Thousands of children are tortured and raped repeatedly in private run juvenile prisons...let's keep this in mind.


Women, need to realize, that the fastest growing population of the Prison SEX RAPE SLAVERY businesses is in fact, WOMEN. That includes, WOMEN JAILED FOR SELF DEFENSE WHICH IN THIS NATION, SISTER, WE DON'T HAVE A RIGHT TOO, we are not MEN nor ANIMAL, women get 50 to Life for Self Defense, against rape, abuse, repeated abuse and torture. Even for not dying while getting beat near to death, a man can kill or torture a child, and the WOMAN-MOTHER will be the one who gets the longer time in prison [if he even gets charged], AND IF the woman gets sentenced with mental health--she can expect to be Lobotomized by force.



Leaving Christianity but not Jesus Christ Part 2

Well working through some things and thought I'd share what I have been seeing...

all I'm going to share is this, from what I've learned, in my journey in finding who God really is, from being in a place where I actually saw demons and saw the darkness in myself. Fear is the opposite of love, fear brings torment. Hell, is not so much a 'place' as it is, WHAT IS, INSIDE OF US. Let me explain, the story of rich man and Lazarus, in hell, where the rich man, had NO REMORSE even while IN hell, he had no compassion, he still had the attitude that the poor man was in a caste system, an outcast, he asked Abraham, [this man obviously was religious btw] to ask the poor Lazarus to bring him a drop of water, then after Abraham said, there is a gulf between us, so that THOSE on this side who Would have compassion and come over to you, cannot, and vice versa, Meaning, those whose hearts have LOVE, who would have compassion REGARDLESS on those suffering would have brought the rich man water, because THAT IS WHO THEY WERE, INSIDE, LOVE. The rich man, who had Lazarus laid at his gate, ok., in front of him, had no, NO compassion, Love, nor pity, this poor man wanted just the CRUMBS off this rich mans table, and the rich man couldn't even part with the crumbs. Not only that, the dogs licked Lazarus's wounds, so this means, in Society, Lazarus was in a caste economic/religious system and was deemed like a dog. And was treated as such [this would apply to millions around the world, women included]. Laid at this man's gate--this rich man KNEW who this poor man Lazarus was because he called him by name, so it's not like he didn't know...he knew, he flat out didn't care. The Lazarus can be even our own families, something God showed me, when HE puts someone at our gate, in our face, and we have NO LOVE, NO COMPASSION, that is HELL inside, if a person dies in that, that is where they go, because that is WHO THEY ARE...and it's not about being 'religious', it's about the lack of love that they have, or do have, those who Have love, are in God's bosom, so to speak, it's about love/indifference love/fear faith which works BY LOVE/unbelief light/darkness-outer darkness being IN light, you SEE darkness in yourself, you SEE the darkness, you can't see darkness while in darkness, so if people say, they have the light, yet cannot see the darkness IN THEMSELVES, they lie, because we all have that dark nature, unless God transforms us by what? HIS LOVE, another thing,  something else I learned, when we know of GOD, we may not really know Him, because it is not about GOD it is, about our HEAVENLY 'FATHER' father that is good...not evil, this is why, Jesus said, you must forsake mother, father, children, etc., for me...what that means is, OUR concepts based on what WE know, the evil of this world, the DARKNESS, LACK OF LOVE, has to be divorced to really know HIM, because HE is total opposite. Light, there is NO darkness in Him at all...though He is the Lord of both, yes, Lord of all things, we, His CHILDREN, not slaves, HE wants us to know Him, the Father, Abba Father, not God master to be feared and loathed, IF you love me, Jesus says, not If you fear me. Love, to know Love, if you just learn Love, by giving and receiving, then you will know the true God, the true Heavenly Father...and the fear, hell, is gone.
Religion including Christianity, is not Jesus, it's man's attempt, man's church, at climbing the ladder, the rich man... Jesus, is way, truth, life, not an idol, not just the person, he showed, God showed who HE really was, He healed, He sat with sinners [so He didn't like consume them in fire], He forgave the adulterous and said WOMAN, NEITHER DO I, CONDEMN THEE, He fed 5,000, He turned water into wine at a wedding, joy, love, then He gave his own body, for all of us...and to Know that, to know the way of Love, the Truth of Love, the Life that Love brings... love. not just words, not just scriptures, the letter of law kills, the Spirit, of LOVE, brings life. Inside of us....light, one must see the darkness inside, to actually know I think, the problem with religion, is that we see the darkness out there, fear, and then project that onto others, blind leading the blind, that's what that means, for years, both in religiosity and political legalism that's who I was, dark inside, all I knew was fear, hate, evil so my eye saw that and saw God that way too. I did walk away for years, full of hate towards God, because I really didn't KNOW Him, I knew My concept of Him, helped by a lot of folks, out those who Love in action, deed not just word, seek to Love, it just opens up a whole new world, for me, God showed me a lot through nature, believe it or not, I divorced church and recently divorced christianity--not Jesus, but Christ-i-ani-ty. anti, and I'm having to learn like from zero, it's not easy, old mental habits hard to break, heart like rock no seed can grow and so like a lot of digging into hard ground/He gushed water from the rock, cleaning that up, and it takes Honesty, truth, bringing all the ugliness to Him, fear and all, and a light, went off...hell was INSIDE me, and HE delivered me, still is. It's not about this place, oh no, it's what is inside of people, torment, fear, no, is the answer, it really is. Jane P.S.  Psalm 45, God answered a lot of questions I had about women, this is why, I am divorcing Christian-an-i-ty, which is anti, Anti- and following the way of Love, the truth of Love, the life of Love.  In Jesus, I still read the Bible, just now, dumping the 'christian-ity lens' and going from ground zero/scratch.  I actually been doing this for while but it is a journey that is somewhat lonely, because it's so going against the grain, but for ME, this was necessary, so... ok then, more later. Dedicated to my Heavenly Father, on Father's Day.