Men had Bruised and Abused Her, She Swore Love Off Forever, Until...

here's my Story...[see also Letters from a Concubine/Whore Series], after years of abuse and lies and sexual abuse/exploitation, after years of swearing off Love forever...



but it wasn't a MAN that I fell in love with, that Saved me, no, not just Any Man, but One Man, one Son of Man, who regardless, married or single, poor or rich, independent or broken, cast down, there was ONE Man, ONE SON OF MAN, WHO...

said to Me, [really listen to the words, LOL, if it helps, don't watch the video, the video kind of distracts, but if you just listen to the words, then you'll get it--the video doesn't bother me, but it might some so--it's not the video/George Michael/and the message it sends--but the message of the song, one of my favorites and one that yes, Jesus has kept every promise and why I chose it for this music post today]



who Is this Son of Man?  Who was this man who would be my Father, Lover, Teacher, for all time?  Who would not Lie to me nor Abuse me nor Enslave me, Suffocate me nor Strip me of my Soul?

And just like in the video, HE waited, and waited, for me to come to my senses, to realize that no Human love, no Human Man could Ever, love me the way HE does...nor understand me the way HE does nor want what is best for me as much as HE does--though there are marriages of bliss, our husbands do NOT make us, they do NOT complete us, they do NOT create us...we are Born alone and we Die alone...


marriages are gifts and symbolic of God's love to us, the body of Christ, as individuals and as a body--the body, a Woman.  Symbolically--this is not that hard to comprehend if you look at the  Relationship between the Sky and the Elements of and Mother Earth--and how all things, the Nucleus of them all, the Alpha and Omega, work.  My marriage should be an Expression of my relationship with Jesus, NOT the center of my entire existence nor my salvation, JESUS IS MY SALVATION AND ONLY HIM.

yet Jesus is More than just our Salvation...HE is also our husband, father, lover [HE opens the womb, HE knits the life, the seed has Both male-female chromosomes, HE is also SHE...for those who are Stuck on this whole God is male-man bunk, pick up a Biology book and LOOK at the diversity of both MALE AND FEMALE IN PLANT, ANIMAL, MICRO-ORGANISMS, CELLS, ALL OF IT, L.I.F.E.]...if GOD is LOVE then LOVE is all LOVE, what we Need, Desire, are Created For--that all gives L.I.F.E., TREE OF LIFE,

yes it sounds mystic because it IS...

mystical, mysterious, BEAUTIFUL...GLORIOUS, and ALIVE...

it's not fantasy, it's not some crutch, it is REAL, every Breath we take is Alive--Elements, all of it, we SEE it when we OPEN OUR HEARTS TO LOVE...


and when we Do, you can hear, Jesus whisper in your ear...



I am here to say...while independence is great, while strength is good, while human love is comforting, even joyful [at times], all in all,

it does NOT fill the void in our hearts, only One can....and HE is Faithful.

and one day, HE is coming Home, oh yea, ARE we TOUGH ENOUGH FOR HIS LOVE? BECAUSE HE IS COMING HOME TO GET US...OH YEA, OVER THE MOUNTAINS HE IS...



so If you are down, IF you are stumbling along the way, Remember Sister...HE is STILL LOVING YOU,



HANG IN THERE SISTERS...WE ARE LOVED.

In solidarity,

Jane

P.S. Yea I use secular music--He talks to me a lot through secular music as well as all other forms of music--for those of you who may be lurking and think that this Love Affair I have with Jesus is a bit 'out there' or 'crazy' or some
'crutch',

let me suggest to you, confess now, Let there be Corn, Wine, Flowers that go into your Perfume, Salt that goes into your bath salts, Air that you breathe, Water that you drink, bathe/soak in and your body is 70% of, the Moon that shines on your and lights your way in the dark reminding you that Every month, all seasons of Life, when it's dark, HE always is there, to Light your way...

and On and On and On, it would take a BOOK to fill the pages of All He/She does to show us their ETERNAL LOVE FOR US,

so...

open your eyes, and LOOK.

Love,

Jane