THE DRAGON, BEL, OCCULT AND PATRIARCHY IN DE 'CHURCH' WOMAN, YOU'VE BEEN ENCHANTED

Queen Mary's Doll House--dolls, also dolls as in 'idols', I Dolls, =

OCCULT

 

READ CHRISTIAN and FUN FEMINIST BARBIE--TIME TO WAKE UP  barbie-barb--barb as in BARBED WIRE, prison

http://pseudoccultmedia.blogspot.com/2008/10/tripping-while-stripping-in-dollhouse.html

controlling-mind COLONIZING HUMAN WOMEN, from early childhood--not just with Dolls, but dolls in houses= prisons, houses filled with PRODUCTS--BLOOD PRODUCTS,

products made with elements-minerals from RAPES, MASS SLAVERY, BUTCHERING

blood goods--we are ENCHANTED from young age in GENDER ROLES taught by RELIGIONS

to partake in OCCULT--whether we know it or not--

been away for a while, going back through the RA and my family ancestry…religion-ancients, including a bit about Egypt
here’s some links to the Chain, Sorcery [mind control] chain, that well–here ya go
why women’s or better, HOW women’s minds are COLONIZED
and in the ‘spider web of sorcery’ she is always caught in the spiritual ‘net’ of subjugation, a term btw, used in ancient Rome–which means, to ‘subjugate or force prisoners/slaves under the sword-or roof, etc., which that is the sorcery of DEMONS…this is where the religious word in Greek-Roman Christianese-Islam [Islam means submission] comes from, the Romans would [ancient Greeks and all ancient misogynist-raping societies under gods of war-goddesses of temple prostitutes for the gods-elites, think CHESS], force slaves to crouch down and walk while beaten, carrying loads, etc., to humiliate them and to force their minds into demonic oppression–break their souls in other words
words are also powers they use–language, etc., subjugation RITUALS are a form of rape, rape to shame, and strip of self soul and will, to make into a PRISONER, in the mind–to do this you demonize them into believing they deserve this, etc., by focusing on their ‘sins’ [which we all do]
how these ‘crafts’ are done on Women, are done in many subtle ways we don’t notice, like the ‘idols meaning ‘dolls’ that we are molded into, the image of,
be they clay, marble [the split woman--no mother in those so called goddess cultures, they were whore images--whore-warrior but always focus on SEX--fertility was ONLY TO PRODUCE THE IMAGES OF BRONZE-WAR FOR BLOOD,]
gold, etc., photography–mirror images MIRROR
take mirror–into PLASTIC, you have Barbie, the perfect Aryan
now most feminists know this part–but there is more
the DOLL IN THE ‘DOLL HOUSE’
which is her subjugated PRISON, net, walls
what we are taught and learn through play [and SIMS TODAY is huge sorcery] as children, is a form of mind control
take that and add that to the MARKETING, MAR-KETING–MAR, GOD OF WAR, ARIES, MARS [one of many examples]
She, idol, doll, is the doll in the house full of PRODUCTS, that she buys, consumes, products made by SLAVES, FORCED BY BRONZE MEN OF WAR [GODS OF WAR], rape, pillaging, etc., therefore when she doll consumes
she has BLOOD ON HER HANDS TOO
then you throw in the house of RA in there, there ya go
it’s all a big mind trap–we are manipulated at birth–the choices our ancestors make, by making ‘deals’ is passed down
GUESS WHO THE SACRIFICIAL VICTIMS ARE–TO PAY FOR THE CRIMES-DEALS WITH THE DEVILS ARE?
WOMEN
and children
this is all one big game–and we are the bait [to bait men] as well as the baited,
question now is, WHO IS THE HOUSE/DEALER?
gambling–confessionals/religion–government and media [holly-wood, on the hill--city of angels, figure it out]
GOES ALL THE WAY BACK
dolls, image dolls, in houses [stage sets], porn [sets], and loaded with BLOOD GOODS
come buy, the spider said to the fly
more on this to come
we are SNARED, and you are right Grace, they use our innocence against us.
Jane

ONE WOMAN PERSON FOR ONE WOMAN PERSON PER DAY--HELP FOR THE 'MARGINALIZED' POOR [MOST OF WHOM WILL BE WOMEN] RECENT TORNADO OUTBREAK

GETTING 'AID' TO THE SAD TO SAY, FORGOTTEN ABOUT 'POOR, MARGINALIZED' OF SOCIETY IN CRISIS

I had been scrolling through the 'aid and relief' sites online to see what one can do to help the survivors of the TORNADO outbreaks in several states, and I couldn't help but think, when I looked through the sites, how many of the marginalized, poor, which are WOMEN, ELDERLY, COMMUNITIES THAT ARE NON-WHITE, etc., actually GET HELP.....and I had to fight down the cynicism, and pray, asking, WHERE does this resistance come from?

I thought of all the prostituted women [sex slaves] who are forgotten by society, I thought of all the homeless who are neglected by society, EXCEPT when their misery can be utilized for PUBLIC RELATIONS promos...and so forth, and I couldn't help but wonder--knowing what I know PERSONALLY having LIVED IT, the blatant 'ignoring' of the marginalized in society and indifference to, just Because one is poor--what difference is there when there is a catastrophe caused by nature's storms?  By the looks of sites, there is this outpouring of help--but I can't help the surge of anger I feel, and so, I decided to probe into this anger a bit more, to see if there was a rational basis for it or if it was just my own prejudices...

this Must have been God's leading, because Sure enough--I was correct.  So, here it is

the Reality, of Relief Aid going into areas, and these are some of the top Aid Relief agencies--and how the POOR AND MARGINALIZED--ARE NOT ABLE TO ACCESS OR ARE EVEN CONSIDERED, IN RELIEF EFFORTS,

there is host of reasons for this, one thing this excerpt in which I am about to post [including link to entire thing because the whole thing should be read] speaks about how many of the media depictions, of disasters, are areas [the photos you see] that are affluent, meaning, white--upper to middle class.  Those outside of these areas, are sadly, either forgotten, discarded even--and This is what we as a society need to address--because it's in these marginalized communities, that are heavily populated by single mothers, disabled, poor women in general.  Not just women--but a large percentage are--

excerpt;  

EMERGENCY RESPONSE

The post-impact, emergency response stage of a disaster is characterized as the immediate aftermath of a disaster, typically including the first hours or days, perhaps up to one week, depending on the event. The emergency response stage of a disaster provides a unique opportunity to observe social patterns, roles, processes,and behaviors. Socioeconomic factors appear to be significant in some ways during the immediate post-impact stage.In a study of disaster relief officials from a variety of organizations in the United States, one of the major conclusions was that the poor are one of the groups most likely to “fall through the cracks” during emergency relief operations (Colorado State University, 1985). Rubin and Popkin (1990) studied response problems to Hurricane Hugo. They discovered that many of the victims had special needs because of extreme poverty, high illiteracy rates, physical isolation in rural communities, fear and distrust of government officials, and lack of electronic media for weeks following the storm. These issues resulted in members of service agencies reporting that providing assistance to the rural poor following the hurricane was unusually difficult and time consuming. Indeed, Miller and Simile (1992), in their investigation of the effect of Hurricane Hugo on poor residents of South Carolina,found that being poor was a significant factor in the response phase. Due to the total lack of pre-storm interface with the rural poor, emergency programs were not reaching these people. Many of the poor in the area studied were “invisible” until the hurricane hit, living in unmarked homes, on unmapped roads, or hidden behind large estates. One rescue worker reported that he had never heard of the dirt road   

POVERTY AND DISASTERS

97where people lived and were in need of assistance. Emergency response workers commented that until the storm, they had no idea of the extent of the poverty in their own neighborhoods. One remarked that “...there was poverty here all of the time, but after the storm I saw what I’ve been living around for 34 years” (p. 11).

4

Subervi-Velez

et al.

(1992) reported that following the Loma Prieta earthquake,community-based organizations invited the Red Cross to work with them to do outreach in low-income and non-English speaking communities, but the Red Cross declined.

READ REST BELOW

LINK TO FULL SOCIOLOGICAL STUDY  http://www.scribd.com/doc/54547800/Poverty-and-Disasters-in-the-United-States-A-Review-of-Recent-Sociological-Findings

So THEN, I decided to begin to research small relief orgs. that actually Do get into the marginalized areas--and I have found one--it is a church, but the man goes personally into these areas--I will post more as I find them--this one sounded good however,

they are not a huge relief organization but IF you are interested in helping those who won't have access to aid--this may be a good choice, the links are below...MORE TO COME ON THIS ISSUE.

http://www.epicenter.org/article/update-st-lukes-austin-seeks-funds-for-tornado-victims/ 

http://www.stlukesonthelake.org/article289662c4522651.htm 

Jane

MAY 21--RAPTURE? HOW ABOUT, ONE WOMAN- PERSON FOR ONE WOMAN - PERSON PER DAY? MY NEW LIFE MOTTO-SERIES INTRO

Atacama, Chile The most Barren Desert in the World

When I started this blog, it was Supposed to be about fair trade, coops-unions for women, eco-ethics, etc., and along the way, well that kind of changed.  Well,

sort of,

Spiritually I changed [actually a Beginning of change] a couple of years ago...when I began to question My role and self in relation to the world, that was for starters...that and facing the truth and horrors about the depth of patriarchal misogyny and it's effects, not just on my life, but on my core self and soul.  And through this journey, if one wants to call it that, I've taken many self-reflective and questioning paths, confronting numerous life events and behaviors of others as well as my own--so I've tended to switch back and forth between the religious, feminism, my own life/dealing with RA, and the political.  Then there is the post-trauma of living in poverty and homelessness--that life, one doesn't leave behind I am finding...it becomes YOU, not just a part of you.  Hard to explain and I don't really want to get into it at this time--but that Change you see,

numerous changes, left me in fragments, or rather, with a Prism Lens, that makes it very difficult for me to settle for one view or one group think.  That's it--I don't do the whole group think, in fact not at all.  It's bad enough that I have had to find lost remnants of my very self--a self that was damaged and erased from the Beginning [from birth], and that having been done Deliberately by sick and dysfunctional people--supported by none other than RELIGION AND OCCULT AND POWER HOUSES.

Anyhow, without going into long boo hoo diatribe about my life [because well--hey, it begin to BORE me too], to sum it up--one begins to ponder on a lot--especially when looking or questioning, Who really is God?  I got to the point where I simply couldn't handle Christianese of Any sort--that includes the egals and liberal kind...it's not that I have any complaint against them, it's just that, I'm simply not in that frame of mind and in agreement with them--it's NOT my world,

and you know, maybe it wasn't ever supposed to be.  And I'm OK with that...and I'm getting to the place where I am at peace with the fact that we don't operate in a box...God's planet is Extremely diverse--botany is not a one theme pattern nor is Ecology.  However everything IS CONNECTED--INTERDEPENDENT, yet each with it's own function, gift, and life receiving and life giving relationships.  And I'm at peace now with my choice in indigenous beliefs or Native Indian--though I am finding my own path--however God leads me, this isn't easy because it requires stepping out on Faith--and by that I mean, Faith that isn't being programmed by doctrine of the indoctrinators.  Some call it mysticism, not sure if I would call it that, because it doesn't seem to fit into this mystic or gnostic puzzle, that might have something to do with the feminist lens that I do see through and various other influences, don't care to analyze it anymore.  At least not in the usual OCD way that I do...

anyway--so this whole rapture business comes up, and at first I didn't know what it was because I stopped watching the news a while back--stopped depending on internet news and well, sort of just jumped off the world grid so to speak, to Some degree, I did of course keep in connection to issues effecting women, but everything else I just lost interest.  I have learned a couple of things over this past year, being in the Wilderness so to speak,

one of them is, I can't do a damn thing about the world--in like, changing how the world operates as a whole, because I am N.O.T. 'GOD'.  And while it sucks because as a Woman--who is aware of the increasing holocaust against women, I know...I can only do so much, I do not have the powers of some super hero that can change the minds of millions who Choose to walk in hate and misogyny--and Come to think of it, this is what kind of turned me off to those who Still are adamant about hanging onto a cultist church, even though child abuse and woman hate is rampant, with this idea that if they Just hang in there--one day, a miracle will happen and Poof--hard hearts will change.  What they don't get--is that it's not just about Women--the church has been CORRUPT

SINCE THE DAY OF IT'S ROMAN INCEPTION--300 YEARS AFTER THE DEATH OF CHRIST.

But even more so--was and is the FACT--that the American Church--as a CULTURE, was founded on none other than

BLATANT ROBBERY, THEFT, LYING, AND GENOCIDE.

And they've been COLONIZING THE POOR EVER SINCE--so this SHOCK that hey, all of a sudden WHITE women are feeling the WRATH of the WHITE MALE CHRISTIAN OPPRESSOR,

is just I don't know--it SHOULDN'T BE, SURPRISING...none in the least.  Now I am aware that we are Conditioned to believe a certain way--sure I get that, I'm just as guilty [if not more so] of being deceived as many are today, I get that.  We live in a very deceptive profit driven/power driven culture.  Always have--but there IS enough INFORMATION out there, that WE as A GOVERNMENT don't really have any EXCUSE...so to blatantly deny and choose NOT TO SEE because hey if we did, then we have to Look in the mirror and see how WE--INDIVIDUALS--HAVE CONTRIBUTED OR BENEFITED even if in small way, from the colonizing, corruption, racketeering and blood letting/being in bed with other government terrors and then you see, then there is the QUESTION

DO WE CONTINUE TO SUPPORT-----------OR DO WE CHANGE?

I believe Marx termed it as 'becoming Conscious'.  And so by consciousness--what I have been seeing, is how that my little actions, good and bad, have impact on other's all the other side of the world.  Because this is how ECOLOGY WORKS, this is how LIFE ENERGY WORKS.  


So, anyway...so I am doing something and on our t.v., the small one my daughter sometimes watches [though I do watch the Office, admit I am an addict of that one show], and on the news they are talking about this May 21 thing--which you know, with my RA background triggers in huge way--Blackjack, number 21, talk about running numbers and Bookie work, oh yea--triggered big time, and FEAR,


oh my gosh, fear.  And then that FEAR [because it reminds me of the RA] triggers this rage that is just Boom--eating away, so the OCD hamster wheel gets a rolling and back and forth, love God hate God, it's just a nightmare and when I get into that frame of mind I begin to deconstruct and question and not always in a nice way either....which that later leaves me with Guilt.  And so I find myself having to disconnect even more from all of it [blogs, t.v., electricity, modern things and get quiet, in meditation and prayer] and then of course, THEN all the 'bad things' I've done, begin to grow up, in visions, before me, and I've done some really awful things,


I've lied, a lot, I've stolen [that includes not paying debts], and yea even though I was dirt poor, true, that doesn't justify my evil actions, you know--because it's the SAME DANG FORCE people--


one lie, breaks trust, that brokenness causes another to lie, breaks more trust, and more brokenness and then before you know it, the Connection and life force between us is all shattered like hell and that is what Iniquity is, it's  Cancer, it attacks healthy cells and invades and then one day, it has taken over the entire body.  And then, that body


dies.


So--I've been going through these deconstructs-reconstructs daily with God this past year [and past prior years to that] and seeing more, not just about the world but about myself, how the abuse destroyed me but NOT JUST THAT--how that abuse in destroying me, took me captive and I then was a tool, but also not just a tool, but by nature, began to destroy others.  All it takes is a chipping away, with the power of Words.  But not just that,


for years I screamed about the injustices of politics, power, men...but God would show me things you see, like,


how much Food I have wasted.  Now that might not seem like a big crime--but you know, when you see the life force in ECOLOGY and see how many in our world do STARVE on a daily basis--then YES, it goes beyond just being ungrateful--it is part of that evil life taking vampire force, because it's a force that works and gets it's power out of


BROKENNESS.


So I find myself becoming conscious of these tiny things...things that built up.  And then, the meaning of Love began to pester me more and more--what Did Jesus mean by so much of what He said [or that other's said He said through the passing of folklore.]  Many claim that folklore has no truth or merit, no scientific backing,


I beg to differ, folklore is the learned by experience Wisdom from the elders, the sages, the prophets.  To me, it IS  a science.  Because those before us--LIVED.  They breathed the air, felt the pain, saw good and saw evil, some more than others and they told us, through words, some words were hidden on purpose by power mongers but it always seeps out, like herbs [what modern man calls weeds] through the cement cracks on a sidewalk--eventually truth seeps out.


You can't kill it, and interestingly, it was WOMEN, who passed down much of the folklore, just so you know.  The clay vessels that carry the water, the water taken from the wells--water that has carried generation after generation through trial and tribulations.  KILL WOMAN AND YOU KILL WATER--it's that simple folks.  And it's SCIENCE, it's ECONOMICS, it's LIFE.


NO WATER = SOUL THAT LOOKS LIKE THIS

Atacama, Chile The most Barren Desert in the World

So this whole rapture thing, got me to thinking...about What really IS important.  I do believe that one day, the Lord is coming, but  I don't believe it's in the literal sense of the terms that have been proclaimed.  And I believe it has Far more to do with each of us, in the individual HEART and SOUL, than as groups and nations.  And I find myself questioning, do I change [repent] because of the 'if you don't This horror will happen' and if That is the reason then--how is that Love?  Most of all, how in the world is that heart TRUTH?

It isn't...it's Coercion and eventually it will fall flat, fall away, because there is NO LIFE IN IT.  And you know, that in of itself, is HELL, because it's that brokenness that causes hell on earth,

hell caused by FEAR, LOATHING, CRITICISM, CYNICISM, INDIFFERENCE, APATHY

now Not saying, one walks around in a bubble land fairy PRIVILEGE world either, that isn't LIFE either, that is VAMPIRISM...because it Takes energy to Give LIFE.  That energy has to come from somewhere or SOMEONE...therefore indifference is just the other pole to the whole hell equation.  

And religion falls into those poles...why there is no life in it, no water and lots of hate of woman.

Anyway--so I'm thinking on all these things, even on the question of Eternal Life--would I really want to spend an eternity being lifeless, cynical, and most of all--with others who are the same or worse?  That isn't life--that's just another form of hell--if I can't stand the church culture today I darn sure don't want to spend eternity with them--Question is though,

Why?  And really, if you probe deeper into this, IN TRUTH, when our hearts are broken we don't want to spend eternity with our SELF either.  Broken by loss of CONNECTION.

AND YOU KNOW SOMETHING--THAT IS WHAT I TRULY THINK, HELL REALLY IS, AN ETERNITY WITH 'SELF', A SELF THAT IS DISCONNECTED WITH OTHERS BECAUSE SELF REFUSED TO

LOVE.

It don't matter how much 'Jesus-knowledge' one knows, if there isn't LOVE inside, that is Hell.  And I don't mean love by pretense, you know that whole religious fake ass thing, nor love by hedonism--yea fucking and orgies don't count men, for 'love', romance doesn't count for love either, it falls into the me, me me category and hedonism [that includes the ole marriage under Gawd as man as head puke and woman as sex slave puke] 

and culture don't count for love either, or any other 'ism' for that fact.

So what is love?  I think the answer, is right in front of us...in NATURE.  The eco systems we depend on, each system has a message--if we only took the time to listen, we are CONNECTED, in some way, to the entire Cosmos.  Our actions, choices, have an IMPACT,

not just on each other, but on the entire ECO SYSTEM.  That system that gives humanity

clothes for the naked
water for the thirsty
food for the hungry
healing/balm for the sick, afflicted
rebuke [bee stings, etc] to correct or teach wisdom
justice--what goes around comes around but this is measured also with MERCY to those who are MERCIFUL
etc etc etc etc

so in every thing we do, we have an impact, now there is always evil, what I mean is, what is 'good' for us can be 'evil' to someone else, and vice versa, I'M not talking here about Deliberately doing evil, but about life itself, such as,

let's say, damming or diverting water to farm and downstream that causes another to not have water...there are just some things that I don't think we can prevent, that's probably not a good example but it was one on top of my head here---but you see there is a Huge difference between natural cause and effect,

and then, deliberate cause and effect through INDIFFERENCE, APATHY, RACISM, CLASSISM, SEXISM, ETC., 

and I mention this because I don't think we ever arrive at utopia [not in this world] but we can still become Conscious of our self and our self's relationship to others and to this world and to God and the earth.  This is what the Native Indian and other Indigenous people believed, and still do,

and I think they are absolutely right.  In fact, I believe that IS THE TRUE MESSAGE OF GOD...this is what I believe.  So, I'm thinking on Afghanistan and the world and the horrors and my life and failures and what I've learned--and the end, etc., and how so many were making a mockery of the whole end of world thing [that's the other side of the Evil coin btw, shows a complete arrogance and indifference to our place in the cosmos] and the lack of love due to iniquity and how I, like a tree, could see this rotted corpse,

and then it all began to make sense, and then, in this dark abyss, I asked self, What now?  Do I just continue to go on or do I choose--to choose love?  I do believe one has to make a willful choice, it's not like God comes down and puts a 'spell' on you and you just become some magical fairy being, no,

it becomes a willful choice, you CHOOSE, what to be.  No matter how dark this world is, you CHOOSE, now God helps you, and transforms you once you make that choice, God is Love, but the change, comes on the INSIDE OF YOU, OF ME,

and that seed grows.  You don't just exist, live, you begin to Want to give LIFE to others--because that is what REAL LIFE IS,

giving LIFE, not just consuming life.  And it's not just in works--it's in all we are, do, become, and what I find interesting, is that I've seen people actually living this out, and they aren't always Christians, in fact most of them are not, they are Spiritual, but they are not Christians, in terms of 'labels' and so forth--but they LIVE what CHRIST TAUGHT,

and That, to me, is what the Spirit is.  And so--this series, rather than focus on the ills of the world, I want to focus on life givers, and life giving projects, and not just campaigns but life changes--that have positive LIFE GIVING impact to others, that save lives, show LOVE IN ACTION--and if we were do Do, one small change, daily, as Women, we Do work towards LIFE GIVING

TO OTHER WOMEN ELSEWHERE,

one woman--per day.

IT may not seem like much--but the more Connected we become, healing those broken connections, the more we see or become conscious of that life-love force, but not just become aware of it,

we become a Part of it, and it becomes a Part of us.

And that's what I think the Tree of Life truly is--it does take a death, a death to the old nature, self, corrupt tree, that whole poison and lens, because it becomes other centered [giving life, not objectifying, big difference there] rather than

self centered.

Jesus says..if you've done it to the least of these, you've done it UNTO

ME....

one woman, per day--one small barely hanging on, grass in a barren cold loveless land--desert,

one act = [multiplied, that breaking bread] =

 

Atacama Desert, Chile

next in series--Food, the $2.00 a day project, one woman shares on her blog--and the first accusation/tempting and causing Mistrust/Disconnect, with Woman [the serpent attacks her in garden over FOOD, and has been doing this to Woman ever since--what I am learning, and how it's connected to life elsewhere.

Jane

RAPTURE TOMORROW, HELL LATER--UH--DID YA MISS THAT THERE IS HELL NOW--SPONSERED BY U.S.A. 'CHRISTIANS, ET.AL., AND OTHER RIGHT WING GREED BARONS?

FIGHTER FOR 'WOMEN' HUMAN RIGHTS--AGAINST 'WAR LORDS'

AGAINST GANG RAPES OF GIRLS, FORCED SLAVE LABOR OF CHILDREN, AGAINST HELL AGAINST INNOCENT VICTIMS

DENIED 'ENTRY OF VISA' BY NONE OTHER THAN U.S.A. OBAMA REGIME

AND THIS ISN'T ALL....

WHY ISN'T THERE 'HELP' TO THESE WOMEN? HOW COME I ONLY FIND 'ONE' ORGANIZATION OTHER THAN RAWA--THAT IS DOING SOMETHING

AND THAT ORGANIZATION IS UN AND BANKS--OF COURSE,

ODD ISN'T IT--THEY CLAIM HELP

ON PHOTOS ON RAWA--THERE IS NOTHING BUT DYING, STARVING, RAPED AND BUTCHERED WOMEN AND CHILDREN

AND WAR LORDS

GETTING

RICH

AND RICH

AND RICH

ON ALL SIDES--WHO IS BENEFITING FROM?

CHILDREN FORCED TO WALK MILES TO GET WATER--NO SCHOOLS,


WHERE'S ALL THIS SO CALLED 'MONIES' FOR SCHOOLS, ETC., GOING?

OPIUM FIELDS???????

I DEMAND ANSWERS



MORE SUICIDES, IMMOLATION [GIRLS TORCHING THEMSELVES TO DEATH], EVEN ON

INTERNATIONAL WOMEN'S DAY THIS PAST...YEAR

WHAT THE HELL IS GOING ON?

CHRISTIANS--FORGET 'RAPTURE'

WE SHOULD BE IN SACKCLOTH AND ASHES--REPENTING--AS A NATION

NO MORE--SUPPORTING THE HOUNDS OF HELL

NO

MORE

GET OUT OF AFGHANISTAN AMERICA--EITHER SUPPORT

HUMAN RIGHTS OF THESE WOMEN AND CHILDREN, BY ACTION

RELIEF CENTERS NOW--ON THE GROUND--NOT IN GOLD LINED BANKS

OR SHUT UP

AND GET THE FUCK OUT

NOW. and OH

AS A SO CALLED 'CHRISTIAN' UNDER GOD NATION

MAYBE--WE SHOULD POSTPONE RAPTURE

AND START PAYING BACK--ALL THE WEALTH AND MONEY WE ALL, AS CITIZENS, HAVE STOLEN

FROM THE POOR AROUND THE WORLD--MOSTLY WOMEN AND CHILDREN

AFRICA, ASIA, AND SOUTH AMERICA

MINERALS, CASH CROPS, MILITARIZATION AND THE FORCED SEX SLAVERY FOR DE BOYS HOOD CLUB

OUR SUPPORT OF 'THUGS' AND 'RAPING BABY KILLERS'

AS A NATION--WE ARE PATHETIC

WHAT HAPPENED TO HUMAN RIGHTS, FREEDOM, LIBERTY?

OR IS THAT ONLY FOR

WHITE PEOPLE
RICH PEOPLE
WESTERN PEOPLE
SLAVE OWNERS [THAT INCLUDES MUSLIM SHARIA TOTIN SLAVE OWNERS--ROME'S BEST FRIEND FOLKS]

HOW MANY WOMEN HAVE TO DIE?

I'M SICK OF IT

NO LONGER, WILL I BE SILENT ON THIS,

HELL NEEDS TO END--ON THIS EARTH,

THE REASON NO ONE BELIEVES IN 'GOD'

IS THAT, THOSE OF US WHO DO--DON'T ACT LIKE THAT [ME INCLUDED]

AND WOMEN KILLERS, BABY RAPIST, PEDOPHILES DO

NOT

REPRESENT GOD

PERIOD.

Jane

ROME-GREECE 'CH-UR-CH' RIGHT WING POLI CARNIVAL OF MIRRORS 'SERIES PART I'--MORE LUDICROUS 'HIPSTER-HYPOCRISY' MIXED WINE--ANIMAL RIGHTS WITH PORN DUMB DOWN 'BETTY BOOB' PIN UP GIRLS

 

AND WHY THIS IS RELEVANT....

Because like with Ch-'UR'-CH Chris-t-ianese Women who on one hand protest their 'discrimination' under the rule of BLATANT MISOGYNISTS--yet still support the MYSTICISM of the NIMROD-ISHTAR OR ASHTORETH-BAAL TEMPLE PROSTITUTE INFRASTRUCTURE--and Wonder, 

gee--DUH--why they are treated and MOLDED into Child like Sexual Bondage MANNEQUIN'S FOR DE 'MENZ' TO PLAY WITH IN CONQUEST-RAPE SESSIONS, under the VEIL of so called HAREM MARRIAGE [one or four--SHE is still expected TO perform to the call of concubine for de man slave to the EMPIRE, lest he be RESTLESS AND REBELS AGAINST THE LABOR DEMANDS OF THE PHARAOH'S AND KINGS...CORPORATE BOSSES, ETC.,

AND BESIDES, DARE SHE NOT PRODUCE ANY 'SEED' FOR DE

NATION!  OF DE FRATERNAL ORDER OF 'BRUTHERHOOD'  [HOOD IS RIGHT--HOODS AS IN DARK WARLOCK-SORCERY PRIESTS]

now we see [and it's actually BEEN this way since it's conception, just like most Libtard so called 'menz oh we so ANTI-FRATERNAL BUT HEY, COME SUCK MY DICK BABY' BOY'S CLUB POLI AGENDA'S....

because ya know, THOSE DARK SORCERY BOYS HAVE THAT MORE

SENSITIVE SIDE--THEY'LL UNDERSTAND AND WIPE YOUR TEARS AFTER DEY 'RAPE YOU' AND TELL YOU,

BABY YOU'RE SO EMPOWERED WHEN YOU WRITHE IN PAIN LIKE THAT, CURSE ME SOME MORE, and remember--the PROTEST this week--btw, can you deliver these zines to the boys--because we SO in solidarity with ya feminist sista...

yep--the Animal Right's movement, is one I've stayed away from JUST for this reason...like the AMBITION MALE WHORES OF THE ANTI-SWEATSHOP--PORNBOT RAPIST OF CHILDREN....these PORN BOT supporters in the Animal Rights--

are just as ludicrous as the right wing religious zealot [or socialist Islamist zealot--same thing, Fourth Reich, they just like to switch from browns to blacks now and then]...

Betty Boob Dumb Down girl, poster child for Peta, there are way more where this one comes from, because ya know, PORN PORTRAYALS OF GODDESS'S CONSORTS TO PATRIARCHAL 'gods' [THOSE TEMPLE PROSTITUTE GLORIFICATION--OF COURSE, REMEMBER, THE RICH DON'T HAVE TO BE 'GANG RAPED, SEXUALLY TORTURED IN THESE TEMPLES--THAT'S WHAT THE SLAVES GET TO DO---HOW NICE] ARE ALL ABOUT

SAVING ANIMALS,

Gee, kind of a mixed message ya know....especially with those high heels, when I read, about Crush Videos...oh yea, our LOVELY Supreme Court [gods who support child rape/rape/animal cruelty]

AGAIN...protected Free Speech [ha], that includes, the right to CRUSH ANIMALS, LIKE

KITTENS, PUPPIES, ETC., WITH 'HIGH HEEL' SHOES

Tuesday's high court ruling also threw out the conviction of a Virginia man sentenced to three years in prison under the law for selling dogfighting videos. Robert Stevens of Pittsville, Virginia, appealed his conviction, saying it violated his right of free speech. The U.S Court of Appeals for the Third Circuit in Philadelphia tossed out Stevens' conviction and ruled the 1999 law was unconstitutional.

The Department of Justice later appealed that decision to the Supreme Court.

The 11-year-old law at the center of this debate -- the Depiction of Animal Cruelty Act -- banned the interstate sale of videos depicting illegal and extreme acts of animal cruelty, including dog fighting and "crush videos

." Those are "sexual gratification" videos in which puppies, kittens, and other small animals are crushed, smothered, and pierced to death -- often by women wearing high-heeled shoes.  excerpt from http://blog.greenconsciousness.org/  [scroll down to Animal Abuse, April 28 post]

 I normally don't write on Animal Rights, it's not my area of focus...I include bits here and there, but it's not what I normally write about.  But reading this--I simply could not say sit and remain silent,

first I cried...I just couldn't Believe it...I thought it was Horrid enough, reading recently about the cutting off of Bear 'claws' for 'claw soup' and how they let these Bears slowly die...on 'Living Honestly's' blog...That was horrid enough--

but This!^^%&#$^%$%*^^(*^$%^#^$^(*&*&(*^*%

FUCKING PORN SHITS FILTH FUCKERS

but here's what really just peeves me to no end...the High Heels part,

the Fetish--of women [obviously BDSM PORN STYLE] wearing HIGH HEELS AND THEN--CRUSHING, PIERCING LITTLE KITTENS, ANIMALS TO

DEATH...

WHAT THE FUCK?????

BABY IT THIS ISN'T 'ROME' AND IF YOU DON'T SEE HOW THIS IS THE GLADIATOR TEMPLE OF SEX SLAVE 'ROME'

THEN YOU ARE FUCKING BLIND

AND IF YOU DON'T SEE--HOW THE 'CH-UR'CH'  [the RE-LEGION, legion as in DEMONS]

IS THE FOUNDATION OF THIS SHIT--

YOU ARE NOT JUST BLIND

YOU'RE PURE FUCKING EVIL.

And we can add PETA to that list of EVIL'S in my strong opinion when they utilize and use PORN PIN UP GIRLS WITH HIGH HEELS to advocate for,

animal rights????????

Or does the symbolism of high heel BDSM BONDAGE 'PLEATHER' and the horror of BDSM PORN STYLE HIGH HEEL CRUSHING OF KITTENS

get lost on these MALE MENZ [WHO BITCH ABOUT INJUSTICE JUST DON'T TAKE AWAY THEIR RIGHT TO 'RAPE' AND 'PORNIFY' WOMEN EVEN WHEN THAT PORN IS THEIR ENEMY] OF

PETA?

And other Similar groups...

but what's worse,

HOW FUCKING STUPID--HAVE WOMEN, BECOME?????  MAY I ASK THAT?????

This is 'FUN FEMINISM' for ya, in a nutshell--

DUMB DOWN, porn bot cogs....who don't even have the COMMON SENSE--to think, how PORN AND MALE VIOLENCE

ARE RELATED, YES TO OTHER PATRIARCHAL CRUELTY--

SUCH AS

ANIMAL ABUSE.

HERE'S A CLUE FOLKS

ANCIENT ASSYRIA  KILLING LIONS FOR 'SPORT'

TAMING THEM = TORTURING THEM, USING THEM TO 'EAT' SLAVES, INCLUDING CHILDREN AFTER THEY PENNED THEM IN AND STARVED THEM--LATER THE ROMANS WOULD ALSO DO THE SAME--IT WAS LONG TIME PRACTICE OF ANIMAL CRUELTY...ALONGSIDE

THIS

THOSE ARE LIONS OR LION-MONKEY DEMON THINGS...HARD TO TELL IN SOME OF THESE...THIS IS SUPPOSED TO BE 'ISHTAR'...AND TEMPLES, SEX SLAVES, OF COURSE WERE USED--MONIES PAID [OR GOLD, WHAT HAVE YOU] OF COURSE, WERE PAID TO THE PRIESTS, ETC.....

NOT A LOT CHANGED IN CATHOLIC ROME

AND NOT A LOT HAS CHANGED IN PROTESTANT [THE CHILD] TODAY--

CONFESSIONALS--RAPING SEX SLAVES--GAMBLING HOUSES--AND OF COURSE

KILLING FOR SPORT

COCK FIGHTING, DOG RACES, CRUSHING KITTENS

KIND OF LIKE--WE NEVER LEFT

SUMER, ASSYRIA

AND LET'S NOT FORGET--THEY ALSO HAD THE LOVELY CUSTOM OF

SAWING SLAVES IN HALF, PULLING OFF THEIR LIMBS SLOWLY--AND OF COURSE--RAPE, THEY LOVED RAPE

gee--Rome, Greece, America [Genocide of Native Indians, Slavery of Africans [bought from Arabs who uh...ancient Assyria, Sumer, folks, same people and same Customs], Asians [including many girls brought over to be GANG RAPED IN HELL BROTHELS FOR MEN WHO WORKED IN DE MINES FOR GUESS WHAT VIRGINIA--GOLD], and Mexicans....

has anything changed?

HELL NO

WE just--now CARVE up our IMAGES OF 'GODDESS'S AND GODS' on ELECTRO-WAVES--RATHER THAN STONE

 Victoria Secrets ANGEL model--Adriana something or other...of course--modeling for none other than LINGERIE--PORN STYLE,

 sweatshop made, Wouldn't DOUBT IT....

 One of many portraits of 'goddess' with Wings, this one, Ancient Egypt--of course, remember

COTTON THEN WAS FARMED BY COTTON SLAVES..kind of like how 

COTTON FARMED BY CHILD SLAVES TODAY IN UBEKISTAN--BUT HEY,

GOT TO BE CUTE, PASSIVE AND FUCKABLE--THAT'S WHAT THOSE 'ANGELS' OF SECRETS TELL US--JUST AS QUEEN VICTORIA [consorts anyone]

 LET'S NOT FORGET THOSE LOVELY 'FOX' HUNTS OF DE DAY OH LOVELY QUEEN--YOUR MAJESTY...FORGIVE ME PEASANT HERE--PLEASE DON'T TAKE MY DAUGHTER, WHO IS 9, TO DE DEBT PROSTITUTE HOUSE--

and of course--HERE'S ANOTHER ONE OF ISHTAR--WITH RINGS IN HAND, OH, THOSE RINGS, ARE LEASHES--TO HOLD THOSE MONKEY/S AND ANIMALS IN TOE--CASE THEY GET OUT OF LINE--in Britain, the Museum--they have several of these ancient stone IMAGES and you see the whips with these ring things she is holding--WHIPS TO BEAT THOSE 

ANIMALS AND SLAVES BABY

TODAY THEY JUST

CRUSH THEM WITH HIGH HEELS

connect the dots folks

it don't take a GENIUS

TO FIGURE IT OUT.

STILL SACRIFICING AND TORTURING 


ANIMALS, CHILDREN, AND WOMEN


RAPING, PILLAGING AND DESTROYING THE MOTHER EARTH


SINCE


B.C.


BY THEIR 'FRUIT'S' YE SHALL KNOW THEM


PIERCING KITTENS, WITH HIGH HEEL SHOES--SCREAMS


ROTTED SHIT FRUIT TO ME


SCREAMS IT-

illuminati--you are a head like a hole.
black as your soul.
i'd rather die than give you control.

god money i'll do anything for you.
god money just tell me what you want me to.
god money nail me up against the wall.
god money don't want everything he wants it all.
no you can't take it
no you can't take it
no you can't take that away from me
no you can't take it
no you can't take it
no you can't take that away from me
head like a hole.
black as your soul.
i'd rather die than give you control.
head like a hole.
black as your soul.
i'd rather die than give you control.
bow down before the one you serve.
you're going to get what you deserve.
bow down before the one you serve.
you're going to get what you deserve.
god money's not looking for the cure.
god money's not concerned with the sick among the pure.
god money let's go dancing on the backs of the bruised.
god money's not one to choose
no you can't take it
no you can't take it
no you can't take that away from me
no you can't take it
no you can't take it
no you can't take that away from me

Don't normally do a lot of NIN video's either...however I've used this one [and yes, it's also that twist--because not sure whether he glorifies bdsm culture or is portraying it with the links to religion, not That INTO music as far as following artists, videos, their life, I don't even go to concerts---but Lyrics I do use--and this song, says it perfectly--god of money--and that's what it is, the worship of money--power, sacrificing others for that--and that includes, women sacrificing other women, children and animals--it's Evil,

we all live under the system--all are guilty yes--but ONCE WE KNOW--THEN WE HAVE A DUTY--TO CHANGE IT AND OURSELVES

to continue to bow down to it, serve it, not CARING OF THE BLOOD IT SHEDS

then--THAT'S, A DIFFERENT BALLGAME--AND IT' ONE, I WANT NO DAMN PART OF.

like the Indigo Girl's Say, I don't feel the romance--and I will not be a pawn for the Prince of Darkness any longer...

Jane 

MYSTIFYING GOD AS 'MALE' = GLORIFICATION OF RAPING AND ABUSING CHILDREN, ESP FEMALE CHILDREN

will be adding more to this, in the Series on Occult-mind control and male violence to women...

but for now,

http://www.feministpeacenetwork.org/2010/04/12/carol-p-christ-mystifying-male-power-as-domination-theological-roots-of-child-sex-abuse/

ON THE WHOLE 'SLUTWALK' THING

I THINK IT'S TYPICAL PRIVILEGE BULLSHIT,

and I like what this woman says--in fact I like it SO MUCH

I am going to use this as a header on this blog [with her name and link to site] of course

she says...

""Also, if feminist action harms the most vulnerable groups of women, it is not feminist. No feminism that ignores the prostituted class is feminist."'
Comment by Laurelin | May 13, 2011 

LAURELIN--BEAUTIFULLY SAID!!!

http://rmott62.wordpress.com/2011/05/10/the-ultimate-slut/#comments 

To RMott, You Inspire Me

This post is dedicated to RMott, for all the hard work she has done, for being voice for all those who are silenced OR that so many simply choose NOT to hear--the voices of the sex slaves, slaves in the sex industry, slaves in the fields, in dungeons, in basements...

She speaks through her own pain, picking up the pieces of her fragments, but  not just for herself, but for every woman in the hell of sex slavery.  R you are Heroine to me, your strength, your honesty, has so often, been the comfort, that God used, to pull me out of the pit, just thinking about you....about your testimony, bravely shared, in a very hostile world.  When I think of you, yes I see God, I see a light, in darkness, and YOU, have inspired me, that no matter how dark the hell, how painful, we CAN OVERCOME,

because YOU ARE, OVERCOMING.

That, to me, is PROOF EVIDENT, THAT YES, GOD EXISTS.  

And not only does HE-SHE exist, but HE-SHE exists as LOVE.  LOVE AS IN POWER, A POWER THAT EVEN THE GRAVE, CAN'T HOLD DOWN.  All the demons of hell, cannot hold down, the POWER, OF LOVE.  

I SEE THAT IN YOU, when I have plunged, to the pit of despair, when I have ONLY seen the demons, hell, my mind spitting, images I cannot seem to get out of my head, God has often brought you to me in my visions, where I reach out, take your hand, and we together pull up out of the grave...so to speak [allegory/visual] and we get all the others, and then slowly, I realize that I am not alone in my pain [from the RA, etc] and that it's not just me here in this world...that though our experiences are different, on so many levels, on so many more they are not.  What reality is, is that the only thing that separates the levels of brutality and violence on women, is a very thin door, the Illusion is, that there is safety.  In this world, no, there is not safety, not safety by guarantee.

The lie is that the separation between Woman, wife, mother, etc., and Woman, prostitute, sex slave, is a huge divide--and that there is safety from the terrorism of the 'butchering of women hell' when in Reality, there is no real safety--Woman, Sisters, MARY, as mother, sister, wife and prostitute in Bible, were all named Mary--not to 'erase' her but to show, to tear apart the lie, the illusion, that hierarchy on the pyramid did all to portray, the illusion of the good woman/bad woman, to lay blame on HER, on MARY, rather than on where it belonged, on the SYSTEMS OF MEN, PATRIARCHY, POWER, GREED, EMPIRE, God saw Mary as All WOMEN...AS ...... HUMAN BEINGS.

it only takes a war, an economic crisis, a sickness [medical bills, child sick, etc], a rape, a gang rape, fighting in war, homelessness, incest/rape, pornography [same as rape], a slow tearing away at the self core of woman by abusive men, 

for the safety mirage to be shattered and a woman to find herself, in sex slavery.

The illusion is perpetuated by the lies of religion, patriarchy, systems, institutions, psychology, MEDIA [the largest one along side religion] that Only if women act good, do good, obey the rules, that good girls don't wind up in slavery,

and women, in all levels of the patriarchal and economic/race hierarchy on a Global scale, benefit from these MIRAGES, of ILLUSIONS, but ONLY to a small degree because that thin door, to the other dimension, is just that,

thin.

Today is Mother's Day, and I thought of you...normally R I do a post on mother's day, of which I yes still believe we should honor, because the hatred of the woman-womb is actually in my opinion the foundation of the hatred of women, because it was the basis of her com modification, SHE was 'threat',  to the Powers that wanted Power, because she carried the Power of Life nurture in side of her--the Power GOD gave her, like the same power of the Earth--it IS a POWER, and I'm not just talking here about having children 'biologically', oh no, though that is a big part of it...but the POWER to Nurture LIFE in many forms, Spiritual Life, not just 'plant' life, but nurture that life, water that life, into a whole new generation...THAT IS POWER,

power that the power mongers, those who FEARED HER, did not like--so they set out to Destroy her, to Destroy her Seed.  Now there is all kinds of spiritual beliefs around this, as we well know, and I don't just want to focus on those, nor on the biological part of it, because you see, Mother's, WOMB--WOMAN, gives BIRTH TO

NEW LIFE--AS IN IDEALS...

that are Just as Powerful, that when nurtured bring about CHANGE.  I believe that many of the 'good' things we know and have are Actually the result of a Woman's, a Womb's, Ideal, her Vision, her Love, her Inspiration,

her Sacrifice, her Martyrdom [yes WOMEN HAVE BEEN MARTYRS FOR HUMAN RIGHTS SINCE BEGINNING OF TIME, FOR LIFE and it's NOT to be taken lightly because in my opinion, SHE IN HER DEATH, HAS BROUGHT LIFE TO MILLIONS, the African woman slave who died trying to save her children and the Christian/Jewish and Pagan Slave women who Died, CRUCIFIED, by Rome, for daring to stand up, against hate and brutality...the Mother's of the Disappeared who risked their own lives, many of them Dying, to save the Future generations from complete erasure...I could write a BOOK, of the COUNTLESS MARTYRS, WOMEN, who in their death gave LIFE--

THOSE, ARE MOTHERS....

whether they had children biological or not--does NOT define Mother.

GOD AS MOTHER--IN EARTH--GIVES LIFE, THE 'TREE OF LIFE', the Side of Jesus, blood and water, is the symbolism, of several things...one yes Women by thousands were horribly crucified by the Roman Empire, women slaves, sex slaves, who dared to run away, dared to fight back, to resist, to love--paid with their lives, and yes I believe the crucifixion of Jesus is in many ways symbolic OF that very fact...the Romans crucified women, facing the cross, being naked, raped on a tree--to TERRORIZE women, but more so, to TERRORIZE ALL THEIR CHILDREN, meaning--children not yet born, children born into slavery, children born by the rapes of Roman masters...there were many, many were killed at birth, why Rome eventually changed family laws, one act of resistance was in fact, killing the children caused by Rape, because slaves were 'Money' to the Romans--this act of resistance would be seen Again, during Mussolini's regime--the forced pregnancies, Italian Women's Resistance.  They did not do so out of some morbid enjoyment, no, but they did so, to SAVE THE ENTIRE WORLD, from a brutal empire, that was hell bent on complete annihilation of many ethnic groups and people of beliefs...

THOSE ARE MOTHERS,

and yes, THEY INSPIRE ME.

They inspire me, that in Hell, though we cannot escape Evil, we can't really escape sometimes having to Choose the 'lessor of two evils' though Western 'religiosity' likes to hold ON to that mirage to protect the LIE OF PRIVILEGE, we cannot escape the Trauma of Evil, especially on our bodies and minds,

and yes, our Souls.

But for thousands and thousands of women, girls, and yes boys, children, around the world, they live with this reality of Evil every day...some don't even Have good memories to pull strength from, especially those who are sex slaves from young ages.  Hell has them trapped--

and I don't believe, we can lay claim on LOVE, if we do NOT do all in our power, to not just think of them, but to End, the Normalizing of prostitution, sex slavery, the sex industry and consumption Based on slavery [because the two go hand in hand], and End the glamourizing of totalitarianism, militarization and nationalism bent on destroying others, including religious-ideology nationalism, and cultural relativism...that Allows for such, and most of all, ending the glamourization and Lies of patriarchy--Nuclear patriarchy especially.  

But it's not enough to just lay blame on patriarchy alone--whether women are the oppressed or not--the FACT of TRUTH remains...women are Also, on the PYRAMIDS of oppression AS oppressors, to EACH OTHER, and to OTHER WOMEN--JUST BY THE THINGS WE BUY--we feed into the whole labyrinth of HELL...

WE MUST ALSO, FACE OUR SELVES, IN THE MIRROR, AS INDIVIDUALS.

  And choose, to Overcome Evil--with Good--

not by Becoming overcome, by Evil.

That is the difficult part, much easier said than done, and a Personal Choice we all must make, no one can make it for us....HOW we react, is Just as important, as what is done To us...this does not mean we do not react with anger, or rage, or that we don't Defend ourselves...

what it Does mean however, is that we don't allow the Darkness, to poison us to the point where we can only see through the lens of darkness, to a point where we ourselves, inside, become a black hole--that point, is in fact, the complete destruction of our soul.  I'm talking here about taking on the spirit of revenge and hate...hate by blind hate, not hate of evil, there IS a difference.  LOVE HATES, WHAT KILLS LOVE,

love does NOT rejoice in Iniquity, but rejoices in Truth.

But Love does not become overcome by evil, in such a way that it loses sight of love--and Forgiveness.  

This is hard to swallow because pain and evil, against us, because we are Woman, Womb, is a force of Power, on Occult levels, that defy explanation, reason...excuse.  So we are faced, with Confronting, as well as working towards change--but we are also faced, with fighting that force in that it doesn't Consume us, and create us in Evil's mirror image.  This is one thing I learned during my days [years] in Revolutionary Politics...I started to become transformed by the hate I felt towards the injustices...

and the evil yes, did come inside through bitterness and did work it's poison, it's Only by a miracle, that I came out, not totally consumed by--I do believe, it was the research I did on numerous Women, resisting Evil, in wars, the Holocaust, genocides, that yes, saved my life, my soul--because the seeds were planted, LIFE, that LIFE itself is a cycle of day and night.  But LIFE doesn't end at night--not entirely,

because Love resurrects, and LIFE begins again.  RMott has LIVED through HELL that is hard to imagine, even for those who know trauma...yes Here is this woman, her body broken, mind fragmented but holding on, feeling still the pain from years of sexual torture...and yet, SHE is speaking against the powers of hell on earth, a PILLAR OF STRENGTH,

and yes, R, to me, YOU ARE A MOTHER...

a Mother giving LIFE TO MILLIONS, OF GIRLS AND WOMEN WHO SO NEED YOUR VOICE--YOUR LOVE, YOUR COMPASSION, YOUR STRENGTH, 

through PAIN you LABOR....

and I stand with you R, keep breathing, because ONE DAY--THAT LIFE, WILL COME,

there WILL BE CHANGE,

because LOVE, NEVER FAILS.

yes R, YOU INSPIRE ME...

to work through the pain, to hang on, to SEE that in a world of billions, Someone, is crying, Someone needs me, you, all of us,

I see the word Crying, and I think, Christ, Jes-US CRIES, T , T as in Cross

could also mean Jews US CRIES, if you think of the numbers of slave crucified and horribly butchered, raped, eyes gouged out, hands cut off...heads branded so that if they ran away they would be returned to the masters, they were treated worse than dogs, if you look in history during that epoch, yes that was the reality--Rome was not kind, it was a HELLISH EMPIRE, as we the numerous others prior to that epoch--

nothing has changed today--Don't kid yourself, we may mask [that good mask over evil] with plastics and technology and cute clothes and shiny cars--but the Cries are still cried, in Agony, in Despair, without any hope--yes HELL still is reality,

 and it is getting worse.  But in that hell, there are lights, lights of inspiration and POWER, and many of them, are yes, indeed,

MOTHERS--WOMBS, BARREN WOMBS the Bible says...it's not talking about just physical, but spiritual, meaning, barren as in those who have had nothing but Evil done to them, who have little to nothing more to give, who have been through the chambers of hell, who are barely breathing...That is what barren means, what Desolation means,

 both Womb of Woman and Womb of Mother Earth, is said to be barren in the last days before the judgment and transformation [or re=birth and there are numerous and various beliefs as to what this is, from Mayan to Bible to Hopi, etc], and I BELIEVE that refers to the horrors, of MISOGYNY, AND SEX SLAVERY AND DEATH CAMPS, 

to women, in these days...but the Bible also says [as does other prophecies] that IT'S THE 

BARREN WOMB--THAT WILL GIVE BIRTH AND HAVE MANY CHILDREN,

that doesn't mean physical birth though that symbolism is used, it means, HER WORK, HER LABOR, HER EFFORTS, HER SWEAT, BLOOD, TEARS,

are NOT IN VAIN--

SHE WILL SEE HER CHILDREN--GOD, LOVE, WILL BRING THEM FORTH.

So yes, RMott, you inspire me...I CHOSE to draw you a picture, I'm not a good painter, but the child in me, that YOUR courage, has helped to heal, recover and move on in Spite of the pain, wanted to send this to you on Mother's Day.  I thought that it might also cause pain--but then, decided, that I cannot choose to love because it comes with pain--I know your story,

because often times, yes love seeds come with pain, because they remind us of what's been taken, lost, stolen from us--WE cannot escape that, we just can't, there isn't a day I don't grieve, GRIEVE, over all that was stolen from me, from the RA/Abuse, from my own Soul, not just life...

but Restoration, is often painful...LOVE isn't without Risks.  I also thought, WHAT IF, it was me...this is why I chose to also do this here, rather than private, because private is hidden...and I did not want to give this in hiding, as if there was something to be ashamed of, because there isn't,

HELL tortured you in private, LOVE HONORS YOU, IN PUBLIC.

Because LOVE IS POWER---HELL IS COWARDICE.

Though we've never met face to face, and I only know you through reading your blog, I just wanted you to know, on This Mother's Day, that YOU INSPIRE ME,

and I LOVE YOU FOR THIS...FOR BEING YOU, FOR BEING STRONG, COURAGEOUS, AND DILIGENT...

GOD BLESS YOU RMOTT, YOU REALLY ARE, A HEROINE...

http://rmott62.wordpress.com/ 

LOVE,

JANE