THAT'S IT, I'M WALKING AWAY AND NOT LOOKING BACK

That's right, Walking Away....

I wrote a post today, so filled with rage at the cold blooded snake apathy of one who well, is typical of So many of the Christianese belief that well, I had to go Repent--and when talking to God about this, I made a decision,

I'm Done wasting my breath.  That's it, it simply isn't worth it and it's a total waste of time and why do I even bother?  So now I won't,

I'm done...I've never been so Done in all my life but that's it...

take it Jesus--I quit.  I tried to 'hang on' to the body but I don't see no 'body', I see a lot of well, don't know what in the hell you could call it--but I'd think I'd rather hang with the animists and pagans so That's what I'm gonna do,


the indigenous peoples Live the Life, community, love, fairness, courtesy, sharing, among each other and between the genders...lately I've been watching Survivor Man, I find it Amazing, that in every ancient tribe that is Still faithful to the old ways, how they are not 


1.  not violent [esp to their women]
2.  not hung up on Hierarchies
3.  they don't oppress each other
4.  they live in harmony & respect to Nature, both respecting male AND female qualities of Spirit
5.  they are not materialist
6.  they give honor to their ancestors


it wasn't UNTIL CHRISTIANITY OF ROME/WHITE MAN came and then Destroyed or attempted to destroy by Enslaving, Raping [mass rape btw, esp in South America and Mexico and Africa though the Muslims [Arab] can take their full share of this Crime as well--in fact they are Still enslaving, e.g. Sudan] and also with Flat out Genocide,


that many of these tribes cease to exist or became near extinct.  They are accused of all sorts of horrid things,


funny how they Don't do the things they are Accused of, yet Religion, under male hierarchies HAVE DONE ALL THE THINGS THEY ACCUSE THEN SOME,


that's it, by their Fruits ye shall know them,


how much do we need to See?  Before we can wake up and see what is Real Love and what is


total bullshit lip speak?


There is NO LOVE and NO BODY, there is a lot of TALK,


though there are a FEW individuals, as a Group, 


they suck.


And I am done with Stumbling and causing others to Stumble so,


I'm quitting...


walking away, there IS a better way, and I'm following it.  From now on, this is what I'll be writing about here, no more, will I defend or explain or apologize or try to understand,


Christianity.







These people are considered 'heathens' and 'lost' by numerous who claim Christ,


I think it's the Other way around....WE in the WEST are lost and heathen,


all I know is, I can't change toxic...to try is to become myself toxic...and well, toxic is old, way old and I don't want any part of it anymore.  As for the last two posts I will repost them, the latter I want to edit, leave out the confronting the snake apathy of Christiandumb and write on the Realities of Poverty, Inner City warfare including in the schools and how that reality is not one that the THOUSANDS living with daily, escaping more than spiritual abuse, but rape, violence and BULLETS, is not something they can just 'walk away from' or 'choose another book or church or what have you' and THIS TRUTH WILL NOT BE


DENIED, TRIVIALIZED, DIMINISHED OR IGNORED HERE...


so I will be going back to writing about CLASS ISSUES--POVERTY--and RACISM, ALIVE AND WELL IN AMERIKKKA,


ok then, well,


guess that's it.  Later


Jane