Just to note, I still have Numerous blog links [side bar] that have not been replaced since I revised the blog format, I will get to those, promise, sometime this week.
Also, looking through, I deleted the archives and added a labels, I will be editing those. I laugh [and well, hang my head in shame] a bit when looking through several of the posts here--it seems I still am working through a lot of bitter water-anger, I deleted most of the earlier posts when I first began this blog and was writing about the CPSIA law. At the same time however, my Gosh--I've grown a lot in this journey through the forests--of sorting lies, truth, false beliefs and internalizations. I Wish, I could say, Ah, I am there--
NOT
just last night, three hours, wrestling with God over some things and I've still not really sure where I am at there--lets just say, somethings, are still, going to remain, WINTER, a sort of, Ceasefire for now.
Anyway, ~~sigh~~, as I walk through this forest, sometimes jungle, desert, darkness, searching and seeing only through often times a dim candle with it seems, that occasional wind that flickers the light to where I stumble a bit here and there,
I am learning--though not in the way that so many Tell me, I am supposed to learn, in fact, quite the opposite--complete reverse direction it seems. Though I know why and the reason behind it--being in the wilderness, is not easy, I can see why, many will not travel this route.
It is raining--good day and mood for it, quite fitting, like He knows, huh, funny--funny how He works and then I don't see it, until later...and the thunder just crashed,
I used to hate thunder, well, no, that's not true, I had a love-hate relationship with thunder--but I will take that as my cue--to get offline and get busy with some things I have been putting off, LOL, yea, God I hear ya.
Anyhow, bear with me [and read post below/today's post], while I work on this blog--haven't finished the updates and still needs a lot of work].
Peace, she rains down on the seeds for the spring's harvest--in the spiritual as well as physical.
Love, Jane
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A little off topic, Jane, but not too far off.
Somehow I had brought you up to my son in the past. I told him the name you used and why and he thought it was awesome.
Well, anyway, more recently, on the way home from church he said something unbelievable.
He said, "I think rape is worse than murder."
When I pressed him he said something along the lines that if two men get mad at each other and one kills the other, yes, it was bad. But not as bad as a man violating a woman, girl, or boy.
I told him I was proud of him for understanding the depth of the violation of rape, though I look at murder and rape the same. It is the violation of another human being causing either physical or soul death.
In the conversation I told him about your picture of the needle work, "Dead men don't rape."
I also told him that I was going to tell you about what he said and about how proud I am that he, as a young man, in a sexist/rape culture, he can still see through it to the utter horror that rape must be to the point of thinking it is worse than murder. He smiled like he liked the idea of you knowing.
Just can't believe some of the conversations I have with him. He's a very deep thinker and surprises me sometimes with what he comes up with.
There is a support group for men, who are against violence, on the side bar...it's really good, because it is Very difficult, for men, young men in this generation in particular--to find support as men, for being anti-violence, especially sexual violence. I believe that men who are courageous need all our support and love,
tell your son, he's got mine, as you know you have my love and support too. :)
I've been getting some revelations about my early childhood--that are related to what you posted here--I don't have all the memories, a lot of fragments--but some dreams, that well,
tie things to an adult in my very early life. I just don't know all the details, or if I will, it might not be a good thing To know--
but God is healing...there is a lot of sorting,
so I am glad, you wrote. :)
Love,
Jane
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