DECONSTRUCTING THE LIES OF BIBLE-CHRISTIANITY WITH THE TRUTH'S EVIDENT TODAY IN MOTHER EARTH PART I

This series goes with the post below, about why I left/am leaving patri-center beliefs.

WHEN YOU CAN NO LONGER DENY THE COGNITIVE DISSONANCE, OH THE QUESTIONS THE TANGLED 'WEB' WEAVES...PURGING OUT THE LYING RELIGIOUS POISONS, BEGINS

TRUTH, IT'S NOT WHAT THE BIBLE DOES SAY, THAT OPENS YOUR EYES TO THE LIES OF RELIGION, IT'S WHAT THE BIBLE 'DOESN'T SAY' THAT SHEDS THE TRUE LIGHT, ON THE MANIPULATION OF THE ENTIRE THING, TO KEEP YOU ENSLAVED, TO FEAR, TERROR, TO SUBMIT [WOMEN] TO A LIFETIME OF SEXUAL BONDAGE AND SEXUAL TERRORISM, TO CHALLENGE IT, THEY THEN RESORT TO VIOLENCE AND SEXUAL VIOLENCE TO SILENCE YOU,

TO KEEP THE REIGN OF TERROR GOING--OVER US ALL.
Question is, Who, Who is Who, What is What, and What to do about it?  IF sadists demand your worship, through terror and sexual terror especially, if you do NOT give it [though you may still obey] then what DO they have then?  IF one needs TERROR AND THE THREAT OF, TO GET YOU TO LOVE THEM,

WHAT DO THEY HAVE? 

Nothing....only an empty nothing, or a monster consumed with love of self/power obsessed, needs to rely on the threat of FEAR, SEXUAL TERROR AND CONTROL, LIES, TO KEEP YOU UNDER,

because WITHOUT THAT--THEY ARE NOT 'GODS', THEY ARE NOT ANYTHING, BUT TERRORISTS, NOTHING MORE, RAPING, BUTCHERING, TERRORISTS....it's what they Don't say, is the key...

As I have walked through this spiritual dark forest, going back and forth between paths, sifting through thousands of scriptures in light of numerous revelations, I have found that at times I believe in the 'doctrines' that I have been taught or that I have read in the Bible, through a lens that I accepted with the submissive confessing how evil I am heart, that FEAR that always knowing that IF I didn't accept off to the BBQ I go always in the back of my mind...that abusive husband patri being that speaks love though erasing me/female at the same time...all the way to the LORD GOD and HIS terrible DAY to the LORD SAVIOR who rebukes the woman who says blessed are the breasts who gave you life to the PAULINE WOMEN ARE GATES OF HELL LETTERS, therefore silent she must be and though all are saved through grace, an Exception was made for women, IF, IF, IF SHE CONTINUE IN CHILDBEARING--THAT CHATTEL SLAVE CLONE and well, need I go on,
time and time and time again I found I had to look, plunge, dig, dig, find Any crumb on the dirt floor of any salvation or love of Female in that Bible, only to find, when my eyes refused to no longer deny brutal truth in front of me, that to be Female, was to be Satan and to Question was to be Satan and to not ignore the fact that Paul said women be chaste and pure yet Knowing that for thousands of women in that day, they were SEX SLAVES of those same masters that Paul says, to obey as to the LORD and that meant, if that master passed her around, that concubine [never with any name or humanity ANYWHERE in Bible] then the solution, to the chaste, pure, was to simply, not make any mention of it,

don't mention that this woman, this concubine, this sex slave, was being torn to bits piece by piece in her soul, having to reconcile this warped love of this loving savior LORD WHO CREATES BOTH GOOD AND EVIL [ISAIAH] and then is chaste and pure while the PRIVILEGED AT THE TOP OF THE PYRAMID benefit [women their safety if their man takes out his savagery onto a less than human woman rather than onto HER] AND WELL, IF WE DON'T MENTION IT--IT'S LIKE MAGIC, THE COGNITIVE DISSONANCE, THE HELL, THE 'EVIL', MONSTER, DOESN'T EXIST...

then the PLATITUDES, always the platitudes....then the REALITY TRUTH FACT OF WHAT I KNEW IN THE HISTORY OF MY CHILDHOOD, MY ANCESTORS [STAUNCH CATHOLICS, MASONS, GAMBLERS, TRAFFICKERS, GOVERNMENT YES, NOT LYING THERE, MILITARY, SECRET SOCIETIES...ALL OF COURSE, IN THE NAME OF

GOD]

THE SORCERY, all nicely wrapped up in CHRISTIAN RELIGION

no longer could I deny the connection to what I knew, to be truth.  What all that truth was, I did not know, I only knew, there was an evil force working in my life, pulling me to the DARK lord Jesus, who holiness and all, worked evil for our good....the glory to be a self crucifying body, a SACRIFICE,

I could understand the call of the Mayans, when they lead those SACRIFICES TO THE TOP...the serpent figure on the side, the SPORTS, GAMBLING at the top, for Souls....oh the Redemption, WHO gets to play with That one, who gets to RAPE THAT ONE,

pass her around, they do.....

and the SLAVE, THE DUPED SLAVE WHO THINKS THEY ARE LOVED, FOLLOWS BLINDLY, TO THE SLAUGHTER,


and I found it more interesting that I was being sent signs, all over, the history of the love affair of the Catholic church and with South America, Mexico, the Mayans, Aztecs [city of Atlantis, the also city, Atlantic, a gambling center--btw, Nevada, Las Vegas, Ninevah, Sin City, they obviously like to brag about their exploits right in front of us, while raping/killing women], gambling is the Sin City of also trafficked sex slaves/concubines, girls raped in every hole of their body, strangled, beaten, tortured, burned, called whore, bitch, slut, girls told to tell that they like it, that the 'god' is so big, while they are being strangled, beaten, raped in the ass, vagina, throat....

those concubines, to save the MIRAGE OF LOVED WIFE OF THE PURE

this garbage goes back to the B.C. times...all under the rule of Lords, Gods, Kings, Queens, the slaves, bartered, sold,

with the roll of the dice, SNAKE EYES...

while they laugh, they demand our worship, our loyalty, our FEAR, they instill the virus [Resident Evil, umbrella corp, the virus that turns us into raving consuming zombies, just like our master creators], using GUILT, BECAUSE WE VIOLATE, they own us, slaves we are--while they pass us around, like a motorcycle gang does to the captive female, gang bang,

denominations, religions, politicians,

private owners...

this is the creation of ROME, GREECE, BABYLON, EGYPT

the GARDEN....

deny it I no longer could.  So I thought, ok there MUST be a miss up somewhere, a conspiracy of sorts, I had read how the Bible, was a conspiracy, 300 years AFTER Jesus, by men to set up a mirage of a good ROME but still the ROMAN PANTHEON NETHERTHELESS, UNDER ZEUS, or the Nordics, under Thor, take your pick...[they all have the same 'sign'  or swastika, caste system, just things that make you go, hmmmmmm]

maybe, so I looked elsewhere, the ancient scrolls, shed light, but sad to say, they only confirmed my worst fears, suspicions.  So I listen to Mother Earth, and I see so much in the Bible that confirms...

then my daughter says today, why do they print money and if they print money why so many poor so in my attempt to explain it to her, it comes to my mind, how money, was the tool necessary to CONTROL THE SLAVE, WHEN THE SLAVE POPULATION [B.C.] TIMES GOT TO BIG TO HANDLE...money, then gold, silver, coins, WOMEN, were the things bartered, traded, with that middle man, that middle man who gets his cut, in the whole web of slavery, setting up the Illusion that the slave is free--maybe a few get to move up the pyramid and become the middle man...

on this aspect, Marx nailed it.  The scriptures of Jude, warning those who dare to speak against authorities [those same authorities who raped girls for sport, particularly before their wedding night, FACT], those scriptures that said to obey [so if master wants you to fuck ten of his Roman buddies you do it, as to the LORD but remember, you still chaste and pure, saved soul, never mind you're fragmented with 50 different personalities and demons are your constant companion--we Ignore that you see, cover it up with scriptural platitude and of course, when the guilt comes, just give the Pope Father some gold and chastity penance...or just your child, whichever they prefer...]

and remember, Jesus, loves you

so anyway, the money, slaves work to get that money to REDEEM THEMSELVES from slavery, that's how it worked in Rome, women redeemed themselves through DEBT BONDAGE, usually through marrying some old gross man they probably couldn't stand but it was better than fucking 100 men who raped her till she bled and so she did...that was HER redemption, never mind the religious pure women did not touch her, word or otherwise, because to do so would be to expose the ugly truth about a hideous lie [how they kept the mirage of illusion of Love , oh Cupid, in tact, to keep what left of their souls intact, glue to huff hard to come by those days], so women [FACT] went underground, healing arts, which were the empowerment to heal what they could, broken bodies that both Popes, Bishops, Priests and CENTURION GUARDS HAD worked together along with KINGS to break in two...all of course, under the guise of

HOLINESS and the anti-WITCH

FUNNY HOW NO MENTION OF, ALLOW NOT A SORCERER OR WARLOCK TO LIVE, OH NO, JUST A 'WITCH'

yea, I mean...the truth is there, if you take a good critical, that DO NOT DO AS IT'S BLASPHEMY AND HELL ETERNAL THREAT....view rather than the, want to be loved, accepted and safe from hell don't Think view...

so anyway...I'm putting this together and this scripture comes to me, where Jesus says, the LOVE of money is the root of all evil...

and it hit, Here it is again, another CATHOLIC-PROTESTANT  LIE, the LOVE of money is the root of all evil, for the SLAVE, THAT TRANSLATES AS [SEX SLAVE ESPECIALLY]  Protestants, became the new Middle Man, slavery, it's all the same Pyramid, there are Six pyramids, three big ones, three little ones--WAKE UP

"YOUR LOVE OR DESIRE FOR MONEY TO REDEEM YOURSELF FROM GETTING ASS FUCKED RAPED BY 100 MEN IS EVIL...GOD CREATED YOU TO BE THIS...TO WANT DIFFERENT, IS EVIL, TO BE HOLY IS TO SUBMIT TO THIS LOT IN YOUR LIFE, YOU FEUDAL WITCH"

do you see it?

The root of evil is NOT the love of money, oh hell no, the ROOT of EVIL IS THE LOVE OF BEING IN POWER, OF BEING 'god' OR GOD, OF BEING ABLE TO TORTURE, ENSLAVE, RAPE, WATCH SOMEONE IN PAIN BEGGING YOU FOR MERCY WHILE YOU GET OFF, AMUSED, THE SADIST YOU ARE

THAT, THAT IS, THAT LOVE, TO HAVE THAT, IS THE ROOT, OF ALL EVIL.

Money was simply an afterfact, when the slaves got to be too many in number, and the Enchantments no longer worked [in Egypt, both used enchantments, those snakes, those rods, think about it]

btw, T.V. equals media, media equals MEDIUM, yea, the big enchantment

anyhow, those monies, gold, silver, those Redemptions, of this SLAVE PLANET, something TRUE about the ancient Sumerian scrolls, as well as Egyptian,

it has Nothing to do with LOVE, that's total bullshit, to women especially...it's a GAME people, it's nothing more than one big game with US as the pawns,

this is WHY they silenced women, why they silenced them when those women got in touch with Mother Earth, who is Also being raped till she bleeds to death, gold mining, silver and rare earth mining, acid rain, waters polluted, you name it, she's bleeding to death,

this is WHY they slaughtered, enslaved, destroyed the culture, language of the Indigeneous peoples, the Native Indians, those Indians told TRUTH,

about the so called Jesus religions.

I do believe there was a TRUE Jesus, but that somewhere, somehow, what we see of Bible, is distorted, things HE said twisted, taken out of context, used to further, not Jesus, not the Kingdom of God, but the Kingdom of Rome, Babylon, Greece, Egypt, through the so called church....

the evidence is glaring,

the fruits,

thousands of genocides, HOLOCAUSTS AGAINST FEMALES, sex slavery, raping of earth to the point where guess what, forget the Mayan Serpent prophecies, the EARTH is destroyed beyond repair now, it's only a matter of time,

like a gang raped girl, she will hang onto the door, that nameless concubine, and die,

and then, will they cut her up, 12 ways, fight for who gets to sit,

and then, start over again, find another place, do the same thing?  DESTROY,

remember, they LUV us, so they say...we are all virgin [make us bleed baby what they love so much, our PAIN] and then we are WHORES

how so Nice for them, eh

the Illuminati is Exactly what it is, the Nazis, all of it, it's all tied together, the serpent, dragon [China], all of it,

we were the pawns, the things they rolled the snake eye dice for, while our daughters bled to death, the True sacrifices,

our mothers, sisters, daughters,

those nameless concubines--and what do they do when it's all said and done, the LORD GOD gives young virgins to dirty old raping fighting men...as a DEAL,

yep, that's right, in Old Testament...women had no choice, they were nothing more, than the PRIZES,

FOR THE PAWN MEN, WHO DID THE DIRTY WORK--

roll the dice

either way, you and I are slaves, all we were meant to be...nothing more.

and the desire for money, for redemption, remember, to THEM, is the root, of all evil,

something, is just SOO OFF about the religion, of Christianity, that Bible, written by MEN at the council, of Nicea,

300 years later, after Jesus died.

something is just Way, way off,

the Holy Spirit will lead you into all truth, Jesus said... [little truth in the packaged lie, pay attention]

just like the lie of the serpent in the garden, bit of truth, in a lie

by their FRUITS YE SHALL KNOW THEM

well I don't know, a lot of things, but I do know this,

I've not seen Mother Earth charge money, for her food, healing herbs, I've not seen Mother Earth or any of her animals make sport of rape, raping the females of species, I've not seen  Mother Earth demand worship and sacrifice, I've not seen Mother Earth tell her females they are evil, to despise themselves, to lie prostate to the mushrooms, while raping flowers

I've not seen that...but I've seen it, in every single Patri religion out there...

I've not seen Mother Earth remind me of all my faults, only to be kind, to walk gentle, to walk in harmony, respect, balance, for both of her female/male parts, if I want to live well,

Mother Earth never told me, my  menstrual cycle was unclean, that my virgin blood was to be desired by some old raping man but that my menstrual blood, unclean--like WTF, seriously,

something is just off, really, really off.

about Religion,

I go outside and see the iron signs [false signs], and poles and cement towers [false wonders] and war centers [more false wonders] and the RAPE OF MOTHER EARTH, THE GANG RAPE OF MOTHER EARTH AND ALL HER DAUGHTERS, DAUGHTERS IN FACT GANG RAPED TO DEATH, THREE YEAR OLD GIRLS EVEN, INFANT GIRLS, FOR WHAT, DIAMONDS [MOTHER'S EARTH ENERGY THEY RAPED FROM HER], MINERALS, GOLD, SILVER,

SHE IS BLEEDING OUT, TO DEATH

WHILE THE PLAYERS AND KINGS LAUGH, ALL OF THEM

LAUGH AT HER RAPE THEY DO,

AT OUR RAPE

and they demand our worship or hell fire???????

something, yea, is just Off about it, all of it, and it's been this way, since B.C. times.

more and more, I believe, the Native American [and other indigeneous peoples] were right, they SAW it, those women, girls, butchered raped tortured in the witchhunts by the CHURCH SAW it, they tried to warn us,

why they were silenced.

GOOD does not have need to SILENCE BY TERROR, NOT IF IT'S TRULY GOOD,

BUT EVIL DOES.

by their FRUITS, YE SHALL KNOW THEM.....

Jane

FOOD FOR THOUGHT

This goes with a recent [though long time in the making] PAINFUL AND TEARFUL decision of mine,  as to why I am and have dumped the entire religion of patri-gods of All kinds, and am now simply, looking to the feminine in mother earth...this has come with a lot of pain, struggle, and taking off the rose colored glasses of worshiping a god who advocates rape then says he will then destroy the rapist and the rape victim will love him forever [Zechariah] and numerous other scriptures that I no longer could ignore...this doesn't mean I have or will not believe in a God or in Jesus, just that I simply cannot any longer embrace or believe the texts [written by men and obviously with an extreme gender misogynist bias as well as very primitive lust for violence and sadomachism worship] as truth nor can I dismiss the soul murder the religions [including yes Christianity] has done to millions of females, therefore I no longer am willing to just simply accept by blind faith.  The evidence of the brutality and violence of such beliefs are everywhere, their fruit of toxic woman hate is so blatantly obvious that to worship without question is the equivalent of a woman worshiping [being forced to or brainwashed into] her rapist torturer in the dungeons of hell...something I am no longer willing to do.  Period, so,

until I see Otherwise, I will believe the truth evident...and that is, our Mother Earth, and Women, under ALL religions, have been demonized, raped, violated, soul destroyed, for the establishing and perpetuating the worship of a Phallic 'god' at the expense of killing and finality erasing of the female/WOMB.  I in no way, can believe, that this, is who GOD is, if there IS a GOD and GOD simply isn't a construct of primitive MEN who had to find a way to ease their conscience when raping, selling their daughters into sex slavery [which was what the Old Testament and ways of ancient civ DID] and if they eased their conscience by making an image of their Man self, into a 'god' to justify their

rapes, genocides, empire-nation state building, slavery, raping Mother Earth, and so forth.  Using guilt and enforcing that guilt through VIOLENCE, THE THREAT OF VIOLENCE, HIDEOUS LOVE OF TORTURE, RAPE, TEARING APART PIECE BY PIECE VIOLENCE AND THEIR ABSOLUTE LOVE AND LUST AND DRIVE TO DO VIOLENCE, PARTICULARLY TO FEMALES AND THEN ALSO TO BUILD A CULT THAT LOVES LETTING THE PHALLIC DO VIOLENCE/RAPE TO THEM AS A SIGN OF THEIR DEVOTION AND 'LOVE', to control and TERRORIZE WOMEN INTO SUBMISSION,  ESPECIALLY THROUGH THREAT OF RAPE/SOUL TEARING APART, ETERNAL RAPE, AND RAPING THEM /MOLESTING THEM AS CHILDREN TO INSTILL INTO THEM A LIFELONG-ETERNAL DEPENDENCY ON THE RAPIST/KILLER/TORTURER FOR SOUL SUSTAINING AND TO DENY/CHALLENGE THAT MEANT AN ETERNITY IN HELL RAPE TORTURE, THANK YOU CATHOLIC-ORTHODOX THEN PROTESTANT JUDAIC CHURCH FATHERS, AS WELL AS ANY WHO WERE WEAK, UNFIT BY THEIR 'STANDARDS' AND THOSE THE MEN FELT UNDESIRABLE...creating an Opiate, to dull the minds of the enslaved, to terrorize them into psychological submission through FEAR, and to assure that the 'man-gods' stayed in POWER for eternity.  I do not know the answers but I cannot ignore the question, So...

~sigh~  I have decided to follow what IS and CAN be seen, the fruits, that IF there is GOD, even HE cannot deny, the horrors, of the HELL OF RELIGION and IT'S RAPING, SOUL DESTROYING, MEN.  And to do so, I say NO to the voice, reasoning, and EXCUSES of MALES, including their male gods, male saviors, and all other male phallic philosophies and constructs, and am following the Feminine Voice inside...as well as what I see and hear from Mother Earth, HERSELF.  She, has never violated me, raped me, condoned my rape or other women's rapes, SHE has never demanded I worship her, sacrifice to Her, hate myself for Her, destroy myself for Her...I can't say that about male gods [or GOD] but I can say that about HER, HER who my body is shaped like [not some Clone of Adam with no female Heavenly Mother], HER who my WOMB works like, HER who my nurture follows by Instinct, HER who Heals me, Feeds me, Waters me and Clothes me....

HER.

End of argument, ha ha, well, no, not exactly...now, Onto--

why, that also I will not be following any 'goddess' religions [mention this because usually to walk away from the worship of the benevolant [spelling?] yet will rape/destroy you master often is lumped into turning to the goddess/new age religions, of which I am not and why that is...]because they are all constructs [particularly the new age] of patri-beliefs as well...we see this particularly in the pantheons where all goddesses are divided up into 'whore that loves to be raped', vestas-the dowdy run down house wife, the goddess with the evil snake mind because a woman cannot think nor create without being evil, the war goddess who thrives on blood lust, and so forth...in all my research, the 'image' of goddess is the demonization of woman.  Therefore, as far as I am concerned, it's just as misogynist as the patri-gods beliefs.

It is for this reason that I chose to listen and observe nature, which is obviously to any who open their eyes, hugely feminine, nurturing, powerful, sometimes violent but that violence is often triggered spiritually I believe by the violence of men and raping of mother earth, as well as spilling the blood of her children onto her via violence,

and therefore SHE is now who I follow.  I believe SHE may possibly be 'god' and that god is both in Earth, male and female, fe-male, and that 'LIFE' rather than power hierarchies is the flow of both, and the nurture of that life.  I find it interesting that in many animal and plant kingdoms the male takes just as big of a role, sometimes more [certain frogs] in the nurture of the young than what humans do...and to depict a gender hierarchy based on observations of nature is short sighted simply because nature herself/himself is just so diverse...

in Zoology, the study of, I find it interesting that numerous animals and plants are what they term as asexual, meaning that they create life from their own self--they can divide theirself into one individual separate from OR an entire colony of individuals, either separated from the self or attached, depending.  And from that, I made my decision, that gender hierarchies are simply, anti-nature, period.  As for those animal kingdoms that DO have a very violent or class system hierarchy, like some monkey groups--one baboon that is very hierarchal/male patri that rapes the females and abuses them, and one female matriarchal in Japan that is classist and leaves the less than to die in the cold...I have to wonder,

is that how they were originally or is that how they emulated what the human environment around them has done?  In other words, became corrupted?  We know animals evolve, we also know animals, such as monkeys, emulate humans, so to take those examples as men so love to do [patriarchs] as some proof evident that this is the course of nature, is an oxymoron to say the least...it leaves out the very strong possibility that animals, which we know do evolve to adapt/survive, and many animals that we know that DO copy the behaviors of humans around them, can actually simply be evolving and adapting to the human environments in which they are surrounded by, in the case of the baboons and the monkeys, I believe they are snow monkeys, BOTH live in environments that are hugely patriarchal and yes, classist.  We do not know if they were Always this way, but we Do know, that animals, especially those who emulate human behavior, do evolve and adapt to what they SEE.  So...though I'm in no way an expert or even a student of these types of sciences, I can't help but wonder, just how much, MEN and RELIGIONS have taken case examples of certain animal groups and have used those to justify their 'gods' and their 'rapes, abuses, pillaging of earth, class-pyramid systems, and so forth' and genocides and the like.

Not only that, but this one analysis, I found to be confirming, of much of what I have observed, though I am in no way a support of Any kind of occult or cult belief system [hate them all], what she had to say, I thought, left some interesting questions that I think, should be investigated.

an excerpt:  All life comes from woman.  To call a man an equal participant in the creation of a new life is the most ridiculous thing ever.  A few seconds and a microscopic amount of DNA are his sole contribution – even the woman’s egg is thousands of times larger, and she does all the work of nurturing that new life until she undergoes the dangerous, painful, difficult process of birth.  Thereafter, for reasons both biological and social, she usually is the one who nurtures the new child until it stands on its own two feet.  But the patriarchy’s unhealthy and extremist focus on fathers, men, and sperm have led most people to fully buy into the lie of children having two equally contributing parents. Woman is the creator, the life-giver, AND the nurturer – and this is in no way passive.  Among mammals, for the survival of a species, men are not biologically required to survive after they have spent their sperm succesfully a few times, while women are required to live until they are nearly elderly in order to further the survival of the species.  Between recent scientific advances and the study of “lower” life forms, such as reptiles and insects, it is becoming increasingly apparent that males may not be needed at all.  Contrast this reality with the stubborn insistence by modern, patriarchally-conditioned humans that “nature” is sexually egalitarian in its methods of creation or even favors males and the ludicrousness of their position becomes apparent, as does the practice of enshrining a false duality that declares male and female as equal (or worse, not-so-equal and with females being the “weaker”, “lesser” beings) and opposite.

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scroll down to the A Somewhat Belated Farewell

In solidarity, with the Sisterhood,

Oh, btw, forgive the misspellings, my patriarchal legion lord vulture has me using a MAC, can't correct on this crap machine...so till I get a P.C., will have to tolerate wrong spellings.

Jane