KNOWLEDGE OF GOOD AND EVIL, AIN'T IT EITHER...
NO FLESH, WILL BE JUSTIFIED, NO FLESH.
YOU HAVE TO SEE IT, TO GET IT, TO UNDERSTAND IT.
SELF CANNOT SAVE SELF. BE IT RELIGION, WORKS, KNOWING GOOD AND EVIL, OR CONFESSIONS
OR MENTAL KNOWING [JESUS, GOD, ETC]
WORDS DO NOT DESCRIBE IT
BUT WHEN YOU SEE IT, WHEN YOU SEE DARKNESS IN HIS LIGHT
YOU WILL KNOW...
AND THEN,
ITS YOUR CHOICE.
LIFE, OR DEATH. HIS GRACE AND TRANSFORMING YOU IN CHRIST, IN LOVE OR YOUR ATTEMPTS WHATEVER THEY MAY BE...
YOUR CHOICE.
BUT YOU HAVE TO SEE, MORE THAN WRONG, MORE THAN SIN, MORE THAN PAIN, YOU HAVE TO SEE YOU,
AS HE DOES.
ALL THE HIDING IN RELIGION AND GOOD WORKS AND REBELLION AND DENIAL, CANNOT COVER THE NAKEDNESS, ONE DAY, THE VOICE CALLS, AND WE MUST COME OUT OF HIDING, AND THEN, THAT'S IT.
LIFE OR DEATH,
ITS OUR CHOICE. HE SAYS, TURN TO 'HIM' [NOT RELIGION, NOT WORKS, NOT POLITICS, NOT GENDER ROLES, NOT SCIENCE, TO HIM---AND LIVE.]
TO KNOW TRUTH, ONE MUST FACE THE LIE AND LIES...
ONLY THEN
CAN WE TRULY KNOW, HIM. HIM BEING LOVE. AND ONLY, THEN....ARE WE TRANSFORMED.
JANE
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Love ya Jane.
But more important, more eternal, and more powerful, God loves ya.
As I learn it more and more for myself, I know it's true more and more for others.
He's the Vine. We're the branches. The sap is His life, His light, and His love going through us to produce fruits of righteousness.
The more we get that, the freer we'll be. And the freer we get, the more we can get/understand His love.
Cycle onward and upward.
Love you too Mara, and as always, my dear friend and sister, you speak words that encourage me.
After I shared I made the 'mistake' of browsing through some videos and came across some about hell, and of course, like an idiot, began to watch and a lot of the fear and anger came back--my son has got really wrapped up in 'war-combat' games [video], and for some STUPID reason when my words of warning didn't seem to register with him [because daddy enables/non-believer] I had this Bright idea of trying to explain or show what hate does to you, because I believe that is what hell is, more than a place, but a place of being--what is on inside that becomes THE reality, you know,
so anyway, of course these videos are after life I've died and come back type, the usual 'religious fear' of fire and brimstone, which for Years that is what drove me to prayer often and little by little I grew to hate God. It would take years for me to get to a place where I knew, their Has to be more to it that that because that Fear wasn't producing any Fruit, only resentment.
And 'fear' is what God is dealing with me now [from child abuse, it is really related, a lot, because you learn FEAR daily] and at first I thought this was just another attempt of the deceiver/or myself Avoiding change, etc.,
but I kept getting these dreams, and then I sort of knew, God was wanting to address this in me and deal with it. Maybe why I did see those videos,
con't below
Anyway, I am finding that it's not just Religion I am having to be PURGED from, but all the poisonous effects and harms it has caused. NOT to say, we should not have a Healthy fear of God, a Respect, but there is a difference, I think, between that, and between the FEAR that 'religion' puts forth, which comes from that whole good and evil frame.
And so with fear there is no Freedom, and yesterday, HE told me after I saw the videos to go off alone and pray and lets talk about this He says, and when I did, He began to speak [in that small voice you know, when you get really quiet before Him--and learn how to discern what is Him, or Self or other spirits, still learning there, I did find HE will confirm what HE says, so its a bit easier there, but the flesh tends to get in way, i.e. my mind, etc], but anyway, HE tells me, fear has torment, IF you LOVE me He said, you will Obey me, not, if you FEAR me, you will Obey me. He says that to me a lot and I am finding, that its what drives us from inside,
as long as there is FEAR, there is no LOVE, John says, with fear is torment, love casts out All fear, and who fears, is not made Perfect in Love.
so, that is where I am now, and working through and there is So much learned Fear, that I need to be free from--and last night, I had another dream, a huge yellow fly, I gave it water [at first I thought interesting bug] but then later in dream this same big yellow fly [like a dragon fly] kept chasing this butterfly [beautiful like multi-rainbow colored that was like glass] and trying to sting/kill it and this yellow fly would NOT leave this butterfly alone, then someone in dream killed them both, you know how dreams work, I remember 'fragments', but its like those fragments, its like I KNOW what they mean, and I always have dreams, one after another, that say similar things when God does this, though I have to pray for what they really mean. Anyway, what I've gotten thus far, is how Fear, robs us of movement, freedom, it robs us of so much, and it kills, everything, around...I figured the 'fly was fear' when I realized, the color Yellow.
Fear kills the spirit. But I havent' figured out the 'water' part yet...unless, that means, fear comes in deception, at first seems harmless, then it begins when you don't expect it, to do its damage...or it might have something to do with how I see God.
But I do know this, we can't really know Love or Love, if we are motivated by fear.
Jane
Con't from above,
Oh my gosh Mara, lol, after typing and re-reading [that whole ocd have to be sure I left nothing out habit] I Realized, what that 'water' meant, LOL,
it was that Video! I fed 'fear' watching that stupid Video [the one about hell and Immediately what God was working in me yesterday changed, and all the old fears came back--the enemy comes to steal the word. That isn't just 'unbelievers' , like I thought, I am seeing this more and more--how its our learned/conditioned thinking/heart,
Religion-learned, like Wow, its Stronger than I thought, you know, how deep those influences go into the soul. I think God is 'deprogramming me' LOL,
that is what it feels like. He did tell me yesterday that people who are full of hardness and pride Do need to know the terrible price for defying God, but that HE also spoke of love and God's fatherly and motherly love, for His children. Even the sparrow that falls, God knows, each one, that shows how much Detail He pays attention to and how much Love He is, He cares for even the smallest of sparrows.
Its not Him that is horrible, but our Hearts, where I did begin to see that its what is INSIDE of us, that will become the Reality one day if we do not turn to Him, and be changed, because those inner poisons just grow and grow till they begin to consume you, the Worm dieth not, and the fire unquenched [desires that will never be fulfilled, like vampires, you know] but anyway, yea, seen that and DO believe it, and NO ONE wants to go there, rest assured on that one, I think its worse than the whole fire and brimstone theory.
What I am finding though, is that its not God who instills these things, its that fallen nature, hard to explain but its from within, I think that may explain a lot about how religion distorts God, its 'human' from within view of God, molded into human image--rather, than knowing, truly who God is, in His own personhood/right, does that make sense?
But He shows us every day in 'nature', one of the biggest examples we see if our eyes our open, of Who HE really is, even IN a fallen world--in every little detail and ecological balance, and how we, humanity, has destroyed that--from our views, from within, i.e. war, power, lust, greed, hate, fear, etc.
Life, we destroy LIFE, without really even knowing it--and that is something else too I figured out, why so many hate Christianity yet will not see the harms in religion entirely--in Christianity [or the Bible] its not an us verses them, guilty, its ALL of us, are guilty, NO one, is immune,
and when you Get that, you see, no matter how Good you may be, how you have contributed in some small way [though its daily] the destruction of life, including your own.
Funny, how God works, showing me, through environment, nature, what I was/am, and who He is, He gives LIFE, we Consume LIFE, only consume,
till He changes us, from within....though its more than that but you know what I mean.
It sure explains why He was driving me so much into being alone, outdoors and just seeing--in the wilderness,
why its necessary, though not easy.
Love,
Jane
God is Amazing, one another blog--I see this,
in regard to awakening and seeing,
“metamorphosis” is a Greek word
see for example the following two verses:
http://concordance.biblos.com/metamorphoumetha.htm
and
http://concordance.biblos.com/metamorphousthe.htm
(Its also what we call the transition from caterpillar to butterfly…)
the yellow fly trying to kill the butterfly,
fear.
WOW
like WOW.
:)
Jane
Fear will kill the 'transformation', why both were snuffed out, I think, recalling that me and another, maybe my brother (?), can't recall, I kept telling him to kill the fly and I kept spraying water at it, to get it away from the butterfly--
and like this hand or something, I can't recall exactly, grabbed the fly I think but killed them both.
A warning? I find God instructs me a lot in dreams, I believe the warning is to stop feeding fear based beliefs/teachings, to change what the 'eye' sees, fear-negativity, so,
no more videos eh. [like the hell ones] or negative teachings, at least--what I am hearing,
ok then, well, near four in morning and learning...
it Pays, to listen and heed what God says, I'm realizing THAT more too.
:)
Jane
No, that's not it, it was my brother,
the fear, our parent caused, killed the spirit in the child. Or would have...
if God hadn't of intervened, and the watering--the fear, brings all that back up,
ok, now its making more sense. Sorry, sometimes it takes a while for me to sort it all out. There's more to this dream, way more, so, will see what it unfolds, usually it comes when reading the Word.
Jane
Dreams are awesome.
They are like parables from God through the subconscious to our conscious mind.
They are messages we may not be able to handle out right, but in searching through the dreams for them like lost treasure we make ourselves ready and eager to know what it is.
Somewhere in the Proverbs it says, It is glory for God to hide (conceal) a matter and the glory of kings to search the matter out.
As a daughter of the King, a member of the royal preisthood and holy nation, it is a glory for you to search these matters out.
God is telling you things and taking you places I could never dream (unless God gave me those dreams). I think it's awesome what He's showing you.
Something I have learned, about God and why He does the things He does, different gifts, revelations, etc.,
its Never just 'only' for the individual alone, but will Always be used, sometime, to be given away and to heal, encourage, lift up, admonish others.
Light, can be held in a box, for a little while, but when there is a crack--it will shatter in every direction God intends for it.
Take a c.d. Mara, hold it up to the window, like in an angle, you will see rainbow colors, from the reflection in the c.d., but keep playing with it, tilt it, you will see on one side, a huge whirlwind of light, then on the other side, a smaller one, the light from the larger will pour into,
tilt it again, you see the rainbow and the prisms,
that is how God works, so whatever He is showing me/working in me, though some is personal, most of it, one day, HE will use, to shed light to others, in His way, His doing.
Its never just for our 'own' know what I mean...
because He is just not like that. And I KNOW, that when He is wanting to share light, with others, one must also, be prepared for the Darkness,
to go into, to share His sufferings, its hard to explain but I believe,
if we Do not partake in His flesh/blood in all the way, that He will remove what we have, like He says, and that is something I have to and do keep in mind, its humbling, really,
because with revealings comes a lot of responsibility to Him, and its easy for the base nature to forget that/to hold on selfishly, know what I am saying,
it has nothing to do with us, our deserving, etc., I think that is why often when there is revealing He allows us that period of walking through the valley of the shadow of death too, so that we Don't get all cocky and arrogant, self pride and so forth.
Then, its funny, how those revelations can lose their potency and we're on our face, in the dark, feeling so much that He is gone, how much we NEED HIM and like a deer panting for water, He says, like King David said,
we cry out longing for Him,
because it truly is Only Him, our Source, and so, today it might be dreams,
the next three months to years, it might be desert that requires faith and perseverance, I don't know, I know that we just can't tell,
Job said, shall we receive good yet not adversity from the Lord? I am so thankful for His showing me things, but I know too, the adversity, and its funny,
often times, its the adversity, that we grow more from, though I do hate it at times. OK, no, hate it most of the time, all the time,
LOL, got to work on that honesty thing you know...
the minute I get too reliant on the things He shows me, I'm in trouble, at least, from my experience, so while I get gaga over Him at times, I am learning,
that with each thing, there is seriousness too. Does that make sense? So I'm trying to find some balance,
I think, that balance, is trust--baby steps, taking baby steps...but I've fallen on my face Too much, to get confident. That, is I think, one of the most important lessons, to learn,
and its painful, each and every time.
Love,
Jane
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