THE

'ISHTAR' BARBIE--ARE WE THAT HUNG UP ON 'GILGAMESH'? NIMROD? STILL TO THIS DAY???????

I NO LONGER CARE, ABOUT RESPECTING IN 'AWE' ANY GOD OR GODDESS

THAT ABUSES POWER OVER HUMANS...

MAINLY, ABUSING WOMEN, IN THE MILLIONS UPON MILLIONS UPON MILLIONS

BLOOD SOAKED EARTH, WITH THE BLOOD OF FEMALES AND CHILDREN

their CRIME?

THEY WERE CREATED, DEMONIZED, BLAMED, SCAPEGOATED, FOR THE 'MAN' MADE IN IMAGE OF MAN GOD

PROSTITUTED BY FORCE, ENSLAVED, STILL ARE, FOR THE SEXUAL URGES OF MENZ

FOR DE GODS AND GODDESS'S OF GOLD, WHILE RIVERS OF WATER ARE POLLUTED, POISONED, CHILDREN FORCED TO KILL

EVEN THEIR OWN PARENTS

SO MUCH FOR 'HONOR THY FATHER AND 'MOTHER'

THE CH'UR'CH HAS BEEN THE WORST, IN VIOLATING THAT VERY COMMAND

NO MORE

HUMANITY, FEMALES HAVE THE 'ETHICAL AND MORAL' RIGHT TO FILE LEGAL CASE AGAINST THE FORCES THAT CREATED THIS MESS--CRIMES AGAINST FEMALE HUMANITY

if that could be done--LET THE ETHICS, ALONE, DECIDE

no more, will I SUPPORT THE WORSHIP OF 'BARBIE' OR ANY OTHER 'IDOL'

no matter what 'god' it's under

the god of GENDER, is still used today to prop up male privilege, male supremacy, male right to rape, enslave, and kill the souls of Women

the very MOTHER'S OF HUMAN KIND

when a Religion insist's on the subjugation and SILENCE OF WOMEN--THE INSISTENCE OF SILENCING THE WOMEN WHO HAVE BEEN RAPED AND FORCED INTO SEX SLAVERY FOR THE GODS OF GOLD AND WAR

THEY ARE MURDERING 'MOTHERS', SISTER'S, OURSELVES

and the Children they leave Abandoned, Vulnerable to Exploitation--why they Target mother's to begin with, by targeting Females, to hate them--it's the Children, the Seed they are after

like snakes and other predators who hunt the Eggs just born or the young, because they are Weak, Vulnerable--lure the mother away--to get at the young

WAKE UP CHRISTIAN WOMEN, WAKE UP--

while we can't prove what is in the Spiritual or Disprove--do we NEED TO? What we see in front of us Today, is proof enough, 2000 years of this butchering blood bath by the Bathory Queens

NO MORE--TIME TO STAND UP TO 'FEAR' AND TIME TO STAND UP IN LOVE,

FOR ALL THOSE, WHO COULD NOT--WHOSE LIVES, WERE TAKEN FROM THEM, IN HORRID WAYS, FEMALES,

THEIR SOULS, NEVER ALLOWED TO FLOURISH--SO THAT A 'FEW' COULD BE GODS AND GODDESS'S,

WITHOUT THE WEAK WORSHIPER SACRIFICE, THERE IS NO GOD OR GODDESS

LET THE POWERFUL WAR AMONG THE POWERFUL, THE EGO FOR EGO

IT'S TIME, WE LOVE THOSE WHO ARE ALIVE, WHO HAVE NO ONE--THERE ARE MILLIONS OF GIRLS, FEMALES, BEING BRUTALLY BUTCHERED, RAPED, SOUL KILLED IN THIS WORLD TODAY

I REFUSE, TO SUPPORT THE 'WORSHIP OF THE PHALLIC' IN ANY FORM, AT THE EXPENSE, OF HUMAN WOMEN, CHILDREN

if, IF, THE DIVINE IS WORTHY--THEY WOULD DO LIKE NATURE--GIVE LIFE

NOT DEMAND IT TO BE TAKEN, AND DEFINITELY NOT, FROM THE WEAKEST OF SOCIETY

FEMALES, CHILDREN

TRUE 'VIRTUOUS' POWER DOES NOT 'EXPLOIT' THE WEAK--THAT IS TRUTH, it is NOT subjective, it is in the Voice and CRY of every single female who had no recourse--no SAVIOR, no LOVE, HELP NOR ASSISTANCE

FOR WHAT? FOR SOME 'IMAGE' TO BE PRAISED???

REAL OR IMAGINARY, REAL OR CREATED BY THE PHALLIC MINDS OF 'MENZ'?

WHO KNOWS--BUT ETHICS IS JUST THAT--ETHICS, HELL BE DAMNED, IF I CAN'T LOVE AND DEFEND THE WEAK AMONG ME LIKE ME, LIKE MY IMAGE

I DAMN SURE, DON'T BELONG OR WANT TO BE IN 'ANY' HEAVEN WITH GODS/GODDESSES THAT FEED OFF OF MURDERING THE WEAKEST OF WEAK--

THAT'S NOT POWER--THAT'S PATHETIC.

and its what the Church is and always has been--the Fruit, says it all

READ HERE, SHE SAYS IT QUITE WELL

""Upholding the gender roles and its arbitrary attributions is the sneaky backdoor way of being able to discriminate on the basis of biological sex, otherwise, the discrimination is laid bare."" http://fabliberationist.wordpress.com/2011/04/20/discrimination-and-gender/

SAVING OUR EARTH'S WATER BEGINS WITH ENDING MISOGYNY -- HATE OF WOMAN = MISTREATMENT OF WATERS SERIES PART I

2011-04-25T18:37:00.000-07:00

MAN ASSAULTS WOMAN AT DIA AIRPORT, WHAT THEY DIDN'T TELL YOU IS THAT NOW TSA WILL WANT TO 'HIRE' HIM [SARCASM]

2011-04-14T16:41:00.000-07:00

Yea, you've seen it, it's been posted just about everywhere, yet another Child -or Woman--groped by yet another TSA agent, big surprise...right? Wrong,

if they don't grope you they photograph you X-Ray Double Gamma level PORN style, of course for all the world agents to jack off too [oh wait, psst, that's right, Napoleon said those photos never got released, ooops, yea, tell that to the Muslim young woman--lots of menz jacked off to that one on Numerous boards online but Hey--it's good for Business, KaChing]

ya don't ya just love how they call MOLESTATION 'pat downs', cuzz ya know, rubbing the back of a hand on the bare Genitals is just patting--yea right, OK then, I'll remember that next time I have sex--it's not fingering, oh no, it's just Patting Down...

Fuck you TSA, I really hate you, I don't CARE if you call me a domestic terrorist Napoleon, ya some of us KNOW our history--how are those soldiers you left in the winter snow to die eh? So much for 'trusting' de government--remember, being raped, er Molested is for your OWN good now.

And the thing is you see, is that this isn't the ONLY case, oh hell no, just read the numerous testimonies, including one rape victim who had to go through genital groping by A MAN who then had the Gall to 'stroke her hair', it makes like a BDSM flick, is what it does...with the whole Dom to Sub thing there they got a going,

ABC news did a video of the parents, and This well, we have Truly been'' Bolsheviked'' into oblivion or worse, when the Parents say, and I quote, "they put up the video to SEE what others would say, if they saw something wrong with this too"

WHAT THE FUCK, ARE YOU KIDDING ME? YOU NEED OTHER'S TO TELL YOU SOMETHING IS WRONG WITH STRANGER TOUCHING CHILD WITH THE 'AUTHORITIES' OF HELL WITH THEIR INTIMIDATION TECHNIQUES [YOU FIGHT US FROM RAPING YOUR CHILD YOU'LL HAVE TROUBLE YOU HEAR] CLIMATE AND

YOU DON'T SEE ANYTHING WRONG OR YOU 'THINK' IT MIGHT, EMPHASIS ON 'MIGHT' BE WRONG AND YOU NEED OTHERS TO AFFIRM THIS??????

GOOD GRIEF

and then, oh, you Got to love the whole BULLSHIT about oh poo poo TSA is also TALKING, about reviewing their pat downs,

GIVE ME A BREAK, HOW FUCKING STUPID DO THEY THINK WE ARE?

hey Egypt--need some help there with those Virginity checks? Why just ask TSA to send some Trained Agents, eh?

Yea good going Obama

so much for Women's and Children's Rights to BODILY INTEGRITY AND BODILY AUTONOMY AND BODY RIGHT TO SAY 'NO GET YOUR FUCKING HANDS OFF YOU FUCKTARD PERVERT--IN

2011

WELCOME TO B.C. FOLKS

Ah that's right, Remember, it's for Screening Terrorists--cuzz that six year old tight VIRGIN vagina might have a bomb--Yep,

that's why Government all in BED with raping Thugs in Afghanistan who oh my-TRADE ARMS WITH TERRORISTS,

gee, I don't know what's worse, perverts or the liars who back them via Government style...and the Dumb Citizens who just lie down and take the shit without a wince

forgetting that HEY AMERICA, GUESS WHAT

WE AIN'T UNDER A MONARCHY--OR HAS 'WE THE PEOPLE' GOT LOST ON YOUR SOMEWHERE????????????????????

THE PEOPLE ARE THE GOVERNMENT

NOT DE DAMN TSA KING AND HIS RAPING PHARAOH'S BRINGING VIRGIN CHILDREN INTO HIS 'CHAMBERS'

yea say Good bye to Children having any real CONSENT TO INTIMACY--TSA MADE DAMN SURE OF THAT--TRAVEL, YOU GIVE UP YOUR RIGHTS TO CONSENT TO BODILY INTIMACY AT YOUR CONSENT--you MUST take the groping hands, no matter how Gentle, INVASIVE IS STILL

VIOLATION OF BOUNDARIES

one may be...

personally, I don't have Any respect for Any one who would KEEP such a sick job, I'd tell them to shove it, That right there, should tell you SOMETHING IS WRONG WITH THESE FOLKS WHO WORK FOR TSA...

I wouldn't Dream of touching a child like that--LET the parent do it, IF it must be done--with guard supervision, let the Child do it, Damn--Anything,

but Adults, KEEP YOUR HANDS TO YOUR DAMN SELF.

Anyhooo, so at DIA it seems a man assaulted a woman, and there is Shock? You got to be kidding me, Women are being ASSAULTED BY TSA agents in this nation all over the damn place but this man gets arrested? WHY?

All he had to do is say, "I work for TSA, just doing a security check maam, now shut your mouth, spread them and for a reward,

;) maybe I'll stroke your hair when I'm done fingering ya

remember--it's just a pat down...

signed, to hell with you Censors,

Jane

stories of DIA and the ABC video

http://www.infowars.com/6-year-old-girl-groped-then-drug-tested-by-tsa/

http://www.kwgn.com/news/nationworld/sns-viral-video-6-year-old-frisked,0,4783418.htmlstory

http://www.kwgn.com/news/kdvr-dia-rape-denver-airport-rape-suspect-appears-in-court-20110413,0,2319957.story

JANE PRESENTS TO YOU TODAY, SOME OF THAT OLE TIME 'WHAT WOMEN ALREADY KNEW' TRUTH GOSPEL

2011-04-13T11:14:00.000-07:00

here ya go...HOW JANE DEALS WITH THE RESURGENCE OF 'PURITAN MISOGYNY' IN DE 'DOMINION HITLER' CULT OF CHRISTIANDOM....

http://youtu.be/n6EFDfrLLZg

http://youtu.be/YBZdFmh9bw4

WRITING FROM OTHER WOMEN THAT SHOULD BE READ BY ALL WOMEN

2011-04-09T17:44:00.000-07:00

I've been kind of out of it, of late, things in life/choices, etc., tend to have a ripple effect and that includes Dealing and working through those things...So, well that and daughter dropped my laptop, which then killed the hard drive, so took that as sign to take a leave from blogging--then got it fixed, using another computer which isn't the best [used-rebuilt computers and I do mean OLD computers] so--taking that as a sign to move away from internet world and deal with other things I've been yes, putting off or outright Avoiding--which isn't good,

because to continue to avoid is for me, living or perpetuating many Lies I've lived, translating into living things I don't really agree with or concur with, These things such as behaviors, etc., I have been working on, off and no, during the past two years BUT in those two years you see I had to Deconstruct So much negative shit--I had learned via Religion, the Abuse, living Lies to Please, oh yes, as well as living for my not too great part of self [the negative] and well it compounds, like interest you know--and so like Dealing with these truths Also required,

recovery [my new catch word] of the true Self [child] that I had over the years let die, that Positive, which is what I kind of got into in my last post--how Jesus [not the religious Jesus btw, I didn't get into that part because I am still learning to walk in this--and it's NOT easy because so much of it goes so contrary to the winds of Man's doctrinal bunk--and is far more Eastern [far east] or Native Indian, Nature centered, so like, LOL, I guess I see Jesus kind of like a Jesus-Buddha or something--AND I see Him more as a spiritual form like nature that is both male/female--hard to explain--Spirit, rather than the 'male icon image' -- put it that way,

and then there are days I do question even his existence on earth--whether the later 300+writings of Roman MENZ and obviously there was Many distortions, how much are true and how much are power monger mind control tyrant techniques...

so, yea, you know HOW does one judge or discern the INVISIBLE??????? I think faith is good, you know, but the question is then, what do we truly have faith IN. And on that, well, I'm not so sure we've been lead in right directions, because in My life, religion did nothing but make me a mental case--But I can't just blame religion, to do would be a cop out, there is also my own choices, for numerous reasons...so hmmmmm

yea, my beliefs are not TEXTBOOK, by no means and they change or adapt more each day, I think it's called Personal Growth.

So anyhow...life has ripple effects, choices we make and choices other's make towards us. There is no way getting around it. And right now, the ripple for me is a bit overwhelming so rather than me write up anything I thought I'd take a day and post some good blogs I've been reading, some things that Have for me--helped me, deal with some of what I've been dealing with of late,

so, to begin, I saw this on BallBuster's blog, and I liked it, so here it is

http://ballbuster4ever.wordpress.com/2011/04/07/the-practice-of-masculinity/#more-525

then there is a series on the blaming of feminism, on this blog, you have to scroll down a bit but they I think are a must read

http://echidneofthesnakes.blogspot.com/

Anyway, other than that--there is plasma something or another around the sun, CMS [solar flares] that NASA has put out that are like MAJOR, and of course--the radioactive mess in Japan--

which I haven't been writing on--all I'll say is, it's bad, IF one believes what t.v. idiot box media is saying, all I can say is

I'M SORRY....

but on the Other hand--not a whole hell of a lot we can do really about Any of it--I mean you can store food, hope you got enough to last 100 years and a lead underground container, because by the looks of things we gonna need that--but then there is the dark planet many say is coming--I believe this, btw, but it's not the Planet [dark dwarf star/like the Sun but dark energy?? on other side of Pluto] that I think is going to smash into Earth [the theory of Niribu] but that Comet belt and you know, if that planet was to move forward well hey it would knock that comet or asteroid belt into all kinds of mess right into our orbit and then THAT would be, well,

kind of what the Rev of Bible predicts--which is also in other prophecies. There is a movie coming out-on this but it's the planet smashing, can't recall the name but I know Kristen Dunzt? is it--

I kind of laughed about this, OK GOD which one is it, do we fry with the Solar and Sun exploding [The Knowing] or do we vanish with the EQ and giant Super Volcano and Tsunami [2012] or do we slowly decay with radioactive damage and war and famine OR you know,

I mean, oh, and don't forget the Alien warfare/invasion--like OK which is it OR is it all of them? And if it's all of them, well then, two stars, dark dwarf and sun--Hmmmmmm, at the Same time????

Talk about End Time Overload, Meanwhile, Hollywood is making mega bucks eh? Hmmmmmm

I do believe in many aspects of all these prophecies, not necessarily in that order, but like with surety, it's this or that, who the hell can know, and dwelling on it I think can make you kind of go nutty--I kind of have been there, it's not too healthy I don't think,

because well, we can't Control none of it, all we can Control is how WE live personally--to Some degree because our lives yes ARE effected by all the externals. Anyway I Do keep up with these things, why I read GLP [minus the rest of the crazy crap/and I think experimentation garbage going on that board--]

only because they post links on there to sites/with info--so here's the latest, on the whole Solar Flares and CMEs and all that jazz

Newly-arriving data from NASA's STEREO probes suggest that a coronal mass ejection (CME) might be heading toward Earth. The source of the cloud appears to be sunspot complex 1185-1186, which experienced an episode of magnetic instability during the early hours of April 9th. Stay tuned for updates to this preliminary analysis.

[link to www.spaceweather.com]

[link to stereo.gsfc.nasa.gov]

[link to www.spaceweather.com]
OVER 700,000 KILOMETERS THAT IS MORE THAN HALF THE SUN'S OWN DIAMETER!!!
THIS ONE IS TWICE AS LONG AS THE ONE THAT FELL APART BEFORE THE CHILE EARTHQUAKE!!!

Now, to be honest I don't understand a whole heck of a lot about how Solar Flares and all that works, I know it effects the magnetics, electro magnetic field, and I have been reading some about the HAARP conspiracies, Interesting those,

and I don't dismiss all of them, emphasis on All of them, because Interestingly, I have found that there IS electric magnetic Pollution that DOES EFFECT WOMEN MORE SO--there has been ongoing studies on this, and so because of the depression/OCD this is one thing God led me to do some reading in and let me tell you, it Has made a huge change in my cutting down lights, t.v. especially, internet and so forth ON my mental and nerves, a LOT, so I'm paying way more attention to this now.

Anyway...maybe tomorrow I'll post some of the cool nature things I've been looking at, maybe--no promises. But I'll try,

till then,

Peace,

Jane--ADDITION, ok I'm throwing these out here because LOL, too lazy right now [don't wanna] put these links to email--and using my daughter's computer and don't want to have to go here, download, pull, transfer and all that crap

so am posting these here BECAUSE like WOW, reading this right now on Aliens, a EDUCATED science/physics site [like Genius level/the Nerds ok] and so like, Interesting !!! The theory of if aliens mined for resources in asteroid belts, etc., some GREAT stuff here...and one interesting science/theory findings/evolution or intelligent design on a Very high science level--

and so i want to click back and read these because This one, is AWESOME!!! I FEEL like a 10 year old again, LOL, yea I LOVE this stuff, I do, have to admit, Gene Rodenberry, Deep Space Nine, you know..but this is some science based [from space what we Do know] theories, just theories now--

on the aliens and mining that I'm reading right now [which btw, Does get interesting when you read and compare to the Sumer beliefs and some of those floating around out there]
http://worldofweirdthings.com/2011/04/04/could-we-see-how-aliens-mine-asteroids/

http://worldofweirdthings.com/

on evolution [I Do believe in evolution to some degree, and don't see really where it's not in Bible, unless one takes a strict Literal view, the Bible [Genesis, gene] does say the men of renown/kings of old which refers to ancient times--also the part in first page of two creations, which is So like there--with the mentioning of the 'generations of earth' and HISTORY, THAT implies there are times--upon times--and Replenish the earth, has to have once been for something to be Replenished,

so I don't know, to me it's not been an issue, though don't believe we come from Monkeys, but there obviously is evolution/adaptation, Bible refers to it [and I don't really care what the narrow fundies say or think] and well,

yea...who knows right? No one knows, not even the experts who study because the earth HAS changed, so even records, can be flawed and like, well IF they travel in a Time Machine--let me know, until then, in my opinion, it's all up for grabs,

and I like this site, interesting...because I like to read All views as well as findings

http://pandasthumb.org/

and who says God can't be like Q on Star Trek, LOL--ever see that, was that deep space? Can't recall, gee been long time, think it was, no, it was the other Oh well, you know the Q who pops in, pops out, always annoyed the captain Bacard I think,

anyway...more sites, Where I found these two, because I wanted some info on CMEs, effects on OTHER galaxies, rather than the theories of 2012, etc., and I found this,

and it's Cool, Exploding Galaxies http://superwinds.blogspot.com/2011/02/sdo-images-of-february-15th-x2-solar.html

and for readers, this is at very bottom of my blog here...I LOVE this site, because I love nature clips [really cool video on Solar Eclipse I watched other day] and space/photos, etc., deep ocean,

and well, daily photo on this site http://apod.nasa.gov/apod/astropix.html

Peace

Jane

HEARTBURN, PART II, THE OBSESSION BEGAN, THE ANSWERS TO THE PUZZLE = COMPARTMENTALIZATION OF 'GET OVER IT'

2011-04-02T10:08:00.000-07:00

THE REALITY OF THE HEART-SPIRIT RESULTING WITH TRAUMA [RA, Child abuse, Spiritual Abuse, Totalitarian Ideology/or Forced Assimilation, Group Think-Mind Controls, Patriarchal Controls, Etc]

The Altered State of Mind, Pieces to which Must FIT into the Perfect Place--What de Religions/Men have Told us MUST BE....

COMPARTMENTALIZATION

THE PROBLEM WITH THIS HOWEVER....AND WHY IT WORKS TO DE-HUMANIZE US, PARTICULARLY 'WOMEN' AND 'CHILDREN'

THE SPLITS AND ALTERED 'COMPARTMENTS' RESULT

COMPARTMENTALIZE ALL FEELINGS AND SPIRIT THROUGH DISSECTION AND COMPLETE CONTROL TO EVENTUAL REMOVAL THROUGH COMPARTMENTALIZED BREAK DOWN WILL

THEIR END GOAL

= YOU CAN FIGURE THIS PART OUT =

WHAT WERE THEY REALLY LOOKING FOR??????? HOW TO HAVE A

SOUL? A HEART? LOVE? IMMORTALITY?

[MAYAN SACRIFICE-BRAIN]

[MAYAN RITUAL SACRIFICE/THORNS IN WOMAN'S TONGUES, BEFORE SLOW SACRIFICE/, though not necessarily IN that order, DEATH--TO DISABLE ANY 'SPEECH' OF WOMAN--ALSO KNOWN IN AZTEC AND INCA, COMMON RITUAL SACRIFICE OF WOMEN]

[EGYPTIAN SACRIFICES, JIM JONES TEMPLE STYLE...THOUGH THE 'SHRINERS' AND 'GODDESS AND GOD'S OF THOSE SHRINER'S TODAY 'DENY' THIS TRUTH...because slaves and slavery are Acceptable to them--WITHOUT SLAVES YOU SEE AND THE 'SLAVE CLASS' INCLUDING WOMEN SEX SLAVES]

THESE GODDESS'S CAN'T EXIST, THEY CAN'T BE GODDESS'S AND GOD'S [elites] WITHOUT 'SUBJECTS' the sacrificed ones...

why they Deny Still these Sacrifices Happened, Why they Deny-Hide that Sacrifices of Slaves/Women were based on Lots, straws picked--those Unlucky with the Roll of the Dice,

the Denial CONTINUES EVEN TODAY

by the ELITE WHO CLAIM THEMSELVES TO BE 'GODDESS'S'--THESE ELITE WHO ARE 'SHRINER'S', NOTICE THE BLACK/WHITE CHECKERBOARD--IF YOU KNOW ANYTHING ABOUT SECRET SOCIETIES/OCCULT/PROSTITUTION HOUSES OF THE GAMBLERS WHO ENSLAVE/RAPE THE POOR WOMEN

THEN YOU KNOW WHAT I AM TALKING ABOUT--WHY CITIES LIKE LAS VEGAS, ATLANTIC CITY, ARE THEIR FAVORITE HANG OUTS,

THEY PLAY

ROLL THE DICE

WHILE THE BUTCHERING AND RAPING OF 'VICTIMS' GOES ON RIGHT UNDER THEM

AND THEY DO

NOT

CARE.....

http://goddesschess.blogspot.com/2008/10/human-sacrifice-in-ancient-egypt.html

THEY DENY, DENY, DENY

THEY COVER, THEY COVER, THEY COVER

TO PROTECT THE EVIL DEEDS OF THEIR

'GOD' MEN

HA HA, BUT LOVE YOU SEE, A SPECIAL LOVE, GOD, HAS HELPED ME SORT THIS PUZZLE, FROM THIS [NOTICE THE SWASTIKAS]

OF COURSE, ROLL OF DICE, MOVES OF THE KINGS AND QUEENS, HOUSE THAT JACK BUILT, THEY SACRIFICE THE PAWNS, THE POOR, THE ENSLAVED, THE SEX SLAVE, THEY SPILL THEIR BLOOD, DESTROY THEIR LIVES SO THEY CAN FEED OFF OF...WITH THE

ILLUSION AND 'LIE' THAT THEY ARE FIGHTING EVIL [and the poor of course are the evil ones the Powers of the Board claim--that way THEY are always deemed to be Good]

the KEY

however is the BOARD itself,

BLACK AND WHITE NOT SEPARATED, EACH SIDE HAS GOOD/EVIL ON IT'S BOARD--THEY ARE ALL ONE BOARD, THERE IS NO GOOD SIDE/EVIL SIDE, THEY BOTH ARE THE SAME... IT IS THE 'MASK' OF THE LIE

AH YES, THE 'LIE', THE LIE OF THE GREATS, THE PURE 'EVIL GENIUS'

ENERGY THEY STEAL FROM THE SOULS OF THE SACRIFICED

WITHOUT THEY ARE

NOTHING

SPECIAL

LOVE CAN WALK THROUGH EVEN THE DARKEST OF CLOAKS, IS IT NOT AFRAID

BECAUSE IN DARK LOVE SEES TRUTH

HELPS ME PUT THE FRAGMENTS TOGETHER

THE BIG PICTURE

+

+

HE TAKES ME THROUGH, FACE THOSE THAT CUT, FRAGMENT, KILL AND DO NOT BE AFRAID OF THEIR LIES,

HE KNOWS HOW TO 'CUT' THROUGH THE DARK, TO CUT AWAY AT THE LIES, IN LOVE HE TOO CAN CUT, HE CREATES

BEAUTY

LIFE

HE KNOWS THE DARK, HE KNOWS THE LIGHT, HE CAN WALK ME THROUGH IN BOTH, HE IS THE LIGHT THAT SEES IN ALL THINGS,
HE CAN USE THE 'DARK' TO REVEAL, AS WELL AS USE THE LIGHT TO REVEAL...

WHAT IS

HIDDEN

MY LOVE IS NOT AFRAID

OF THEM

HE WALKS WITH ME THROUGH THIS MAZE, THIS BOARD, TELLS ME NOT TO BE AFRAID,

THE DARK FEIGNING 'PURITY' AND WHO WEARS THE MASK OF THE LIE IN DARK POWER
TRIES TO COME IN AND TELL ME THAT IT'S NOT 'PURE' OR 'WHITE' TO LISTEN...TO

LOVE

BUT I LISTEN ANYWAY

+=

TOTAL SUM

JESUS

MAKES ME

WHOLE

JESUS SHOWS ME [NOT RELIGION, JESUS] THAT

LOVE
NEVER
FAILS
AND I AM FREE
TO

DANCE AND SING

AGAIN
EVEN IN THE DARK

THE DARKNESS, BLINDNESS THAT IS, CANNOT HOLD

LIFE

NOR

LOVE

IN THE GRAVE FOR EVER

LOVE

WINS

EVERY TIME.

LINKS TO PHOTOS-SACRIFICES FOR FURTHER READING...

peromyscus.blogspot.com

science.discovery.com
http://ngm.nationalgeographic.com/ngm/0504/feature7/

http://www.thekeep.org/~kunoichi/kunoichi/themestream/egypt_humansacrifice.html

HEARTBURN

2011-03-31T12:36:00.000-07:00

I was reading over at Mott's blog and replied to her, her article today, triggered a lot. In fact, I've been getting triggered So much lately, that I am finding myself 'switching' again, more than usual...for me this is survival, how I keep from getting to that place where I give up all autonomy and self control, living in this state of resignation, when I get to That state, I get in a dark place--and more and more I find I understand death, which is NOT good--not in the way I understand it, nihilism, a type of nihilism that is this pit or bottomless place that is nightmarish--because submission in that place, Evil literally begins to consume.

I find that I have to fight, this is where I do the 'switch', my other part or self, who is not afraid to push the envelope, she comes out for breath, she comes out and fights back...even at God. She is not content to just Believe...She wants Proof and by golly if God can't provide that proof she isn't going to just settle for a Book, for what Men have said or anyone else for that matter--

and then the War is on...I'm talking an internal war, I describe it like this, remember Star Wars, the scene where Yoda takes Luke to this dark forest, and Luke has to fight, he 'thinks' he is fighting Darth Vader but really turns out, Darth Vader is him, the mirror image of his self. I believe the new movie, "The Black Swan" is a good descriptor from what I've heard, I've yet to see the film but it sounds a lot like dealing with altars, though for me, I didn't have like gaps in whole months or years that I didn't or Wasn't aware of my being, in other words, for many with DID they literally will lose gaps in memory, for months or even years at a time when their 'altars' have taken over and live--I don't have that on THAT level, there is only a Few months, that memories are very shady--and I don't know if that is an Age thing so much or how much of that is normal, I do know, I have a very difficult time in getting memory and Time of what took place right--it's like so much is scrambled up, during some of the years, and it was Those years when I was really living self-destructively So I assume that was years my altar or other self, though not Completely taken over but just enough of a personality switch where what I normally wouldn't do, I did--it's like, gaps in time where I did things that went against my value system, not to Extremes, but opposed to my personality or core inner self, which you see That girl, she was a girl who was always terrified, submissive, shy, but mostly Fearful.

The altar, switch, was also fearful but very, VERY rebellious, angry, but sneaky in doing her thing--passive aggressive, I'm talking here about my younger years, early twenties teens, etc. This became less obvious as I got older, for reasons I'm not clear about--and the time gaps of the switch got longer, I think this has a lot to do with the years I would get IN back with Faith [even if half ass] and the years I would Totally go the exact opposite, not even Thinking about God...not even Caring. I know NOW that this was a lot due to DETACHMENT, TO SURVIVE TRAUMA, to not HAVE to deal with the pain...that altar was very good at NOT dealing,

living a LIE and that she did well. But eventually the Feelings caught up, and the LIE could not hold the Truth back any longer--and then, when I came back to the faith...and came to grips with the RA [beginning to accept that Yes it happened even though I still don't have all the puzzle pieces] What my mind/altar fragments look like--Sometimes, I get this, many of you won't...though I cannot explain it, but it's This type of thing that I am Obsessed with...OCD--type of thing [or like a hamster in a wheel, I can't shut it off]

I like to use pictures because I understand through them better, yes it's Crazy...oh well. And oddly, this puzzle stood out to me, it's called a Pyramid Puzzle, gee, coincidence I don't think so--and NOW I'll be obsessed with this for long while, how it works,

then I think to myself, I'm just concocting this shit--but Why? Part of dealing, with the Detachment, the years and years of living a facade, a mirage Person--copying This and copying That and copying This to fit in but I never FIT...and then with Jesus--those years, Depart from me I never knew you...never good enough, never FIT, check this, check that, check check check...check--cut cut cut cut cut cut cut

Except you see, the more I cut, I cut others...I didn't like Physically self-cut myself, but Emotionally I did and I think it's Just AS damaging as the actual cutting of the body. And I also cut others, see this, check check check cut cut cut--with Words, words are scissors, they truly are--my soul was cut up in tiny fragments with Words of those who hated me, One in particular, as a child, not an occasional being called stupid, but a Daily AND DELIBERATE WITH PLANNED INTENT even After the main abuser [mother] passed away she was Still CUTTING,

I've shared this before, I will do again--to give those who are new reading here an idea of what I'm talking about because this type of Psychological Abuse may be hard for others to understand OR it's very hard To describe--but one example, After my mother passed away in 2005, I had to go back to the childhood home where my Nana lived then my Mother, me and my brother met there, and we had to clean out the house--in Three days, so it could be sold because my brother had to get back to work--so we're going through the bedroom where she died, I hadn't talked to my mother in Two years, we didn't leave on bad terms, I just couldn't bring myself to Deal with her toxic bi-polar don't know what it is but it was like this WALL, I just couldn't break through--but at the time I couldn't break through similar WALLS to talk to my uncle either, there was just something there, it was like I was catatonic--hard to explain, but so I'm cleaning out her drawer, now the last time we Did talk, we were civil, I had learned through the years to just say Yes dear, and let her win...there was no Disagreeing with her, there was no Not listening to her...you just shut up, and learned to take the insanity--her paranoia which in her later years got really bad--

and so I'm cleaning out the drawers, listening to my brother go off, he and her had huge fights and she had still a lot of Control over him and he was full of rage--still is, and then, I see the photos, every single photo, every single Childhood photo, all had ME cut out. All of them, from infant to all the way to teen years...the Only photos with me NOT cut out were the ones with my children, of course, show off her grandchildren WHOM she Never wanted anything to do with--she Hated that whole mommy thing. And she didn't hide that fact either...

it hit me, so hard, then I found a picture, ONE Picture, she had left, btw All these pictures were laid neatly in her top drawer as IF she knew one day I would find them--and this one picture, I was five years old...sitting at the table, eyes wide and Terrified, you can tell I was angry, I hated that table, I still remember it, I still remember being forced to sit there until I ate peas, cold peas [and that was ALL I WAS GIVEN] and I could not get up to Pee, I could not get up to Sleep, I had to eat those peas and if I threw them up tough--I fell asleep in my peas, I was 3 years old, 4, those were Same years btw, I was So hungry I drank finger nail polish remover--and wound up in hospital and woke up with tubes down my throat [not the first time either]...I have witness account that she would leave me and brother in room for So long his diaper would be So full he was literally bleeding on his body--yea, That level of abandonment,

anyhow--so here's the picture, my brother seemed happy, he was about two, I look as if I'd been raped or something, and you could see the HATE in my eyes towards whoever took the picture, and on this photo, there was a huge X drawn through my face--she did that, and on the back, it says, my brother's name, year and then, and I quote [because I still have the picture and it's in my Bible],

"my name" __?___ the devil

and then the date, I was five years old.

Yea nice Parting gift, even After her death--even After I cut ties and didn't deal with her for two years...she Still had power, she Still was cutting...it was After that, and ONLY after that, her death, that I could finally face the sexual violations/abuse, I think maybe why this is, is because IF I had of faced it, rather than stuff it or Rationalize it, while she was alive, there is no telling What I would have done--because the RAGE was just unreal... I'm talking Murderous Rage...like what my brother had,

who btw, years later, finally admitted to him, some of the things, and found I wasn't alone--he too was sexually abused. It's not something I like to talk about Because one, I have worked through the forgiveness and I know HER past life, HER childhood and my Uncles and I know that the abuse is generational AND tied into occult influences, SHE was mentally ill, make no mistake about it. This is not easy because Yes she was aware, She she is accountable, at the same time I know now that she was under some kind of evil force--meaning, psychopath, in a way, because she Never had or felt any remorse--and you know I don't think sadists do, I don't think malicious narcissist DO feel any empathy because there is Nothing there for them to FEEL WITH, it's Simply NOT THERE. Why that is I don't know,

it puts the question of Evil in a whole other category that well, I don't like to get into--I do believe it's spiritual but with the triggers I am just not able to deal with much at this time--without going into some Profiling Spiral that I find, I understand and then I begin to Question my OWN state of being...

so anyway, I'm reading over at Mott's, and I responded, I hadn't planned on putting it here, but When I read over it, and it's something I've been pondering lately--I liked it, so I decided to keep it--

here it is, it's in response to her post on Getting Over it, Why They don't Understand Why They [women traumatized by sexual torture in prostitution] Don't Get Over it...[her blog is to the side on blog roll]

MY REPLY:

Good post, though it Triggers the hell out of me today–I know you don’t leave my posts up which in a way, is kind of good, in a way, disturbing, I think because

in this weird way, if I can’t relay something, Anything, to help you deal with the yes on going pain [and NO it doesn't go way, it gets a bit easier to deal with the memories Over time and with a lot of work but life has a way of resurfacing--some days are good some days suck, what I've learned] but my point being,

there has to be a reason why survivors [God I hate that word] from trauma, even if from different sources, relate OR need to, need to maybe hope that what works for one will work for all because That is our Hope, what we look for, to help us in our own getting through,

when we don’t see that, we see the darkness win. It looks on days that Evil wins,

and some days I just get so tired of trying to wrap my mind and sort the lines of good-evil out, so I look to you, some other women, reading, hoping to see a glimmer of light, hope Other than just advocating, Then dealing with the thoughts of ‘is That what they need, Isn’t that what was the excuse and is why men go to them’, I get strange thoughts like that, false guilt,

which then That pisses me off because then I think-here is where Men win, they divide us, they separate us into hell boxes, but they do so Differently, that’s how patriarchy works. And so one pain can’t relate to the other pain…then there is anger…then further

silence.

Silence in these prisons, see so much of the trauma you speak of is So like the trauma of RA, child abuse, etc., because the powerlessness is there And like with the yes, ‘aren’t you Over it yet’ type of thing,

and I think, some of that is due to how people can’t Deal with the reality that yes, Evil Does exist, there is no reasonable explanation for it even With knowing what we do–there simply is no rhyme or reason,

to any of it.

It’s Evil in that it is US who are expected to ‘get over it’, to be ‘fine’, ‘healed’ ‘live’

yet, there is NO JUSTICE

when WE wrong someone WE feel it–we feel the guilt

when monsters abuse, what do They feel? Do they get told get over it????

No because they don’t seem to have anything to get over do they? They don’t even see what is Wrong with the pain they cause–and on That, how does one Deal with THAT REALITY? That there are those out there, who torture, sadists, who have no conscience of what they do nor do they fear,

God, Justice, or Us.

They fear only one thing–that their freedom and mobility to Abuse and soul murder more victims will be taken from them–because that is all they have to Live on, that is their Energy,

so they fight like mad, to keep their food source.

Those like us,

but like food there is different kinds, there are salads, fruits, meats, vegetables, and so as meals, we are fragmented, tore apart, left with the shredded pieces of what we are,

what Part of us Get’s Over it? What part?

We breathe…yet even sometimes That is just too painful, with each breath.

What do the perps have to Get over? They’ve digested,

if Only, we could find a way, to leave them with unending

heartburn.

Jane

VENTING

2011-03-30T20:27:00.000-07:00

Why I am losing So much Respect for MANY, Women, of the Christian Faith...

I posted a post, but Decided to take it down...after thinking on it for a bit. I don't LIKE it when I hesitate to Say it like it needs to be said, when I find myself Policing myself, because What I have to say Yes will Offend some...it really Needs to be said,

but it probably wouldn't be heard AND sadly, I now how the BRAINWASHING, YES YOU HEARD ME, BRAINWASHING through man's Dogma, how it makes Many women, STUPID. OK, there I'll say that much,

so well I take the post down--I made the Decision long ago to Cut ties with the church...and I stand on that one, I think the church culture is Far from the teachings of Jesus, I think most of the doctrines are just man's phallic center Bullshit anyway, AND I JUST DON'T HAVE ANY GOOD THING TO SAY ABOUT RIGHT WING FUNDIE CHRISTIANESE 'CULTURE' I think it's backwards, infantile, Extremely Misogynist, and Legalist-Fascist as well as Racist.

But I've had empathy for the women--but Today, I hit a snag...a woman, I won't get into details, knows she's in an abusive situ with jackass husband, her Son is on edge, a Son that is young adult by the sounds of it, 6 foot something, big guy, and the type of 'bring it' vibe was obvious in what this woman wrote,

I told her, It's dangerous, for you AND for him, you need to GET OUT NOW...

instead, it's the Usual whine whine boo hoo poor poor husband bullshit for starters, then the Oh well God and prayer and it won't ever get That bad excuse [heard That one before] and then the warning about the very Real possibility of the Son getting into it with the Abusive asshole of a Child Father, and uh, These things can get Very explosive with Someone getting hurt or worse, killed,

and it Does happen, every damn day in this country,

and what do I get in return? How dare you talk Truth--other women [of Faith] come in with their 'oh poor poor dear, Coddle Coddle Coddle, and you know why it's So patriarchal if Son protects Poor Poor defenseless Mommy from mean ole Daddy,

and I'm thinking, WHO'S THE FUCKING ADULT PARENT HERE?

it triggered, in a huge way, it angered, One I KNOW this situation, been there, Done that, I know it all too well, and I know the Reality of the System, the System doesn't give a Damn if you believe in Fairy tales, as an ADULT it's YOUR responsibility to care for the Children, to Protect them,

NOT THE OTHER WAY AROUND.
There is Nothing CUTE about a Son having to play Husband to defend Submissive Patriarchal Woman,

especially a Teen.

Find a safe place I told her--my posts got removed, but the Coddling ones, poor poor dear stayed,

you know, it just Pisses me off to no end how Women, Some women of Faith, will ENDANGER THEIR CHILDREN TO KEEP SOME STUPID ASS FAIRY TALE BELIEF that isn't even Scriptural to begin with. Even if it was, it was WRITTEN BY MEN, FOR MEN, any thinking Brain can see that...

What I can't Stand about the Co Dependency Immaturity Child Mentality b.s. of many MANY Christian women, is how it Endanger's CHILDREN

and creates environments conducive [edit--addition] no, Leads and Protects yes Child abuse.

And you know what, Dammit, I don't CARE if men have been asstards for centuries, WOMEN WE DON'T TOSS RESPONSIBILITY OVER OUR CHOICES AND DECISIONS, WHERE CHILDREN ARE CONCERNED, JUST BECAUSE MENZ DO IT...[edit--thinking on this, I am not Blaming women for not leaving and letting men off the hook, because really it IS the MEN who are the Ones to blame--I know this, what triggers me, what infuriates me, is Women who obviously KNOW better, ok, not women who are young with no life experience but women who Do have some life experience and who Know by now that these abusive jerks are NOT going to change--when these women make Steps to go to therapy or what have you to Save these marriages to men who are Clearly just manipulating and using this to Keep the women/children IN THEIR PRISON, and when Signs are clearly there--and These women KNOW it, and NOT that it's about them leaving or not, isn't really the point, sometimes they Can't leave, I understand this, because leaving often plays Into the power of the man, HE gets custody, it happens, a lot--but when they Deny the fact that the Children are in danger and don't take steps to Protect them, That's what pisses me off--it doesn't take a lot to get a Safe place for a child to stay a couple of nights--That isn't some hard thing to do...to work on getting the Children support/therapy, Screw the sorry ass husband--Take care of you and the Children, That should be FIRST PRIORITY, not the Man, not the Husband, not the Jerk who is treating you and children like shit--what I see in many Faith women is Women who are MORE WORRIED ABOUT HUSBAND, and the kids are just left to fend for themselves, even Worse, when the kids are left to worry about protecting Mom--That's the root of my outrage here--NOT because she is the Mother, and it's her job according to Patriarchal roles- no, but because the children Need an advocate, an Adult--and Women, if the Father isn't going to BE an adult--your concern shouldn't BE how to make him a better Husband, your focus should be Because you are a Parent-Adult--how to protect and care for you but most of all the Children--NOT the man, that Man is NOT THE CHILD...IF you have to do it Behind the man's back until you can get out then Do it--but Get the children Support, NOT let teen children be the Shield--and Especially using Sons as shields, because Patriarchal Religion teaches women to be Passive and only Men can protect, shifting this on Sons--who wind up in Prison [daughters too] because Mommy passive Christian HID behind the son -- because of some Gender Construct notion--NO, Mommy, you and Daddy are Parents, PARENTS, it in No way empowers women to play Child while risking Children--while Daddy-hubby gets to be an obnoxious spoiled brat abusive Ass--and I see a LOT of CHRISTIAN women playing this role--and it's just Screwed up, it really is, the world Yes doesn't Hold men accountable, WE know that--but you Got to DRAW THE LINE, SOMEWHERE. Women in the days when they didn't have the right to Vote, had abusive husbands, they had church culture--but These women didn't worship at the phallic center while Sacrificing their children..they may have snuck or went behind the backs to Protect the children, they may have hid money, they may have found secret network groups, and they DID do those things, but the One thing they Didn't do, is believe this Ridiculous Notion that if they just prayed, coddled, took coddling from others while Enabling childish selfish men--that God would protect them--NO, these women Knew the score, they were Very realist, they didn't Have laws to protect them, they didn't Have systems that even Allowed them to mention abuse, they didn't Have job opportunities, but they Damn sure, didn't Worship at the Altar of Menz and Husbands, they didn't Feed into the Husbands are 'god' garbage we are seeing today, and they Didn't hide behind the children, they did All in their power to Protect them--even if that meant Sending those children off somewhere they were Safe from the wrath of Daddy--Not to day though, Today I see women write/talk More about their Husbands, who is the Center, and the children, are left to hang,

and yea, It needs to be Called out, it needs to be Confronted, and it needs to Stop being 'excused'...and Women, you Don't help women in abuse, in Explosive situations [and esp when they Say it's explosive] with the 'poor poor dear', YOU aren't helping, YOU are enabling, Prince and Fairies are NOT going to come down and Magically save them from harm--and we Need to stop Pandering to the lies, the bullshit, and the Fairy Tale Myth--they belong in Children's books, NOT in advice to women and Damn sure not when some woman is Saying--the son is in the middle playing the Protector role, NOT in this day and age when more Children are killing parents, and winding up in Adult prisons--when I see Ideologies and Faith's pushing this bullshit--Damn Right,

I get Very angry. NOT because we know the system is already Stacked against women, making it near impossible to leave many times or rewarding men with custody--NO, but Because there are more women Concerned with Pleasing Dick--rather than Caring for herself and Especially her children, who ARE depending on her AND on him--but Just because HE isn't being a Responsible Parent--does NOT give license, for the Woman to choose to neglect, and Especially because she's more concerned with Him loving her--HE ain't worth it, sorry, but he Just isn't worth it...Any man who is an ass to children, to their mother and in front of the children--isn't worth Shit...so Why the fuck do Women still look up to these assholes? Why do women go on and on about Poor Poor hubby and Poor man needs therapy and poor man this, poor man that,

NO, POOR MAN NEEDS HIS ASS KICKED, AND HIS ASS NEEDS TO GO TO FUCKING JAIL. PERIOD. TILL HE GROWS UP--AND STOPS BEING AN ABUSIVE ASSHOLE--AND PRAY THEN, THAT THE PRINCE COMES, AND KICKS HIS ASS BUT GOOD--

because he's a Wuss, NOT a man--being a Sperm donor Abusive Ass Christian Bossy Jackass doesn't make a sperm tube a MAN...BEING A FATHER WHO CARES--WHO IS A PARENT, THAT'S A MAN. Anything else, is just a boy stroking his penis still hung up in Puberty--Women Stop Pandering to them--and Stop Aiding situations where CHILDREN HAVE TO BE THE ADULTS--because MEN won't grow up.

Children didn't ASK to be created, they didn't ASK to be born--sometimes I just want to Scream at some women and say, GROW THE FUCK UP, OR ADOPT OUT THE CHILDREN...

because Really what it boils down to, is that Patriarchy teaches Women to choose Men over Children--MEN CAN TAKE CARE OF THEMSELVES

CHILDREN CANNOT.

And allowing a situation where a Son is being Protector--even praising that--is I don't know, makes me Furious,

son or daughter, his being a son isn't the point,

the Point is, being a CHILDISH WIFE-MOTHER ISN'T CUTE...I DON'T CARE WHAT THE REASON IS...NO MAN, IS WORTH THIS SHIT...NO MAN.

A couple of weeks ago, a 12 year old, shot and killed both his parents, attacked his younger siblings. I don't ,know all the details in the case but I know it was a Christian household, in a Fundie community, and No one knew anything was Wrong, Oh nooooooo

but you know, I would almost Bet, there Were signs, I'd almost bet it was a Patriarchal marriage where Mommy really is WIFE-CHILD to a DOMINATING HUSBAND who ruled the roost and wife-child rather than step up to the plate and BE A DAMN PARENT-ADULT

instead Clung to outdated Dependency doctrine, and now they are dead,

and the 12 year old is going to Prison...

the Father is to blame as well--my Point here is not to place Sole blame on the Women--but WHEN there is Knowledge of Abuse, and there is Support offered, Advice, Someone telling you to at Least get a safe place the son can go so it Doesn't escalate or to Leave,

and they'd rather hear the Coddling and poor poor dear,

that to me is Childish, Irresponsible, and yes, a type of CHILD ABUSE.

Women, your Son should NOT be taking the role of your Husband, Protector, nor should your Daughter be taking the Role of your Mommy's Servant, Day Care provider, Maid or Slave or Wife substitute,

Submitting, Clinging, Coddling and REFUSING TO TAKE YOUR PART IN THE DYNAMICS THAT EFFECT MORE THAN JUST YOU--BUT CHILDREN,

is yes, Just as deplorable, in many ways, as the behaviors of Men.

It's ONE Thing when you Do know, you Do try, you Do intervene, and for money or his violence or what have you, you are stuck, I understand Those situations,

but I'm talking here about those Women who Rather than GROW UP AND BE A PARENT--OVER YOUR CHILDREN, you'd rather hang on to Please pray and Coddle me, at the EXPENSE OF YOUR CHILDREN, to save some Dead Marriage to an Asshole--at the EXPENSE OF YOUR CHILDREN, and you take NO STEPS TO SAVE YOUR CHILDREN,

YOU'LL TAKE THE STEPS TO 'SAVE YOUR MARRIAGE TO A LOSER'

BUT YOU SACRIFICE YOUR CHILDREN TO DO SO...

NO, I'm sorry, sorry I have to say this,

this is WRONG ON SO MANY ACCOUNTS...it's Hard for me to write this, I'd kind of like to just leave the original Vent post up--

BUT, I understand how damaging the patriarchal teachings of religion Are to women--I've been there...I know, what it is, I know what it is to Hang on to the hope that IF you just hold out and obey God and pray...things will change, they Don't, and in fact, the Longer you stay the more Power he has, not only that when you Do leave, you already risk losing children--play into his hands, that risk goes Up, and NO the church does NOT care...they are THERE FOR THE MENZ...NOT FOR YOU AND DAMN SURE NOT FOR THE CHILDREN.

But what Gets me Peeved, is when Women DO KNOW, WHEN THEY'VE READ, DISCUSSED, AND THEY KNOW,

and yet they Still choose to NOT ACT to protect their children--because they Hang on to this Fairy Tale belief that God will magically Change Jerktard from a Beast to a Prince and the man will just bow and say Oh baby I'm soooo sorry...blah blah blah

yea What the fuck ever,

meanwhile the Kids get damaged for life--and in a situation where a near adult Son is on edge and it's escalating and Still the Mother is in denial,

I don't know--Stupid, all I can say it's just Stupid--but what Pisses me off, is when she is Told--this is Dangerous, get a safe place and leave NOW--

and she'd Rather hear Coddling--

and I know, that Son...is in a situation that needs intervention...

and religious others are Coddling her and saying, Oh poor poor dear--we'll pray

Fuck that--and we Wonder, why, a 12 year old boy Shot his parents, in a Christian community,

GEE, I FUCKING WONDER

IT'S CALLED

DENIAL.

Jane