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STEPFORD WIVES R US EXPOSING COURT WHORES MAFIA SCUM

Thousands of children are tortured and raped repeatedly in private run juvenile prisons...let's keep this in mind.


STEPFORD WIVES R US EXPOSING THE SLAVERY PENAL HOLOCAUST SYSTEM

Women, need to realize, that the fastest growing population of the Prison SEX RAPE SLAVERY businesses is in fact, WOMEN. That includes, WOMEN JAILED FOR SELF DEFENSE WHICH IN THIS NATION, SISTER, WE DON'T HAVE A RIGHT TOO, we are not MEN nor ANIMAL, women get 50 to Life for Self Defense, against rape, abuse, repeated abuse and torture. Even for not dying while getting beat near to death, a man can kill or torture a child, and the WOMAN-MOTHER will be the one who gets the longer time in prison [if he even gets charged], AND IF the woman gets sentenced with mental health--she can expect to be Lobotomized by force.

COMMUNIST WOMEN ARMY NEPAL WHAT TRUTH LOOKS LIKE

COMMUNIST WOMEN ARMY NEPAL WHAT TRUTH LOOKS LIKE
FIGHTING 'TRAFFICKING' NOT SUPPORTING IT LIKE THE TRAITOR BOURGEOISIE 'FAKE' SOCIALIST AND COMMIE PORN CULTURE THUGS OF THE WEST

LETTERS FROM A CONCUBINE/WHORE PART 12, THE 'GRUDGE' PART 2 SERIES, THE GRUDGE WITHIN OURSELVES AND WHY WE MUST MASTER HER [or him]


LETTERS FROM A CONCUBINE/WHORE PART 12, THE 'GRUDGE' PART 2 SERIES, THE GRUDGE WITHIN OURSELVES AND WHY WE MUST MASTER HER [or him]

 I had intended to frame this topic with Crucify the grudge, however, in light of recent spiritual revelations I have decided to not go with the Crucify just yet...but with the Mastering, based on Genesis when God told Cain that Sin crouches at the door  waiting to take him, there is also in James, regarding that we are tempted, not by God but by our own lusts [desires] and lured and enticed...

the GRUDGE is part, what little I do know, of the Mystery of Iniquity.  I don't know  all of it but I've gotten this much, based on dealing with my own demons per se, meaning, sin and iniquity and demonic forces that I have and still do contend with.

After writing the Grudge and Mother Earth series a few things happened and I was lured into something that I kind of had a bad feeling about, but wasn't sure, really, and anyway I rationalized and took a step in blind faith I guess you could say, or no, maybe a Dare, and it Looked like God but I then would see, that there are  DECEPTIONS that the GRUDGE can work through, though I am not comfortable to share what I saw as the  deceptions,

I will say this, based on this scripture:  

"Thou shalt not make thee any graven image, or any likeness of any thing that is in heaven above, or that is in the earth beneath, or that is in the waters beneath the earth:"  Deuteronomy 5:8

When I say the GRUDGE can work through, what I mean by that, is that with Pain comes vulnerability especially to Women because of Patriarchal Captivity, what Paul refers to as Captive, silly women, that is the KEY there, Captive...meaning, prisoner, of patriarchy, of the world, of religion, of worshiping other gods or things, because SHE IS TAUGHT THIS FROM BIRTH.  ESPECIALLY, UNDER PATRIARCHY AND RELIGION...MANY RELIGIONS,

Paul says in reference to two men who he said weasel their way [using my words here] into Captive Silly Women's homes laden with sins always seeking but NEVER COMING TO THE KNOWLEDGE OF 'TRUTH'.  The KEY here, that so many miss and I think maybe deliberate by the Misogynists of 'religion' [leaven of Pharisees] is the term CAPTIVE....meaning, she, the silly woman is First CAPTIVE, against her will, the House of Bondage, Egypt.  [spiritual as well as physical]  It isn't that she is stupid or silly from choice, but that as a CAPTIVE PRISONER OF THIS WORLD, OF NATIONS, OF MEN, OF RELIGION/PATRIARCHS she has little freedom if Any and therefore seeks healing/freedom from all sorts of various things/her desires that she is enticed and further chained, ENSNARED, more and more,

SHE WILL SEEK IN 'RELIGION' [man's doctrines, man's theology, man's control], IN OTHER gods and goddesses [A HUGE DECEPTION], in nature Worship [ANOTHER HUGE DECEPTION--BEWARE OF THE 'SERPENT' HERE, REMEMBER, THE SERPENT WAS CURSED TO CRAWL ON THE DIRT'] and I emphasis Nature WORSHIP, not learning from nature, but WORSHIPING NATURE, this I have seen is a HUGE LURE FROM THE SERPENT TO THE 'WOMAN' TO USE HER, FOR THE WORKS OF EVIL...so BEWARE,  and the target is WOUNDED WOMEN WHO ARE WOUNDED BY EVIL WOLVES IN 'RELIGION' and EVIL WOLVES/RAPISTS/WHORE MONGERS IN THE WORLD AND IN RELIGION....

they lure the Powerless with ways that are Very close to godliness but that are the work of DARK SENTENCES...

Daniel 5-6 "'Next the king of the south will grow strong, but one of his princes will grow stronger than he and rule an even larger territory. After a few years, the two of them will make a pact, and [the daughter of the king of the south will marry the king of the north to cement the peace agreement.] [But her influence will weaken and her child will not survive.] She and her servants, her child, and her husband will be betrayed.

There are other deceptions other than Egypt, Babylon, beware...

so anyhow, the GRUDGE also works through these forces as well as IN SIDE US, INIQUITY AND SIN.  The GRUDGE can come in through various ways, often through trauma, that is NO FAULT OF OUR OWN, and a confession of forgiveness without dealing with the trauma/pain in TRUTH, will only work to assist the growing strength of the grudge...it can hide well, but it's inside and like a poison root of the tree, it can crop up, jump up, at almost any time, this is why, to Push it aside in a religious 'try to be good' will always fail because the only way to MASTER IT, IS TO BE HONEST ABOUT THE ANGER, RAGE, INJUSTICE YOU FEEL.


The Grudge helpers Love to use scripture/religion to force you to FALSELY deal with it, rather than truly bringing it to the Light in FULL EXPOSURE AND TRUTH, because you see we FEAR bringing it to GOD because the evil in it is truly powerful...the Anger is real, and that would include the anger at God.  We don't like to really admit our rage at God, because RELIGION tells us, that is a No No, that HE will strike you down...in a heartbeat,


but the thing is, GOD already KNOWS THAT ANGER/WRATH IS THERE, the more you attempt to stuff it, to control it, to hide it, like Adam and Eve in the Garden who hid their nakedness with leaves, the STRONGER THE GRUDGE GETS.  And oh, the Grudge loves to wear the false GARMENT OF RELIGION.  That's I think, not a thus saith the Lord here but based on My experience, the STRONGEST FOOD FOR THE GRUDGE.  


On the other hand, it's not easy being Free to come to God fully NAKED, EXPOSED AND SHOWING HIM ALL YOUR WRATH/ANGER, ETC. BECAUSE AT THE VERY SAME TIME THE FLESH CAN TRICK YOU, INTO A FALSE SENSE OF ' PEACE' AND RATHER THAN TRULY 'MASTERING' AND 'DEALING WITH' AND 'YES CRUCIFYING IT' you actually do more to CONTINUE TO FEED IT.....


what I call, rehashing.  Re-hashing, though Voicing is important, to Re-hash is something else...and the KEY TO THIS, SEEING THIS, IS WHEN ALL YOU CAN SEE WITH YOUR EYE IS THE 'GRUDGE' AND 'REASONS FOR NO MATTER HOW VALID THEY ARE'....without
SEEING ANY 'GOOD' STORED,


you fall into the trap of Ungratefulness and evil treasure which then turns to the lamp going out more and more.


See the grudge is tricky, again, I repeat the grudge is a bit more powerful than the resentments and comes often I think from horrid trauma and evil done to us/to you, I'm not talking about Petty grudges or resentments over losing a contest or some small thing, though Those if there is a lot can build up, yes, but what I've had to deal with is like a huge force, of Evil and Iniquity that was done through RA [ritual abuse], trauma, rape and so forth....that Also goes back through family lines, Compounded with my own sins and rebellion.  And I don't or won't say this is the same for Everyone, while I do think it is in degrees yes, I do believe, just my opinion here, that depending on the type of family iniquity [tree] there can be really horrid forces or what Paul says, Strongholds.


Again, I'm going by my own experience here...this is NOT A THUS SAITH THE LORD and It is not like, in cement, ok this is just what I've been learning/seeing through my own Journey.  I share it in Love, to I hope, help other women to especially AVOID SOME OF THE PITFALLS I MADE...


Paul says, that they went in the way of Cain, Esau and Korah [rebellion] or maybe not Paul, don't have my Bible here, but anyway...this is one of the scriptures that I refer to a lot Because I've gone the way of all THREE, oh yes, and all three were tied into family iniquity [on both sides] and the Grudge from RA that are huge strongholds, this the Spirit Did show me, through a course of time now SEEING IT,


AND THEN BEING FREE FROM THE HOUSE OF BONDAGE,


are two different things...this is not some Confess scripture chant walk here that you just snap your fingers and Wow, you're all fine, no, it doesn't work that way because we are Surrounded by these very same forces on a daily basis that interfere, with our crawling up to Jesus to touch the Hem of His garment.  The biggest obstacle I had, was RELIGION, DOCTRINES, not just by the ultra religious either, but by the Merchandise Quacks, the Ambition Whores, the traditionalists and the rebellious...misery loves misery type of thing, oh the GRUDGE loves to work that too,


the most Dangerous though, I think, are the ones who Profess Liberty but have not truly DEALT WITH THEIR OWN DEMONS BUT PUT ON THE FALSE GARMENT OR THE 'DO THIS, DO THAT, captive silly women, you'll find NUMEROUS OF THEM IN CHURCHES, as well as in other ALTERNATIVE RELIGIONS.....


and well, that's I think that whole 'looking to Egypt, Chaldean s, Babylonians, etc. for protection and solutions when really what is Needed, is coming to GOD alone, in SPIRIT AND IN TRUTH, and then STAYING THERE....and it is NOT easy because you are then left to kind of wonder, well is This from God or not, etc.  It is scary, because it really is like walking through a dark forest with a tiny little lamp that is flickering and maybe even going out, with voices all around you who will either remind you of your Sins, or tell you or lure you into other paths and deceptions OR they will remind you of Why you have the Grudge in the first place--and God can work through all these,


but it can feel like LITERAL HELL.  Especially when that forest is not just around you but in you.


What I now call the Matrix, because it really is like that.  Yes I mean the movie...


and I think many don't want to go here because we are Told to AVOID THE DARK, well, if you go through any tunnel, it IS dark, there is no such thing as a light tunnel, false light, is not true Light, you only come to the light at the end of the tunnel.   Religion, usually lures you away from the tunnel, I'm talking about being really honest about our doubts, fears, anger, wrath, with God and not pretending to be what the Word tells us we are supposed to be...we can Never get there, without first, TRUTH.  Platitudes and cliches are NOT TRUTH, they are simply, platitudes and cliches.  When Paul said, beware lest a root of bitterness come up and by it many are defiled, that is Exactly what it means, that root of bitterness IS THERE, just like the anger was in Cain,


for example, God said, Sin crouches [the GRUDGE] at the door, IF you don't master it, it will HAVE YOU OR IT DESIRES TO 'HAVE YOU' and sure enough...what happened,


Cain walks off, then one day, murders his own brother, Abel.


When a child has been brutally abused, when a woman has been brutally abused, violated, she is going to have pain in her very members, she is going to have yes, roots of bitterness.  To deny that, doesn't fix nor cure, to LOOK for LOOPHOLES rather than admitting to God that Hey, you know, there are things in the Bible that make it look like YOU sanction these things, and I'm livid about it, and Working through that, rather than doing that, what we usually hear, ESPECIALLY FROM RELIGIOUS WOMEN  [NOTE, BEWARE OF THE OTHER SIDE OF THAT COIN, THE WORKERS OF HEROD--ANTI-RELIGIOUS WHO REALLY ARE JUST PIMPS FOR THE SOUL ASSASSIN TEMPLE PIMPS, another topic another time]


is the platitude of scriptures, cliches, and attribution, especially blaming the victim.


And oh how the GRUDGE loves that one....man it's like feeding it ice cream with all the toppings because that GRUDGE will go into the closet and hide and maybe seethe here and there but all the while, it's doing it's destructive death poison on the INSIDE OF THE SOUL...


rotting HER away, until one day, there is nothing but DESOLATION.


And then, SHE wakes up wondering, how in the hell did I get to this?  Why am I wanting to die?  Then comes the danger,


she will either say, to HELL WITH GOD AND JESUS and walk away into the lures 


or


she will continue on, in the LIE, obeying Jesus out of FEAR of HELL but deep inside hating HIS guts...and the SHREW is born, the Police woman of the Pharisee is born, she will make SURE all other sisters suffer as she has, be more pure, be more submissive, be more this, be more that and if you don't GOD IS GOING TO GET YOU


the VOICE, OF THE GRUDGE.




SEE notice, how Michelle [sorry I didn't see the movie so don't know character's name] is looking at the mirror but the image is behind her...the ONE thing, the GRUDGE DOES NOT WANT YOU TO DO


IS LOOK RIGHT DIRECTLY IN THE MIRROR UNDER 'LIGHT' AT THE GRUDGE IN SIDE YOUR SELF.


That, that is the work of RELIGION.  The other paths, lies, are the alternatives, that the world offers, Leaven of Herod--they will use SEX, oh that's a big one, Pleasure, Addictions, other belief systems that are actually under the same force the GRUDGE works, and oh, another big one, Sadomasochism--submission to patriarchal and misogynist doctrines BE THEY RELIGIOUS OR SECULAR--TO WHOLE PHALLIC WORSHIP.  


Phallic worship that always creates sadomasochism [secular or religious, Pharisee or Herod and the Serpent I will include under Herod--the Phallic symbol in ALMOST ALL BELIEFS, INCLUDING 'goddess' has the SERPENT AROUND IT, IN A 'SPIRAL' SHAPE, OH HOW WE FORGET IT WAS THE 'SERPENT' THAT DECEIVED 'EVE' AND DUE TO, IS THE CAUSE OF ALL HER SUFFERING AND HER DAUGHTER'S, THE ENMITY BETWEEN THE SERPENT AND THE 'WOMAN'....],


that Always demands SUBMISSION.


That is why Peter said, Submit AS UNTO THE LORD, not the Serpent or the Phallic Pole.


Yea that grudge, the Nectar that is the poison, that not only kills woman's Soul but perpetuates the killing of ALL WOMEN'S SOULS, THE SOUL ASSASSIN, is the FATHER OF THE GRUDGE.

The Mother of Harlots,[btw That mother of harlots means the Mother that creates the rape/sexual torture and ESP UNDER FERTILITY-GENDER ROLES-PORN the abused woman, whore, harlot, etc., concubine that will be soul damaged/destroyed, will turn and hate God--see Proverbs that is why it says the depths of Hell are there, it's NOT the woman being blamed it's the PIMPS, SYSTEM OF MISOGYNY AND WHORE MONGERS, mother of harlots is the MOTHER OF MISOGYNY, PORN AND RAPE, in other words, MOTHER NOT MEANING 'WOMAN' BTW BUT THE THING THAT GIVES BIRTH TO THE INDUSTRY OF 'WHORES' MEANING SEXUAL TORTURE OF WOMEN/CHILDREN, IT IS METAPHOR] also works with the Father....they are connected,



they Both, work, to cause the woman to HATE GOD...to blaspheme, to keep her in bondage and in CAPTIVITY


CAPTIVE silly women, always learning, never able to come to the knowledge of truth


those men, Paul said crept into these women's houses,


look at that, as house being the MIND, and the men as being IMAGES, MEDIA, PATRIARCHAL AND NON-PATRIARCHAL GENDER ROLES=BOXES THAT YOU KNOW, YOU PUT 'DOLLS' INTO BOXES, PORNOGRAPHY, HOUSE CLEANING-IDOL WORSHIP THAT IS ALSO CONSUMPTION--THAT WHOLE YELLOW WALLPAPER THING, ISOLATIONISM [AGAIN, YELLOW WALL PAPER SHE FINALLY SEES INSECTS AND DEMONS IN THE WALL AND LOSES HER MIND AND JUMPS OUT THE WINDOW], SOUL SPLITTING [TRYING TO FILL UNREALISTIC ROLES PLACED ON BY WOMEN HATERS], ETC


the works of the Grudge and Soul Assassins.


You have to Master and OVERCOME....


not hide, not deny, not put on fake garments, but OVERCOME....


evil, with GOOD.


Good as in GOOD WORKS IN LOVE--both Paul and Jesus said,


FEED THE HUNGRY, CLOTHE THE NAKED, GIVE WATER TO THE THIRSTY, VISIT THE PRISONERS, FREE THE CAPTIVES, ETC.,


THE ONE SCRIPTURE THAT WOMEN SHOULD PAY HEED TO--


THE QUALIFICATIONS OF THE WIDOW FOR THE CHURCH'S HELP--BECAUSE IT SPEAKS VOLUMES...[and one that RELIGION DELIBERATELY IGNORES]


9 Do not let a widow under sixty years old be taken into the number, and not unless she has been the wife of one man, 10 well reported for good works: if she has brought up children, if she has lodged strangers, if she has washed the saints’ feet, if she has relieved the afflicted, if she has diligently followed every good work.1 Timothy 5:9


Pay close attention...notice NO WHERE IN THIS VERSE DOES PAUL SAY, IN TIMOTHY, THE ONE BOOK PATRIARCHS MISOGYNIST LOVE TO BEAT WOMEN UP WITH...WHILE ALWAYS IGNORING THIS ONE SCRIPTURE...

THAT SHE IS TO BE A MAN'S PHALLIC SEX SLAVE- WIFE-CHILD FOR HIS MALE FANTASY PEDOPHILE-RAPIST FUCK DREAMS, ETC.,, NO WHERE...IT SAYS RATHER, POINTING TO HER LIFE HERE....REGARDING 'HER WORKS' AND WHAT THEY ARE OR THE VALUE OF, AND EXTREMELY AND HUGELY IN CONFLICT WITH THE PORN-CULTURE PATRIARCHAL GARBAGE SPEWED TO WOMEN IN CHURCHES TODAY, BOTH BY MEN AND YES, BY WOMEN'S MINISTRIES [THAT ARE THE SPEWING OF PINK VOMIT IF I MAY SAY SO]


 REPORTED FOR 'GOOD WORKS' WHICH ARE, THE 'IF' MEANS ALL OR ONE OF
1.  BRINGING UP CHILDREN
2.  IF SHE HAS LODGED STRANGERS [YOU KNOW, POOR, HOMELESS, WOMEN FLEEING VIOLENCE]
3.  IF SHE HAS WASHED THE SAINTS FEET [HELPING MISSIONS, RELIEF WORK, CHURCHES -that actually DO the Work Jesus commanded, not patriarchal World cookie sales for crying out loud to make Rich the robber barons and false prophets sorry had to interject that one in there]
4.  IF SHE HAS RELIEVED THE 'OH MY GOSH' AFFLICTED, [not, make profit off their misery or work as a soul assassin police to keep the AFFLICTED AFFLICTED, like uh DUH]
5.  IF SHE HAS DILIGENTLY FOLLOWED EVERY GOOD WORK,


uh, not DILIGENTLY followed oh phallic god husband around the house all day like some concubine cleaning up IDOLS all day then playing harlot for him at night while THOUSANDS STARVE, ARE TORTURED, ARE DYING AROUND HER DAILY...


sorry is my disgust showing?  Ooops, sorry,


but that last one, IF you want to see WOMEN DOING THOSE THINGS,


GO LOOK AT THE SECULAR WOMEN, FEMINISTS, RELIEF WORKERS, REFORMISTS, HUMAN RIGHT ADVOCATES, HOMELESS ADVOCATES, WOMEN'S RIGHTS ADVOCATES, WORKERS, ETC...


you know, the ones the SOUL ASSASSINS DEMONIZE AND LABEL 'FEMINISTS' AS IF IT'S A BAD THING--


while the ones that SHOULD BE DOING ALL THE ABOVE are instead


flag waving rah rah rally around WAR [war gods] that also are the forces that RAPE THOUSANDS OF GIRLS AND WOMEN, TRAFFICK, FORCE SMALL CHILDREN INTO WAR/COMBAT, LANDMINES, ETC., ALL FOR THE 'BLOOD IN EARTH--THAT TURNS INTO VOMIT--OIL....OIL.....OIL.....


teaching other women how to dress up like BARBIE THE FERTILITY DOLL goddess representation and look and act like a SILLY PHALLIC WORSHIPER WHO IS TRULY A 'BARBIE' IN EVERY SENSE OF THE WORD, THE DOLL WITH NO SOUL, NO SPIRIT...the creation of the whole HOUSE OF EGYPT--more on this another time..., 


teaching other women how to CONSUME, DECOR, CONSUME [yea they got that whole Vesta goddess thing going there]


teaching other women how to be bigoted and powerless and Shrews who gossip all day [yea funny I don't see Paul referring to that except when HE refers to IDLE WOMEN, hmmmm


Yea I mean, like DUH, here...


so, you See, here's the thing....to OVERCOME EVIL, YOU OVERCOME BY DOING GOOD,


SO WOMEN...WHAT IS THAT GOOD?  WELL PAUL GIVES US AN OUTLINE,


AND IT AIN'T, WHAT THE GRUDGE HELPERS ARE TELLING US UNDER THE LEAVEN OF PHARISEE OR THE TEMPLE PIMPS UNDER THE LIKES OF HEROD 


if you get my drift,

and the GRUDGE will work to keep you enslaved to Both--by those laden sins and desires that the men who creep in to the House are all to happy to entice you with,

always Learning, and Never able to come to the Knowledge of Truth


and why it is the BIGGEST MONEY MAKER DRESSED IN 'PINK' TODAY UNDER NONE OTHER THAN

RELIGION, ESPECIALLY 'GENDER ROLES AND WOMEN'S MINISTRIES AND THOSE WHO ALSO, WILL RIDE ON THE BACK OF THE BEAST AND THE BACKS OF THE BROKEN, BRUISED, WOUNDED TO DRINK TEA AND HAVE SCONES WITH THE PHILOSOPHERS OF 'MARS HILL' GREECE/ROME WHILE YOU BLEED OUT TO DEATH WITH MILLIONS OF OTHER SISTERS,

BECAUSE HEY, DIPLOMACY WITH THE GRUDGE, THE AMBITION WHORES LOVE, ESPECIALLY ON YOUR BACK SISTER...


that's how, the PYRAMIDS OF EGYPT WORK--HOUSE OF BONDAGE. 


Love,
Jane  [More on this to come]


 



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1 comments:

Mara Reid said...

I commented under your comment over at my place.

But thinking and meditating on a few other things, I thought I'd come over here.

I really think you are onto something with this, silly women captivated by sin thing.

Women want to be loved and accepted by God, so bad, that they will fall for the fake, if all that is presented is the fake.

They will go through the trouble of conforming to a religious mold, if they think this will make them more acceptable to God. And they may even have themselves convinced that the mold they have comformed to is the real.

What they don't relize is that God sees past it and doesn't want the mold. He wants the real them. No matter how beat up, scarred, even mutilated and deformed (by others) they are. He wants the real. And He wants to BE real to them.

He can do the healing if they can just learn to trust Him (I say that quickly, but not flippantly. Sometimes it takes a long time to learn to trust. But God is so patient. He knows so much has been trampled and destroyed. But He's in it for the long haul. He doesn't care how long it takes. He has an eternity. We're the ones that get impatient and want results yesterday.)

So, anyway, I'm sure I haven't grasped everything you are trying to get across in this post. But I think I'm getting parts of it.

Keep after it, sister.
We'll have this thing whipped yet.

Then once we do, we will better know how to show others the Way (and Truth and Life), as He wants to be seen.