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Thousands of children are tortured and raped repeatedly in private run juvenile prisons...let's keep this in mind.


STEPFORD WIVES R US EXPOSING THE SLAVERY PENAL HOLOCAUST SYSTEM

Women, need to realize, that the fastest growing population of the Prison SEX RAPE SLAVERY businesses is in fact, WOMEN. That includes, WOMEN JAILED FOR SELF DEFENSE WHICH IN THIS NATION, SISTER, WE DON'T HAVE A RIGHT TOO, we are not MEN nor ANIMAL, women get 50 to Life for Self Defense, against rape, abuse, repeated abuse and torture. Even for not dying while getting beat near to death, a man can kill or torture a child, and the WOMAN-MOTHER will be the one who gets the longer time in prison [if he even gets charged], AND IF the woman gets sentenced with mental health--she can expect to be Lobotomized by force.

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COMMUNIST WOMEN ARMY NEPAL WHAT TRUTH LOOKS LIKE
FIGHTING 'TRAFFICKING' NOT SUPPORTING IT LIKE THE TRAITOR BOURGEOISIE 'FAKE' SOCIALIST AND COMMIE PORN CULTURE THUGS OF THE WEST

LETTERS FROM A CONCUBINE/WHORE PART 2, WHY RAGE IS NOT PRETTY


I suppose I should start off this letter with a Confessional, oooooh, a Confessional from a Whore/Concubine, like, this might be interesting eh...for you religiosity folks out there, now's the time to get out your sanctimonious lynch torches. ;)

A couple of things, first, I cursed at a Christian today...Yikes, I know, like How awful...one would think, Right?

Well, this isn't something that I am in some custom habit of doing, I did I will admit, say what I had to say to her personally, no I will not name names because my intent here is not to defame anyone OR to cause division...

but I couldn't hold back anymore. I have bit my tongue a few Too many times either around Christians or on Christian blogs, when deep inside my inner voice was just a raging and then I would rage at God. But NOT this time...

you see I was reading a blog this morning, after I had started this series, and some person puts in a comment that God ordained a slave wife in Kings and that do women become like the 2 Timothy, meaning rebelling against authority and well, along those lines,

but it was the 'ordained by God' comment that just threw me into a spin of black tornado, I'll get into that here in bit as to Why, because it hasn't been the first time some sanctimonious pious Christian [and usually sadly, women] has just blatantly referred to the whore/sex slave as if she's some fucking NON-HUMAN and that if she rebels then why, that's just fucking horrible because GOD ORDAINED HER LOT IN LIFE...

but what the Issue was, I posted, very CIVIL that I was doing this series, that I would be talking from the voice first person about what it is to be a whore and reconcile God, soveireingty and so forth and she might be interested in reading as I was going to ask some of those questions. Sure enough, I get an email with the 'I'm removing your comments' etc.

OK, well, that's the SECOND TIME, I have made a reference to God, authority, whores and sex slaves and have gotten sweetly with that smug 'we don't deal with you types here' kind of go away...

but oh, you see That's not the only reason, look this isn't about EGO here, oh no...

if That wasn't bad enough, ON THIS SAME BLOG there is the Take Back Heart, EX QF logo and on Their website, they had for a while, a logo, that had a woman then a stripper at the bottom, and it said, "Prairie Muffins and Pole Dancers Sisters in the End",

and everyone just thought, in the religious community/ex religious, that it was the most hilarious thing, well, It was, though I would beg to differ that No, sister, it Ain't the same, but that's another topic another time...

so now TO PORTRAY US, WHORES, CONCUBINES, POLE DANCERS, ETC., IN COMPARING OR POINTING OUT YOUR OPPRESSION THAT'S OK,

BUT WHEN WE, THE ACTUAL 'WHORES', 'CONCUBINES', POLE DANCER'S, ETC., GOT SOMETHING TO SAY,

WHY, OH SHIT, OH HELL NO, CAN'T HAVE THAT, WHY THAT'S OFFENSIVE, WHY THAT'S JUST NOT 'CHRISTIAN', WHY THAT'S JUST NOT APPROPRIATE,

BUT IT'S OK FOR YOU TO USE US, TO 'FUCK US' OK BABY, CAN I JUST SAY IT, BECAUSE HEY WE ARE FUCKED ALL THE TIME ANYWAY, IF IT MAKES YOU

LOOK BETTER, MORE OPPRESSED, OR NOT 'AS' OPPRESSED, OR MAKES YOU LOOK

HOLIER, A HOLIER WOMAN.

Oh yea, Christians have been riding the Backs of Whores for a very Loooong Time, why, didn't you Know,

that God saved a Harlot! Why Two of them, so you know, if HE can save a Harlot, a Woman that is, by golly less than a MAGGOT, WORSE THAN A MURDERER, WHY,

THEN WE AREN'T SO BAD NOW ARE WE? WHY WE ARE NOT SO 'SINFUL', SO 'DIRTY', WHY WE ARE 'ELEVATED JUST A BIT' OVER THEM, BECAUSE HEY, WE MAY BE CALLED 'WHORES' BUT WELL, WE NEVER HAVE COUGH COUGH, BEEN LIKE 'pssst, those WHORES',

oh yea, getting a little to honest for ya?

How the hell do you think it feels to us, who have or are Whores, to hear some of the references and the shit we hear from Grace Believing Christians? Do you think we take some Pride in hearing, that hey, God saved us worse sinners of all maggot Whores,

why, being a murderer is not as bad, hey look, Paul was a murderer but you see, HE got to have A VOICE,

he got to be a Hero,

we Whores, we don't even get to have a VOICE...not among Christians/religiosity that's for sure...but oh boy, feel Free to Reference to us, any time baby, to Push the Gospel, to Preach, to build those ministries on OUR BACKS,

after all, hey, WE USED TO IT, RIGHT?

So you see, when she emailed me with that oh so sweet 'oh please understand why I removed your comments', and I'll give her credit, she at Least had the decency to email me, OK, not like some Other blog woman who took out parts of something I said and demonized me OR when I asked, how did those women in the Roman days reconcile Paul's telling them obey authority with being chaste and pure because FACT, all women slaves in the days of Rome and Greece WERE SEX SLAVES, and they had no choice in the matter...and hey, you know, Sex Slavery ain't nice and sweet, it's not roses and romance and sweet love, OK we can drop the Hollywood glorification bullshit, about what life is for sex slaves. And you know here is this woman, debating over and over and over with MEN who are all about flaunting their right to AUTHORITY OVER WOMEN, BY GOLLY GOD GAVE US ENTITLEMENT TO 'DOMINATE' OUR WIVES, OUR CONCUBINES, OUR WHORES...attitude,

and SHE couldn't even Post my question....and She is all about fighting for Women to Go into the MINISTRY? TO HELP WOMEN?

LOL, ok, well, I guess Rahab, that don't apply to women like you, to Mary, the Sinner, obviously a Whore by the way the Pharisees AND the disciples scoffed, that don't apply to you or me either...and IF we get ministered to, why it's on the back streets, or in prison, because WE SOOOOOOO BAAAAAD, YA KNOW WE WERE BORN AND ONE DAY AT THE AGE OF FOUR, SAID, OOOOOH GOD, YOU KNOW I WANNA BE A 'WHORE' ONE DAY, OOOOH PLALEESE,

or when there can be BOOKS made about US or when there can be the Oh why WE so good, why WE went out and preached to WHORES AND JESUS SAVED THEIR WRETCHED WHORE ASSES,

what they won't tell you, is how the MEN, preachers included, kind of flirted and hey, some even are clients, oooh, Did I say too much,

but you see, psst, it's OK because hey, they're, we're just Whores, Prostitutes, Pole Strippers, etc.

Now, you may be wondering why I added Prostitutes with Whores, well, people think that Whores are Only prostitutes, Wrong...Whores can also be the girl/woman who gives herself or sells herself for kindness, fleeing abuse, who is exploited or one who sells herself to men for money without a pimp OR even teen run away that moves in with an older man because she has no where to go-and he exploits her,

it's the same thing, it might not be the same like with the organized cartel and pimp but it's the same...it's the selling or giving of sex/body for physical needs when one is coerced, or has no options or is Forced into, and doesn't really want to. [yes there Are some who do go into the line of work because they want to but you know, They are a VERY SMALL, AND I DO MEAN, SMALL, MINORITY.]

In the Bible, a Whore was Any woman that dealt treacherously with her 'husband', so,

the definition of Whore can be broad.

My definition of it here, is a woman that has had to use sex for survival, including emotional due to Abuse...so when I say Whore I'm not just referring to the prostitute on the Sunset Boulevard who does tricks and the pimp takes the money...though I am including that because hey, you know something,

it ain't no different, whether a woman is selling for money or for diapers...same thing, so,

yea, a lot Don't like to Hear this because then you see, it kind of puts a whole different light on Marriage too, but that's another topic, another time. I will say, being 'fucked' by a man in marriage who is abusive, feels a lot like being fucked by a stranger or john who is abusive...so this whole Well I'm not Whore like you and well I'm married, so I'm a step better than the Whore, nah, that's bullshit...

it's a Nice delusion though, and it has Kept men in power over women for eons, and women divided and women ensnared and women blaming Themselves for male misogyny, women Excusing men's behavior and Especially, when God is in the picture.

The whole do not join Jesus with prostitute, you see that's Always used in reference to the Oh that Nasty Whore,

they Never think, on that scripture like this: Do not join Jesus to a prostitute/whore and by doing so causing Him to Sin against a OH MY GOSH, HUMAN BEING BY EXPLOITING HER....

oh no, you'll Never hear Christians say it like that [or Muslims or Secular or Any man and other women haters], oh no,

it's always that don't join with the Prostitute, why she's A LEPER, didn't ya know????

Because you know Those girls/women SEX SLAVES, LIKE THE ONE THAT THE POSTER MENTIONED IN 'KINGS' WHY WE KNOW THEY HAD SO MUCH CHOICE IN THE MATTER HUH,

WHY THEY COULD HAVE FOUGHT OFF THOSE ROMAN SOLDIERS AND ESCAPED BEING TAKEN IN SOME OLD MAN'S HOUSE AND RAPED, REPEATEDLY UNTIL SHE WAS BROKEN TO POINT WHERE SHE KNEW, SHE HAD NO SAY SO OR OWNERSHIP OVER HER BODY, PERIOD, OVER HER SELF, HER SOUL, and it Was NOT uncommon for those men, including Christian men in that era, oh yea, to barter her out for their uh, buddies...

so Yea, can't have the Holy and Pious men touching Her now can we? Because it's Always about HER,

NEVER, NEVER, ABOUT

THEM.

And many Christian women [I do want to say, the ones supporting me here are awesome, not All Christian women are insensitive but you Still do run into them, a lot] are Worse than the men and you know, that is more hurtful, and That is what will cause ME,

and I'm sure other women Whores, Ex-Whores, etc., to really Question what God must think too. Not just think, but there's this disconnection, like you know, yea yea mentally God saved the Harlot and cast out demons out of Mary but,

well, you know you're the Special at the bottom of the well case, that of All women, you are the most dirtiest, the most profane, the most Ungodly, where the Other women,

are chaste, Oh so pure.

I can Only imagine the inner HELL the Whores, Sex Slaves [and there was one in early church] felt when hearing, thou must obey your master in Everything, and then, to hear, along with the Chaste Women, flee sexual immorality [AS IF THEY HAD ANY DAMN CHOICE] and be chaste, sober, etc....

I think this is the REAL REASON, PAUL SAID FOR WOMEN TO VEIL, because of the not just Class division but the Sexual division between Women, the Married who did Veil in that era to show their 'chastity' and BTW, they too OWNED these sex slaves knowing FULL WELL THEIR HUSBANDS WERE RAPING THEM WITH SANCTION AND IMPUNITY...and the sex slave/concubine HER hair was shorn...it was illegal for her to go in public veiled, many of them had their faces branded,

forever the Whore, taken captive, a non-Human,

and we Never hear from Her now do we? Hell we don't hear from women-wives in church either but we don't even hear from Whores among the Wives, not unless it's that,

"oh, I used to be a Whore and I was so so a horrible sinner [never mind I was raped and forced into or sold into, etc] and oh God saved me but AREN'T you glad you not like me?"

Yea, they Love that shit,

just don't let no whore come in there and start Really talking, Especially questioning,

ok Poster, why Did God ordained me to be a Whore, let's say if I was trafficked, Why? How in the hell do I reconcile God's love with That, with the gang rape, the being forced to serve 50 men a day...Oh, That's right, we're just to blindly trust and not even Ask those questions,

nor think them,

and Dare not, ever let a Whore, Ex Whore, bring them up--Ever,

why It might shake some things, Oh my God it might make a lot of MEN, feel uncomfortable because if a Whore was to really speak her mind, to Show that she is

more than tits, ass, vulva

that she Bleeds and Breathes and Dreams and Cries and Hurts,

and how All those dreams have been Smashed to smithereens and she is a Cage without a Bird inside....

but hey, you know, be Chaste, be Sober, Always obey that master, no matter what...and remember,

God Loves you.

Yea, so many, just Don't get it...and they Never will, because they simply refuse, to

Listen

to the

Whores.

oH, BTW, NO, I'm NOT going to apologize to her, I didn't call her names or anything just used some strong language and I firmly believe and I usually Do apologize, even on this Blog, numerous times, but there are Thousands upon Thousands of women/children who are Whores in this world, so to silence me, posting a legit topic, in response to a commenter's insensitivity and Only saying I am writing on this issue, to be erased...SHE ERASED AND SILENCES EVERY VOICE OUT THERE THAT IS TRAFFICKED, FORCED INTO PROSTITUTION FOR MILITARY BOYS, IN WAR, IN PEACE [OH YEA], THOSE TEEN RUN AWAYS, THOSE CHILDREN...THOSE WOMEN TRYING TO FEED KIDS ON NEXT TO NOTHING, ETC.,

SO NO, I WON'T APOLOGIZE, NOT THIS TIME. It's why I started this series...because you see Unlike the Bullshit myths out there that we just get saved and oh, well Why we are just fine, WE ARE NOT, I may not be IN that lifestyle anymore but every day, there isn't one day, that doesn't go by, that I don't feel or hear or live being a whore...and I didn't choose that life because hey, I so wanted it...I learned at Young age, that I was a WHORE, I'm talking young like 6 years old. So....

yea God ordained my lot, you betcha, and Don't think I don't have Issues hating Him because I do, Especially reading the Bible or hearing others talk, I fight like hell nearly every day, just to Want to BE ALIVE,


there are times I can't even get out of bed. My kids have suffered, my husband has suffered, and when I read some [what I really want to say, Bitch] say, oh God ordained that woman sex slave and by golly they are wrong if they rebel like referred to as in Timothy and they had just better accept their lot,

you know what, that's like being told, bitch bend over and take it and I don't care HOW much you bleed cuzz That's what YOU are, that's what YOU have been CREATED FOR...

this is the shit I struggle with, more than Any other thing, no matter HOW many scriptures I stand on. You never forget the Feelings, it's like rape [and yes I've been raped once, well almost twice, molested once] and I read on some Christian site, does God condone rape and they ignore us, like hey, what WE say don't matter, it's what the damn Experts with their Lexicons and Theology school say that Matters and I read that kind of stuff and all I want to do is scream Fuck You,

but you know, we're Not to revile and we are to Have Grace and we are to Love and Forgive and Stuff Stuff Stuff Stuff,

why I stuff and stuff just as much rage as I did penises, kind of sad really.

And yea, as for my horrible yes gross UNGODLY language here, normally and I haven't cursed like this in Long while, must be a very poisonous bitter root being pulled up,

but you know, the Life of a Whore, it ain't pretty, OK, it's not like some John or Stranger or abusive boyfriend [who might as Well BE a John] is all kind and sweet and tender and you know oh yea baby I think you're beautiful,

the sex, of Whoredom, let me tell you, is a lot about being Raped, it's about being cursed at, hit, beaten, sodomized, whipped, choked, all for HIS kicks,

you ain't human...you ain't even a DOG,

and God ordains our lot remember, arrrrgh, and then WE are not to have rage or curse or say Anything,

just go off in our little corner, be thankful that Jesus saved our leper asses and when hubby says Submit and those images are there why you just do it honey and God heals you and you know,

psst, just don't talk about it around us, Especially don't ask those Tough Questions, because

we'd rather talk about monkey books and argue with MEN who say oh God put women under men and oh to be Receptive to men Sexually,

oh yea, it's Wonderful, for a Whore/Concubine, to sit and listen to that shit.

So, yea, I'm pouring out here, because This is the ugliness and brutality and lies and betrayals and death....the rotting death,

a Whore feels...

and my life as a Whore, was Nothing like, many women that I know of, personally, and not Anywhere, near the living HELL ON EARTH, THAT THOSE TRAFFICKED ARE SUFFERING TODAY AS WE SPEAK, NOT EVEN...close.

So, Jesus, went into Hell, HE heard Romans curse, He heard the screams of those crucified, He heard the cries of yes, SEX SLAVES,

but Christians, can't abide hearing from a whore, it's too hellish, to ugly, too crass,

yep, guess they better than Jesus too.

Go figure...

Jane

Jane

4 comments:

Mara Reid said...

Your voice is hard to hear for so many. They have no clue how ugly things really are.

But just because it is hard to hear doesn't mean they shouldn't listen.

Your voice is important.

Even though you leave Christianity, you are still part of the body.

And when one part of the body suffers, the entire body suffers.

Those parts of the body that want to ignore the suffering whore part do the entire body harm.

You are right.
Jesus heard the the cries of the sex slaves. And He still does.
And He grieves that the church won't hear what He hears.

I love you.

Keep talking.

I can't work any of this out for you.

I can only stand along side while you work it out, voice it out, rage it out, with God's help.
The God who sees you.
The God who hears you.
The God who loves you and kneels down in the very pit with you as your Forever Friend.

OneSurvivor said...

I hear so much pain in your words...and understandably so. There are many who take the words of the bible out of context...or give inaccurate historical context to try and prove some point they want to make.


I know that G-d is above all that. What His people do, sadly, is often NOT a reflection of His nature and character. And there are many who suffer because of that.


Personally, I wonder if the reason so many have difficulty with anyone who has sexual experiences outside of marriage is because they are insecure in their own marriages. It is like the woman who loses a husband (whether by death or divorce) who is no longer quite as welcome in a married couple's home. Why on earth would that be...unless she was perceived as some sort of threat?


When people are insecure and afraid...they often find something to separate themselves from the ones they are afraid of. Call it "ego" or "pride", but what I see is really simply fear behind it all. So they judge. It is not all that different from the bully who also does what he/she does out of fear and insecurity.


For some...the things many of us have been through are so foreign that they just cannot get a grasp of it. There are many things I do not discuss with others because I know they won't "get" it. Not that I should always do that. I try to share bits at a time...letting people know the truth without necessarily identifying myself with it. I will often say that I know people who...without adding that I, too, am one of them. In doing that, I can sometimes get people to start to see another side of life that they just do not understand without help. If/when I sense that they are beginning to get it...then I might become vulnerable enough to share more about myself. Until then, I won't put myself in that position...BUT I WILL continue to speak up for the ones being vilified or misunderstood.


There are some who are just plain mean...or judging...for whatever reason. There are also many who are simply ignorant...or who do have questions, but are too shy to ask them. I can't count the number of times I have shared something and someone walked up afterward and thanked me for sharing because it answered a question they had, but were too afraid to ask.


Fear, fear...way too much fear. Regardless of the reasons behind the fear...G-d's perfect love casts OUT fear. Those who walk in fear are not walking in His perfect love. If they are not walking in His perfect love...how can they possibly truly love others? Especially when those others come from what is commonly perceived as the "seamier" side of life? *sigh*

Keep expressing your pain. Keep telling the truth. There are those who will listen. And there are even those will start to get it.


I don't have a lot of answers, but I do have love. I don't know you...but I don't have to. When others hurt...I hurt for them. And some of my hurt comes from relating.


It helps me to remember that...just because someone uses the label "christian"...does not make them one. And just because someone says they speak for G-d...does not mean they really do. I have had to learn to walk away from those who will not see to seek out those who really are open...and who just might make a difference! Life is too short for me to waste time on those who refuse to see. I would rather seek out those who want to see and just need some help.


Take good care of yourself.

JaneDoeThreads said...

love you both, Mara, I really believe God is the branch through you, in those bitter waters, One Survivor Mara was the one that God sent to me, long time ago, from another blog I believe, that I was kicked off of, lol, anyway, I was reading OT at that time, Exodus, about the bitter waters in the wilderness and she commented to me, and she has stuck it out with me for over a year,

she, and others like you, believe it or not, while I have like dumped Christianity as far as it's frame-outline but not the Gospel/Bible, ok, not Jesus, just the outward form and I am going to post on that today, a bit in depth, what that means,

but it's women and a few men like you, that Have been the voice of Lightness, to me in so many ways that it would take a BOOK to write it all down here. And as much as yes, at times I get frustrated, furious, angry, unbelieving over the reactions and well, non-reactions from other Christians, whom some yea, I question whether they are truly Knowing Christ or just the outward form...but too I know, they may Not know Him as of yet, because for years I didn't either, why I'm in that deconstruction mode right now, except, it's actually ancient paganism that kept and keeps me from dumping faith altogether, I will get into this on today's post,

but angry as I get at times, I do know, all it takes is one circumstance, to drastically altar their world and reality and they could very well, see through blindness,

just like I did, though taking different paths through the forests. What is frustrating is those who you sort of get a feel won't take those paths, but then, ah, we just don't know do we, hard to say and one thing I have grown to learn,

what Is today, may not be necessarily tomorrow so like, only God knows who is light, who is dark, who is wheat and who is weed. And even the latter years, once can change, Ezekiel. So, ~sigh~,

my rage isn't so much directed, like To or At the one individual, though it can be but it's short-lived, though I do have to walk through that forgiveness and yes there are those that I simply cut away from but I am learning, Sloooowwwwllly like pulling teeth, to pray a blessing, one thing Jesus has been working with me on,

but the rage I think is at the overall mentality that I see as spiritual-cultural and very deeply ingrained and one that is a huge stronghold because to overthrow it would upset so much foundation of privilege across the board, security even, and you mentioned this, about the women married being threatened and that's one thing I am going to discuss at a later date, because the whole thing about Whoredom, is that,

it is connected to how All women are treated, perceive themselves, all of it, and I think, until the Whore is given back her humanity, no woman, really will ever be free....

it's not the other way around, liberate the woman then the whore, no, quite the contrary, because the basis of Patriarchy, was the enslaving and ruling over woman's body, and her as property/booty and the Whore, all women were reduced to whores,

marriage is simply the paper that gives Men the free conscience to OWN a whore and abuse her, without having guilt. It wasn't for the protection of women, that's the one big Lie,

because in war, in B.C., under God's orders, she wasn't protected simply because she was married, the only rights she had, and Only if she had a Son, was through that Son, inheritance of a tad bit...the husband could abuse/dismiss her any time, for Any reason, worse, He could take any other woman/girl at his whim and there was Nothing she could do about it....

that was common through out the entire world, so, it wasn't wife then the devolving into whore but rather, the whore then the wife...that's the one thing,

that so many just don't get. They think, it's the other way around, but when you strip the outside paperwork, legalities, and appearances of male virtue delusion,
that's exactly what it is.

cont

JaneDoeThreads said...

cont


Now, to deconstruct to get to this root, Then to reconcile Why Jesus, did you put women into this state,

that's a very hard question and one that I am walking through now, but I think I am seeing some reasons for this...though How to explain them, I do not know or if I should, at this time,

or if I ever will be able too, but it does get into some heavy areas of darkness/and to see those one needs light,

and I believe, that is really, what Knowing good and evil is all about. The one big question, was Why? Why the tree, Why all the pain, Why the some protected and some Not, particularly Women?

I will be getting into some of these areas, just things I have seen...while confronting some of the other things too.

Just know, I am very fortunate to have all your support here, your love, and like it says in Ruth, about Naomi,

the Love of a daughter in law, the Love of a Woman, is Worth more, than Seven Sons.

There is a mystical 'key' there, a place where God's Spirit resides that men, minus a few, didn't get in the OT [and I doubt today],

These are things that the Spirit reveals, because I really don't have the words or know how, how to relay them.

Love,

Jane