LETTERS FROM A CONCUBINE/WHORE PART3, The Whore/Concubines Vision Works like a Prism into the Hearts of Humanity, through the Darkness and the Mask of 'lies of the angel of darkness', Which Beast Image do we Worship Jesus?

"There will never be true Restoration for women Until the Whore is Restored to Her Humanity in the Hearts of Humanity, All Humanity, male and female,  because the Whore is also All Women, not the other way around, that has been the biggest lie and deception to keep all women enslaved to 'man'.  Marriage is a certificate of clean conscience for the Man to Own his private whore, nothing more...the Delusion has been that marriage is for the protection of Women, yet in the second page of Genesis we see that Marriage did not protect Her, it Sold Her into being his 'commodity whore', his 'body' to take at his whim, thus the beginning of the sale and barter and loot in war, of Women, the beginning of slavery, from the foundation of Woman as Whore.  This is the Ugly Truth, that deconstructs the Lies of MALE VIRTUE UNDER GOD, more than any other argument out there.  It is the One Truth, that God Almighty Himself, sees and Knows, intimately, the creation of the Whore, that result of the knowledge Knowing of Good and Evil, is The mirror image, of who Man is, who He is afraid of, who His conscience is pricked, why He hates her so...because in Her, He sees the God He disobeyed, the God HE betrayed, the God that He longs for, but is separated, because He chose her, His love for Her, over God.  She had the power over Him, Love....and man has hated Love ever since...She on the other hand, created to receive Love to create Love, like Mother Earth, like a field, a temple, what you plant into her is what you will reap back, was The Power yet the Vulnerability that could be lured either way, to the light or to the dark, SHE was the KEY to the Dominion of the Planet, if one could Win her over, they had to whole ballpark...Eve was the key, not Adam, the Instinct of Woman is a Power that the enemy and hater of her soul knows all to well has abilities that God can use, her body like her instinct is the field that is fought over, controlled, hidden, bartered, destroyed.  She can go Either way with this power, and the Powers that Be both know it.  This is one of the secrets that the Religious Magistrates that are of Darkness do all to destroy the Instinct, inner Knowing of Women, IF they can demonize her, strip her through rape, own her and abuse her to the point where she will not listen to her Instinct, they have shut one more key to the space where God Himself may dwell...that is a dangerous thing for the kingdom of darkness.  The silence of woman, of Eve, her sitting still and Hearing God, is dangerous indeed, and the powers of hell will do all to either shut her down, destroy her or Own her/control her, this is Why it says that the inner woman/man is precious, PRECIOUS, in God's SIGHT.  But the ironic thing is, it's in the darkness of hell that She hears the voice of God more than if protected in castles of ivory...because while the Lord God put Woman into a dangerous position, the result of the knowing of good and evil, knowing full well she would be Receiving into her through the rape/abuse of MEN, He also, put Enmity between her and the serpent, Satan.  So in All Women, there is a hatred, of Satan, and in Satan, a hatred of Woman.  Satan may own some women, there Are women who believing they'll be protected will join Satan's side, there are Women who will Hate the Lord God who put them into the predicaments, this is also Satan's work, through the Heart of Woman, this is Her choice, which I believe works through the deceptions of both darkness of darkness and the false light mask [religion] of darkness.  Knowing, good and evil...

the Instinct, goes towards Life, Eve, mother of All living, IF woman learns to listen to that force, for this She must reconcile peace with Mother Earth, another Mother of Living, the Bible calls the Earth SHE.  Cursed is the earth for your sake to Adam the Lord God said, she will produce thorns, etc.  Man must work/sow into the earth for the earth to produce crops, if man neglects the earth or rapes her, which he does, for gold, silver, minerals, OIL, violence, the earth will produce thorns, decay and destruction.  There IS healing, in knowing the power of Life through the Earth, it was God who created her and God whose life force through her, through the elements, produces herb and seeds bearing herbs, trees, etc.  To know the cycle of life is NOT the same as 'worshiping' the earth, though the Woman Haters will lay claim to this, because to Respect the life force of earth one cannot justify demonizing Woman.  Nor can they justify forcing Woman into Whoredom.  When men abuse woman, when men abuse the Whore, he sows the seeds of death, he sows death into not just woman but into the earth because She, is the mother of living...whether she bears children or not, she is still mother of living, to kill, rape, destroy her, is to kill, rape, destroy Life, one cannot lay claim to the Tree of Life, while supporting the Evil that Kills Life.  This is what it means in Revelations when it talks about those who have not defiled themselves with Women, it cannot be those who do not marry because God said, the marriage bed is undefiled, so it must mean something else...Could it mean, those who do not defile, Abuse woman, the Whore?  It must, because in the end of Revelations, it says those who do not enter Kingdom of Heaven, one listed i the Whoremonger, but not Whore.  One who abuses Whores, one who, abuses/rapes/defiles Women.  To abuse a Whore, a Woman, is to abuse Life, the source, that God created, in His image, male And female....now Here's the clincher, who has created all the desire to abuse women?  In Revelations it talks about the Mother of Harlots, the Whore of Babylon.  No girl, that I know of, desires to be a Whore, no woman desires to be abused, raped, degraded, soul assassinated slowly.  So then, what Does that mean, Mother of Harlots?  I believe it means the Mother of Lust in Men's Hearts, the Mother that gives birth to Death, that blasphemes God, meaning blaspheming what is Good, Whole, Pure, Decent, Life giving.  The Mother of Harlots creates the abuse of women and girls/and boys And creates the hatred in hearts that will blaspheme God, that will Turn and Hate Love, because Love, has been twisted, in a Lie, to hurt and destroy them.  This is how I see it...why I do not know but this is how I see it, it's not in a literal 'religious' book-Bible form, if one takes the book, the Bible literally, one would come away seeing God as the hater of women, particularly the Old Testament.  In Proverbs it talks, a warning to men, not to enter into the whores place, that hell resides there.  To take this literal, it would mean that the whore, the woman is some unfeeling evil witch that just lures men to pull them into hell, but that's not all it means, because If one knows the Reality of Whoredom, one knows that especially in That era, women, young girls were Forced into that life against their will, and once a Whore there was No possibility for marriage, and there was no Walmarts then, so, she was stuck, and over time, not long either, her heart would turn and HATE men and GOD...[unless she sees the light and Rahab obviously Did see the light because SHE knew, prior to the spies, that God was coming...SHE KNEW, A WHORE KNEW, SO GOD TALKED TO THE WHORE...HE REVEALED TO THE 'WHORE' so the verses in Proverbs does not mean, obviously that it's the Whore that is hell, oh no, but the Abusing her and the Raping her, that will lead men into Hell [and lead women too because yes women do pay to rape just like men, not As much, no, but it Does happen, women have been madames, have assisted in gang rapes in Yugoslavia, for example and have trafficked women, case in Israel not too long ago, women can be Just as evil as men, in abusing the Whore],  it Isn't the whore or the WOMAN that is the Evil,

it is the ABUSING, RAPING, DEFILING, HATING, DESTROYING WOMAN, THE WHORE, THAT IS THE 'EVIL' AND THE MOTHER OF BABYLON IS THE FORCE, THAT PRODUCES AND PERPETUATES AND DESIGNS THAT DESTRUCTION THAT TURNS INTO, THE BLASPHEMING OF GOD, BECAUSE 'HE' IS THE ONE, THAT GETS BLAMED.  GOD AND WOMAN, THE WHORE, SHARE SOMETHING HERE, THEY BOTH, GET THE BLAME, FOR MAN'S 'EVIL' DEEDS....THEY BOTH RECEIVE THE HATRED OF MANKIND'S HATE OF WOMAN...The Lord God will put hatred, between the Serpent and the Woman, between her seed and his [serpent's] seed...

This is not a Thus saith the Lord here, just what and how I have seen this unfold in my heart-mind, when walking through this dark forest, I still struggle with the literal interpretations of the Bible, which do produce a lot of fear and terror for me as well as hate of God, because of things in my life I had no control over, though later influenced my choices to a very large degree, from a deeply wounded soul.  Returning to the Earth, has been one of the things that has healed me, to see God in a different light...from a Whore's lens, rather than a religious one.  What I believe, though could be similar in ways to Paganism or Wicca, is not the same, I am well aware of those beliefs, I am also aware how the haters of women, the creators of Whores, have taken some of those beliefs, twisted them and either used them OR have demonized All things related to Female, to Life, as evil, to hinder Women, from tapping into the Instincts, that God has given them...this is what I believe.  To know Life, to respect Life, TO NOURISH LIFE is to Know or be on the path to God, not the other way around.  One who respects the Life, that loves Life and the Source of All Life, God, in no way, can justify the abuse of women Nor can they be indifferent to the abuse of women or any human...to do so, is the opposite of Love, If God is Love, as John says, then God, is NOT the hater of Women.  And there are numerous scriptures that reveal, hidden things, about this fact....but Religion, has poisoned both the minds and souls and instincts of Women.  Especially, by using the threat of the lie of Whoredom, the Terror of, through rape, through prostitution, through trafficking, through marital rape/abuse, and by Doing these evils to Women, to turn her against God, Her maker.  The Mother of Harlots, blasphemes and causes the blasphemers of God...where the pit of hell is, the brothel, the house, where the Whore sits, where the Woman, is horribly abused till she is destroyed and she will believe unless Truth is told, that it's God, who is her destroyer, the opposite, of LIFE.


I just wished, I could really confirm this unfolding through the Bible, but there is so much misogynist language in the Bible that I cannot, and it breaks my heart...the Bible, to me produces fear, especially when I question these things, it's only when I get alone with God in nature that I can sift through and feel peace...an inner peace, that the Bible, sadly doesn't always give, at least not in the New Testament....I blame the MEN for this, I really do.  IF I go by the Bible, literally, I get the picture of the ACDC video, Thunderstruck, it takes a lot of careful pricking and reading, taking out a few 'key's here and there, in HOW God talked to Women through Jesus, that is So contrary to Paul's letters/and the other books.  More on this later...


Greetings, from the Letters of a Whore/Concubine

I wanted to post at top there, some of what I've been pondering, though again, like I said, when I read the Bible and get the literal I really do struggle, especially with fear and hating God.  It is for this reason I had to leave Christianity, and begin to Deconstruct, not just the Bible but beliefs about God that have been learned, through Christianity...because they are extremely misogynist and indifferent to the pain that Whores live with, I think that all women live with, if Women are honest.

The Bible, literally, especially in Revelations, makes it appear that women are evil, that women aren't even In the Kingdom of Heaven, and I believe it was Deliberately written that way.  It has caused me to even Question the legitimacy of the Bible...I do know, the deconstructionists, the atheists, have tons of Evidence that proves a very strong case on this issue.  There Are letters, that even the Catholic Church admits to, one from Mary of Magdelene, that were in the Dead Sea Scrolls but they are so deteriorated, so they say, that they can't be read.  I do not know,


what I do know, is that Jesus, rebuked the Pharisees for their Literal interpretation of God's Word in the Old Testament Texts...they KNEW the law like no other, yet they rejected the Corner Stone.  I also look at the Lord God in the OT, who says, HE created evil [in Isaiah], who said He would whet his sword, He would destroy [Ezekiel, Isaiah, Jeremiah, to Abraham about Sodom, etc], so like, I see Jesus, the Lord God as one who can be meek and one who can be fierce, one who can do blessing and one who can send out the destroyer...or give us over to, however that works...


so He is intimate, obviously with evil, that and the Cross, He had to be...it's funny because in Revelations it doesn't say, those who stay Pure or those who do Avoid evil, oh no, it says, those who OVERCOME evil,


to Overcome something one must Know it, one must have intimacy with it, on some level, Paul says to overcome evil with good, rather than to be overcome by it.


But this isn't so easy for the Whore, because, while yes, Jesus said nothing that enters into a Man, can defile him, but what comes out of the heart....Jesus also says, when man woman join they are one flesh, and Paul reinforces this,


so when a woman is receiving a man, she isn't just eating and like Jesus said, it goes through the drought, because she receives into herself, this is Why rape is so traumatic, this is why a broken sexual relationship is so traumatic, this is why Whores hearts become hardened and disconnected, there is a Spiritual damage that occurs, something that happens Inside of her,


so this is one of those questions I do ask Jesus a lot, You say Jesus that nothing will defile me but I, here as Woman, beg to differ, it not only defiles it destroys, maybe the Man can walk away unscathed but I get to live with the Demons that haunt me, the self hate, the shame, the inner abyss, the death, the seeing my inner child die, the dreams die, my soul die...


and this at a young age, so you can't tell me that you can put me in a place that I receive this death then I am not defiled by it?  Of course I am...my Heart IS effected, to say it isn't, is a lie...it might be something a Man might say,


and this is when I'll scream, Jesus be a Woman, Then we'll talk....because you come at it from a Man's lens, one who Enters, not one who Receives and against her will,


but then, God shows me, that His temple, He receives all the time, against His will, this is why Jesus drove OUT the money changers and tables...My House will be a House of Prayer He says,


not a house you can bring in your idols and strange fire and lies and robbery.  Taking from me, lips that speak love but Hearts that are far from me...


so maybe God does know what it feels like to be invaded, to be raped, to be manipulated, to be lied to, to be forced.


God and Whore, Woman, have something in common here.  Love, in Hosea, God says you're like the adulterous woman [the only way man can care is if it's about Him, obviously and God knew this, man's EGO] and she leaves and then do you take her back and no you don't, etc., but then God says,


but I am asking you, Israel, to come back to me....


Love, woos, Love wants, Love desires,


and Love is betrayed, Love is raped, Love is spit upon, Love is abused, Love is hated, Love is mocked, Love is stripped naked, Love is passed around as if cheap, Love is ridiculed, Love is demeaned, Love is beaten, Love is left, forsaken, destroyed,


or is it?


Love protects Love....Love is intimate with evil because Love has felt evil...Love is the one force that evil hates, and that is hated, Love fights evil....it has to, to overcome it.


In this video, which is dark but I tend to like dark videos because they are far more Truthful than the majority of your Disney World optimist Christian songs that have little to no depth, how can they, how can any Love have depth if it's not felt evil, known darkness to even Desire Light?  Paul was blinded, for days, prior...a seed, to develop strong Roots must be planted in DARKNESS, throw a seed on top of soil it Won't grow unless it's a small seed and then it's not fail proof, the Strong plants are always those seeds that must be planted Deep in Darkness, Jesus, the Cross, was planted Deep into the Earth, that Same Mother Earth that shook, the earthquake once Jesus died...


evil, rapers, of Whores, are like vampires, haters of Women, of Life, are vampires, to fight evil, this woman, I believe she was either half wolf/vampire or something to that accord but she has to Know evil, to overcome Evil...and it was Love that drove her,


this song, says something that I wonder....day by day it's the same, there is no love and there is no pain.


With no pain, there is No love, only Deadness...the world, the Underworld, of the Dead.


This is one Whore, that is fighting the vampires, that is hanging onto Love, though desolate, the Hope of Love inside her, this is one Whore that is fighting NOT to hate God, to Believe...and she knows, to do that,


she'll have to fight the darkness, and the demons that haunt her.  The other video, is how I see Jesus a lot, waiting in the house/Heaven alone, like a stone...because Heaven, Love, was a lie...a betrayal...but he waits and believes and hopes...like a stone, God says the whore's forehead, like a stone hard, He's referring to the heart's many loves other Than God, but it can also mean, the many deaths, that cause Love to die...


she knows So many images, So many different faces, promises, that all turned out to be Lies, they are all beasts, to worship/love the beasts, to hope in the beasts, Maybe this one, Maybe...the living the yo yo existence, all that she sees, oh This is Love God loves me then right after Hate comes then God hates me...He is destroying me, the Whore, He picked me out to be a whore and to be destroyed, He is Lord of all after all...to fight those images, those internal beliefs, that are not just fleeting but Deep, to the Core, the I am evil, to really fight that level of darkness, to Know one is evil because yes, I have chose and done evil and hated God, many times...the God whom I believed, made me a Whore...who for Years believed she was a daughter of the Mother of Harlots,


and Religion only confirmed that, time and time again.


Even when I KNEW acting the whore was wrong, years later I still would because that was what I was worth, Any act of Kindness, Any, I would grovel for...something so deep and primitive, from prior abuse, betrayal, lies, including from some Christian men, see a Whore, can be mistreated because she is Predestined for it, don't you see,


that was what God made her for.


To know that, to believe that, is near impossible to free oneself from and Really believe different...and the Shame, the Shame of it, is not so easily erased, worse, is to See how the Lord God in Bible would give women and girls Over to that, and in OT He did, and What did they do?  Nothing, they were just


girls/women.


Who had the unfortunate lot of being born to the wrong parents, fathers, society...or taken in war, even women taken as wives in a dance, young girls, I can guarantee you they never danced again.  No woman does, when she is raped and forced, no woman does...a marriage certificate does not erase her sale into lifetime of being a man's owned whore.


A whore cannot just ignore these questions, they are a PART OF HER, JESUS, THE POWERFUL LORD GOD, IS NOT A 'FRIEND TO HER', only sometimes, does she see Glimpses,


only sometimes...it's not like we are Mary in His physical presence and We didn't hear what HE really had to say and what WE get, is a Bible that is disputable, written by MEN who HATED WOMEN...who thought All women were evil, were Whores,


so to Know, is to fight through the darkness, Which Image do I worship Jesus, why you mention one in Revelations, I have known hundred, which one?  Even the religious ones, which One Jesus,


what is the Image, what is the Beast, I have known many....how does one know, because many come even claiming to know YOU JESUS, to SPEAK FOR YOU.


turns into Which Voice, which is God and which is Vampire...and a Heart, of Stone, waits, for a House, that may not welcome Her....













More on this later...