IF YOU COME HERE, WHATCHA SAY? IF JESUS SAID 'COME HERE' WHAT WOULD YOU SAY?

SORRY THIS WASN'T POSTED LAST NIGHT--I WANTED TO EDIT IT SO I PUT IT INTO DRAFT, IT SHOULD WORK NOW...THANK YOU FOR WAITING.

WHEN IT'S ALL SAID AND DONE, WHATCHASAY?  BEEN contemplating this a lot, in the midst of Life and all the Lies seen and lived, Lies I've told, more to Myself than to Anyone...

pretense I've lived to Obey a Jesus who I am seeing more and more with each passing day was Not the Real Jesus, not even close.  So much loss, so much stolen, robbed, so much I've taken, chasing pipe dreams and illusions, often times yes not caring one bit...though I so thought I did, I thought I did,

we Use this planet, we Use each other, we Use ourselves, with mankind,

so in the End, WHATCHASAY?  

I HEAR/READ SO MANY 'RELIGIOUS CHRISTIANS' TALK ABOUT OH HOW THEY CAN'T WAIT TO SEE JESUS,

funny how the Word says, it is a day to Fear, the Dreadful Day of the Lord,

why IS that?

Maybe it's because, we Take for Granted, who HE truly is, like the man and/or the Abuser [see post below] that 'fakes it as he [or she] lies next to you and when he [or she] is told that the Victim has a gun, is fed up, has taken Too much of the lies, abuse, cruelty and simply can't take it anymore...they say, Depart, I'm DONE.

More and More I am seeing that to FEAR the LORD is to have RESPECT FOR THE HEARTS OF OTHERS,

and that how Other's hearts are Wounded by Our carelessness, recklessness, cruelty is Truly how Jesus is going to Also see and deal with US,

the Terrible Day of the Lord is a Day that how WE treat Others, WE will feel within ourselves, by HIS hand,

HIS word...IF, IF we do NOT repent, and turn away from all the cruelty, lies, pretense, shallow kindnesses that are not even dust circles on our Face,

much less on our carpet.

To Love without Hypocrisy means just that, to LOVE without Hypocrisy, that also Includes not Lying about our feelings, not Pretending to Like someone just because being truthful might hurt...WE can Love and still not be Conformist and untrue to ourselves.  Sometimes the truest way TO LOVE is to WALK AWAY....seek Peace, sometimes Peace is just that, separation.

HOW many do we hurt by living Lies and Pretense, pretending to Love with feeling when there is no feeling really there, when there is more resentment and self abnegation, rather than giving from the heart?  Women especially are socially trained, especially by religion, to be liars and fakers, to uphold illusions of peace at the sake of their own health even...

but all in all those illusions are lies, and Eventually the bottom falls out, the Lie is exposed, the Truth comes out,

and then those dust circles do fall and words won't repair days, months or even years of deceit...Better to be Truthful, to injure a little Ego,

than to crush the spirit by misleading, but Instead we lie, we cover, we pretend, we fake, we act, we put on airs, we obey though inside we hate--That is what Love with Hypocrisy is.

So, do we Love Jesus with Hypocrisy also?  IF Jesus said, Come Here, what Would you/me say?  Don't just with impulse answer, and as you read/listen to this song, Think Not just about what You would say, to Jesus, what about to the Earth when she's all used up?  What about to all the animals that shared this planet with us?  What about God, our Creator, what would we say to Him, about what WE did to His planet, His love gift to us because Yes THEY WERE HERE FIRST,


before us, What about those who came Before us?  What would we say to Paul, to John, to Peter, to all those who before us Bled that WE might live?  And most of all, to Each other?  What would we say?  Lies, pretense, pretending....do we let each other be, who we Really are, or do we pretend and demand the same...conform, but Whatever you do,


don't Risk truth, don't Risk separation, don't Risk being REAL.....AND LETTING OTHER'S BE REAL, don't Lose those boxes of securities...


yea, WHATCHASAY? 



 I know what I say, want to say but Only because of the inner work that Jesus has been doing in me....because I've been thinking on this, this song for days now...I Do CARE, I care enough,


to say, GOOD BYE when it's better than hanging on and holding up Illusions...Lies, Good bye to the weights and sins and dogma's and false doctrines, to have Sound Doctrine means Sound..what the 'spiritual ear' hears, not man's traditions, Sound as in it's consistent, with God's love, God's character, God's Holiness.


I care about what Jesus thinks, but I want what is REAL, not imaginary and NOT WHAT IS,


EXPECTED...


to Live from the inner fluid that He gives through re-birth, through growth, not by attempting to 'conform' to some Ideal that usually has been set up by Man's doctrines, for it is better to Live in Truth rather than live lie.  It is more favorable to live in truth/be truthful and not pretend from a fear of going to hell and to be true to one's self than to go, Living a Lie.  It is favorable or more preferred I would think, what I have been coming to acknowledge to grow into Truth and Transformation which Is transforming into Heaven rather than Only pretending to be something one is Not, maybe it Takes being true to our own Darkness and spending some time in Hell, that place of Being, what we truly are, BEFORE we can get to that place of Whatchsay HONESTY with JESUS and stand before HIM,


REAL, NOT ILLUSION, NOT PRETENSE, NOT LIES,


He answered me tonight in a way I wasn't expecting...as I come to drop the LIES of myself/life and feelings to Him, all of them, all of IT, I thought that HE would say, you know, I've done all this for you and well you just aren't cut out for it, you aren't transformed or you can't Have those feelings or be that way,

Me and all my lies and bullshit and pretense and living this life Faking it so many times...to Meet conditions or to Protect those illusions, frail bubbles blown from a plastic ring, oh How I so fought to protect those iridescence dainties...

 Jesus said to me Come Here,  Whatchsay, well, I don't know If I would say Anything, frankly the more I know Him the more I not only fall in love with Him the more I realize that the Last thing I would do is "Oh yea Praise the Lord I can't wait to see Him why I'm just so Ready",

no, NO, the More I get to Know Him, the More I want to NOT HURT HIM...the more I see also this darkness in myself, how SO not like Him I am, and yet...He said, whatchasay?


Jesus, how about Truth?  Truth through and in the darkness, and He says,


well open the door, let me come on in, and we'll walk through this dark tunnel of yours,


together.


No hiding, no hiding...He took my hand in his,


Whatchasay,


no words, were necessary.  The dust settled, but not even the dust, could cover what was there...nor did it need to,


anymore.






Jane