God is So Awesome!

He ALWAYS, COMES THROUGH,

you know more and more, I don't CARE what anyone says, God is Truly AWESOME! The World might be horrid,

people might be cruel

families might be dysfunctional

but GOD

JESUS

is FAITHFUL, TRUE, PATIENT, KIND, UNDERSTANDING,

when other's let you down and they Will as so will YOU let other's down, ain't human nature grand? :( God doesn't just walk off and toss you aside, oh no, He waits, and Waits, and Waits, and Patiently woos us and reminds us and hints at us and well really He sort of goes HEY, YOU, YOU HOO, OVER HERE, RIGHT HERE, RIGHT THERE, IN YOUR SLEEP, IN YOUR WAKING HOURS, I'M RIGHT HERE, ARE YOU LISTENING?

He isn't the one hard of hearing, WE ARE! Anyway...so Spring is here and Summer almost around the corner and I'm having a discourse with Lord about those little things in childhood that Then, had a lot of meaning, they Still do in fact but you see so many once they become Adult and So Knowing [Ha!] well, they take these things with a grain of salt. Anyhow,

so I'm pondering all the cool things like June Bugs, why Is it they are drawn to light again? Funny how we forget those things, and so I look it up and did you know they are attracted to Moonlight? So are Moths. So, then I look at another info site [on bugs] about lightening bugs. I have not seen lightening bugs, NOT that I recall, maybe this year. I have seen 'bats' though, Creepy, they make the eeriest sounds, circling around in the dusk of evening...wouldn't be too upset if I never saw them again. But well, nature is just amazing in of herself and God is really, if you THINK about it, GENIUS, seriously so I'm pondering and reading up on Bugs today, and earlier this morning and through out the week I have been working on some things with God about negativity,

and in looking at a sight on bugs, I stumbled onto this, and it is just well, I just had to post it.

http://www.tomslighthouse.net/lighthse/foot17.htm#anchor002

So I am going to close, with some Cool Bug sites, one from this man's site [awesome site btw] on Lightening Bugs, which I thought was way uplifting because for those of us who Still are a 'child' at heart [maybe more than heart, but anymore, I am thinking, kind of Like it that way, losing the cyncisms is well, kind of Nice], the little things in nature are really, their own Magical World. So--since I am not good at Writing on these things...something I don't write about really, I'd rather show it in pictures, what I see about God's Kingdom, in Nature.

Starting with A BUG'S VIEW OF THE BUG UNIVERSE CREATED BY OUR LORD

Couldn't resist this one, below,

Hilarious, now That's something my brother would have done as a kid, ROFL

now HOW ABOUT, SOME OF THE MORE 'UNIQUE' WHAT YOU DON'T SEE OFTEN...FROM FOREIGN BUGS TO THE EXTRA-ORDINARY...THE AMAZING HANDIWORK OF OUR LORD

even the smallest Creatures, God created the 'stars' for Them, Nightlights

Cave glow worms

and below, these little guys really Do light up their 'female's' Fire, LOL, [they light up for each other, a mating ritual, God thinks of Everything, lol--funny thing is majority of men we hear about do more to PUT out a woman's fire, not Light it, ROFL, ok ok I know NOT nice, but couldn't resist that one, sorry guys, the BUGS got you beat on that one!  Things we can learn from a bug or two eh?

Like, check how Romantic these bugs are...God even provides the perfect uh, setting, LOL...

and it don't Cost them no $150.00 a Night either NOR did this bug have to 'wait' for a Birthday to put out the extra effort, and they say Bugs have smaller brains????!  [and mankind thinks they can Beat God in the Love department, Yea Right?  Like Whatever!!!]

And who'd have thought, God even has a Sense of Humor [this is a new one for me, I"ve seen a lot of Weird things but this was a first]...God, even created a Spit Bug, check This out, [location she says NW Washington]

Now, let's take a trip around the World shall we, starting with Philippines,
"This argiope spider belongs to a family with members around the world, many of which build webs with the type of white "stabilimentum" which you see here, whose purpose might be to help birds and other animals to see the web, and so avoid damaging it."

Russia, unidentified flying object, lol, no, unidentified Russian DragonFly

Indonesia, now She knows just the Right material to make the perfect canopy bed that is water resistant even, site says:

"They're also some of the most beautiful of spiders with attractive, often metallic colors, like this tiny female guarding her eggs.   They have great personalities, too - the two large main eyes which are a distinguishing feature of the family make these spiders look more engaging, and unlike almost all other spiders they'll actually turn and look at you.   If they decide you're a threat then they will often move to the underside of the leaf they're on, otherwise they'll continue about their business, stopping from time to time to check that you're not doing anything nefarious."


Belize, NO, this isn't plated like baby shoes, nor has it crossed paths with Midas, LOL.  This is actually a real Bug, Amazing, God even turned some 'bugs' into Jewels, though probably not a wise idea trying to wear one as a ring [and NO don't even Think about it, we have damaged Enough of Mother Earth and her animals for garments and hats, etc] 
A gold-colored darkling beetle

Malaysia, hmmmm, wonder why insects never have chiropractor bills?  [looper caterpillar, butterfly]

Malaysia

[baldy legs say I need a shave say What?  You only Wish you had legs as nice as mine] 

 Thailand, and you ladies think You have the monopoly on the Bee Hive Hair, Ha, God gave me one heck of a hair do, just Check out this hive? 
"This is one of the tiger moth species, a family which is recognizable by the tufts of hair on the caterpillars' backs, a feature which gives them the alternative family name of tussock moth".

The photos of the Foreign bugs are from http://www.richard-seaman.com/Arthropods/index.html

His site is Awesome btw, check it out, for a lot more pics, found it couple of years ago, some amazing photographs.  I do believe the other photos if you click on them will take you Right the the blog/web site they are from [I'll check to be sure].

More on the nature series tomorrow and this week,

Peace,

Jane

Sometimes when it just Pours you Have to Share...

Part of something I wrote this morning, on another blog and it was in reference to God, men, romance and Valentine's day, and well, so many things God has revealed to me when seeking and His mercy, things I took for granted sadly, when He was dealing with my tendency to be ungrateful, and filling some needs/voids in my heart and well, I started writing and it just poured forth...its not even a fourth of what He has shown me in His mercy, but well,

God and His Beauty, His Genius, oh, we just don't know all of it, it would kill us I think, to see it all at once. Anyway, part of what poured forth, to give Him Glory today. Jane

~~~~~~~~~

God and true ‘romance’ [not the romance from the pagan Roman, a.k.a. the whole James Bond-gender role stereotypes that force gender in a box].

The Romance and Beauty of God, the Almighty God, in just a few things here, what He has shown me…

before I was born–before many were born,

TASTE: He created not only every ‘food’ but HE had to have known, how food combined with spices would taste AND how they would appeal to Every single being. From salsa to candy to teas to pastries [and pastries in Bible, mentioned in story of Joseph], fish, you name it, HE knew them FIRST, every single Combination AND I have found, He is THE best cook! I am NOT KIDDING here, HE taught me how to cook, I didn’t have anyone to teach me and I have learned, listening to Him, HE is the Ultimate Chef.

Just last night, once again, a crazy day, had Nothing prepared to cook, had NO IDEA what to fix, and HE tells me, bit by bit this vegie soup, that was Good, as always He never ceases to Amaze me…and it was Him who one day showed me this amazing genius He has for food, when eating Salsa one day–from the tomatoes to the peppers, HE KNEW. HOW, but HE knew…years and years before Human ever thought of…THINK ABOUT THIS, REALLY THINK ABOUT IT.

SMELL: From the salt smell of the Sea to the sweet candy smell of Bougainvilleas gracing a fence, lovingly draping over to the smell of Jasmine at night, to the smell of the rain after the grass is cut or the sun comes out….Every smell we have, that raises our blood or that warns us of danger or, mysteriously smells that are not there but things that are deadly [carbon monoxide], Perfumes and Incense were NOT created by Chanel oh no, they were created by a very Powerful God, Our God, who commanded Moses how to mix a certain kind of incense that No one was allowed to use in any way but To GOD. How’s That, for romance? His Sanctuary, would NOT be defiled, something He showed me about yes, He understands what women feel, MORE than WE know….

SIGHT: From the Rainbow of His promise with the prime colors to the hundreds of Shades of plant greens to the flowers of pinks, violets, orange, yellows, blues, even green flowers [Bells of Ireland] to the crystal coral reefs to the white crystals that hang on water-snow glaciers, that our Eyes alone cannot embrace them all at once, why camaras, no matter How digital or advanced, Still need ‘photoshop’ to grab every reflection yet, they still cannot grab them all, from the colors in Space,

to the textures of rocks, leaves, wings of a bird, the grains of dirts that are different colors to the way the landscape changes when the sun hits at angles. One tree can change into at Least four different colors of shades from sun up to sun down, ONE TREE, just with HIS sun and shadows and light. From the thousands of chiseled chins and almond eyes, NO one, but No one, will ever be able to create such beauty that the eyes behold, that God can and does. And those eyes see and the mind holds in memory, each one of us having different ones, none are the same, of what we see, that God shows us in His universe.

HEAR: From the sound of the ocean crashing on the sea coasts that vary whether they are violent crashes on rocky shores or the smooth tides of the southern spheres to the windy storms, from the sound of winds from the most gentle breeze to the gales to the evening when you notice, there is nothing but silence, and you can here the tiniest of detailed sounds, from the cricket that lullabies you to sleep to the summer frogs that share their mating rituals to the chirping and chattering of bird gossip in the early morning, every musical sound we hear, is from the Mouth of the Lord, every day…ever vibration we feel from the thunder to the soft steps of a kitten, if we learn to listen. To that still small voice of His that says, I am here….

TOUCH: From His gentle touch in the breeze to His caress in water, that same water that makes 70% of our body and brains, that same water that without we die, wither, dry parched lips in the desert that will cause us to see visions, oh how we need His water, water Elijah prayed for to rain and prayed to not rain…the tiniest drop of water can be pleasure to our tongue and skin OR torture, if used in the wrong way.

From the grainy glass of the sand against our legs or its heat searing our feet if we’re foolish enough to not wear shoes at 9 in the morning, LOL, such fine fine lace sand can feel like hot coals in His heat of the sun yet hours later feel as cold as winter and providing shelter for the sea crawlers.

From the chill of the winter air that freezes the inside of the nostrils and that you can see coming from your breath, that can smell so clean and yet can burn if skin is exposed, but at night it all glitters like a Russian princess fairy land, with little light, like stars in Heaven, and the softness of the snow as it whirls around you in the wind.

AND HIS WORDS,

His Words, when you Hear His Words, really hear them, they flow like water, like caresses and only His Words can break a heart in two to the point of surrender or challenge the fearful to take courage, His Words, that caress the barren heart with tenderness that NO human man will ever be able to compete with nor sultry woman either.

Oh how the world and human and the enemy has done all in their power, that base ‘nature’ of thief to Take Credit for the Romance that is TRULY GOD’S AND GOD’S ALONE,

from poetry to music to literature to drama to passion, even war — No one has His Strategy, but No One, not the greatest despot to the master of knowing the enemy [Sun Tzu is NOT the master of the ART of WAR, LOL, hardly],

our Lord who gives us Breathe and who Walked into the Halls of Academia, the Philosophers of Pagan times, Mars Hill [oh yea, saw that this morning, hmmm, lol, in Acts] and through Paul walked boldly in and Astonished the thinkers and the followers of Socrates and Aristotle and made a mockery of human foolishness,

that is OUR LORD, who can compete with Him? Any man? Any woman?

Never, never and never…

His giving us His breathe and our being and moving in Him [Acts] and the more you see Who He is,

it takes,

your breathe away.

[and that's not even the tiniest fourth of it]

Love, Peace, Solidarity,

Jane

Mother of All Creation and What That Means Exactly

[see post below]

I feel that I should clarify, to avoid misunderstanding,

what the meaning of Mother character of God in All Creation is,

in contrast to many of the Mother Earth beliefs that originate in paganism that are so prevalent today.

Bottom line, I REJECT all god/goddess beliefs, but NOT only because I've been taught that they are wrong, no,

but from my OWN research and coming to conclusions. Research in history/herstory included, antiquity, the Word of God [Bible], having been intimate with both Islam and Judaism [I am very vocal in my opposition to Islam, which I stand FIRM, is a mix of the ancient beliefs of Moloch and other gods mixed with a WARPED Christianity/Judaic LAW, for also, reasons of EXPANSIONISM AND 'EMPIRE' THAT IS EXTREMELY MISOGYNIST AND IMPERIALIST.

In saying that I am well aware of the 'reform' movements and support them, for changes in secular laws [human right laws], however, it is of My opinion, that there are inherit flaws, that I care not to go into here or to get into any argument,

but in my research I did find numerous inheritances, of pagan, [ancient] and fundamentalist other religious beliefs/or, rather,

not so much beliefs but INSTITUTIONS OF STATE, which we know as Theocracy, or Theocratic States,

that have several things in common,

they are:

extreme hatred of women
extreme control over women's sexuality
extreme moral legislation enforced by TERROR and ABUSE yet at the same time, those in power, are the Most corrupt and polluted with idolatry and sin [making themselves gods and idols]
extreme economic infrastructures that thrive on SLAVERY and EXPLOITATION AND RAPE and/or both or separate--CONTROL OF WOMEN/GIRL CHILDREN

that is just the tip of the iceberg,

interestingly enough,

the ancient pagan 'god' and 'goddesses' beliefs, Also, practice such detestable rituals that were steeped in misogyny or steeped in other forms of worship of the female but ONLY in the Sensual-Fertility way, leading up always to sexual exploitation of the female,

and the final fruit, was always, Sacrificing children, virgins, slaves, blood sacrifices, and GENDERCIDE-GENOCIDE.

Now, if one looks at the evolution of human government/society, leaving the spiritual analysis out of it, per se, then it can be summed up to strife over lack of resources, which Yes, were a necessity for survival, we can even see this in the Word of God [OT],

land, was a valuable resource, particularly land near water and good temperatures,

and yes, nationalism, or tribalism, was a huge part of the wars and conflicts. There is no getting away from this fact,

the Problem is however, is that, while in ways we have evolved from these barbaric lifestyles for necessity,

in many ways, we have not. And some societies, they are still stuck, back in Biblical Times,

with a mix of modernization thrown in.

It is my belief that no amount of technology or 'knowledge' will change human nature, and if Anything,

human nature has Devolved, not evolved.

And the same barbarism and SIN that was prevalent in the OT, is still ripe today, that Has NOT changed,

and never will until the day of our Lord Jesus Christ, that is my FIRM belief, of which I will not sway from.

I realize of course this is not a popular belief, and especially what I am about to say but, well, so be it.

When I say, the Mother in God, I am not referring to pagan Goddesses NOR am I mixing, infiltrating, either the beliefs OR the worship practices. I feel this is important that I stress this as there ARE some who do mix Christianity with Pagan or New Age beliefs,

to 'appease' people,

while appeasing people and working towards peace, is at first, at least on the surface, good, or seems good,

I feel, that if working towards justice and peace for all, that 'false' beliefs that are known to be the Root of iniquity and exploitation, and suffering,

forced on many of its subjects, then we have a duty, to seek Truth, not just what 'feels good'.

It is this reason I chose to look beyond the feel good statements and beliefs and dig further and what I found,

well, they weren't what they appeared, put it that way. Not only that, but they are sinister,

I believe, because there is a spiritual world, with many, many counterfeits lead to deceive souls into Hell, Eternal Hell,

I have no qualms in saying so. Jesus said,

"I am the Way, the Truth, the Life, NO ONE, that means, NO ONE, comes to the Father [Heavenly Father, the most High God] but through ME. John 14:6

I believe that, I know it,

how, by Faith. But more than Faith,

by the Holy Spirit which seals the truth, seals my salvation and those who believe and Receive the Gift of Grace, not by their works lest any should boast, because ALL have fallen short of the Glory of God,

ALL,

not some, not a few, not just bad people,

for All have sinned and fallen short of the Glory of God.

I think, its truly a bad idea, to believe that one can make up for sin, and reject the ransom Jesus Christ paid for us, even in a secular belief,

meaning, if you were to just look at it without the spiritual, it simply, makes no sense. To reject, the one true Ransom and Payment for all our sins, sin nature, past, present, future, freely given to us By God, in His Only Begotten Son Jesus Christ, who LOVES EACH OF US,

to reject, and then to make oneself a 'god' relying on self or to believe in other gods that have a history, of sacrificing and self-debasement.

And YES, there are some so called FALSE CHRISTIAN RELIGIONS and emphasis on FALSE, they are contrary to scripture, contrary to Jesus Christ, they are Enemies of the Cross of Christ,

who also, practice and teach these things.

True love doesn't appease knowing hell awaits, NO,

True Love, tells the truth,

whether people want to receive it or not, doesn't matter.

So, I have a duty to tell the truth, whether the world rejects it [which the world does] or not,

to God in His Son Jesus Christ I will be true to the Cross and to the Resurrection.

So, when I refer to the Mother in God,

I am referring to that part of God's nature, that is yes, mother like, I don't believe its just a coincidence that God took the side of Adam [not necessary just a rib, in old Hebraic I've read that it means the side of man] and created Eve,

in His image,

and it not mean something. Not only that, but when I began my search, searching God, asking Him, not everyone else, if He was a Misogynist,

in His Word, He showed me, NO, He is not.

It is how though, His word, has often, sadly, been taking out of context, taken from the whole meaning--

and used, to subjugate women, to justify the hate of women, etc.

And not just in the Old days, no, but even today, these teachings and beliefs are so entrenched, and engrained,

and just as damaging to not only women's souls but to the Body of Christ. And they not only hinder God's work,

they also, cause the unbelievers to profane God or, they justify or are used as rationale to lure those wounded,

into, yes,

those counterfeit beliefs.

This is what I know, from my experience,

and this is Why, I began my search of the scriptures for myself. Not just to minister to women, to also, receive healing that I needed so I could be set free from the stronghold of lies and bondage.

That is what counterfeits do, they 'accuse' God and God's nature,

to lure, or rather, ensnare people into the hands of Satan himself.

AND they are destroying women, not only are they destroying women,

most of all, they are playing right into the hands of fundamentalists and extreme misogynist systems, to eventually, take over,

because people won't question them. There is too much 'complimentarism' so when truth be told, people reject the truth [in regards to systems] because the comparisons,

well, they aren't that different. In other words, the misogyny in other systems, though there are many who confront them,

if they were to truly look at our own system, including yes, religion, they would see,

there is differences, but then, there isn't,

especially when it comes to the treatment of women.

That includes, of course, economics, slavery and misogyny, go hand in hand. In all theocracies that were hell bent on hatred of women,

they also were nationalist, racist to the core, fuedalistic, oppressive, brutal, quick to want to shed blood, demanding of blood sacrifices in one way or another, demanding of extreme tribute that was in itself oppressive, and exploitive to the core,

witch hunts [the fruition of hatred of women], slavery, child rape/incest, etc., were the fruits of such kingdoms and still are today, the evidence is simply,

to there in the face, to Deny,

except to fools of course, who in their want to not come to the light lest their hearts be exposed and changed,

hang on to the very beliefs that will appease their desires.

That is how sin nature works,

and the sad thing is,

while sin may be fun for a season,

it DESTROYS and the final wages, is spiritual death.

So, to truly love, to truly care,

is to yes, tell the truth, about salvation, not just in the afterlife but here in the now. The present,

some call it consciousness,

well, it is, but what most don't realize, that consciousness, that quickening, is in fact, the work of the Holy Spirit.

though God is not credited, sadly for the rise of consciousness, it is God, who gives us that knowledge, to save us,

because He loves us. More than we can ever truly grasp or understand,

God IS love.

Herein is love, not that we loved God, but that he loved us, and sent his Son [to be] the propitiation for our sins. 1 John 4:10

He loved us first, not us, loving Him first, in fact, in our sin nature, we don't even seek God, until He woos us, to seek Him. To those who have ears, let them hear....

He that loveth not knoweth not God; for God is love. 1 John 4:8

That means,

that No, God does not hate, He hates sin, yes,

but God in His love, hates sin, because SIN DESTROYS US.

Deny it all we want, but its true.

In seeking God's answers to so many of my questions, problems in my life, time and time again, it goes back to, sin,

my sin, other's sin, the world's sin,

but Sin.

And in seeking or reading the counterfeit beliefs, I noticed two things, consistently,

they deny sin

and two,

they lead to destruction that is also, sin.

They are sinister, they are even angelic in appearance,

but they are deadly, deadly, deadly.

And, I suppose I shall throw in the third, consistency, with counterfeits,

they all appeal, to the lusts of the flesh.

Not to the spirit, but to the flesh and that includes, self-crucifying beliefs, that aim, to prop up a false sense of holiness,

but see, there is one problem with that 'falsehood' too,

those types of false beliefs or counterfeits, always lead to legalism and most of all

to

indifference.

indifference to other's suffering, therefore, contributing in either active or inactive, agreement with evil, in systems, in relations, etc.

It is these latter beliefs that through legalism have too many times polluted or lead astray, those who believe, who live by faith,

ESPECIALLY, WOMEN.

Because men benefit from legalistic beliefs when it concerns Women,

why not? Have a subject who is demanded to submit and worship you as if you are a 'god', to be able to abuse, mistreat, act in contempt towards, etc., and to do so, with the supposed authority or false belief of God giving one
ENTITLEMENT,

well why not? its no wonder these types of legalisms and lies, are not challenged within the modern day church,

why, it would really rock the boat of Male Priviledge, would it not?

And it is in this way that the legalists and fundamentalists, have so much more in common, though they will stand opposed and point the finger,

they are, EXACTLY, alike,

in more ways than one.

And as a result, many women have turned to counterfeits, I've associated with these women, was even ONE of those women, for some time,

I too, rejected the patriarchy and misogyny and the horrid abuses in my life and in the lives of so many women in the church that I knew, that I grew up with, and in several denominations,

not just one.

So I can understand the wounds, the hate, the feeling of abandonment and most of all, the internalization that is the belief that God hates women, that yes, causes women, to one day say,

to hell with this, lets see what female gods there is, or alternatives.

OR, lets mix, other beliefs with Christianity, that interjecting, and the New Age movement I think is probably one of the largest here, that whole pantheon or universalist movement,

but, in all those, I just mentioned,

God still comes out, looking like some misogynist jerk sitting way up in Heaven, hating Eve and cursing all of Eve's daughters, and of course, He is all male in characteristic and of course, males are entitled, as 'special', women as inferior, evil necessities even.

And hey, if you really look at the manifestation or fruit of many teachings, that is exactly the picture you get.

And there IS this love-hate relationship women have with God, even Jesus, though they may deny it,

it needs to come out, it really does, because what many don't see, is that, those 'false beliefs' are going to lead us,

right to where, the women in the Congo are.

What do you mean, you might be asking?

Well, its not that the misogyny Just surfaced in the war, the mass rapes, like some big demon just came on the scene, oh no,

that isn't how it worked,

those misogynist beliefs were, like racist beliefs or nationalist beliefs and that hatred, that seething deep hatred, in other wars=genocides like in the former Yugoslavia [Bosnia-Serbia-Croatia], were there,

all that time, just sitting there, seething, stuffed in that basket of wickedness, and then, one day, all restraints of law and order are removed and Boom,

hell breaks forth on the earth.

I often read Christian men or hear, preachers, talk about the porn culture AS IF porn is the culprit,

well, porn is, but, its not that porn created misogyny, oh no,

ITS THAT

MISOGYNY

CREATED PORN.

Get to the root of the problem

then you get to the root of the Sin,

and until WE deal, until We confront, Misogyny, in the Christian Church,

we too, one day, will suffer, just as our sisters in the Congo and in other legalistic Christian nations, are suffering.

Mass rape, butchering, Christian husbands [or so called] then tossing these women out onto the streets because hey,

they are damaged goods, no longer useful to screw [pardon the language but can we just be blunt here] or useful to breed

like cattle.

Its not Muslim men who are kicking out there women after mass raping them and shooting bullets into their vaginas, oh no,

its CHRISTIAN men,

nominal or not, doesn't matter,

they are men, who have known scripture, who have known the traditional 'legalist' so called Christian teachings,

those scriptures used as baseball bats to subjugate women, much in the same way, that laws in the Sharia, are used to subjugate and form a system of terror,

TO CONTROL WOMEN.

Don't think, for one minute, that we women, in the Christian nations, don't also, have these same types of CONTROL, by TERROR,

because we do.

Its called, Theocracy....

maybe not in our legal system in the way it is under Sharia Law, but oh, its there,

its so there and in some congregations its very much there, in full view for all to see.

And the saddest thing is, women, have internalized these beliefs,

and that internalization, IS A STRONGHOLD.

And it is, DEMONIC.

And then that same DEMONIC FORCE, then lures, the victims, the wounded, right into the counterfeits, right into the snare of Satan,

the lie of empowerment when in actuality, the fruit is hate. Hate of men, hate of children, hate of everything female,

HATE OF EVE.

Hate, in its fullness, of being a daughter of Eve.

So rather, than attempt to mix other beliefs, I instead, just one day, had it out with God per se, in one of many prayers, sort of like Job did, no, like Job, lol,

except I was way worse....and not anything near as good as Job,

I knew, I could not, truly, ever get past the infant stage spiritually, not ever able to really minister or get past, this anger and sin,

until, I came totally upfront with God, meaning, not keeping anything back.

And He began to show me, little by little, in His Word,

His character, that yes, is male, and is also, female.

I believe, that the world, that women, need to hear, not that God needs justification because He doesn't, He IS JUST, HE IS HOLY,

no, but because, for so long, there have been LIES, spoken, about women, not just LIES spoken, but horrid abuses,

done in the name of God. Profaning His name and His character,

so, in sharing what God reveals to me, what He reveals to me through His Holy Spirit and through His Word in Christ Jesus, that I can share or minister those things He so chooses, to

uplift, heal, and to Glorify, HIS NAME,

not mine, not any church [denomination], not any ministry,

only Glorifying the Lord God.

I have not yet written on all the things God has revealed to me, not reveal in this way either as me saying I'm some prophet, not what I mean by that,

but in His revealing to me, when He ministers/heals/corrects/sanctifies me.

And it doesn't come, like all at once or overnight, and EVERY time, He reveals Himself/Herself to me,

I see, more and more, my shortcomings and my sin...leading me always to repentance, confession, to Christ Jesus.

That should be stressed even more so,

its in HIS goodness, and well,

I guess its safe for me to say, that though I may have known Christ, that relationship, it wasn't really, until I did, like have it out with Him and say,

WHO ARE YOU AND ARE YOU A MISOGYNIST AND TYRANT, ETC ETC ETC

that, I truly, am knowing now, HIS LOVE.

Its one thing, to hear, people say, Jesus loves you,

yea yea we know, hear it all the time in church, in sermons, on Christian radio, and we have that mental agreement

but its quite another,

when God reveals His Love to you, on that intimate space, on that intimate level, that quickening of the Spirit, through His word.

That that the carnal mind, simply can not understand....

nor can the unrepentant heart because the unrepentant heart or the heart that is by will very resistant to God, can't see because WE put that barrier up,

not God, but us. We put those barriers up,

and hurts can do that too...often, when those hurts surface, Legalism [esp misogynist legalism that says, summing it up to this, woman, how dare you be angry, its your lot because Eve sinned first [you know because Adam, well he just couldn't help himself, typical 'male' cop out and Adam's sons are Still using that excuse], and why God has set you under the head of male and assigned you to bearing children, etc etc etc....those texts the little 'male gods' so love to use, to put themselves on their little 'thrones',

but point is, when those hurts surface, in our SELF-POLICING, ourselves, we repress, oh, we repress and we Deny, oh how we deny and then we rationalize,

using those very same scriptures, to condemn our selves never seeing the light----and staying

in subjugation, not the Godly kind, no, not Godly submission which means service, to Glorify Christ [as He too served] to glorify the Kingdom of Heaven, oh no,

not that kind of subjugation, but the kind of subjugation that is not any different than what you see, yes,

in Islam and in other Fundamentalist beliefs/religions.

That self-loathing, not because of sinful flesh, oh no, the internalization of misogyny goes way beyond just hating the deeds of the flesh [low base nature btw, not actual body, though legalism will take it that far],

it goes to the very hating of the creation of one's self--that being a woman.

Talk about walking dead soul---

that is what misogyny does in the end, it destroys the souls of women.

The opposite, of the Fruit of the Holy Spirit, which is love, joy, JOY, peace, no, not some false piousness,

not some false made up, PRETENSE,

but true joy.

You know Paul said, give without grumbling,

do you know what causes grumbling?

A mischaracterization of God, a false concept of God and of one's self.

And also, being victimized by INJUSTICE,

oh, you can hold back, and not grumble with thine mouth but in heart, oh yes, that grumbling is there and then,

its the I'm sorry Lord for being ungrateful,

never occurs to them, that the reason there is that rising up, of that volcano, is that there is righteous anger, that is God telling you, something is not right.

Its not a sin to get angry, its a sin, in what we do with that anger....anger is an emotion, just like anything else,

God gets angry.

And God gets angry, when women, are victimized, brutalized, demonized, especially, because they are women,

because GOD CREATED WOMEN.

Demonizing women, is Demonizing

God.

Anyway, I'll close for now,

but, I will, eventually, be posting several scriptures, that I have been pondering on, that yes, reveals so much, of God's, female side,

not just in suffering either, meaning, not in the usual 'passive' way, that also, is used by misogynists, to rationalize or justify the abuse of women,

or the demonization of women.

And I will recommend, reading the book of Job, for starters,

really pay close attention, to what the Lord says.

Because Job is not the only book, that the Lord, uses the messages in nature, to reveal Himself, His emotions, His character,

and, the creation of many animals, especially in the diversity and even, how in some animal kingdoms, God totally reverses things,

almost in this comical way,

they are messages, serious ones,

its that, often, in our human arrogance, our thinking 'we are god', that 'sin',

we totally miss it.

But God speaks,

in all His creation, if we only, will open our hearts to Him, and hear what He has to say.

Peace,

janedoe

To Our Wonderful Heavenly Father who is also Mother of all Creation!

I would like to come back to writing about finding my Goddess in Christ Jesus and what that means exactly.

During my time of struggling and walking in my own path, I was curious about goddess beliefs and I began to search them. However, I did not find them to be real, maybe because I knew there was only One True God,

however, I did understand, the reason so many women are drawn into the goddess beliefs, world wide, and though I could not embrace them nor worship them, I did believe that there was a huge gap, a huge hole in the hearts of women,

in relating to God, as a female. When I came back to my faith in Christ, I began to question God about misogyny, patriarchy, whether or not the Heavenly Father could ever relate or identify to me and women,

not as a male being but as a female. I should say, to clarify, I am NOT agnostic, nor am I of the Mother Earth religion, I have searched them, yes, studied them, yes,

but for me, I wanted to find my answers in the Word of God, I wanted to know what He thought, His ways, not mine. It wasn't so much that I wanted to,

I needed to. I simply could not wrap my mind around loving a God who I thought might be a misogynist, patriarchal, woman hating God, no matter how much I tried, yet, too, something deep in my Spirit, just didn't witness or confirm, so many of the patriarchal and yes, misogynist interpretations of scripture,

so, I needed to find my own answers. So, I prayed, I sought God's face, I asked for the discernment of the Holy Spirit to lead me into all truth, because I truly wanted to know, the Truth, God's truth,

not man's, not the church [run by men usually], not feminists, not anyone, I wanted to hear from God, for my own well being, for my own Sanity, for my own Peace.

I had to put down or cast down rather, so many conditioning taught to me by churches, preachers, teachers, using scriptures, and get on my knees and seek God, and learn to be still, and hear His voice, not mine, not anyone else. Little did I know Then,

that God would open up not only my eyes and Spirit to so many marvelous and wonderful truths about Him, His character [Him not being male exactly either], but He would, heal me of so much damage, to my soul, from years and years, of being told, conditioned, both socially, secular and religious, and not only from those conditions,

but from the myths and misconceptions of God by none other than those opposed to Christ, including many in feminist circles who are opposed to God in all totality. Because little did I see then, that there are also, misogynist conditioning's there too, but they are subtle, they are hidden, and they are so easily missed. I am going to be really blunt and say, one has to be sincere in Heart, willing to submit to God's Will,

in searching for His truth. There are simply way too many voices out there and opinions and many may Seem right,

but they are counterfeits. Let me just state for the record, IF, IF, a statement or belief does NOT line up with the Total Word of God, in Spirit and in Truth,

I reject it.

Because its a lie.

How can I be convinced of this? Easy, one, faith, two, I've had my fill of living and believing the lies of the enemy and this world, and I've seen and suffered enough of the death that comes from those lies.

So yes, I'm not afraid now, to just come out and say, what I believe, based on the Word of God, the world be damned, seriously,

either go all the way with your faith, or don't bother, I'm done sitting on the fence. Besides, its a miserable life,

and one that God is hindered from truly revealing Himself to us, to you, to me.

So, anyhow, I begin to search and seek and wait on the Lord and pretty much I'm just staying in prayer and reading the Word, listening with my heart, dealing with what God wants me to deal with in My life, My heart, etc., and Trusting Him [trust is Huge, let me just say it again, Trust is huge, without Trust, well, its like trying to find your way blind in the darkness].

What can I say, I was SHOCKED, seriously, SHOCKED, to just how many lies and misconceptions about God and God's love for women and His creating woman in His image, I mean, I really was so bogged down and had internalized So much misogyny, So much self-hate, So much resentment for being female,

and I'm not saying this in the usual traditional neo-conservative or fundamentalist way we often hear it, you know, the 'well women were biologically assigned to give birth and well, that's pretty much that, everything else, they are evil, tempters, needing to be subjugated, you know the usual misogynist teachings, sugar coated though they may be.

And even if, lets say, you aren't Christian or even spiritual, you are Still effected by those teachings because patriarchy is in Every society, community, system, etc. Some yes, far worse than others, but my point is, we are effected by those beliefs, on a very deep level, and women,

God wants to reconcile women to Him, to His plan for women, but He won't force it, its up to us, to ask and seek and not shut our hearts. And His plan, was and is,

not what we so often hear, in our world today, never was, but too, we live in a fallen world, a world under sin, and the problem is,

we have contributed to God, what really, should have been contributed to Satan and Sin.

And in the process, MEN, have become IDOLS, so have women, in some places but all in all, MEN, by patriarchy, have become IDOLS and little 'gods',

with women, forced to subjugate and worship the MALE.

Wrong, that is just so wrong, and I've seen this in the church too. However, I have also been seeing, God is dealing with the church on this issue,

church meaning, Body of Christ, not denomination, not a building, the Body of Christ. God is reconciling and restoring, spiritually, both women, and men, Adam and Eve,

Adam, well, you may think, is it because God is making males more feminine? Not exactly, no, but He is working, among many men,

in reconciling their Adam role, in tending to the animals and the planet.

Ah, Yes! That is what Adam did before the fall, he tended to the garden/planet and the animals. Eve was his helper, companion, carrier of life, of life force, that same force, we see in everything, God has created,

from the organic to the inorganic, all matter, all anti-matter.

But, rather than simply sit here and just write, what I have been seeing in my Spirit, or rather, what the Holy Spirit has been quickening in my Spirit,

I'll simply just share, a few things from His Word, with some videos/photographs,

and well, you can pray, seek and ask, and may the Lord take the veils off our eyes and soften our hearts so that We can see Him, His love, His salvation and His marvelous works, including

creating us, both Male and Female, in His image.

[again, I do not believe God is only Male, I believe, God is more than we can picture or imagine, that God is Holy, Great, Loving, that God has Female side too, not because I want to believe this, but because, there are Too many scriptures, that He says, things that are from Mother character, Nurturing, not only that, but too many things in Nature, His creation, that totally just turn our little 'put God in some little box and human mold' all upside down, His diversity, His amazing detail, His ability to turn things on their head, for example, seahorses, males, carry the young and give birth, Ha! How is that for a twist on patriarchy!]

Why am I writing about this on this union blog --which, obviously there isn't going to be a union, you know, maybe its a Spiritual Union, a Spiritual Solidarity, fine with me, what Ever God wants to do with this, it is My hope though, that this blog, brings Healing, Restoration and Reconciliation to women, who are questioning, who are wounded, who are hurting, who are afraid, who are in doubt, because I've searched all the 'alternatives', I've heard all the Christian faith is this, this, and this, I've heard and read all the slams against God,

and I'm just here to say, these accusations, these misconceptions, false teachings, are just that--lies. It is time,

for the True character of God, His love and concern for All women, be heard.

God--Our Creator, Creator of the Universe, The Earth, The Creator of Life, of Life force, let us begin, to sit in awe, of His/Her works. And may you see, your worth, in His image, in His creating, You, as Woman.

note: in the Genesis, I am going to Highlight, some points, that are often missed, one big one, is that, the sun and stars, were created AFTER the earth, not before. Light, was created first, before the Sun, AND,
there were Waters, water below, water above, separation of waters, could gases also be, waters? Also, one day, to us, can be a thousands of years to God, But do not let this one fact escape your notice, beloved, that with the Lord one day is as a thousand years, and a thousand years as one day. 9 The Lord is not slow about His promise, as some count slowness, but is patient toward you, not wishing for any to perish but for all to come to repentance. 1 Peter 3:8

What caught my attention was the creation of Light, then Sun, later with Stars/celestial bodies, and then, the Earth, then the sun, like, this order of things, and one created to support the one and the next one to support the one,

its all Connected, and what is really exciting, is how Jesus often said, the least will be first in Heaven, the first last. Wow, really think about that, our order of things, is not God's order,

if That doesn't make you ponder for a bit, well, think on these scriptures, then watch the videos, and then, well,

seek God, what do any of us have to lose? another thing, if you study/watch science, the THEORIES [you know its funny how many think 'theories' are gospel truth yet they get their panties in a twist when you mention creation], btw, I think, yes, there is evolution to a point, that there is yes, organic material that formed and a lot of what is taught in the different theories, I have not a problem with them, what I have a Problem though, is when there is outright rejection of creation theory, simply because people are closed minded, Unless we can travel back into time and actually have been there, if you want to talk simply from secular/logic science view, ain't none of us, know a thing, its all a scientific Guess, so, there! :~



Psalm 24

Of David. A psalm.

¹ The earth is the LORD's, and everything in it,
the world, and all who live in it;
² for he founded it upon the seas
and established it upon the waters.

The Beginning

¹ In the beginning God created the heavens and the earth.
² Now the earth was formless and empty, darkness was over the surface of the deep, and the Spirit of God was hovering over the waters.
³ And God said, "Let there be light," and there was light. ⁴ God saw that the light was good, and He separated the light from the darkness. ⁵ God called the light "day," and the darkness he called "night." And there was evening, and there was morning—the first day.
⁶ And God said, "Let there be an expanse between the waters to separate water from water." ⁷ So God made the expanse and separated the water under the expanse from the water above it. And it was so. ⁸ God called the expanse "sky." And there was evening, and there was morning—the second day.
⁹ And God said, "Let the water under the sky be gathered to one place, and let dry ground appear." And it was so. ¹⁰ God called the dry ground "land," and the gathered waters he called "seas." And God saw that it was good.
¹¹ Then God said, "Let the land produce vegetation: seed-bearing plants and trees on the land that bear fruit with seed in it, according to their various kinds." And it was so. ¹² The land produced vegetation: plants bearing seed according to their kinds and trees bearing fruit with seed in it according to their kinds. And God saw that it was good. ¹³ And there was evening, and there was morning—the third day.
¹⁴ And God said, "Let there be lights in the expanse of the sky to separate the day from the night, and let them serve as signs to mark seasons and days and years, ¹⁵ and let them be lights in the expanse of the sky to give light on the earth." And it was so. ¹⁶ God made two great lights—the greater light to govern the day and the lesser light to govern the night. He also made the stars. ¹⁷ God set them in the expanse of the sky to give light on the earth, ¹⁸ to govern the day and the night, and to separate light from darkness. And God saw that it was good. ¹⁹ And there was evening, and there was morning—the fourth day.
²⁰ And God said, "Let the water teem with living creatures, and let birds fly above the earth across the expanse of the sky." ²¹ So God created the great creatures of the sea and every living and moving thing with which the water teems, according to their kinds, and every winged bird according to its kind. And God saw that it was good. ²² God blessed them and said, "Be fruitful and increase in number and fill the water in the seas, and let the birds increase on the earth." ²³ And there was evening, and there was morning—the fifth day.
²⁴ And God said, "Let the land produce living creatures according to their kinds: livestock, creatures that move along the ground, and wild animals, each according to its kind." And it was so. ²⁵ God made the wild animals according to their kinds, the livestock according to their kinds, and all the creatures that move along the ground according to their kinds. And God saw that it was good.
²⁶ Then God said, "Let us make man in our image, in our likeness, and let them rule over the fish of the sea and the birds of the air, over the livestock, over all the earth, ^b]">[b] and over all the creatures that move along the ground."
²⁷ So God created man in his own image,
in the image of God he created him;
male and female he created them.
²⁸ God blessed them and said to them, "Be fruitful and increase in number; fill the earth and subdue it. Rule over the fish of the sea and the birds of the air and over every living creature that moves on the ground."
²⁹ Then God said, "I give you every seed-bearing plant on the face of the whole earth and every tree that has fruit with seed in it. They will be yours for food. ³⁰ And to all the beasts of the earth and all the birds of the air and all the creatures that move on the ground—everything that has the breath of life in it—I give every green plant for food." And it was so.
³¹ God saw all that he had made, and it was very good. And there was evening, and there was morning—the sixth day.

Genesis 2

¹ Thus the heavens and the earth were completed in all their vast array.
² By the seventh day God had finished the work he had been doing; so on the seventh day he rested from all his work. ³ And God blessed the seventh day and made it holy, because on it he rested from all the work of creating that he had done.
[for more on Creation, Genesis, and also the Hebrew terms, see
http://www.biblegateway.com/passage/?search=Genesis%201-2;&version=31;








In closing,

this is Just for starters,

I will be writing more on God, what He is revealing to me in His word, and in Nature,

about how He cares about animals, women, how several things in nature, are messages to us, confirmed also in His Word, example, God revealed something to me about the squids whom they call 'man eaters' and the relevance to those squids, what the scientists who study them are finding, and also, the hatred towards women, who are resisting misogyny, who are also called, man eaters, man haters. That is just one, for starters...

how he Hates the shedding of blood, violence, misogyny, abuse of animals, abuse of children, oh yes,

its All in His Word, and though this world will pass away, His Word will never pass away [oh, He is making a new Earth--without Sin, and oh, if You haven't been paying attention to the wonders they are finding in the Universe, things that are challenging All former theories, Oh, it is just mind blowing people,

and the violence, the death and rape of our planet, to women [Congo, Sudan, beliefs of hate and killing the life force of women, children, war, etc], to animals,

Jesus Is Going to Come in His Glory,

and all these things, will be, held accountable,

every deed, done in darkness, will be exposed to the light.

Tree of Life, Book of Life, Tree of Knowledge of Good and Evil, Book of Deeds/Works,

Faith,

or Disbelief,

its your choice.

Choose LIFE,

God is Love, God is Life.

He is and gives the breathe of life,

to all living things.

Amen and Amen!!!