When the Needle Is More Powerful than the Pen and Sword though Sometimes You Need Both!

For part I of this Series see: http://homesewersneedleworkersunion-hsnwu.blogspot.com/2010/09/hannahs-cant-be-tamed-and-genius-behind.html

I am dividing Part 2 of this Series into two or three parts, depending on how much information I decide to put into, because after this Series I will be following up with a comparative analysis on today's spiritual warfare and the story line of Final Fantasy 7, that relates to much of what I will be writing about here. Before I begin, however, I wanted to add a few things to last night's post, on confronting patriarchal fundamentalism or fundamentalism and what I said about the Bible, etc. I thought and prayed about this, this morning and I got a lot of answers, more like a Closure on all the numerous things the Spirit has been showing me this past year, putting all the 'puzzle' pieces together so to speak. Anyway, what I wrote about the Bible may be misleading to some so I'd like to clarify, this is in regards to the post below or last night's post. When I say I question the legitimacy of the Bible that does not mean I don't Believe in the Bible, because I do, however I am very skeptical of the translations, the putting the Canon together and how much of the literal word is true. I Do believe that in numerous ways the Bible was tampered with by power monger men who utilized the letters and testimonies for their own Political gain, to control the minds through Fear. Oddly however, if you read the Bible through the lens of love, the Holy Spirit, it will show this,

to me it's like a type of spiritual book that can be Used for either good or evil, depending on who is reading and Why they are reading, teaching, so forth....because it IS of the Spiritual Realm. In a more simpler way of explaining, to me it's like a 'magic' book, OK, like in that movie Charmed, which of course is about witches and sorcery, warlocks, wizards, and all that, they had the book of Shadows....now the Bible is Not a Book of Shadows BUT to those who are of the 'dark forces' by either their choice or their desire the Bible can be used as a form of shadows, what Daniel called Dark Sentences. And I think, how some of this is done IS through the use of language, now I can't outline the details of this, but it's what I've seen spiritually and I guess the best way to describe this is that the Bible is a key of sorts, hidden among truths and lies, and this is why so much Evil can be done, yes through using the Word. Personally, not a thus saith the Lord, but personally I think some of the writing of the Bible, had some deliberate attempt at doing this--that God allowed maybe, I don't know, but I think, the KEY is, those who Choose Love over Power, will see it, those who Choose Love over Measurement, will see it, through the work of the Holy Spirit.

I don't have as much problems with the Old Testament or with the Gospels [Jesus's Word] as I do with the Pauline Letters, of which If taken literally can be weapons of death, same with the Old Testament. Some of this again goes back to the use of language and how language depicts what we see in the Material World, how we measure, judge, etc., but without the spirit the keys are easy to miss, and that may be done on purpose....remember God said these things are hidden to those who are of no faith, or when Paul said the heard but didn't believe because their Hearts did not have faith--Faith works by LOVE, not 'eros' love, not matter love, but Love, God's kind of Love, not Religious pretense love, but Love that is Truth. To close Jesus said,

John 5:39-47 (King James Version)

³⁹Search the scriptures; for in them ye think ye have eternal life: and they are they which testify of me.
⁴⁰And ye will not come to me, that ye might have life.
⁴¹I receive not honour from men.
⁴²But I know you, that ye have not the love of God in you.
⁴³I am come in my Father's name, and ye receive me not: if another shall come in his own name, him ye will receive.
⁴⁴How can ye believe, which receive honour one of another, and seek not the honour that cometh from God only?
⁴⁵Do not think that I will accuse you to the Father: there is one that accuseth you, even Moses, in whom ye trust.
⁴⁶For had ye believed Moses, ye would have believed me; for he wrote of me.
⁴⁷But if ye believe not his writings, how shall ye believe my words?

To those who have ears let them hear what the Spirit is saying...

OK, going back to original topic at hand...Hannah Montana, a few days ago I wrote about the music video "I Can't Be Tamed" and the uproar it has caused and the brilliant meanings behind that video that I believe many missed. Just my opinion on this, not saying that she or the market she works for Deliberately put those meanings into the video or the song for that matter, but they are there and so I wanted to explore them because they Do address several important issues we are facing today. The oppression and caging of the environment, of animals and of women. Right now I want to focus on the environment [Mother Earth] and the parallels To that degradation of the environment for Idolatry and the debasing of Women, She, and why both are in fact, an outright slander and attack on God, the Creator who is both Male AND Female. Fe-Male, both, we have a difficult time in seeing how this could be without the dividing etc., but if you study plants then it's not so hard to see or understand how something Spiritual could yes [and I believe IS] both male and female, or FE-MALE. With the Fall came the division and death of the FE-MALE, in the world of matter,

human matter that is. The first clue of this is right after the fruit of knowledge is taken, when Adam and Eve [remember they didn't see until After Adam had eaten] realized they were Naked. That was the Division or Separation right there, not down the road, the death had already begun, the separation of two in one unit into enemies. Naked means shame, but what is interesting to have shame, naked one has to have self hate, self loathing, so really the First Separation was the separation of self from God. God is love therefore to be separated by a lie is to have self hate. From there we see a spiral moving downwards into an abyss of hate, separation, blaming each other, lording it over and pain and murder and so forth....but what I want to focus on is the other part we Don't hear about in religion, and that was the Separation from the Earth, our Mother in God [FE-MALE, the FE],

now, before I post the video let me say, when I say Mother Earth, do not think New Age, because I'm not talking here about Worshiping the Mother Earth, or asking you to look at the Earth as a separate Unit, Mother, instead, remember, God created the earth and space, etc., with His Word, Let there be.....then the Lord God put two trees, Tree of LIFE and Tree of Knowledge of good/evil, in the Creation those Trees work like an invisible string and in the first Creation Story remember God said, let the earth bear plants, trees, etc., that bear seed after their own kind and then the animals were created not All from the dirt/earth but only those who crawled on earth, remember the birds created out of sky and fish, etc., out of ocean/waters. Try to imagine an invisible string/s and a physics force, atoms, molecules, etc., and yes there was some form of evolution Because after the first creation story it says, These are the GENERATION'S, that implies time. Also when God made man He also said Replenish the earth, to replenish means something had to have been Before, an interesting observation from a poster over at GLP. Anyway, the Lord God made or formed Adam out of Dust, Clay from EARTH, earth our Mother....that dust scientists know today, which is a combination of ELEMENTS, are in Outer Space. The breathe [air] comes from God...Father, this is also similar to Native Indian beliefs. Anyhooo.....if you are having trouble with the elements thing, remember your body has to have all elements in diet/vitamins and minerals And air and water to live--get these out of balance and you have serious problems, etc. So, we are made up of elements from Earth and Sky [air, water, etc] so yes, Mother Earth, Father Sky, God being all of it...not Pan now, but God. [I throw that in there because of the Fear factor of Religion that blinds people, there are Numerous scriptures to back all this up but it would take literally a Book to get into here]

so, ok so Adam and Eve disobey God and then the Separation...what I want to focus on or get your eyes toward is the Separation from the Earth, the Garden of Eden [has several meanings by the way] and recall, the beginning, let them have dominion on the Earth, etc., the Lord God puts Adam and Eve in the Garden and says let them TEND to the Garden...Dominion and Tend are two different things, One of the theories I have [not a thus saith the Lord] is that the first story is creation of angels and the second, the Lord God is creation of man, because there ARE differences in the two. This would explain why the serpent told Eve, you'll be as the 'gods', If the angels fallen were ruling and slaving then possibly Adam and Eve wanted freedom from that OR maybe they wanted to BE gods, I don't know wasn't there and again this is all speculation....If my theory is right then this was a war possibly for dominion [and a school lesson by God, the mystery] and well, this Would go along with the ancient creation stories of the Sumerians, etc., and remember, later in Genesis, when Adam and Eve were kicked out of garden the Lord God said, 'they NOW know good and evil like Us', etc., Lest they take of the Tree of Life put cherubim s, etc., two flaming swords, so forth...I wondered about this, IF they had of been able to take of the Tree of Life there would be no hope for humanity, so Obviously there is more To this whole process or reason behind all of Why we were created and so forth, I tend to believe this is a 1. school and 2. a choice and 3. a sorting at the end, etc., just my opinion, and it's to be like the angels, Servants of God, for the next earth, etc., not Lords or 'gods' but Servants, based on what the angel says to John in Rev, you're a fellow Servant. Remember God's good angels always say, do not worship me but the only God, etc. God knows both good and evil, so then His servants/children to be in His likeness also must know--would be kind of difficult to serve God in eternity and not know, then we'd be robots/slaves, and that btw obviously was one of the Lies of the serpent, when we Love and Serve that isn't Slavery, that is LOVE.

So...the separation between man/woman [Adam and Eve] and separation between them and God [lack of love/shame, etc] and then the separation between man, woman and Earth...in this video, rather than look at Miley as bird as female here, look at it from the perspective of her, that bird being what Mother Earth is singing, saying...

Let's look at the video again before I continue...

In the beginning we see Miley, the bird ducked down in the nest shamed, hiding, from the probing eyes of the buyers, etc. Then she rises up and sings she can't be Tamed, well Mother Earth can't be tamed either,

the belief is that the world [nature] and animals were turned violent/wild with Adam and Eve after the fall, I tend to believe that it was human Nature and the spiral to death that Corrupted the Earth, as the Lord God says in regards to Noah, the flood, that the Earth herself had become Corrupted. We know in evolution that animals adapt new methods to survive the Onslaught of Mankind on this planet--a.k.a. Corruption. The Bird represents the animals and Mother Nature [earth] being Pissed, one that they are now under the rule of FALLEN SINFUL HUMANITY and then two they are now in a DEFENSE POSITION.

Remember the Earth gives us LIFE. The Native Indians [and other native tribes/indigenous peoples] as Well as the Old Testament Hebrews [fact] believed that our Life, water, food, corn, wine were from the Earth, GOD and that there was to be Respect to GOD and to the EARTH, there were Numerous laws in OT law about the caring for Mother Earth, and yes GOD did refer to EARTH as SHE. The Penalty of degrading, abusing and corrupting Mother Earth, by worshiping other gods, idols which are things taken from LIFE things such as trees and turning them into objects then Worshiping those and wanting more, more, and more brought GOD'S PUNISHMENT AND WRATH...same goes for the blood letting, remember after Abel was killed, the blood cries out from the ground, GOD told Noah later that blood spilled on earth WOULD BE REQUIRED at HIS hand,

it's serious business spilling innocent blood onto the earth, the Mother--OT law, do NOT boil the goat kid in Mother's Milk, that is what that means...because it was Representative of what Humans with greed, lack of love, etc., DO to our Planet.

Can't be Tamed...WE like the SERPENT have been raping and plundering and dominating the Mother Earth for goods, food [over zealously so], for OIL, for tons and tons and tons of CLOTHES, TO COVER OUR 'NAKEDNESS', our Shame in being ourselves, etc., to hide under that Pretense,

and she is saying, all over, I CAN'T BE TAMED...BY YOU,

and more and more Humanity in their attempt to Dominate the Earth, are bringing about their own

DESTRUCTION. to be continued....for now will close with this Video, please think on it because I will pick back up on this Tomorrow.

Over the past few months, well actually a bit longer, I've been contemplating What it is, about the numerous confrontations to Fundamentalism, Christian in particularly and why it bothered me. It wasn't that I didn't Concur with the Confrontation because I do and they are Needed, but

something wasn't quite right. After the discussion on patriarchal fundamentalist cults/Christian and Homeschooling, this became more pressing to me and the cognitive dissonance I had been struggling with began to manifest itself in a huge way, yet I still couldn't put my finger on What exactly was it, Was it the Privilege confronting only their Privilege groups? I've seen that, but this was something more than that,

and then today it dawned on me, what it was/is exactly, that I see that well, the best way I could describe it, would be the woman in the Bible who was bleeding out for years and Rather go to Jesus and hanging on to the hem of His garment to be healed, She instead hangs onto the garments of the very Doctors, that bled her dry in the first place--bled her money promising her healing that is.

And I couldn't get upset about this Because well, I understand it and I understand Why people will hang onto a falling down house so to speak. When I left socialist party it was a painstaking decision, you see I invested YEARS and I do mean YEARS into the platform, party, beliefs, ideology, history, etc., all of it, it Was my Religion for many years. I knew about the flaws but yet like many in the New Left today, we believed that in spite of the past horrors We would be different, WE would change and reform and after all, it wasn't the Ideology that was flawed, oh no,

it was only a Few Bad Apples. It was only in how it was applied. And btw one could take Capitalism and outline it the very same way...but my religion at least economically was at That time, Socialism. When I faced up to the Huge betrayals to women's rights, human rights and yes even economic equality in socialism, this did not come overnight...but slowly with each revealing, each manifestation of something that was poisonous but for years you see I could come up with a hundred different reasons as to Why those revealings simply were not enough to take a very Hard Critical look at socialism in it's fullest glory.

Well, when I began to dump the loyalty guilt and look at Truth rather than Utopia, I began to see but also I began to feel very disillusioned. I didn't want to embrace capitalism, though for a few months I tried, sure enough the analysis of by socialist theory was in at least that aspect, very true, and I to this day do not support capitalism. On the other hand however I couldn't support socialism either, especially not the Vanguard type. This was extremely difficult because when you invest Trust and Belief in an ideology, any ideology and you form strong comradely in that, to leave is like ripping apart of yourself away. You deal with the 'traitor' guilt, condemnation, the doubts especially self doubt because hey, if you've been fooled once maybe you'll be fooled again. I believe this is probably one of the Main reasons I don't get into group think ideologies any longer, what I mean by that is this belief that one has to vow all allegiance to a system of beliefs without any deviance or critical thought or analysis..that in of itself is very dangerous and the foundation for establishing a mind control/social control of the masses In other words, this is how dictatorships and despotic demi-god regimes are formed.

The same goes for Religion, All Religions. The issue I have with Only confronting Fundamentalism is that it fails to take into serious consideration that the Entire Belief system itself, may be or is flawed. It's like, the Fruits are being known and rather dump the entire tree, there are those who are so afraid to like, just dump the entire Deathly thing....because to Do so would mean to look square in the face the core of the belief itself. In other words, Fundamentalism is NOT the problem,

Fundamentalism, such as the QF and the Ultra Patriarchal, etc., is not the Root, hardly, it is the FRUIT,

THE END FRUIT, OF A VERY CORRUPT BELIEF SYSTEM, PERIOD.

To confront with vehemence Fundamentalism without confronting the Mainstream and Entire History [which shows Mega amount of evidence of TYRANNY] is an oxymoron if there ever was one. The Fundamentalists didn't Create the perversions or the tyranny, they simply, followed what was ALREADY THERE IN HISTORY, DEVELOPMENT OF CHRISTIANITY AND THE ENTIRE BELIEF SYSTEM OF THE BIBLE.

Call it wrong interpretation all you want, but Fact remains, the Majority of Christian Interpretation has led to

Misogyny
Torture/Rape/Abuse of women throughout the ENTIRE TIME LINE OF THE RELIGION
Torture of any who dissent
War
War mongering
Trafficking [sex] since B.C. and Slavery, FACT
Economic Slavery [this is where Marx, hate him all you want, was Right on the money]
Religious Wars
Torture, Slaughter and GENOCIDE against those who are declared 'the enemy'

Christianity and Judaism in their history have been in themselves, Yes, Totalitarian, Authoritarian and Brutal....whether Byzantine [slaughter of all Pagan or Folk Slavs when they took over Russia, FACT], Catholicism [gee do I Even need to go into the genocides there, the slavery, the lust for gold, the pagan worship, etc], and Protestantism....Slavery, Genocide [yes Including I might add to refute one Christian opinion, Reagan...one responsible for Mass Terror, Torture and Coups in South America--including torture of children, there are numerous records of Fact on these and the terror networks supported by yes Reagan and other Neo-Con Christian Right supported Administrations were in fact, of the Nazi bent--especially in South America. FACT.

And well Colonization, can't forget that...and with the confrontation/bashing of Islam, how soon they forget, Islam was an Outgrowth and Fruit of

Christianity [Catholicism]\ and Judaism [OT law]....FACT. It didn't grow out of Paganism...in fact when Islam became supreme in the Middle East they butchered pagan and animist peoples, another FACT.

Does this mean, by my saying all the above, that I don't believe in Jesus? No, it doesn't, but what it Does mean, is that Yes damn right, I question the legitimacy of the Bible, Common Sense would tell us, one would Think, that IF Christian Fundies can Change the Bible and Throw out scriptures they don't Like, such as the story about Jesus and the woman caught in adultery, they don't like that so they want to throw it out...if it can be done Today,

what the fuck, seriously, does one not think this couldn't have happened Before? With men who in their lust for power, the Roman Empire...didn't take a few letters, leave out many others, hide many or distort...it's sure as hell Possible...funny that Jesus didn't Say, The "BIBLE" will lead you into all truth, no, HE SAID,

THE HOLY SPIRIT WILL LEAD YOU INTO ALL TRUTH.

The Evidence is that the Papacy, one didn't Allow any 'common dumb peasant masses' to even have access to scripture so sure enough, the Foundation of that whole church was CORRUPT AS HELL, charging people money for forgiveness, FACT....then later when the Bible was printed up, then it Still was controlled at least the doctrines by a few select--groups of MEN who in their Zest for POWER were responsible for numerous deaths, religious wars, BUTCHERING OF WOMEN like no other, and the enslavement [as well as Gold lust] of numerous non-white people, FACT.

And NOW that the Fruits are come forth today more and more, we want to simply say,

why it's Only the Fundies?

That's like saying, to Communism, why it's only the KGB, the rest is Fine.

Bull.

And like communism, for years the followers did all to reform, to hold up, to maintain, to EXPLAIN AWAY, why it's Stalin or it was Capitalism and the Imperialist West and blah blah blah

NO, it was the belief that a vanguard of a select FEW had the right to be GOD over the entire state and Then some.

Same way with representative democracy...it's amazing how many really are so gullible to belief that WE live in this direct action democracy, NO, we live in a REPUBLIC, you know, Plato's Republic, hardly direct democracy...sure it has democratic character...under REPRESENTATIVE 'ELITISM' which today is based on relying on the political ignorance [esp of history] of citizens as well as Charisma...or downright Apathy, FACT, ore people vote for American Idol than the do for the Elections.

that isn't democracy, that is a form of representation that well, leaves a lot to be desired, especially if one wants to pull into the other parties such as Corporations, Lobbyists, so forth. Right or Left, it's the same shit...and probably always will be, if not worse in the future.

And what many American's may not know, is that representative democracy, the term they use, Was in fact, to keep the dumb property less owners OUT of government and have the masses ruled by what the elites then, deemed as the Only ones who were of mind to Rule, Aristotle in it's finest....of course giving off the impression as time went on, as those RESTLESS NATIVES GOT MORE RESTLESS, that the opinions of the common masses, actually Mattered.

By their Fruits ye shall know them....

this doesn't Mean, that those Fruits should be without flaws or perfect, that is not possible, we are human after all and humans do er, humans Do evolve, somewhat, sometimes maybe the evolve then de-evolve, haven't quite decided on That one but by the defining by Fruits,

over a long long period of time, IF those Fruits are Always consistent [even with reform] with murder, violence, rape, slavery, terrorism, greed, etc., then, uh,

guess what Virginia SOMETHING IS DREADFULLY WRONG.

Either there is a fraudulent counterfeit or space aliens that have taken over as pods OR

the belief system in itself is Terribly Flawed and needs another look.

Maybe even overthrown, with Theocracy I tend to support the latter, why I do not support the Other fascist extremes of Thought Control, you know the ones who want to Eradicate all forms of faith and have you believe in their god of science, technology or what have you, which when those desires are met with zealous persecution that in of itself is just another RELIGION....mob rule is jut that, mob rule.

But when Religion becomes such a widespread terror network that especially forces belief, then it must be OVERTHROWN, PERIOD. That is my belief and I stand on that one...I'm talking about Religion that is established By Man and the Rule of by Man....State,

I am a huge believer of Separation of Church [religion included, that goes for Islam, don't like to too fucking bad, shove your cultural relativism and your Trojan Horse take overs] and State.

I am also a believer in freedom of Religion IF that Religion isn't causing abuse, Human Right abuses, and Terror.

Now it would be easy to right there, go, well religion except for those 'fundies' but NOPE, you see it's not just Fundies....Fundies are the Fruit of a sinister framework of beliefs that the Basis of those beliefs, since 300 something A.D. have been founded on

slavery
genocide
gold and money entitlements at the expense of others
abuse and hatred of women, imprisoning of women, forced marriages and that is the basis of yes sex slavery/prostitution because it sets women up as Property, a Commodity to be bought, sold and exchanged
racism
colonization
and the list goes on and on and on

It does NO good to go after these Fundie Cults when you support Mainstream Christianity [or Churchianity] that donates Mega amounts of money into the political machine that Does push for policies that ARE TRYANNICAL

maybe not to You white male privilege

but to Women, YES

to People of other Races, Yes

to People of other Races/Developing Countries, Yes

these fundie Cults didn't just come out from the yonder land somewhere, they Came out of the very mainstream conservative Christian beliefs that have been the backbone of the Western Nations--a.k.a. capitalist racist chauvinist misogynist and yes, Imperialist.

What we are seeing today is the Privilege White Christian going after the Fruit of what Privilege in this nation Created in the first place,

like a pit bull that has turned ugly, that is what Fundamentalism is...but the Culprit, I'm afraid to say,

goes way back...

this is Why, back in the 80s and 70s, we didn't see Christians all in an uproar over sermons on wife submission, oh no, it was just tolerated, it was ONLY when Fundamentalism became more extreme in it's carrying out clergy power that THEN, many Christians began to uh, bitch, to put it nicely,

when Blacks were mistreated in this country by so called Mainstream Christians no one bitched then, when Black women were raped by white KKK members no one bitched then, when Latina women were gang raped/and raped on our borders no one bitched then,

when the poor in this nation [poor whites included] were oppressed and discriminated against No one bitched Then,

and Guess what, many Still don't bitch, hell many don't even take a damn Look--except they throw out a few 'oh that's so tragic, well ya know God loves them and blah blah blah',

but Oh, let some Christian Fundie get up in a pulpit and let him preach the ultra patriarchal doctrines and it be a THREAT to the LIBERTY OF ALL CHRISTIANS

WHITE that is, WHITE MIDDLE TO UPPER CLASS THAT IS,

and Then it's Oh my Gosh you know those Fundies we just got to stop them...

and the 'oh that isn't Really Christianity you know that's just THEIR literal interpretation of the scriptures'

BULLSHIT.

THE MAINSTREAM HAS BEEN PREACHING THE SAME SHIT IN THIS NATION FOR HUNDREDS OF YEARS...MAYBE NOT WITH THE FLAVOR OF RUBBER TUBING BUT HEY

THE SAME DOGMA HAS BEEN PREACHED.

so now Why is it, that many Seeing the Ill Fruits, rather than Walk away and Dump this Poisonous Rotted Tree of DEATH,

are still hanging on, to the wrong Hem, and trying to save a dying house?

Because they are Afraid to take a dang good hard look Critically at the Faith itself, that Maybe, just Maybe the Bible is flawed, or Maybe, just Maybe there really Isn't any Jesus or God,

maybe if we Just focus on those nasty fundies why we can Save our ailing Faith!

I find it Amazing that after hundreds of years, after them having their people murdered By Christians no less, having their languages forcibly taken from them, having their women raped, being colonized, enslaved, etc., that Their Beliefs in their Spiritual since B.C. times ARE STILL

CONSISTENT

AND

IN TACT.

the Native Indians...who Also believe in a Great Spirit [Holy Spirit], who also believe in a teacher or messiah [they call him white man, we call him Jesus and there ARE many Native Indian Christians today who still go by Their beliefs as well as the Christian], and who still respect the ways of the ancients, respect for Mother Earth, who do NOT oppress [generally] women nor teach the oppression of women as Sanctified,

and their Fruits are more what Jesus spoke of,

than all the Years of Churchianity COMBINED.

Gee what does that tell us?

Something is Flawed, that's what it tells us, and it starts with the Bible, with the Catholic Papacy [Roman Empire like Pantheon beliefs turned Christian] and their child, Protestantism.

Some call it the Babylonian Whore,

I think they may be on to something....

so instead we go after those dang Fundies...but don't DARE look critically at the religion of itself...and like those attempting to Reform Islam,

we are finding, especially Women, that is simply doesn't WORK.

You can't change something that is That corrupt, no way...it didn't work with Communism, it didn't work with Socialism or Capitalism which is today's Fascist Corporatism,

and it sure as hell ain't gonna work, with Christianity either.

IF overall the FRUITS are not there, THEN we need to take a hard look, and find out WHY.

OR, take a hard look at What we are believing...

I did do this, why I left Christianity as a Religion, why I left doctrines traditionally taught, why I left the entire culture and why I will NEVER, go back,

but I also found my faith stronger...leaning to Indian beliefs, or nature But,

what I found, is that the Bible, has Truth in it....it Does,

but it's like that fruit off that tree, good and evil,

that temptation, the serpent, when he told Eve a little truth with some distortion...to ME that is how I take the Bible,

the truth is there, but a lot of it is wrapped up in a clever lie. I may well be Wrong on this but it is something I've suspected...so I take the Bible, metaphorically, observe nature, the ancient ways and Dump the rest.

That rest included Christianity or what call Mensianity or Churchianity.

Now my focus is on Fruit, in my life, I am finding, to get to that place, I've had to Leave religion, dogma, and yes,

the focusing on Fundamentalism as well. It's a distraction and a very clever on at that...either

find the Hem of Jesus and go touch it,

or keep hanging on to the Hem of Religion, of those doctors of Theology and let them bleed you dry, of money, of energy, of faith and of love,

that Dead, poisonous Tree, of Good and Evil.

I think...I'd rather, find the Tree of LIFE, and Stay there. It's shaky leaving the 'dogma' and 'ideology' at first, I know I've done it, but the thing is, like with socialism, I found many points of that I still adhere to but I don't have to hang on to a dying flawed ideology that leads only to death and terror, no, I can form my own economic theories and try to live by them as best as I can, and the thing I found,

is that in doing that comes Freedom. It takes Faith...to step out, and leave what you've known...to look at it honestly and see that well, maybe it's not all it's cracked up to be. Take the good, dump the rest,

IF I would have from Fear chosen to hang in there and save a dying and very poisonous ideology I would have lost myself and quite possibly my soul,

same is true for Religion, including yes, Christianity. It IS hard leaving the fold, it Is hard to think differently, it Is hard to be deemed a rebel or heretic,

but one thing gives me comfort, it wasn't the Free thinkers who Crucified Jesus,

it was the RELIGIONS, both one God and pantheon beliefs/political,

[speaking secular lens here, not spiritual]. by their FRUITS ye shall know them.....that is All Fruits,

history does NOT lie. Neither does mass graves of many, who Died for not adhering---way before Fundie Cults even got their start...

just saying

In solidarity,

Jane

Sex Concubinage was the Same Damn thing, the taking of little girls in War and letting men keep them as Sex Toys was the Same Damn thing....forcing a slave to sleep with your husband to have Her child was the Same Damn thing....

and it was All 'sanctioned' under Old Testament Law,

to Support religious patriarchy, male Supremacy, IS TO SUPPORT SEX SLAVERY--THEY ARE ONE AND THE SAME....ALL THERE IS TO IT,

THE SYSTEMATIC GENOCIDE-HOLOCAUST AGAINST ALL WOMEN'S SOULS AND BODIES, UNDER THE BELIEF THAT MEN AND THEIR 'male gods' HAVE RIGHT BY POWER, TO SLAUGHTER AND RAPE

FEMALES.

from RMott's site, the TRUTH, ABOUT WHAT REALLY IS THE REALITY OF MILLIONS OF FEMALES, SINCE BIBLE TIMES [B.C.] AND STILL IS TODAY....

I am deep grief at the moment – for a few months now.

This post is a stream of consciousness of the strength of my grief, and how it is a strong part of me that will bring about real change.

1. I grieve that I lost my childhood.

2. I grieve that I did not know how to be a teenager – I had no time or safety to have angst, I could not rebel without terror wiping it out.

3. I grieve for all women and girls I saw in hard-core porn. I saw that their pain was real, I saw that their fear was real terror.

4. I grieve for the smiling in those images – for I came to be inside that smile.

5. I grieve that I was numb to being alive before I was inside the sex trade.

6. I grieve that the profiteers make their money through girls and women who were dead like me.

7. I grieve that the men who buy us, look at us in club, view us in photos and films – see that deadness, and just didn’t care, or it is part of the thrill.

8. I grieve that society turn a blind eye on our deadness.

9. I grieve that violence is the norm is all aspects of the sex trade – no matter if done for sweets or thousands of pounds.

10. I grieve that so many artificial divisions are made to make that violence invisible.

11. I grieve that the same under-aged prostituted girl who is seen as shocking and sad, is suddenly made empowered by hitting 16 or 18. Suddenly the adult prostitute is made invisible.

12. I grieve that most internal trafficking is made into free choice or just some kind of bad luck.

13. I grieve that too many make external trafficking for male sexual wants and greed, is just a question of logistics and economics – hell, it just part of some free market.

14. I grieve that just coz a woman gets lots of money, that it is assumed she will never be raped, never battered, never made into a porn-toy – and never murdered.

15. I grieve that men can pay young girls in sweets, or just the illusion of affection.

16. I grieve that even when it may to be chosen – when no woman or girl can control if the profiteer or buyer will use violence, will degrade her, will take her image in private only to make profit in public, will use her and then throw her away.

17. I grieve that these divisions are made to make too many women and girls in the sex trade not count as full human being.

18. I grieve that indoors prostitution is made out to be safe, the “perfect” way for men to buy women and girls without having messy emotions like guilt and shame.

19. I grieve that behind closed doors prostituted women and girls are beaten, are sexually tortured, are made to smile endlessly – and are more often than not are living with the terror of being killed.

20. I grieve that with the illusions of security, of having condoms, of cameras, of alarms, of managers saying they put their girls’ welfare first – that the authorities and too many of the public are conned into believing indoors prostitution is a good thing.

21. I grieve that I know how fast you can rape a woman or girl in the sex trade, how fast you can murder her – she is never safe from that, until men stop buying and selling for sexual wants.

22. I grieve that lap-dancing is entertainment, without thinking what it does to the woman doing it. She is made sub-human.

23. I grieve that all the time the no-touch policy is ripped to shreds, as men reach into the women’s cunts.

24. I grieve that so many women working in clubs only earn a livable wage by doing extras – be that hard-core shows or being prostituted out to special business clients.

25. I grieve that women who protest against the sex trade taking over our culture and controlling the media – are ridicule, made out to be prudes, said to not understand it all about freedom of speech.

26. I grieve that those who speak of freedom of speech are just giving to those who profit from the sex trade, those who already have the power and control – never to the women and girls that are being destroyed by the sex trade.

27. I grieve as I know the silence and silencing of the prostituted who has fucked, beaten, tortured until she has no physical or mental strength to have speech.

28. I grieve as I know the silence and silencing of being made a hard-core porn-toy. I know the silence of having of being sexually tortured and it having that made into public property.

29. I grieve that the only voice of far too many women and girls in the sex trade is an endless silent screaming.

30. I grieve that the sex trade is committing genocide – but this is made invisible by replacing the murdered, those who killed themselves, those who were too ill by diseases got from being in the sex trade, those too injured to continue, those whose mental health was destroyed by the sex trade, those made to be hooked on drugs – they just replaced with fresh goods.

31. I grieve beyond tears that most women who died in the sex trade are never heard of in the media or even the local community. They were made sub-humans in life, in death they are made into nothing.

32. I grieve that language is taken over by the sex trade.

33. I grieve how it said to a matter of free choice – making invisible the mental and economics factors that drive women and girls into the sex trade. It just an individual choice – she is never influenced by society, I forget she is an outsider.

34. I grieve how it made just another hard job. It is not work – it is a form of slavery, until the women and girls in the sex trade have full human rights and the ability to be a full human, it will never be a job.

35. I grieve that it never real sentences for selling women and girls on mass to be sexually tortured and thrown away.

36. I grieve that the majority of hard-core porn producers have no fear of punishment, only they will get richer and richer.

37. I grieve that men that buy women and girls are rarely done for rape or extreme physical harm – they are just made to feel guilt-free. Usually all they get is a fine or short-term sentence.

38. I grieve that so many women make excuses for men using the sex trade. It not as bad as a “real” affair, at least he doesn’t give a shit about the prostituted woman.

39. I grieve that so many make the choice to believe that existence of prostitution and porn means that rapes is less. So, the women and girls that are continually raped inside the sex trade don’t count – they just have to put up with it for the greater good.

40. I grieve that some believe men are so weak and unable to have self-control, that they must always have easy access to fuckable goods or they will have a rage that would destroy all the women and girls outside the sex trade.

41. I grieve that it is ok to make jokes about the sex trade, jokes making the woman or girl sub-human, jokes making it seems normal that men sell and buy women and girls, jokes placing the whore on a pedestal but only if she remains sub-human.

42. I grieve that so many of my entertainments are corrupted by the sex trade. Turn on the TV, the whore is everywhere, usually either the murdered prostitute or the happy hooker. Escape to football, and the ads have the whore image. Walk to town, and the whore image is on ads everywhere.

43. I grieve that the buying and selling of women is made so easy – it a click away.

44. I grieve that the violence and degradation that is the foundation of the sex trade is everywhere and made nowhere. It may on your street, a house near you – it may be your neighbour. The best trick the sex trade did was to hide itself away in plain view.

45. I grieve that if women are lucky enough to exit the sex trade, they are usually left with trauma so extreme from the thousands of rapes, thousands of battery’s, thousands of times language was used to make them sub-human, the memory of having no exit. Trauma that may fade, but is unlikely to ever leave.

46. I grieve that there is rarely specialist support for exited women – they are just meant to cope.

47. I grieve that the conditions and welfare of women and girls in the sex trade is often pushed aside for more important issues by some of the left and feminism.

48. I grieve that the horrors I have known has destroyed my memory, leaving me with fragmented memory – I hate that it has destroyed the good memories so much.

49. I grieve that it leaves so many exited women with illness, physical pain and flashbacks that crash into their daily lives and their strong will to make a wonderful life that they so deserve.

50. I grieve with every cell in my body that the sex trade still exists – and is still making women and girls sub-humans.

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OUR VOICES,

WILL NOT BE SILENCED ANY MORE....WE WILL MAKE SURE,

OUR SCREAMS ARE HEARD, FOR

ETERNITY....

WE WILL SEE TO IT, THAT THE INJUSTICES AND RAPES OF OUR SOULS, OUR BEINGS

ARE FELT

BY ALL THOSE WHO ARE RESPONSIBLE AND WHO LAUGHED AND WHO ENJOYED

AT OUR EXPENSE....

OUR BLOOD, FROM THE GROUND, SINCE 'EVE'

WILL SCREAM

UNTIL WE

GET THE JUSTICE

FEMALES, WOMAN, IS ENTITLED TOO....WE WILL NOT BE SILENT OR APPEASE THE

POWER

NOT ONE MORE DAY.

WE WILL NOT, LET HER VOICE, LET HER, FALL APART....WE WOMEN WILL NOT...

EVERY BLOOD GOD, EVERY SCRATCH, EVERY STAB, EVERY HIT, EVERY RIP, EVERY PULLING APART, EVERY WORD

WE, WANT JUSTICE......WE WANT OUR BLOOD, AVENGED

THE 'TRUTH' ABOUT 'HAGAR',

HAGAR STILL LIVES TODAY, AND THE SYSTEMATIC 'HOLOCAUST' AGAINST HER, AGAINST ALL FEMALES...WHETHER THEY 'ARE CONSCIOUS' OF IT OR NOT

MEET 'HAGAR', REMEMBER, THE BOND SLAVE/SEX SLAVE, IT WAS 'FINE' TO RAPE HER AND TO THEN DUMP HER INTO DESERT.....BECAUSE SHE WAS OF LOWER 'CASTE' TODAY'S HAGAR'S OF THE WORLD

THE HOLOCAUST AND IT'S GROWING WORLD WIDE, REMEMBER, ALL BECAUSE

MEN AND ALL RELIGIONS, ALL 'GODS' HAVE DECLARED, A MAN'S 'DICK' HAS ENTITLEMENT AND A 'RIGHT' TO A WOMAN....THE

PENIS ASHTRAY, CALL HER HELP-MEET, BOTTOM LINE, SHE IS SEEN AS NOTHING MORE THAN

A GOD CREATED 'PENIS ASHTRAY' AND 'CUM DUMP'

UNTIL 'THAT' BELIEF IS ERADICATED, THE HOLOCAUST AGAINST 'SHE' WILL CONTINUE

YOUNG WOMEN RESCUED FROM SEX SLAVERY, THERE ARE THOUSANDS

EVERY TIME, YOU INSIST, ON A MAN'S RIGHT TO 'FUCK'

YOU ARE AIDING IN THEIR RAPES....EVERY, SINGLE TIME

Jane

It's not often that I go off on this blog [see post below] but lately, I've just I guess you could say, just have had it up to here with the Generalizing any Deviance from the Norm a norm I might add that is defined by a media group think controlled public, with those groups that are ultra-patriarchal, ultra-religious fanatics/cults. It would be one thing if this was a rare reactionary symptom but the fact is, it Isn't rare and I've been seeing it all over the place.

Rather than focus on the social ill or ill behavior of a group there tends to be a singling out of a whole practice or ritual that is of itself Not harmful but because a few have made it harmful, the idea is to erase the entire practice or ritual from all of existence, case in point, home-schooling or home-birth or Marriage for that fact,

because there is domestic violence there Are those groups of thought that Demand that the entire belief of marriage be Banned from society. Because there is those who yes do abuse home schooling there is then this group think thought that All home schooling should be banned and never Mind the mega amounts of evidence of similar abuses that go on in public ed, or because there are those who tragically abuse children then there are those who Insist that All forms of discipline be banned. I mean, what ever happened to common sense and individual critical thought? I don't know but to me, it would seem that one could tell the difference between child abuse and a smack on the rear end when a child after All other options have failed and that child is a danger to his/her self or to others, I mean,

seriously, sometimes I just want to scream, WTF? Have we gone completely barmy in this day and age? Some are caught hoarding animals so now we have fanatics who lump All or Any pet owner as some Dr Frankenstein? Have we gotten to the point where we don't see individuals or groups that are abusing a freedom but instead it's 'lets get rid of All freedoms'?

In combating Evil have we ourselves become ZOMBIE'S?

While I understand the frustration in that many are getting by with murder, literally, what I find amazing is that, well take fundamentalism for instance, there is plenty of attacks on the fundamentalists, but what about the same shit that goes on in the Mainstream? There are plenty of attacks on child abuse/homeschool but What about the same shit that goes on in Public Schools? Or do we simply not pay attention,

OR

is it, that we transfer our 'prejudices' against something we don't understand or have all the facts on and just Assume that any who partake in a similar act are exactly like the ones who abuse freedom? Do we ban driving for all because there are drunk drivers?

if not, then Why not?

We sure see a lot who want to ban religious belief because there are extremists out there, we sure see a lot who want to ban home schooling because there are cults out there who use home school as a means to hide abuse, we sure see a lot who want to make it to where it's illegal to even Ground your children for misbehaving just because there are a few nutcases out there,

I mean...after a while, it gets to where, you just wanna do this,

What ever happened to Reason? Our ability to REASON? Have we become hoards of Zombies who jump on the first bandwagon of Feasting?

Oh Look, that group of fanatics [who Obviously to any who can THINK can see these type of groups/cults/extremists are without rational thought] crucified a cow, why By Golly let's all jump them there meat eaters there in the city and rid the world of the plague of cow torturer's....

especially without doing Any research or knowing all the facts, about those other meat eaters...why let's just Assume because we by golly are the experts after reading/hearing about One group, One case, One rare extreme, and well by golly we know what's best for all...so let's get to it

I'm not really sure how to word this, what it Is about this type of reactionary thinking that disturbs me, maybe it's because it tends to be from that lens of not being able to see outside of these boxes and frames, that is in of itself, a tad Fascist in it's own right. It's one thing to confront a Systematic Abuse that is long time, across the board, such as Domestic Violence,

it's quite another, to Single out DV as an issue to focus on against a group and then because of that then go after any similar group that has similar beliefs but that does NOT have a domestic violence problem. And then to take that issue and use it to argue the banning of all heterosexual relationships,

and this is not an exaggeration, People actually Do this type of thing and it seems to be happening more and more--question is, WHY? And this problem isn't just isolated to one group of people or sub culture, oh no, This tends to be increasing among All cultures, sub cultures and small social groups.

And what is even More concerning is that more and more, people are becoming more group oriented IN their thinking and opinions Rather than

INDIVIDUALLY MOTIVATED.

And that is where it begs to be looked into because the fact of the matter is, That in of itself, proves that the Octopus of Totalitarian Mindset,

is so entrenched, that it literally would take the removal of the entire octopus to Regain a Society, that flourishes, yes,

on critical and Independent thought.

We truly, have become a Nation, of Resident Evil Zombies,

God help us.

And if That doesn't ring some bells for you, maybe This will--

Jane

That's Right, YOU heard me....those of you who in your Zeal to Confront the ultra-patriarchal, misogynist conservative fascist religious fanatics who are Lumping all Home Schoolers into their extremist theology,

KNOCK IT THE FUCK OFF!

Because guess what Virginia, get out from under your Christian Rock and see the REST OF THE WORLD, because the Gothards and Pearls do NOT REPRESENT ALL HOME SCHOOL COMMUNITY

NEVER DID

AND THEY NEVER

WILL.

I as a Proud LIBERAL, LEFTIST, FEMINIST, RADICAL ECOLOGIST FREE THINKER 'HOME SCHOOLER-UNSCHOOLER' AM HERE TO SAY

WE ARE NOT ALL BUTT FUGLY DARK AGES MENTALITY CONSERVATIVE PATRIARCHAL THEOLOGICAL FASCIST SHEET HANGING RUBBER TUBING CHILD BEATING ASSWIPE MORONS...

MANY OF US, IN FACT IN MY STATE, WE LIBERAL HOME SCHOOLER'S ARE THE LARGEST PERCENTAGE, ARE THE VERY OPPOSITE OF

CHRISTIAN.

WE INCLUDE PAGAN, WICCAN, ANARCHIST, JEWISH, LIBERAL, SECULAR, ENVIRONMENTALIST-GREENS, WHO ARE FEMINIST, EARTH CENTERED, ANTI-RELIGIOUS AND ANTI-CAPITALIST, ANTI-PATRIARCHAL, AND ANTI-FASCIST...

AND WE ARE A LARGE HOME SCHOOLING AND UN-SCHOOLING AND 'CHARTER' SCHOOLING COMMUNITY ALL ACROSS THIS COUNTRY.

I am Sick to Death of Christians lumping [and secularists & anti-INDEPENDENT LEARNING types ] lumping All of us home-schoolers/unschoolers IN with the religious Nut Case types,

and I am SPEAKING UP.

As a life long unschooler-homeschooler of Three children who are now Teens, both my daughters are

Radical Feminists, Radical Environmentalists, Survivalists [GREENS] and Anti-Capitalist, Anti-Patriarchal, and Anti-Conformist! Free thinkers, CRITICAL THINKERS, who are Self-Incentive Driven to Learn not just in a indoctrination center but All the time, not in a time frame nor until they Only reach 18, because they believe EDUCATION IS A LIFE LONG PROCESS,

as they were taught and encouraged by the family, of which is Very Diverse in religious beliefs, philosophical and Academic. We do NOT spank our children, use rubber tubes, iron rods, teach Submission and all that other neo-con theocratic [Christian or Muslim don't make a difference] misogynist fascist BULLSHIT,

nor will we Ever. WE are also not social fascists who 'toe the line' to support the 'status qua' of Statist Conformity,

and WE ARE NOT ALONE, THERE ARE THOUSANDS OF US.

WE don't teach Bible curriculum and in fact, OH MY GOSH, HANG ON TO YOUR PANTIES,

WE TEACH BOTH CREATION AND EVOLUTION--

ah, my gosh, yea SHOCK EH?

And our learning style is Very eclectic, from Music theory [to jazz to rap to Underground], from ecology to chemistry to astrology, english, grammar, literature, poetry, including the 'Subversive kind' oh yea...

culture studies Along with the problems of culture Relativism, GENDER STUDIES, oh yea...there is HERSTORY as well as HISTORY,

yep, LIBERAL, LEFTIST, FREE THINKERS, ANTI-FASCIST AND ANTI-CORPORATIST,

we even wear PANTS!

Our son Cooks, one of our sons wears Nail Polish, Shock eh,

you Bet ya....

my daughters, one is music oriented, wanting to expand on her career in industrial 'mixing', a very Male dominated field, but she isn't letting That stop her

my other daughter, who is only 15 and about to graduate, is already in fashion and graphic design,

and my son, is the mathematical history/computer genius...

very eccentric, free thinkers, and Very ANTI-PATRIARCHAL, ANTI-RELIGIOUS AND ANTI-MISOGYNIST,

and they Question EVERYTHING,

I DO MEAN QUESTION EVERYTHING--CRITICAL THINKERS, AS THEY'VE BEEN ENCOURAGED TO,

don't bother selling them Dogma on Either side of the fence, be it Right OR Left,

they won't buy it--

Ha!

Yep, I for one am really tired [and I'm not the only one] of being lumped in with the Gothard and Pearl types, look these people do NOT represent the Entire Home School community,

in fact, they actually are a minority, they just Yell the Loudest and Sell more How to Beat your Kid books,

that's all,

and what you Should be asking yourselves, is Why hasn't the Government Done something about these Ultra Patriarchal Religious Fascist Child Raping groups/COMPOUNDS long time Ago?

Because they Utilize these groups AND they are in bed with them because They can Use these groups to Instill FEAR into the masses, so that the masses will buy into the whole 'you got to have big Brother control you and enslave you',

rather than Go after the Abusers,

they Use these Abusers [knowing full well what goes ON behind their doors] to enforce more POLICE STATE CONTROLS, POLICE NANNY STATE,

AND GUESS WHAT,

YOU LET THEM.

Don't matter if you are conservative or liberal, when YOU rely on Gov to do All for you, rather than YOU as a community/Individual stand up Against the Fascists,

then YOU are already under Their control.

It isn't until these Fascist types are a THREAT to your personal space, that you rise up,

prior to that, for Years in this nation these religious KKK like compounds were raping, beating, killing children,

and women.

Why NOW all of a sudden the uproar?

And then to top it off, Any who are anti-group think, are lumped in with the Crazies?

Ever wonder about that?

Because that's what Gov WANTS you do do,

tick tock tick tock tick tock....

WAKE UP

SMASH THE FASCIST MACHINE---THEOCRACY AND FASCISM GO HAND IN HAND, THEY ARE NOT ENEMIES, THEOCRACY AND TOTALITARIANISM [RIGHT OR LEFT] BUT BEST OF FRIENDS....

WAKE UP

OPEN YOUR EYES

MORE GOVERNMENT CONTROL DOES NOT = LIBERTY

THEY UTILIZE RELIGIOUS FANATICISM TO GAIN CONTROL OVER 'YOU'!

BTW, Deliberately not edited for Grammar, English or Punctuation, why? Because I love to Provoke and piss off Grammar Nazi Police! For years I kissed the black boots of the Grammar Male Defined Language/Etiquette police of English Language, no longer,

and

I like it that way. IF I am getting paid to write then That's another matter,

but here I am not, this is My blog, I'll write with as much miss spelin as I so damn choose,

Ha Ha,

ain't it a Biatch!

Jane, no 'gods', no 'bosses', no 'masters' , no sucking the balls of the Pyramid and no bowing to 'wanna be god husbands' or their police monkeys through religion or Educational controls and other thought Police. No matter How many Gulags you build,

That ye may be the children of your Father which is in heaven: for he maketh his sun to rise on the evil and on the good, and sendeth rain on the just and on the unjust. Matthew 5:45 KJV

having a Very reflective moment here, [see post below] and thought I shall add a bit of a twist,

after all, for the past year I've posted on the more serious, depressing and often times Morbid things of life and well, I guess you could say,

I SOMETIMES GET A TAD 'BORED' WITH IT ALL....

I mean there is Only so much focusing on evil one can take without it having some kind of poisonous effect, Particularly when it comes to our relationship with Jesus. I think we Forget about Him and what it's really all about as we get bogged down in This world, etc.

So, some serious deep thought here...[and yea, if you Think about it, there really IS some serious deep thought with this film]

Life here is just a speck of dust....in comparison to eternity.

Love,

Jane

SORRY THIS WASN'T POSTED LAST NIGHT--I WANTED TO EDIT IT SO I PUT IT INTO DRAFT, IT SHOULD WORK NOW...THANK YOU FOR WAITING.

WHEN IT'S ALL SAID AND DONE, WHATCHASAY? BEEN contemplating this a lot, in the midst of Life and all the Lies seen and lived, Lies I've told, more to Myself than to Anyone...

pretense I've lived to Obey a Jesus who I am seeing more and more with each passing day was Not the Real Jesus, not even close. So much loss, so much stolen, robbed, so much I've taken, chasing pipe dreams and illusions, often times yes not caring one bit...though I so thought I did, I thought I did,

we Use this planet, we Use each other, we Use ourselves, with mankind,

so in the End, WHATCHASAY?

I HEAR/READ SO MANY 'RELIGIOUS CHRISTIANS' TALK ABOUT OH HOW THEY CAN'T WAIT TO SEE JESUS,

funny how the Word says, it is a day to Fear, the Dreadful Day of the Lord,

why IS that?

Maybe it's because, we Take for Granted, who HE truly is, like the man and/or the Abuser [see post below] that 'fakes it as he [or she] lies next to you and when he [or she] is told that the Victim has a gun, is fed up, has taken Too much of the lies, abuse, cruelty and simply can't take it anymore...they say, Depart, I'm DONE.

More and More I am seeing that to FEAR the LORD is to have RESPECT FOR THE HEARTS OF OTHERS,

and that how Other's hearts are Wounded by Our carelessness, recklessness, cruelty is Truly how Jesus is going to Also see and deal with US,

the Terrible Day of the Lord is a Day that how WE treat Others, WE will feel within ourselves, by HIS hand,

HIS word...IF, IF we do NOT repent, and turn away from all the cruelty, lies, pretense, shallow kindnesses that are not even dust circles on our Face,

much less on our carpet.

To Love without Hypocrisy means just that, to LOVE without Hypocrisy, that also Includes not Lying about our feelings, not Pretending to Like someone just because being truthful might hurt...WE can Love and still not be Conformist and untrue to ourselves. Sometimes the truest way TO LOVE is to WALK AWAY....seek Peace, sometimes Peace is just that, separation.

HOW many do we hurt by living Lies and Pretense, pretending to Love with feeling when there is no feeling really there, when there is more resentment and self abnegation, rather than giving from the heart? Women especially are socially trained, especially by religion, to be liars and fakers, to uphold illusions of peace at the sake of their own health even...

but all in all those illusions are lies, and Eventually the bottom falls out, the Lie is exposed, the Truth comes out,

and then those dust circles do fall and words won't repair days, months or even years of deceit...Better to be Truthful, to injure a little Ego,

than to crush the spirit by misleading, but Instead we lie, we cover, we pretend, we fake, we act, we put on airs, we obey though inside we hate--That is what Love with Hypocrisy is.

So, do we Love Jesus with Hypocrisy also? IF Jesus said, Come Here, what Would you/me say? Don't just with impulse answer, and as you read/listen to this song, Think Not just about what You would say, to Jesus, what about to the Earth when she's all used up? What about to all the animals that shared this planet with us? What about God, our Creator, what would we say to Him, about what WE did to His planet, His love gift to us because Yes THEY WERE HERE FIRST,

before us, What about those who came Before us? What would we say to Paul, to John, to Peter, to all those who before us Bled that WE might live? And most of all, to Each other? What would we say? Lies, pretense, pretending....do we let each other be, who we Really are, or do we pretend and demand the same...conform, but Whatever you do,

don't Risk truth, don't Risk separation, don't Risk being REAL.....AND LETTING OTHER'S BE REAL, don't Lose those boxes of securities...

yea, WHATCHASAY?

I know what I say, want to say but Only because of the inner work that Jesus has been doing in me....because I've been thinking on this, this song for days now...I Do CARE, I care enough,

to say, GOOD BYE when it's better than hanging on and holding up Illusions...Lies, Good bye to the weights and sins and dogma's and false doctrines, to have Sound Doctrine means Sound..what the 'spiritual ear' hears, not man's traditions, Sound as in it's consistent, with God's love, God's character, God's Holiness.

I care about what Jesus thinks, but I want what is REAL, not imaginary and NOT WHAT IS,

EXPECTED...

to Live from the inner fluid that He gives through re-birth, through growth, not by attempting to 'conform' to some Ideal that usually has been set up by Man's doctrines, for it is better to Live in Truth rather than live lie. It is more favorable to live in truth/be truthful and not pretend from a fear of going to hell and to be true to one's self than to go, Living a Lie. It is favorable or more preferred I would think, what I have been coming to acknowledge to grow into Truth and Transformation which Is transforming into Heaven rather than Only pretending to be something one is Not, maybe it Takes being true to our own Darkness and spending some time in Hell, that place of Being, what we truly are, BEFORE we can get to that place of Whatchsay HONESTY with JESUS and stand before HIM,

REAL, NOT ILLUSION, NOT PRETENSE, NOT LIES,

He answered me tonight in a way I wasn't expecting...as I come to drop the LIES of myself/life and feelings to Him, all of them, all of IT, I thought that HE would say, you know, I've done all this for you and well you just aren't cut out for it, you aren't transformed or you can't Have those feelings or be that way,

Me and all my lies and bullshit and pretense and living this life Faking it so many times...to Meet conditions or to Protect those illusions, frail bubbles blown from a plastic ring, oh How I so fought to protect those iridescence dainties...

Jesus said to me Come Here, Whatchsay, well, I don't know If I would say Anything, frankly the more I know Him the more I not only fall in love with Him the more I realize that the Last thing I would do is "Oh yea Praise the Lord I can't wait to see Him why I'm just so Ready",

no, NO, the More I get to Know Him, the More I want to NOT HURT HIM...the more I see also this darkness in myself, how SO not like Him I am, and yet...He said, whatchasay?

Jesus, how about Truth? Truth through and in the darkness, and He says,

well open the door, let me come on in, and we'll walk through this dark tunnel of yours,

together.

No hiding, no hiding...He took my hand in his,

Whatchasay,

no words, were necessary. The dust settled, but not even the dust, could cover what was there...nor did it need to,

anymore.