DECONSTRUCTING THE LIES OF CHRISTIANITY--CHURCHIANITY AND MENSIANITY AND FINDING THE TRUE WAY, LIFE AND TRUTH

PAINTING, "SORROW" BY VINCENT VAN GOGH--

I will no longer use my energy to Defend Christianity nor even the Christian 'version' of Jesus Christ...I do still believe in Jesus, I also believe in God, though I believe God is not some one being 'male' entity that is what MEN have created God to be.  I believe there is a good chance God might be more FEmale than male.  And the Lord God male...El meaning generic term for God, in ancient Hebrew they Did believe in a pantheon of gods/God, El, anyway--I see God as much bigger than what has been described and I do believe that God is or maybe strong possibility of being some kind of Energy force--that yes is around us and in us--we know by the Word of God [what they term Bible] that He says, in Job that if He were to judge the earth the spirit/breathe would be removed from All flesh--and all would die.  Something to that accord,

so, with the Science that we have today, we know about atoms, worm holes, black holes, pulsar stars, etc., we Know that there is yes some evolution, we just know so to take God in the traditional literal Male benefit meaning is ludicrous if not just completely STUPID.

So---that aside,

if this applies to God then it also has to apply to Jesus.  So, what is truth?  If the Son sets you free you will be Free indeed--well, we can look and see, there are few Free Christians, particularly Women.  They are next to Muslim women some of the most oppressed and in bondage that we know of in the world--next to their secular sisters. 





So--something is off there, the Fruits don't add up, all I'm saying, and I no longer will claim they do or that its' for This reason or That reason--it hasn't worked for me, where's this huge transformation????  It simply hasn't happened, the more I tried to Obey the Bible--the worse I became--oppressed, miserable, guilt ridden, IN HORRIBLE FEAR and hating God more and more--

I got to the point where it was like, OK do I continue to prop up this idol of some image of God/Jesus in my mind, imagination and keep telling myself that This is faith?

It isn't, it's a flat out LIE....even if there IS truth, some in that ole head of mine--how do I know what is Truth and what is the Defense mechanism to protect what I have been told/read and so want to Believe even though Everything and I do mean Everything in life is the exact opposite--including from Christians, what then?  Do I just go on and shelve away the doubts, questions, reservations and IF I do why is that?  It was always

FEAR OF HELL,

you know Fuck that noise, I'm sick of it.

It's bondage, it's a damn lie, and I won't do it anymore--

so, I am deconstructing EVERYTHING including the ideologies of Secular thinking/mores and all that that is Heaped upon WOMEN

and learning to do the UNTHINKABLE,

LISTEN TO MY OWN VOICE, AND LOVING AND CARING FOR MYSELF.

oh my Gosh you know, like the HORRIBLE SIN OF ALL SINS--DUMPING THE 'EXTERNAL LOCUS OF CONTROLS' THAT LEAVE ME WIDE OPEN TO THE DEMONIC ANYWAY--AND GOING FOR AN INTERNAL LOCUS--

wow, and especially being that I am WOMAN, how DARE I, right?

YEA, YOU KNOW years of testing this spirit and that spirit and this verse and that verse I mean GOOD GRIEF, COME ON,

EITHER HE IS REAL OR HE ISN'T, EITHER THE SPIRIT IS THERE OR ISN'T...

and Where's the Love in all this?

THERE ISN'T ANY--AND THAT WAS THE BOMB OF TRUTH THAT WOKE ME UP OUT OF THE BRAINWASHED STUPOR AND SNAKE OIL CHARMING EFFECTS OF EMOTIONALISM--

and got me to really be Critical in my thinking--

THANK GOD, FINALLY.

For the first time, I am feeling FREE, seriously for the first time, because IF God is really about Love and Grace,



then God shouldn't be threatened by MY questions, God shouldn't be threatened with all the Power He/She supposedly has, by my refusal to be a mind dead drone.

So I am GOING TO USE 'REASON', AND I AM GOING TO THINK FOR MYSELF

so....in a reply to one on this subject, here is my coming to terms with the fact that No Virginia, the Bible isn't without human error.

“…He has sent me to proclaim freedom for the prisoners

and recovery of sight for the blind,

to release the oppressed,…”

Exactly,

now using reason and common sense rather than emotional ‘snake oil’ feel good,

let’s take a real good look AT that, what Jesus said,

do WE see this in the church since 300 A.D.?

Hell no,

TRUTH–WHAT WE DO AND HAVE SEEN, LET’S COMPARE SHALL WE, FROM THE BASIS IN WORD OF GOD TO ACTIONS OF MEN/WOMEN IN SO CALLED ‘CHRISTIANITY’

good news to the poor–Jesus said,

FRUIT, THE CHURCH SET UP FEUDALISM AND IMPRISONED AND CREATED THE POOR, FROM THERE CAPITALISM–FEEDS OFF THE POOR AND CREATES POVERTY–ESP THOSE OF NON-WHITE RACE

used and twisted scriptures [and wrote themselves Claiming they were inspired by God--already proof that they also twisted the old Jewish books, why Jews reject the canon] to instill FEAR,

fear that one, demanded obedience to authorities and therefore kept slavery/SEX SLAVERY ESP intact–and other verses cleverly used to prop up the monarchy-papacy and penance payments–Gold mining/on slaves, on blood, on Genocide–conquest, rapes [mass] ethnic cleansing and colonization–slavery, all of the ROMAN EMPIRE AND PRIOR TO EGYPTIAN AND BABYLONIAN EMPIRES

so, good news to the Poor–not in Christianity–hardly, though taking ownership through mind controls and clever use of snake oil to keep masses duped and under control, they were more than excelled in this art.

Islam Learned from Catholicism/Christianity, the pirate had little to add, just a few things here and there and Islam was created–the extension child birthed from the so called Good news to the Poor…

so GOOD NEWS TO THE POOR–CHURCH HAS ‘FAILED’ AS SO HAS THE PAULINE GOSPELS [though there was much regarding the Poor but obviously those scriptures were put aside for the more important Male inspired ones, such as women submit--or do not defraud sexually, yea Those scriptures...

lets go to the second one,

He has sent me to proclaim freedom for the prisoners

Freedom for prisoners compared to: church--even early America, SLAVERY, NOT ONLY THE RE-INSTITUTION OF SLAVERY BUT PRIOR TO, CATHOLIC/ORTHODOX CHURCHES WENT TO OTHER LANDS AND FORCED SLAVERY...fact.

Along with the Arabs [Islam], whom Washington, good ole Mason boy, had no issue trading slaves with the Muslim Arabs–the Orthodox no better–they slaughtered entire pagan nations in Russia when they too over there–same ole same ole–and they set up the gold loving Tsars

so, uh, setting prisoners free–or instead, setting up Missions, enslaving natives, raping their women, setting up reservations, ghettos, etc etc etc…uh,

FAIL…on that one too.

ok Next:

and recovery of sight for the blind,

oh Big FAIL, first of all, church fathers didn’t even Allow any to read their ‘special understanding from God or Of God’ and by the time they did–who knows HOW much was taken out, or kept in–canon, non canon and all the other male power trip b.s.,

then when they Did finally get scriptures only MEN could read–women, oh no–not you, and only White men and it goes on from there…and now we have How many Bibles and denominations all with Men’s twist, yea,

we have more Blindness today with blind leading blind and no one can Agree on squat–literally, SAD, so much for not being blind,

FAIL.

ok NEXT:

to release the oppressed,

uh yes, let’s see, the church fathers and their Torture dungeons, the Kings and Queens who loved to rely on Hell teachings and who used Hell as the justification for the most gross inquisitions and torture/rape used on Innocents, to create a mass labyrinth of Terror–to set themselves up as ‘gods’ oh yea…so much for releasing the Oppressed,

and the Christian nations today, Still do this crap–the School of America’s in South America where Christian nations with Nazi’s torture even children, with Bibles in the rooms–FACT, yep, a lot of releasing the oppressed there…

not. FAIL

Next: to proclaim the year of the Lord’s favor.

which Lord and which Year? Which denominations? Which MEN?

so you see, IF we see the FRUITS the church and the Bible FAIL miserably,

the ones it seems who actually DID do all those things Jesus said, were the heretics, the witches/women, the pagans, the Indians, the poor, the eccentric, the free thinkers and the revolutionaries.

So,

kind of makes one wonder don’t ya think?

There is good in the Bible, but like Jesus himself said, you search the scriptures Thinking in them you’ll have salvation but you won’t come to me,

yep–a warning, I would think…there are keys in the scriptures but you have to do so much weeding through the warped text that by the time you Get it, you’re too old to actually

DO ANYTHING THAT JESUS COMMANDED,

better to go with your heart, follow love, look for the fruit of love acts in others, and stick with them,

the doctrines FAIL. 

Jane