WHY I CAN'T BELIEVE IN THE 'LIE' OF RELIGION ANYMORE--ESPECIALLY THEIR CREATION OF THE 'WHORE' AND THEREFORE THEIR LEGITIMACY TO 'MURDER WOMEN AND WOMB'

 

The ONLY thing I ever got from Religion, including CHRISTIANITY, was that I, AS WOMAN

was only a VIRGIN OR A WHORE.

There is nothing else, there is no Sister, Friend, Aunt, Niece, Daughter [except if married to the patriarch's and ONLY if she has a SON--and even then she is classified as either virgin or whore], OR, except when she, the harlot or whore, is USED as a TOKEN SYMBOLISM to make a MAN OR SAVIOR OR SOME OTHER 'MALE' LOOK GOOD, BECAUSE HE'S MERCIFUL TO HER WHORE ASS, never mind that MEN MAKE WHORES, WOMEN AREN'T BORN WHORES, WHORES ARE DICK RAPING CREATIONS--PERIOD.  

THIS INCLUDES 'RAPE BY FRAUD, DECEPTION, ECONOMIC COERCION INCLUDING FEMALES AS PROPERTY OF MALES TO BE BOUGHT, SOLD, TRADED AND BARTERED, CURSES, SORCERY, FAMILY ABUSE AND GENERATIONAL MOTHER TO DAUGHTER ABUSE CAUSED BY PATRIARCHY, RELIGION AND THEIR MISOGYNY,  RAPE BY MANipulation, COLONIZING OF FEMALE SOULS-MINDS, USING TERRORISM [ESP FEAR TACTICS, HELL TORTURE THOUGHTS, ETC], all which are TACTICS OF SOUL AND SPIRITUAL 'RAPE' AND 'COLONIZATION AND ASSASSINATION OF FEMALE SOULS' [and I believe for genetic MANipulation]

IF the concubine [which is a private patriarch owned 'whore' that yes was raped and tortured and abused and tossed at his whim, the romantic image of her is a flat out patriarchal male lie], if she rebelled or ran away from her SEX SLAVERY she was punished, by gang rape even--she isn't given a NAME, because it's only in the WAR OVER THE LOSS OF PROPERTY TO MEN that matters [story in Judges], not HER AS HUMAN, the prize btw of the men after the war--A GROUP OF VIRGIN GIRLS TO BE TAKEN BY FORCE, which is rape, their CONSENT matters not, they are PRIZES, FOR DE MEN,

nothing more.  The only reference to women outside of whore, is madonna, mother, and from a MALE LENS, from a perpestive of PENIS, the nursing woman--child at breast, ANY OTHER NURTURE, LIFE GIVING, RESOURCE BY WOMEN, MOTHERS IS NEVER MENTIONED, WHY?

BECAUSE HE, MALE HAD NO IDEA--LIFE TO HIM, WAS SIMPLY EJACULATION, RAPE AND WAR,

HE HAD/HAS NO IDEA OR INKLING TO THE SACRIFICE, CARE, TIME, EFFORT, SLEEPLESS NIGHTS, SACRIFICE, BY BLOOD EVEN, THAT WOMB, WOMAN, MOTHER GIVES TO CHILD, SO THAT CHILD 

LIVES

that TRUE TREE OF LIFE--which of course, gave birth to those girls those MEN TURNED INTO WHORES....

oh, there is WIDOW....but only WIDOW'S OF PATRIARCHS WHO HAVE 'SONS' COUNT

the rest--off ya go, to de burning trash bin.

The whore of course--along the lines of religion, is a whore because she is by heart a fornicator--unfaithful, evil, demon, etc., This of course legitimized the SON'S OF GOD and gods {in MALE WRITING-LITERATURE in every religion, philosophy, to PORN, because it's the same thing, men praising men, especially for their prowess to rule, rule with terror, torture and rape and confine female souls to their private or public hells--MEN WROTE IT, I'M JUST QUOTING WHAT MEN FROM B.C. TO TODAY WRITE, SAY AND BRAG ABOUT, TO THE ACADEMICS TO THE PULPIT] TO

RAPE, MASS RAPE, MASS RAPE IN WAR, RAPE HARLOTS/WHORES, RAPE UGLY WOMEN, UGLY GIRLS, ENEMY GIRLS, ENEMY WOMEN, WOMEN WHO QUESTIONED, WOMEN WHO DARED TO SAY

NO

WOMEN WHO THOUGHT

AND WOMEN WHO DID NOT WALK THE 'BARBIE DOLL STEPFORD ZOMBIE WALK'

WOMEN WHO DARED TO OWN THEIR OWN 'SOUL' OR TO EVEN HAVE ONE OF HER OWN, much less a Room

those women, were WHORES

VIRGINS HOWEVER--WERE ANY FEMALE THAT HADN'T BEEN BLED BY A PENIS, MAN, AND WHO WERE FAIR GAME FOR THE

HUNT

after she was bled--SHE THEN, IS A 'WHORE'

now there are classes of whores, there are good whores, whores that IF they in their humbled, shamed, raped state, worship their rapists and aid them--and smile through the pain--they get a token button, a mention, of course This is so that the MEN LOOK GOOD--FOR THEIR 'HONOR', of course on her raped, bloody womb, back, body.

The other whores--are of course, all those young girls who said to mummy, 'mummy, I want to be evil and be a whore when I grow up [usually age of 10 or first menstrual] and entice men with spices and cinnamon and woo them into sin and then into hell--DON'T YA KNOW, THAT'S WHAT EVERY LITTLE GIRL DREAMS OF

now those GOOD 'GODLY' GIRLS, you know, they can't take any credit for their purity and virgin worth, OH NO--THE ANCIENT SAGES, MADE SURE--TO LET THE WORLD KNOW--THOSE WITCH WHORES--ARE ALWAYS WANTING TO 'HUMP' TENT PEGS [Sirach, Catholic Bible, for example, Ben Sira],

they were always wet and wanting to jump on every PENIS out there, and you know, those penis's just can't help themselves, and so that whore--you see, is really the devil's daughter.  The man whose penis get's hard at the Sight of a virgin, baby infant girl, impoverished starving woman, woman who is ill, sick, disabled, poverty stricken, beaten by a man, etc,., well you see, it's not HIS FAULT for his INABILITY TO CONTROL HIS URGES

and so, he is not to blame for RAPING THE WHORE, or for PORN or any other HUMAN RIGHT ABUSE OF 'SHE'

especially since you know, SHE'S A WHORE--only Virgins carried penalty, because VIRGINS WERE THOSE 'PUSSY'S' NOT YET SOLD AND THEREFORE TO 'DEFILE' ONE SELF WITH HER, WAS TO ROB THE 'MAN' [PATRIARCHAL FATHER] OF HIS INCOME

don't delude yourself, it had NOTHING to do with concern for HER WELFARE, NONE WHATSOEVER

it was LOSS OF INCOME--WHORE INCOME

see, the LIE is that the virgin wife isn't too a whore, but you see she is, the proof is in the mass rapes of women and then brutal torture's and deaths in war time, both ancient and modern, but the saving of virgins for seed--because ONE CAN MAKE MONEY OFF OF THEM

ESPECIALLY IF THEY ARE PUT INTO BROTHELS, AKA

RAPE CONCENTRATION CAMPS

the WHORE CAMPS

BE FUCKED, RAPED, TORTURED FOR YOUR FREEDOM WHORE--FREEDOM = DEATH

you see This way, men could spare men of their savagry and take out their HATE on the FEMALE BODY--but they needed a way to do this without having to LOOK AT THEIR OWN 'EVIL CORE SELF' IN THE 

MIRROR

DEMONIZE HER, AND LABEL HER A 'WHORE'

Even the desire to fornicate, with other gods, idols, is called BABYLON WHORE, not BABYLON MALE RAPING CAN'T BE LOYAL CAN'T LOVE BECAUSE POWER IS ALL HE IS AND CARES ABOUT--THE DESIRE TO BE WORSHIPED, ESPECIALLY BY THOSE CREATED WHORES AT HIS PENIS

SHE didn't make the Babylon whore or any other whore, for that fact

HE DID

he and his Rods and his hate of her--is the creation of Whore--so then, who is the REAL WHORE?

  sorry mushrooms, no offense to the fungi family--but I do find it interesting, how it's Fungi mushrooms that grow on or around TREES...hmmmmmmm

but anyway, this is a MUST READ--I will come back to this post later, for now,

she says it Very well, in this post here, THE NULLIFICATION OF WOMEN-DWORKIN, 

any THINKING CHRISTIAN or RELIGIOUS [including ISLAM] WOMAN, SHOULD READ, AND REALLY

THINK

http://cherryblossomlife.com/2011/05/27/the-nullification-of-women-dworkin/

Jane

The COGNITIVE DISSONANCE I ALWAYS HAD AND STILL DO WITH MY WORLD AND WITH THE WORLD OF 'CHRISTIANITY IN THE WEST'

Welcome to MY WORLD....where I was born, D.C., yes lived in the Ghetto Suburbs...not AS bad as this, but close enough...

MY WORLD, except Without the 'fame' and the 'escape out Of' and in fact...most do NOT escape from THIS WORLD...




I still live in THIS WORLD....I still take the BUS, I still see the rubbish, debris, not AS much where I reside--unless I go further down--I Still live in a 'trailer', what we call 'mobile home', though it's now a bit 'upscaled', LOL if you can call it that,

I still live around the language, the cruelty, the hate, the violence, not in the same Degree--but I KNOW it's only a paycheck away to wind up in the spiral downward, just an Inch away--

for Thousands of WOMEN SUCH AS MYSELF 

THIS IS OUR TRUTH, THIS IS OUR REALITY,

there ARE no luncheons, there ARE no Wedding Showers without the outbreak of Crisis and often there are no Wedding or Baby Showers at all---for ME there never was,

there ARE no dances or gowns or honeymoons...

More of My WORLD through out my life--because Poverty does NOT end at the Ghetto or the Inner City, one doesn't Walk away from the Ghetto or Inner City and become POVERTY LESS,

 I've lived in rural 'poor' areas such as this...slept in Cars near areas such as this, hiding out from the Cops, slept in ally ways such as this...grew up Playing in empty buildings such as this, in empty fields...walked these streets, lived these streets, 


worked these jobs, Too many of these jobs, pawned, sold blood/plasma, other 'ways' to survive that I won't get into here,


You'll have to right click to see the video-- oh how I still remember that cash register and the aluminum...


http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7sei-eEjy4g


the dreams, if I WORK HARD ENOUGH, SAVE ENOUGH, I TOO CAN HAVE THE CAR, CLOTHES, HOUSE...LOL, OH YEA....THE 'AMERICAN DREAM' 


LIE


lol I've even worked in those 'convenience' stores, oh yea


THIS IS MY WORLD....THE ONLY WORLD I'VE KNOWN,

Baby I remember when I DREAMED of living in a place like this, when I was on the Streets--pushing my girls in a stroller, with the Food Stamps and the AFDC, fighting the street Volvos rich bitches who could SEE me walking across the street but would drive across anyway forcing me to Run with my babies across to keep from getting run over, while their indifferent cold blank stares at me in their disgust...Oh yea I haven't forgotten, those 'others', those Better than, those Holier than, those Chosen Ones...

Yea Eminem did ya Tell them the Reason all us Ho's are Whores in the Hood, in the Ruins of Babylon, did ya bother to Tell them....that no matter if virgin or young or old we Women were all Whores, Hos, Bitches--let's play it again Shall we...





Did ya tell them that OUR only way OUT if there IS an OUT was through the men who with their smooth talking caressing promises if Only we spread for them because they promised us the Moon, the Stars, the Dreams, the Home with the Fence...did ya tell them how they walked off saying 'it's not ours you Ho' and left us to collect the welfare and the food stamps and the wic and the begging and the degrading and the SHAME

did ya Tell them that part?

Did ya know what WE thought, what WE dreamed, what WE thought....when they Told us God would Save us, Women, that WE could be like Those Chosen...funny the Chosen didn't want us near them either, funny how the 'how it Should be, how it IS for so many of those Chosen, those Good Girls--how it was only a Fantasy for us...'





Oh how we dreamed...but not in no high end Loft, how we dreamed, those scenes in that 13 inch box we would escape Into, oh how the Chosen promised us, if we JUST BELIEVED ENOUGH, JUST PRAYED ENOUGH...GOD WOULD SEND US 'THE MAN' TO SAVE US,

LOL

BUT THE TRUTH IS, THESE WERE THE MEN WE KNEW, THESE WERE THE HOMES WE KNEW, THESE WERE THE 'TRUTHS' THAT 'WE' WOMEN' COULDN'T GET AWAY FROM, EVEN WITH THE 'JOBS' AND THE 'EDUCATION' IF WE COULD GET THE LOANS TO GO--WHICH ONLY PUT US INTO WORSE DEBT...POVERTY, SOME FOR A  LIFETIME OF INDENTURED SERVITUDE ALWAYS WORKING FOR THOSE 'CHOSEN' 'GOOD ONES'

MY WORLD--THAT'S RIGHT BABY, THIS WAS AND STILL IS, IN MANY WAYS, MY WORLD--THOUGH I DIDN'T WAKE UP IN MY 'OWN NICE HOME' NOR WAS I A DRINKER...NOR DRUGGIE, YOU SEE WHEN IT'S SURVIVAL, IT DON'T 'NEED' ALCOHOL OR DRUGS, THOUGH FOR MANY THAT IS THE MEDS TO DEAL WITH THE REALITY OF TRUTH THEY LIVE WITH--THE BEAUTY OF THAT FANTASY 'LUV' IN POVERTY, THE 'LUV AS MEANS TO 'ESCAPE'...





So I deal with the COGNITIVE DISSONANCE with what I know, feel, breathe, feel,

when I read/hear those Chosen Women, and I wonder, do they know, do they EVEN know?  When I read the debates between the whole comps/egals and I laugh in my WORLD thinking 

THEY HAVE NOT A FUCKING CLUE TO WHAT LIFE IS...TO WHAT THE REAL WORLD IS, THEY ARE SO DAMN DISCONNECTED FROM 'REALITY' IN THEIR IVORY TOWERS AND SAFETY 'BUBBLES'

yet they KNOW GOD they say....WHAT GOD?  WHO IS THIS GOD THEY KNOW,

cuzz it AIN'T THE SAME GOD, I KNOW, IT AIN'T THE SAME JESUS I KNOW, 

 yea the Jesus I know ain't talking about gender and whether or not Christians men should spank their wives 100 times to make her 'obey', na the Jesus I know ain't sitting around talking that shit

even if HE did no one would wince, probably just Laugh--then Scream...cuzz you see the Jesus I know, is there in front of those long ass lines where those without Teeth and those with the arm scars and those with the pelvic inflammatory disease and those with the blood shot eyes and those broken fragment minds with the screams of war ringing in their head are waiting for a Meal, a Bed,

a Shoulder to Cry on....they ain't waiting on no Heavenly Deliverance because they already IN HELL, they just looking TO SURVIVE--ONE MORE DAMN DAY,

I still remember those long ass lines, food banks--food hand outs, Hear the Gospel and seeing the little toddlers with hands turning Blue from frostbite while they wait on a Baloney sandwich--that is one memory I will NEVER FORGET, that little child with the blue hands because the Asshole just Had to preach for a hour while so many stood in line, many of them who WORKED, to get a lunch--in freezing Winter, lines like this one, that are Growing in America today BTW,

the hilarious thing is the Chosen ones say, Why Communism, it was Bread lines, why the Way of the Chosen, the Trickle Down, is fair and just....it's GOD's Way, their 'god', funny I wonder DID they  talk to the same Jesus that so many of Those people and Ho's talked to?  Those who in the Dream oh yea baby--stand in BREAD LINES.....lol, OH THE OPIATE, BABY TAKE A HIT---IT FEELS REAL GOOD,

For them, if they can just Hang on, ONE MORE DAMN DAY...

while some who WE know at those Missions Downtown, in the Rural Poor areas and in the Barrio and in the Ghetto, they  ain't Jesus, many of them are just Pulpit Pimps but hey WE don't care cuzz IT'S BETTER DAN NOTHING, we are GRATEFUL AND BESIDES, THOSE PIMPS JUST BROKEN POOR LIKE US....they just trying to GET by like the rest of us drags and drag queens and whores and unemployed and old...poor

So I deal with the COGNITIVE DISSONANCE between So many worlds because I've traveled in several--not with Any wealth of my own except for a brief time when my daddy died and so I got to move up a notch or two then--but you see with Child with No father that didn't last long--no child support coming in and starting out Way too old--too late, you see even WITH an education that Whore life and that Street Life don't just LEAVE YA you know---it stays on the resume

and the CHOSEN know it--they can smell it, even without mention of, don't ask me how but they KNOW it--maybe it's in the Lines in our Faces, 

maybe it's the calls to the babysitter saying Please don't quit can't you Wait for that boyfriend, that drug fix...I needs this job...

so we wind up with the men Again--moving up a notch or too, it Ain't about Love baby, it's about 
SURVIVAL

so What your GOD and JESUS gonna do for me there?  They tell us to Submit, to Spread as IF we fucking don't know HOW TO DO THAT ALREADY

fucking assholes

THEY TRAINING US TO BE 'SERVANTS' TO BE 'DOCILE' TO BE GOOD GIRLS

IN OTHER WORDS,

FUCK GOOD BITCH

IT WILL PAY YOUR WAY...

yea don't like that kind of language, too bad, boo hoo, Welcome to MY WORLD

because the TRUTH is, for Women, don't matter if you are in rags and screwing in the back alley or in some Loft somewhere in a nice satin sheet bed

it's all the same, to Them

we are HOS AND WHORES.

So maybe, it ain't COGNITIVE DISSONANCE AFTER ALL--MAYBE IT'S JUST THAT

WE SEE THE WORLD FOR WHAT THE WORLD REALLY IS...

OUR WORLD



Oh, one thing I do have in common, many of us HO's with Eminem, LOL, we's WHITE too,

yea, that whole it's only Color that is poor, is total 

BULLSHIT....

oh yea--I just Had to say that one...and no WE ain't no MINORITY POOR EITHER--THERE ARE THOUSANDS OF US...THOUSANDS.  WE MIGHT EVEN BE IN YOUR RICH --MIDDLE CLASS CHURCHES, YOU WOULD NEVER KNOW US CUZZ YOU SEE WE LEARNED HOW TO ACT, HOW TO DRESS THE PART,

THOSE 'WHITE CHOSEN' TAUGHT US WELL--IN THE SCHOOLS, ON THE STREETS, WE KNOW THE GAME, WE KNOW...WE ALSO KNOW WHEN THEY FIND OUT WE POOR WHITE TRASH JUST HOW EASY THEY TURN THEIR BACKS,

IN SHAME AND DISGUST CUZZ YOU SEE WE ESPECIALLY US 'HOs' DO THE UTMOST DAMAGE TO THE 'MYTHS AND LIES' OF SUPERIORITY 

WE EXPOSE THEIR BETRAYALS, THEIR LIES, THEIR HYPOCRISY 

JUST BY WHO

WE

ARE...

SHAME AIN'T IT?


http://whitelocust.wordpress.com/2009/04/19/is-demographics-destiny-for-america/  
http://www.bvwellness.com/2010/07/20/race-still-matters-race-poverty-and-aids-in-black-america/  
http://students.stlawu.edu/theweave/index.php?option=com_myblog&category=the+poverty+report&Itemid=32  
http://www.flickr.com/photos/stevendepolo/3532199679/ 
http://nancyloo.net/tag/fox-chicago/page/2/  [food bank line, Indiana] 

LETTERS FROM THE CONCUBINE WHORE, THE LETTER OF ALL LETTERS, TO HER SELF, "I WON'T LET YOU FALL APART"

LETTERS FROM THE CONCUBINE WHORE, THE LETTER OF ALL LETTERS, TO HER SELF, "I WON'T LET YOU FALL APART"

WHAT PATRIARCHY TURNED HER INTO FROM BIRTH, BY RELIGION, BY BIBLE, BY MEN, BY THE REBELS OF, BY THE ECONOMICS, BY THE INSTITUTIONS, BY INTERNALIZATIONS FROM MEDIA, RA, PEERS, SCHOOLS, RELIGION, CHURCHES, RELIGION, BIBLE...SUBMISSION

VIRGIN AND WHORE

DONNED WITH BLACK OR DONNED WITH WHITE WITH A CROSS OR AN AMULET, IT DOES NOT MATTER

HER DUTY IS THE SAME...TO ONE MAN WHO HATES HER OR TO MANY MEN WHO HATE HER--ALL BROTHERS

BLACK WHITE IT DON'T MATTER

THE MALE GODS

their female counterparts who ASSIMILATE INTO THE 'SUBMISSIVE V' AND BATH IN THE BLOOD OF THE WEAKER FEMALES, THEIR ONLY MEANS OF 'SURVIVING'

IT'S ALL THE SAME--IT DON'T MATTER

IN THE END, SHE NEEDS GLUE TO HOLD IT TOGETHER, HER SOUL, 

BE IT GLUE OF DRUGS OR GLUE OF SEX [THE LIE OF ALL LIES] OR THE GLUE OF SCRIPTURE/ANCIENT INTERPRETATIONS OR THE GLUE OF PAGANS

BUT ALL THE GLUE IN THE WORLD CANNOT TAKE AWAY THE STORY HER BODY KNOWS...NO MATTER HOW MUCH SHE FIGHTS OR REBELS HER BODY KNOWS, ALWAYS HAS AND ALWAYS WILL AND HER MIND KNOWS

NONE OF THEM ARE TRUSTWORTHY, NONE OF THEM--FOR THEY ALL

MADE HER

ALL LIKE NAZI'S, MAYBE THEY ARE ALL NAZI'S SHE SCREAMS INSIDE

RUNS FROM THEM IN HER DREAMS, THE NAZI'S AND VENUS

THE POOLS OF WATER AND THE STATUTES AND THE SPIRAL STAIRS

THE GIANTS AND THEY ARE THERE, SHE SEES THEM

SHE KNOWS

SHE KNOWS, IT'S ALL ABOUT OBEDIENCE--SHE MORE AND MORE WONDERS IF THE 'LOVE' THING IS JUST THE OTHER PLOY OF THE GAME, THE CHESS GAME

HER BODY, MANY LIKE HERS NOTHING BUT 'PAWNS' IN THE GAME OF

KINGS AND QUEENS 

 AND SHE IS DAMNED ANYWAY...BECAUSE SHE REBELLED, SHE FOUGHT, SHE TRIED TO ESCAPE

SHE TRIED TO HAVE BETTER, A WAY OUT, TO NOT HAVE TO BE A 'PAWN' A WHORE

EVEN MARRIED SHE STILL HAD TO BE THE 'WHORE'

SHE'S SICK OF IT, SHE'S SICK OF PROTECTING 'THEM ALL',

ALL OF IT, ONE BIG DAMN 'LIE' 

THEY BLAME US, THEY BLAMED/USED THE WOMAN AS THE PORTAL FOR ALL THEIR POWER PLOYS, WARS, FOR WHATEVER REASON--


I WILL NOT PROTECT THE 'LIE' ANYMORE, I WILL NOT LIVE FOR THIS 'LIE' ANYMORE

NO MORE....BEING THEIR DAMN SACRIFICE.....NO MORE

LETTERS FROM A CONCUBINE/WHORE, PART 14 PART 3 OF GRUDGE SERIES, THE CURE, RIDDING OF THE 'GRUDGE', A TRIBUTE TO THE FEMALE FORCE THAT THEY REJECTED

The last of this series, on the Grudge, has to do with iniquity that is passed down, through family lines, e.g., abuse, child abuse, incest, behavior traits, etc., whether learned or through DNA [or like the Old Testament, sins passed down], and in particularly, the iniquity of patriarchal and misogyny that is Internalized, Sadomasochism that is caused by, both, in Females.  When I began to question God, the Bible, Jesus, the validity of...I had been wresting a  lot over Why though I was on fire for Jesus when I was twenty...had fallen away so hard and gotten into worse patterns of abuse/self abuse.  Looking back I kept questioning whether or not I was truly ever 'saved'.  I do remember, coming to the scriptures on taking up the cross and those dying to self daily and rationalizing that Had to be, dying to selfishness.  I remember fighting that a lot, because they were huge triggers for me, having grown up and still having to deal with a parent who literally wished and did not hide, my death as well as my suffering.

So hearing that, was like a huge reinforcement of the parent calling me whore, devil's child, liar, thief, bitch, etc., along with the physical abuse, psychological abuse and sexual abuse.  So internally I fought it...I rationalized because then I did not understand NOR was I delivered from the spiritual house of bondage--which was tied into the occult.  Occult mind you that was not Satan worship or Pagan but Occult wrapped up in CHRISTIAN RELIGION, in both a Catholic and Protestant--and yes it is in both denominations today and it is all over--and Has been since 300 A.D.  [just so you know....and some of us are coming out and Speaking up, especially on the child abuse/ritual abuse and child sacrifices that have been done under Christian Religion [which is not true Christian but Anti-Christ]  that are truly occultist--house of bondage, Egypt, is no joke, it's also tied into Babylon but I see it as more being Egyptian than anything--it's also other ancient pagan/cult beliefs, all wrapped up, give you a clue--has been around Since the founding of this nation and is the Backbone of our nation's government--commerce, all of it--read Isaiah, the Hole in the Wall, oh yea...it is no joke, the Illuminati is real, the Eye, the Pyramid, look at your dollar bill, connect the dots, ye shall see--Also, another clue, the DIA airport, the new 'statute' that Obama also made reference to, the god of DEATH of ancient Egypt religion..it's not some NEW thing, oh no, it's been around since Washington D.C. was birthed, to those who have ears let them hear....]. 

Anyway so I wasn't delivered or free from the iniquity and the whole mess, Not because I didn't want deliverance, no, but I didn't even KNOW at that time, just how deeply entrenched these occult forces were in my family line and on both sides.  I was also involved, via ignorance, because I was a new convert, in a false gospel church, that ironically the parent led me into.  It was one of those prosperity gospels....

anyway...like Jesus says, the seed is planted, the enemy comes immediately to steal it...because the ground is rock.  The seed is planted and when tribulation comes they fall away because they have no root, etc etc etc...I believe I was between both of those but also, with the no root, was some heavy duty Iniquity that was still at work and in my life because I was still being Abused.  

What I didn't know then too, was that there was a pattern in my life, from where I was moved to, various towns, that were all connected to the occult in some way, through out my life, the men I met/married that all had in one form or another ties to the occult--until I asked Jesus one day, what is Iniquity?

Something kind of paranormal happened, I had dreams that confirmed and when I say confirmed they had 'key words' that I did research on that all proved and had proof of the links in my life--all of this, backed up by the Word of God, especially the Old Testament because the Old Testament goes into a lot of detail on some of the very things I was being influenced by.  While yes Jesus redeems us from the curse of the law, and in Ezekiel God says regarding sin the sins of the individual will be judged, etc., not family lines--so on that part is true--However, those forces are still strong and if there isn't discipleship [and in this apostate age that's kind of a given] and if there is lack of knowledge, people perish, so to speak.  Also, due to learned and habitual sins, iniquity if NOT seen/dealt with will be repeated and THOSE SINS open the door to the same forces,

I think this is what Jesus means, by the 'when an unclean spirit leaves a person, the house is clean and decorated, then that same unclean spirit sees and comes back with seven more worse than himself.  And the last condition of that person is worse than prior...

that clean/decorated house is a house that is Mentally, assenting to the Gospel but there is no root and especially if there is the legalism then there is that false salvation what I call it and so really, there is maybe [because I'm not sure how this works] a spiritual regeneration but IF it's not followed up with growth, then the flesh takes over---etc.   I do believe a believer can fall away to the point of no return--because Jesus says in Revelations, repent or I'll blot your name out of the Book of Life.  That proves right there that the 'once saved always saved' is a false gospel---Also Paul says, numerous times, work out your salvation with trembling and fear, grow in the knowledge of the love of God, etc., Peter says If you add this, this, this then you won't stumble or fall, Hebrews talks about if you've had this, this, this [and like all of them] and then fall away it is impossible to renew unto repentance, etc., the Key to that one btw, because the enemy terrified me on this, is the conditions to that--one has to really KNOW God, the Power of God, the Power of the Kingdom, etc., to get to that place...not just some mental assent by a baby Christian.

So I think, looking back and taking a serious evaluation, of my attitudes which were horrid, no love, anger, rage, etc., that I was at that first stage--heard the word with joy then the enemy came...we tend to think that because a person hears and then goes, yea, OK, I accept that THAT is salvation, WRONG....that is just the beginning and that is actually I think the most dangerous time because If there isn't disciple ship and a body that is actually Loving the way Christ commanded, that person, the seed will fall by the wayside.  Add iniquity to that, well, you got some problems.

This is why I began to really question a lot because when I SAW just how deceived and ensnared I was I got really angry with God, HOW could you let this happen, I KNOW I wanted to be saved then, etc., but you see I was blind, I had no idea and there was no way I would have known then because I wouldn't have accepted what I know now, I would have rejected the truth because it's kind of way out there....it's not the doctrines of men.  So to speak, and why is that, because I will say, that I think the majority of the Western churches are wrapped up in the same type of occult forces and they don't know it, I am of the firm opinion that America is, a type of Egypt, Babylon, maybe even the Whore of Babylon.  There are just too many things, that are So contrary to the Word of God and to what Jesus taught.  By their fruits ye shall know them....Jesus said, something about did the prophets look as if they were dressed in fine apparel like the kings court, etc.?  Something to that regard...[not exact quote]  Anyhow--I never read in full the OT until I came to God two years ago (?) and so like, it opened up my eyes to a LOT...and I am very thankful that God inspired me to study the Old Testament--along with the New.  

But in that, it also caused a lot of turmoil and conflict because I also saw the Lord God in a whole different light--and so I questioned more.  Particularly where Gender is concerned--it has not been an easy journey and it has not been without it's doubts, upheavals, anger, resentment, and skepticism.  Anyway to make a long story short here, what happened is that sorting through the misogyny, the translations, the testaments, contrasting Word with Fruit and Reality [esp where the 'church' is concerned], I began to see that not only are the literal interpretations wrong on so many things, but that also we have become very disconnected in ways much like an RA survivor becomes detached or disconnected.  Thus, in an ironic way, though I won't say in a positive because at this time I don't see the end of the tunnel so to speak on the detachment---the abuse, particularly the RA, has made it possible to see things in a perspective that is more real--though at times I wish I could make it go away.  It is for the things I've seen, that I can't in any shape or form deny the existence of God, that's one, seen to much--and I can't deny the existence of an after life.  I also KNOW there is going to be a judgment of our life here on earth...but I do not believe it is what many 'think' it is...

so, in coming to terms with Iniquity, I read King David said the Lord covers iniquity for those who love/obey Him but the Word also says we are to Depart from.  If we do not know what Iniquity is, how do we depart from it?  Well, what I've gathered thus far, iniquity, as well as inherited sins is also inherited Grudges...these can be national as well as individual.  And it is here, that I struggled the most in reconciling Gender and the deliberate misogyny and injustices to women in religion and the Love of God.  I still struggle in this and it is one if not the main reason I will no longer have anything to do with modern day religion-churchianity or what I term, Mensianity.  Now if that changes, which I don't believe it will because we are near the end...then maybe, but I doubt it.

So, I've learned or am learning to listen...as well as question, it's not been a joy ride nor has it been one of blind faith, there has been times, I nearly dumped the entire thing altogether...that's one of the downsides of skepticism but then, the Good that comes from that, is in processing all of this I've also had to see the real truth about myself, iniquity and sin and excuses and the whole nasty mess.  A man once told me, You have to find your own path...now Christians tend to reject that because it sounds like the 'God is inside you' type of New Age belief but that isn't what this man meant,

he was referring to, your walk in Christ.  Being transformed and I do believe, at least for myself, this has been true, that yes, you have to find and walk your own path, your own cross, your own relationship with Jesus Christ.  Mine in no way looks or reads like what you typically would hear/see, that has been hard for me because it causes so much doubt.  Is it heresy?  This is where heavily reading but not just reading, but meditating on the Word, is so vital.  Abide in my Word, abide in Me--see the thing about that seed, is the fourth, it says, those with a good and honest heart [honest meaning getting to place of open revealing, end the hiding, excusing, and hiding the doubts], and that KEEP THE WORD, will IN TIME, bear much fruit.

I was out last night, pondering on a lot of doubts I have been throwing at God and looking at a tree, I noticed, that a tree does not grow from just the ground, but it grows Roots first...the tree of knowledge of good and evil grows the roots--then upwards, same with the Tree of Life...if you look at the Crucifixion, when the cross was put into the ground, representative of a tree, the roots, then go downward and out.  After Jesus died, there was an earthquake...if you were to look at a tree and slow down time or speed time up? and see how the roots opened up and go down, then you would probably see the earth split apart where the root moves...I think it works this way with us too.

God says in OT to break up the fallow ground and do not plant among thorns... Why is this?  Because the seed or plant/vine cannot grow in hard ground [root wise] nor among thorns...so one has to deal with the Thorns and Hard Ground first.  There are four seasons...they are repeated every year, for me, I've been in Fall for many years...it's only been these past few years I have taken a real love for Winter.  Prior to this Spring I had thought this would be the Spring-Summer that I would begin to bear fruit and be this transformed being...because Winter, is often thought of being a negative thing...

but it didn't take long for me to desire Winter and Ice once more--then today, it dawned on me why.

While winter yes, is a protective means of sheltering a wounded/split heart/soul, a means of hardening just to the point where there can still be Water, Love but also Ice to shield from the elements and from violence.  

Then I saw it....of all the religions/patriarchal phallic worship, the one Element, they do not esteem, is

ICE.

And what is interesting is that Ice is Pure, Ice is clear, water....Snow and Ice, reside by, thrive by,

FIRE.

If God is a consuming FIRE, then who is ICE?  There is always earth, wind, fire, water...but what about ICE?  

 THE WOMB, CERVIX,  IN LAND OF FIRE & ICE, ICELAND

Love will grow COLD due to Iniquity Jesus said, in the end days, the days like Noah....the elements will burn up with a fervent heat Paul says--we never think, it's ICE....the black sun at the DIA airport, the celebration of sorts [masons/Illuminati] of black sun [that is mentioned in Bible] has been believed to cause this burning up earth--but the Scientific reality is, if the sun is black like in a nuclear winter or a super volcano, then the earth would freeze.  Have you ever felt dry ice?  It BURNS.....EVERYTHING.

So, who is ICE?  In Iceland, where the photo above, it is a land of FIRE AND ICE.  It is also a land where there has always been a strong belief in the female aspect of God [or goddess].  

With the increasing misogyny/violence towards Women today, there is a hardening, a cold turning, of hearts, but NOT of rock, no, but towards ICE.  When there is Ice and Love grows cold, then there is a Burning of elements, and LIFE ends.

The Power of Female, I believe the Female Image part of God, is the ability to be ICE....when SHE has had Enough, of the violence, of the hate, of the butchering of children,

SHE

WILL TURN HER BACK....AND LIKE ICE

THE SUN WILL TURN BLACK, THE EARTH WILL BURN UP WITH A FERVENT HEAT.

With greenhouse gases we know, even by Satellite, that the ozone hole is growing and that the Arctic Circle is melting.  Polar Bears have been dying...the temperatures are changing...SHE, ICE, IS DOING HER THING....

the Thing about ICE, is that SERPENTS AND SCORPIONS DO NOT SURVIVE IN ICE.

Winter, is my favorite time of year...has been for these past couple of years, NOW I know why...I will not longer apologize or feel Guilty for the Ice and Snow in my heart towards violence, misogyny, patriarchy, greed, hierarchy and power abuse.  Winter contrary to what many Desert dwellers like to say, is NOT death,

Winter, is the time of the arrival, of the Crocus,

the Rose of Sharon.

 So, Winter it is....ice, snow, ice-cycles, snowflakes....and Crocus, Rose of Sharon. 

A tribute....  to ICE, FIRE AND ICE, THEY DO WELL TOGETHER....BEAUTIFUL.

In solidarity,

Jane

links: 

photo of Iceland, 

http://www.csmonitor.com/Science/2010/0420/How-an-Iceland-volcano-works-what-Eyjafjallajoekull-might-do-next  [no I am not Christian Scientist, just used the photo]

photo of Iceland Glacier

jeeyun.com

photo of Crocus, under Israel Crocus, 

sharonscrapbook.blogspot.com

photo of the Womb & Cervix, Iceland [I termed it womb/cervix, it Looks exactly like a cervix at birth]

eikongraphia.com

photo of Iceland, Pink

matadortrips.com

 

SMILE AND DENY PAIN--SOUNDS LIKE FRICKING RELIGION AND WHAT THE 'YOU SUBMIT BITCH' HAS DONE TO WOMEN FOR CENTURIES

"Katerina Tarnouska, the group’s founder is a thirty-year-old blonde with a ponytail. She tells Guillaume, “Time has come to get separated from the men”, she says. She dreams of a walled world where women would live among themselves. A world like the one of the Amazon tribes." Ukraine-150 member ALL WOMEN WARRIOR TRIBE

THIS, WOMAN, IS A REAL 'WARRIOR', THE AMAZONS ARE BACK...FOR REAL--UKRAINE, AN ALL WOMEN 'ONLY' WARRIOR FORCE FOR WOMEN-- http://www.baxterking.com/?p=901

THIS IS WHAT IT WILL TAKE WOMEN, TO END VIOLENCE AGAINST WOMEN, WORLDWIDE--FORGET THE WHINING, PLEADING, THESE WOMEN ALONG WITH THE 'PINK GANG' IN INDIA, ARE NOT BEING PROSTITUTED, ABUSED NOR RAPED..NOT WITHOUT A FIGHT.  HATE TO SAY IT, BUT THE ONLY WAY TO END THE EXPLOITATION, OPPRESSION, SEXUAL VIOLENCE AGAINST WOMEN--IS TO


FIGHT TERROR WITH TERROR.  

THERE IS NO PEACE OR LOVE WITH NO JUSTICE OR ALLOWING 'SUBJUGATION-TERRORISM AGAINST HALF OF THE HUMAN RACE BECAUSE OF THEIR GENITALS.

In the meantime--since there is obviously a lack of Consciousness among women, particularly in the West, 

One of the things that we can say about the Women in the CONGO is that NEVER AGAIN...AFTER THE RAPES, GANG RAPES, VAGINA MUTILATIONS BY GUNS, KNIVES AND EVERY OTHER SADISTIC THING MEN CAN THINK OF, TORTURES, OF OVER 500,000 WOMEN...OF ALL ETHNIC TRIBES, RELIGIONS, CLASS, AND AGE, FROM NINE MONTHS OLD TO 90 YEARS OLD...

NEVER AGAIN WILL ANY PATRIARCHAL RELIGION,  GODS, GODDESSES, POLITICS, ECONOMICS OR IDEOLOGIES BE ABLE TO BRAINWASH OR MANIPULATE OR INDOCTRINATE OR STRATIFY THESE WOMEN INTO THE BELIEF THAT ONLY BAD GIRLS ARE HORRIBLY TREATED OR THAT 'GOD' WILL PROTECT THEM OR THAT BEING GOOD, SUBMISSIVE, AND NICE WILL SAVE THEM...

BECAUSE THEY ALL KNOW, IT'S A FUCKING LIE.  THEIR BLOOD PROVES IT.  THEY KNOW, IT'S ALL ONE BIG FUCKING MALE LIE.

Where as women in Western nations, RELIGIOUS NATIONS [THEY ARE THE WORST] and in CLASS PYRAMID NATIONS still believe THE LIE that THERE IS EQUALITY, THAT WOMEN ARE FREE, THAT ONLY 'BAD' WOMEN SUFFER OR THAT IF A WOMAN JUST DOES A, B, AND C AND WORSHIPS THE PHALLIC GODS OF RELIGIONS OR PORN OR CULTURE SHE WILL BE SPARED...

the WOMEN OF THE CONGO--WILL TELL YOU, BULLSHIT.

the SURVIVOR OF THE PORN/SEXUAL RAPE INDUSTRY OF PROSTITUTION WILL TELL YOU, BULLSHIT.  [of course the industries will Always have the token woman who will LIE TO SPARE HER OWN ASS and sell women out]

The one thing about MASS RAPE, SAD TO SAY--IS THAT IT DOES PROVE ONE THING

WOMEN, WE ARE ALL THE NAMELESS 'CONCUBINE' [the young woman gang raped in book of Judges who was Vindicated, NOT because of her Humanity but because SHE WAS PROPERTY]

and when WOMEN FINALLY WAKE THE FUCK UP, AND SEE TRUTH AND REALITY FOR WHAT IT IS, THEY WILL DUMP THE LIES AND FIGHT BACK.

As long as women continue to Believe that PATRIARCHY IS BENEVOLANT, SHE WILL BE DOOMED...HER DAUGHTERS WILL BE DOOMED, HER GRANDAUGHTERS...WHILE SHE MAY ESCAPE THE WORST VIOLENCE, EVENTUALLY, DOWN THE ROAD--

ALL WOMEN WILL SUFFER THE VIOLENCE AT THE HANDS OF BLOODY MISOGYNIST MEN.  THEY ARE CHRISTIAN, THEY ARE ISLAMIC, THEY ARE JEWISH, THEY ARE BUDDHIST, THEY ARE ATHEIST, THEY ARE AGNOSTIC, THEY ARE RICH, THEY ARE POOR, THEY ARE COMMUNIST, THEY ARE CAPITALIST--IT DON'T MATTER

WOMEN WILL DIE AS MARTYRS FOR MEN, FOR NATIONS, FOR GODS,

THEY WILL DIE COMMITTING SUICIDE

WHEN DO WOMEN DIE, FIGHTING, FOR WOMEN?  FOR THEMSELVES?  

They ARE dying in Iran, fighting against a brutal BLATANT MISOGYNIST GOVERNMENT-THEOCRACY, but there are Just as many who will NOT risk and who in fear, will succumb, will resist privately, or who will DIE INSIDE.

FOR CENTURIES UPON CENTURIES WE HAVE TOLERATED OUR DEATHS INSIDE OF OUR SOULS...

we have ATTRIBUTED SUFFERING OF WOMEN TO THEIR STATUS, THEIR RACE, THEIR CLASS, THEIR RELIGION, WHILE BLAMING THE VICTIMS AND WORSHIPING THE PHALLIC MURDERER'S OF WOMEN'S SOULS, BODIES, SPIRITS, AND LIVES.

Christian women, still to this day, do NOT see that the WIFE submissive especially to RAPE and SEX ABUSE BY THE HUSBAND is the SAME ABUSE THOUGH NOT AS FREQUENT OR AT THE HANDS OF MORE MEN--AS WHAT THE 'SEX SLAVE' GOES THROUGH OR THE 'CONCUBINE'...

the same HE SHALL RULE OVER YOU THAT HAS BEEN RESPONSIBLE FOR THE DEATHS, RAPES, HORRIBLE SOUL DEATHS OF BILLIONS UPON BILLIONS OF WOMEN SINCE B.C. IS ALSO RESPONSIBLE FOR EVERY RAPE, EVERY PROSTITUTION-SEX SLAVERY, EVERY CONCUBINE SEX SLAVERY, EVERY MASS RAPE, EVER GENDERCIDE, HOLOCAUST AGAINST ALL

WOMEN.

THE TREE OF DEATH--THE SERPENT--THE WOMAN, EVE, AS 'PATSY'

NO MORE--HIDING THIS TRUTH.

THERE IS NO JUSTICE, WHEN TRUTH IS HIDDEN, THERE IS NO HONOR IN PROTECTING

THE LIE

THERE IS NO HONOR IN PROPPING UP THIS LIE THAT THE DELIBERATE SUBJUGATION AND SOUL MURDER OF WOMEN IS 'LOVE'.

IT IS A FUCKING BOLD FACE LIE.

"The Pink Sari Gang, or Gulabi (pink) Gang, is a group of several hundred vigilante women in India, committed to protecting women against social malpractice, corrupt administrators, and abusive husbands.

A revolutionary movement in India’s northern Uttar Pradesh state’s Banda area, the Gulabi Gang is striking fear in the hearts of wrongdoers and earning the grudging respect of officials."    

http://groinstrong.com/?p=390

I am posting here, a true account of the REALITY OF THE SEX SLAVE, WHAT SOCIETY SINCE B.C. HAS CALLED THE PROSTITUTE, THE HARLOT, THE WHORE, THE CONCUBINE, CAPTIVES, WAR CAPTIVES, CHILD BRIDES--SO THAT 'MEN' CAN JUSTIFY THEIR RAPING, TORTURING, MAIMING, SADISTICALLY MURDERING GIRLS, GIRL INFANTS AND WOMEN...WITH A FUCKING SEARED CONSCIENCE--ESPECIALLY WHEN 'SANCTIONED' BY NONE OTHER THAN

RELIGION.  [ALL RELIGIONS, BE THEY PAGAN, CHRISTIAN, JUDAISM, BABYLONIAN, ISLAM, SECULAR IDEOLOGY/COMMUNISM, SOCIALISM, CAPITALISM]

THE WHOLE VIRGIN-WHORE DICHOTOMY IS NOTHING MORE THAN A LIE TO JUSTIFY A MAN'S RAPE-CUTTING UP-KILLING A WOMAN/GIRL.  HIS JUSTIFICATION FOR MURDERING AND/OR ERASING HER SOUL.

I am pasting this testimony from the Mott blog...what she says about the END RESULT OF THE PORN INDUSTRY can be said about the SAME RESULT IN MOST RELIGIOUS AND MISOGYNIST INDOCTRINATIONS THAT DEMAND WOMEN TO SUBMIT--TO THEIR DENIGRATION.  THIS IS WHERE THE SUBMISSIVE WIFE ESPECIALLY TO 'ABUSE' OR PSYCHOLOGAL TERROR BY A HUSBAND, RELIGION, OR CULT IS NOT PROTECTED FROM VIOLENCE--OR THE END RESULT OF HER SOUL BEING FRAGMENTED AND SPLIT INTO HELL, ANY MORE THAN THE SEX SLAVE WHO HAS NO CHOICE...

THE TRUTH, 

we like the Women in the CONGO--ARE THE SAME...TO THE BUTCHERS OF FEMALE.  TO THE MALE SUPREMACISTS, TO THE GODS AND GODDESS'S, 

THE EVIDENT TRUTH OF THIS FACT--IS THAT IN THE CONGO, IN THE YUGOSLAVIA WAR, IN ALL WARS, SINCE THE BEGINNING OF TIME--WOMEN, REGARDLESS OF WHO THEY ARE, ARE ALL TREATED THE SAME--MEN, DO NOT RESPECT THE PERSONS OF WOMEN.  NOT ANY OF THEM--NOT ANY RELIGION, NOT ANY GOD/GODDESS, NOT ANY IDEOLOGY,

THEY ARE ALL RAPED THE SAME.

WAKE UP SISTER

IT IS TIME, TO STOP KISSING THE ASSES, OF OUR BUTCHERS, HATERS, AND MURDERERS AND TELL TRUTH, LIKE IT IS.....AND DUMP, THE DAMN DENIAL.

and like her testimony below

IT IS TIME, WE STOP SMILING, AT OUR FUCKING OPPRESSORS, STOP WORSHIPING THEM, AND STOP TELLING OURSELVES THAT OUR SUBMISSION TO OUR DEATH, IS RESURRECTION, IS LIFE, IS NOT PAINFUL, IS NOT MURDER, IS NOT KILLING OUR SOULS AND OUR ESSENCE,

IT IS TIME, WE STOP SMILING.  AND START, FIGHTING BACK.

 http://articles.sfgate.com/2009-06-14/news/17209801_1_vigilantes-five-children-pink-gang

"On Being a Porn Toy"  [one could write this as being the Concubine or the War Captive girl spared/and made into some man's sex slave or the submissive wife/child bride--sex toy PROPERTY of a man or men]

I have written all over this blog that being prostituted is being made into a living porn-toy. I want to write here the meaning of that, the meaning to the destruction of my essence, the meaning to survive that.

I know porn is made trendy, is made harmless by hiding it real face.

I walk down any street and see porn wrapped up in pretty bows – in clothes, in ads, part of comedy films.

This porn made safe and easy to avoid, it is little or nothing to do with the harsh reality.

I speak from the middle of porn, the place that is never safe, never easy, never seemed to have an end.

But is always tidied away from the public gaze, or made to appear enjoyable or “just acting”.

When I think porn, I feel death creeping into my soul, I am sick without being sick, I want to scream but remain calm.

Porn took me over, rip out my ability to remain human, I remain alive but wanted to be murdered.

That is to be in the middle of porn.

Being prostituted is to repeat over and over and over whatever porn fantasy the john has, whatever porn scenario the profiteers have made you into.

Prostitution is acting, acting to stay alive, acting to appear happy when in pain or disgusted, acting like you give a damn whilst imaging suicide.

The best prostitute-actor will make herself a porn-toy.

I cried all this week when I had flashbacks.

Not of the violence, not remembering their hate – but flashbacks of me soothing the johns’ ego, saying they were great.

Flashbacks of my endless smiling. Smiling as I refused to know my injuries, refused that I could be in agony.

Smiling as I would not know rape, not know battering, not know hate in words of whore, you know you love it.

As a porn-toy, I sure as hell knew how to smile. As I was being destroyed cell by cell, I smiled.

Men buy prostitutes and remember that smile.

It hides rapes, it hides blood, it hides torture – it can even hide her dead body.

For most men who fuck a prostitute she may as well be a blow-up doll with a smile – she cannot know as a human.

She is a porn-toy after all.

So don’t go on about that porn is harm-free.

Harm-free to who. Maybe to the profiteers who laugh as it destroys everyone else that it touches.

As a whore, who was made into porn for johns, I would say those men were harmed by porn.

They viewed the buying of a prostitute as sex. It is not, it the ownership of the prostitute for power and control.

She is not there for sex, but to be his porn property. She will do whatever he has seen or read in porn.

Unlike real women, she does not feel pain, cannot be degraded, will not say no – if she does, there will be plenty more whores he can buy.

For porn has taught him, that the class of women and girls named whores are always on tap for whatever his porn wants are.

It slowly destroyed his understanding that sex is about communication, respect and the ability to hear no. He loses his ability to be fully human.

I do not write out of sympathy, for most porn-fuelled johns are capable of extreme violence and hate.

Most would be considered criminals if they were acting their porn fantasies on the “good” women – but get off scot-free when with prostitutes.

I just say porn destroys men as well.

But the utter destruction is done to the woman or girl who made into the porn-toy for their sexual wants.

She has her body ripped apart, she is brainwashed to believe she enjoys or it is because she so disgusting she deserves it, she is made into nothing but holes to be fucked.

She is made nothing – for a hole is nothing but what fills it.

The prostitute is whatever the sex trade or johns decides she is. She can be high-class and then throw into the dirt. She can the street-whore, who can throw into the ground or out of a car.

She is nothing – but somehow she clings holds of life.

The thing that stops the porn from completely destroying her, is the part that clings to life, that imagine there is more to life than being a porn-toy – the part no john, no profiteer and not the sex trade can destroy.

The part that proves she is a full human – with a strength and will to find life outside porn somehow.

Many women and girls do not escape being a porn-toy.

We must grieve and remember them every day – for they were strong, good and brilliant, but porn destroyed them.

But, the ones that did managed to exit and have the ability to speak out must be heard. Not dismiss, not told it too disturbing to listen to, not told what words to use.

No, listen and learn how prostitution is embedded with porn, how they feed off each other.

Know the “actors” in most hard-core porn come from prostitution. From a place, where they no rights to say no, no rights to feel pain, no rights to show fear, no rights to have safe sex, no rights to not do sexual acts that are sexual torture.

That is being a porn-toy, that is what makes hard-core porn.

Porn wants prostitutes – for they will smile when in pain, smile when seriously injured, can repeat fake orgasms on demand, will pose for the money shots even when it destroying them.

That is being a porn-toy.

Porn nearly murdered me, but somehow I survived.

And being alive and remembering – I now will speak out to destroy porn.

I will not live in a world where men can buy women and girls to make into porn-toys.

http://rmott62.wordpress.com/

little note:  what she describes as being treated violently and as if she were not human, is the SAME WAY THOSE CONCUBINES AND HARLOTS AND 'WAR CAPTIVE GIRL-BRIDES' WERE TREATED IN THE BIBLE DAYS--IF YOU THINK THEY WERE TREATED WITH 'KINDNESS' YOU ARE DELUDED--MOTT'S STORY WITH THOUSANDS OF GIRLS/WOMEN WHO ARE LIVING THIS HELL EVERY DAY IS THE SAME EXACT STORY OF THE CONCUBINE, THE HARLOT, THE SOLD GIRL BRIDE TO AN OLD MAN OR TO A MAN AGAINST 'HER WILL', THE CHILD VIRGIN WHO AFTER HER ENTIRE COMMUNITY WAS SLAUGHTERED WAS TAKEN AS A 'SEX TOY' FOR A MAN--IT'S THE SAME STORY...THE SAME PAIN, THE SAME HORROR--SINCE B.C.  HER STORY IS THE SAME STORY AND PAIN THAT THOSE WOMEN IN THE EARLY CHURCH WHO WERE 'SEX SLAVES' TO ROME AND WHO WERE TOLD TO 'SUBMIT' EVEN IF THE MASTER WAS 'HARSH',

IT'S THE SAME--ALL THE DENIAL, THE OMITTING, [WHICH RELIGION IS NOTORIOUS FOR], THE ERASURE OF FEMALE VOICE, WON'T ERASE THE FACT THAT THIS WAS AND STILL IS THE REALITY AND HELL OF SOUL MURDER OF WOMEN.  OF THE FEMALE HUMAN RACE.  IT IS TIME, WE END THE PROTECTION OF THE 'DELUSION'.]

DO NOT GO OUT TO HER BLOG AND HARASS HER, SHE WILL MODERATE, GOOD FOR HER--I STAND BY HER SIDE IN SOLIDARITY.  GOOD FOR HER FOR REFUSING TO SMILE ANY LONGER, FOR REFUSING TO PROTECT THE 'LIARS' AND FOR TELLING THE TRUTH

 ABOUT THE SOUL MURDERS AND BODY KILLERS IN THE SEX/PORN INDUSTRY.  

GOOD FOR HER, FOR REFUSING TO SMILE AT THESE PIECES OF SHIT--ANY MORE,

we should learn to do the same...and STOP, PROTECTING THE EGOS AND THE POWER EXCUSES WHO DESTROY WOMEN--LET THEM SEE, THE MIRROR, OF WHAT BEASTS THEY TRULY ARE.

trtdari.com

THIS IS WHAT SMILING WHILE SUBMITTING IN THE LIE OF 'BEING LOVED' LOOKS LIKE SISTER
YEA KEEP SUBMITTING, KEEP SMILING, KEEP KISSING THEIR ASSES--BECAUSE THEY'LL LOVE YOU BABY

JUST ASK THESE MILLIONS OF WOMEN THROUGH OUT ALL TIME

http://www.blackagendareport.com/?q=content/congo-and-darfur-where-anti-arab-prejudice-and-oil-make-difference  

btw, DON'T  bother with the 'oh but That's war, Look, these Tortures and Rapes happen [and always have] to women IN PEACE--BY THEIR OWN DAMN BRETHREN, HUSBANDS, PASTORS, CLERICS, BOYFRIENDS, STRANGERS, ARMED FORCES ON THE SAME DAMN TEAM...] and even more so to the prostitutes, concubines, war captives, child brides, since B.C.  And the violence has been sanctioned and permitted and JUSTIFIED under the 'whore', or those strange women or strange flesh or those enemy girls of 'other gods' or other 'races' or those poor girls, etc.....STOP THE SMILING AT THE HATERS AND BUTCHERS OF WOMEN!

In solidarity